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Eyes are the expression of the soul. When a woman is emotional, her eyes are particularly rich, and all her true feelings can be naturally revealed from her eyes. The eyes of a woman when she is emotional can not only make the facial features come alive, but also make the otherwise dull
The face becomes beautiful. We often say words such as a smile that captivates the city, a look back with a smile that brings beauty to life, are the most powerful evidence of the charm of a smile.
When women are in love, their eyes sparkle like spring water. At that time, their eyes are the best annotation of tenderness and water. At this time, their eyes seem to have a thousand words to say.
At this moment, her eyes are full of tenderness, flowing with the magic power that turns steel into softness. Her eyes make people feel distressed and loving, and you can also read the feeling of distress in her eyes.[
At this moment, her eyes will make people forget her age and appearance.
My heart trembled, and I immediately went to the bathroom.
The hot water flow here is very big. When I was submerged in the swishing jet, I suddenly felt warm from my skin to my heart. I was also very surprised: why would I have feelings for a woman of such an age?
What? After thinking about it carefully, I seemed to understand: maybe it was because of her identity.
Lin Yu is different from her. Lin Yu and I have had a long relationship. From the moment we met her to the present, there is an emotional connection between us. But the woman I face today is different. She has an extraordinary identity.
, and he is also my immediate boss. As a man, perhaps the desire to conquer such a woman will make people more excited.
I washed myself very clean.
After I went out, I found her sitting on the sofa. She didn't come to see me, but sat there with her head down, just like that. I seemed to understand: maybe she was hesitating again.
I looked at her, and I actually hoped in my heart that she would change her mind. After all, her identity was different. And when I looked at her hesitation at this moment, I felt even more pitiful for her. I thought to myself: What if
If she were not the deputy governor, she might never hesitate like this. No, maybe she was not just hesitating in her heart, but was suffering more.
I didn't speak, because she could only make the final decision on such a matter. Before we reached that level, she and I still had a superior-subordinate relationship, so I could only listen to her.
I stood there for at least several minutes. Then, she suddenly raised her head and said, "Have you finished washing?" I then realized that she had been in a state of inactivity just now, and she didn't even notice that I had already finished washing.
came out of the room.
I said: "Well. Governor He, can I give you a massage right here?"
But she stood up immediately and said, "Go inside."
She immediately took two steps, but I found that her feet were erratic and her body was shaking a little. I hesitated for a moment, and then went to support her. And the moment I supported her,
The moment I put my hands on her shoulders, her body suddenly collapsed in my arms.
I immediately hugged her up. I could understand why she was like this, after all, she hadn't had a man for many years.
Her body was a little light, so I felt very relaxed when I picked her up. She was trembling in my arms, and I asked her: "Where is the bedroom?"
She didn't answer me, and her body was still trembling in my arms. I had to hold her in my arms and prepare to search from room to room, but I still knew in my heart where the master bedroom in a house should be.
The bedroom should be in a house with a relatively large location and room area, so I found it quickly.
This is a large bedroom with a bathroom, and the interior is also decorated in a warm style.
I gently put her on the bed, and then immediately went to it. I asked her softly: "Governor He, can I massage your head first?"
Then I heard her reply softly, "Yeah."
So I sat cross-legged and put her body between my crossed legs. Then I gently massaged her temples on both sides, and then the corners of her eyes. There were wrinkles in the corners of her eyes, and I tried to replace them.
She flattens out.[
Then, I massaged her cheeks, corners of her mouth, chin, and upper lip. When my fingers just reached her upper lip, she immediately opened her mouth, and then gently bit the tip of my finger.
She gently bit my fingertip with her teeth, and gently...I was startled for a moment, and I immediately understood that this was a signal she gave me.
She is my leader anyway, so as for me, I would never dare to act rashly on her body. Even in such an environment and atmosphere, even though we are an orphan and a widow, I still dare not
Act casually and rashly, unless like this moment, she has already sent such a signal to me.
She fingered my finger, which was very ambiguous and already full of sexual implications. But I still hesitated for a moment, and then slowly stretched my hand to her neck and started doing it.
After a few gentle touches, I slid down the neck of her nightgown and slid inside. My hands went to gently grasp the soft parts of her breasts. At this moment, my hands
The moment I touched her breasts, her body trembled again, and at the same time, I heard a soft moan coming from her mouth.
I lifted her body up towards my arms. Her body was as limp as mud. Then, I took off her clothes. At this time, my techniques were no longer limited to just massaging, but also touching.
.
My hand slowly rubbed her belly in circles, then downward, my right hand went inside her pajamas, her soft hair was in the palm of my hand, and then it went to her crotch...
.
Her body began to twist, and her moans became louder. I took off her pajamas and everything else on my body, then hugged her as before and continued the previous actions.
I felt her desire, and her hands kept slapping my legs. I gently raised her buttocks, and then pressed the part of my crotch that had suddenly risen to hers, which was already a vast ocean.
At this point, I gently lowered her body, and all of a sudden, I felt that I had entered.
However, what I never expected was that the moment I entered her body, she suddenly started crying suddenly, and then burst into tears.
I was stunned but immediately felt her moving up and down in my arms.
She was crying while moving, mixed with her moans...
I immediately understood that this was a different kind of joyful emotion she expressed after a long drought, another way of shouting after her body was awakened by desire, and it was also the painful regret expressed by her physical desire after it defeated her reason.
.At this moment, her desire defeated everything, and she began to enjoy the beauty of this moment crazily...
After drinking, I was persistent and powerful. I stayed motionless during the whole process, letting her move freely on my body and enjoy herself. Until she got tired later, she was so tired that she no longer had any strength left.
Only then did I put her body on the bed, and only then did I take the initiative to attack her...
After a long time, when everything calmed down, she had already fallen asleep.
I wiped his body and left quietly. I hope she thinks it was a dream when she wakes up tomorrow.
In fact, I regard everything tonight as a dream, and I hope that this dream can end here. I have given her what she needs, and this can be regarded as a kind of reward from me.
To be honest, the feeling she gave me tonight was very dull. I still had feelings for her at first, because her identity gave me a different feeling, but we are too far apart in age, so this is nothing
It will make you feel a little nauseous afterward.
The next morning I took the initiative to send a text message to Lin Yu:?
As a result, she replied to me:.
I was a little disappointed, but then I laughed because of that period. Now I feel that our agreement should not be like this, it should be:!, and then reply:.
That's right.
Today, I suddenly felt a sense of urgency in my heart, because I really want to go abroad as soon as possible. I was not so anxious in the past two days because I was still worried about my own affairs. And last night I heard what Governor He said
I finally felt relieved.[
For this, I couldn't help but start to hate myself, because I found that I am still a selfish person in my heart, and I can temporarily put aside my child's affairs for such a small thing. You know, maybe this is the only way I can find my child.
opportunity.
At this moment, I felt that I had to call Lin Yu immediately to talk about the matter. If she agreed, I would immediately ask for leave and book a flight to go abroad.
So I picked up the landline and called Lin Yu, "Sister, is it convenient for you to talk now?"
She said, "I'll call you later."
I have no choice but to wait patiently.
Fortunately, she called me after a while, and she dialed my landline, "Feng Xiao, from now on, please call the landline if you have anything to do during work hours. I will send you my landline number later."
I seem to understand: what she means is that when talking on a mobile phone, business matters will be regarded as private matters, but it is different with a landline phone. It may be exactly the opposite.
I agreed repeatedly, and then said to her: "Sister, I want to go abroad immediately. The longer this delay, the slimmer the chance of finding the child. What do you think?"
She said: "I was also planning to have dinner with the mayor and municipal party secretary of Gaolou in the next two days. Can't you wait a moment?"
I said: "Governor Wang also attended the dinner last night. During the dinner, Governor He told him about the matter. He said it was a small matter and he came down to say hello to Mayor Chen."
She said: "Oh. It seems that Governor He is very kind to you."
No matter how I listened, I felt that there was a strange flavor in her words, so I hurriedly said: "Sister, she is my superior. That matter was originally an idea she gave me after I asked her for advice. Now it's happened."
Of course she has to take care of the matter."
She immediately laughed and said, "Why are you in a hurry? She is a woman who has been divorced for many years. You are so young and handsome, it is strange that she is not tempted."
Sweat started to form on my back, "Sister, Governor He is not that kind of person, is he? And I can't have anything to do with her. I am different from you. We have been together for so many years, but we have feelings for each other.
."
She immediately chuckled, "Feng Xiao, I like hearing what you say. But you are too lovable. Hey... well, you go out first, and I will arrange the rest for you."
Then she hung up the phone. I breathed a long sigh of relief. I realized that today was the rare time I had lied to her in these years. It was not that I meant to lie to her like this, but that I had to.
But now I am completely relaxed, that is to say, now I can immediately start arranging my affairs to go abroad. "Pure text first release"
I quickly typed a leave request form on the computer and signed it myself before calling Xiao Sui.
After arriving at the Provincial Education Commission, I suddenly felt that I should visit Manjiangnan. Anyway, this was a convenient trip.
"Ah, Director Feng, are you here?" He was very happy to see me and immediately stood up and asked me to sit down. I shook my head at him and said, "I won't sit down anymore. I'll come to see Secretary Luo and see you by the way. How about it?"
Are you still used to this place?"
He smiled bitterly and said: "Director Feng, to be honest, this place is much busier than the Admissions Office, and... ugh! It's so difficult. Every leader has a temper. There's nothing we can do about it."
I hurriedly said to him: "Director Man, you should look at this problem from another angle. Maybe this kind of working environment is a greater exercise for you. What do you think? Also, in this case, you will
I'm talking about it, but don't tell other people. The more complicated the unit is, the easier it is for some words to be spread. Do you understand?"
He nodded, "Thank you, Director Feng, for reminding me. Secretary Luo is in the office, I will take you there."
I smiled at him and said, "No, I'll just go by myself. There's no need to be so polite between us, and if you take me there, others may gossip. After all, you are now the office director here."
He sighed, "I'll treat you and the old director to a meal some other time. I want to have a nice talk with you. Hey, I'm so tired here, mainly because I'm tired."
I can completely understand his situation. After all, he is not the same Ruan Jie as before, and he is a man. I said: "I will be on a business trip recently. I still say what I said, just think of this place as a place to train yourself."
Then I went to Secretary Luo's office. After reading my leave note, he asked me: "Have you decided to leave immediately? Have the work arrangements been arranged?"
I said: "Several important meetings have been held, and the next step is to prepare for this year's enrollment. It happens to be free now. I will only be away for about twenty days at most, and it is at my own expense. I don't think it will affect anything.
."
He sighed: "You, if you want to go out, just find a way to reimburse yourself. Why do you have to do this? Do you think any of these department-level cadres have gone abroad at their own expense? Xiao Feng, you don't have to do this. Shuizhi
Qing Zeyu, it will be difficult for others to deal with such things in the future."
In fact, what he said makes sense. Things are like this nowadays. If a person is too aloof, it will show that others are not here. But I really don’t want to reimburse such personal expenses. I said: "Secretary Luo,
The main reason is that I decided to go out too hastily this time and couldn't find a suitable reason at the moment. I will pay attention to it in the future."
He said, "That's okay." Then he signed his name on my leave note and handed it to me, "You have to go to Governor He to sign it, and then take it back to our office for filing."
I agreed repeatedly. Then when I was about to leave, I was stopped by him, "Don't leave in a hurry. Let me ask you something, what exactly is going on with your plans to build an admission center?"
I originally planned to tell him about this matter after the choice was basically confirmed, and now that I was preparing to go abroad, I had no intention of telling him right away. But what I didn't expect was that he actually took the initiative to ask first.
When I woke up, I suddenly became a little passive.
I hurriedly said: "Secretary Luo, after Governor He told me about that matter, I haven't had time to think about it carefully. I wanted to go and have a look around first and then report the matter to you after I have a preliminary site selection plan.
But now I have to go out immediately. So I just want to wait until I come back from abroad to report to you."
He smiled at me and said, "Okay. You can go out first. But Director Feng, why didn't I know there was so much money in your recruitment account before?"
I thought to myself: If you had known about this, you would have tried every means to steal our money. I said, "Actually, I don't know either. I only found out after I went to the finance department recently to inquire."
He pointed at me with his finger and said with a smile: "Slippery!"
I just smiled. Some things are tacitly understood by everyone, and there is no need to say them out. In fact, for the Provincial Education Committee, even if Secretary Luo knows in advance that we have so much money in our account, if I don’t
There was nothing he could do about agreeing to transfer it to the account of the Provincial Education Committee. He knew this very well. Besides, I didn’t need to offend him in person. I just needed to report the matter to Governor He in advance, and then Governor He would come forward and tell him.
Just say no.
Then I went to the provincial government.
I don’t know why, but I actually felt a little panicked in my heart today.
Now, the provincial government guard is already familiar with me, so I simply registered and let our car in.
I then started to call Secretary He, "Secretary He, I am going to go abroad and would like to ask Governor He to approve the leave note. I wonder if she is here?"
In fact, I really hoped that she would answer that she was not here, so that I could give her the leave note directly, and then Governor He would sign it and ask someone in the office to pick it up. But then I heard Secretary He say: "She
I just came back from a meeting. Come on."
I had no choice but to go upstairs immediately.
First, he went to Secretary He's office and asked her in a low voice: "Is the leader here?"
She pursed her lips in the direction of the next door and said, "I just came back."
I handed her the leave note, "Please, take it for me and sign it for her."
She took it and looked at it, "Does the leader know about this?"
I shook my head, "I'm going out for personal reasons. At my own expense."
She said: "Then I'll go and show it to her. You sit down and make your own tea. You don't have to be polite if you come here now."
I thanked her profusely.
The night after this meeting, I had already asked the people in the office to give her the subsidy, and now her attitude towards me seems to be getting closer.
One thing is very clear to me: Although something like that happened between me and Governor He last night, I must pay more attention to the rules.
After a while, Secretary He came over from next door. She smiled and said to me: "Governor He asked you to come over and tell her what private matter you were going out for. Moreover, you were out for nearly half a month.
."
I nodded towards her, thinking that I really should answer Governor He's question. But after thinking about what happened last night, I still felt a little nervous. And I clearly felt that she was definitely not trying to get me.
I went to answer her questions. There wasn’t much of a principled issue with my request for leave. She could have signed it for me directly.
She was reading a document when I entered. She pointed to the chair opposite her office and said, "Xiao Feng, sit down."
I immediately went to sit down, sitting properly.
She immediately said to Secretary He: "Xiao He, make Director Feng a cup of tea."
Secretary He responded with a smile and left.
"Why are you going out? And it's a private matter." She asked me.
So I briefly told her about my child. After listening to it, she said: "If you go out to look for it like this, your chances are very small."
I said: "Yes. But it's always an opportunity. Don't you think so?"
She shook her head and said: "You can't do this. I'm sure that there is almost no chance of finding the child when you go out this time. Rather than doing this, you might as well find another way."
I smiled bitterly and said, "What other options are there?"
She said: "Perhaps we can ask the public security personnel to check the current whereabouts of Shi Yanni."
I shook my head and said, "I checked with a friend. She couldn't be found after she went abroad."
She said: "Oh. So... okay, you can go out and rest for a while. So when are you going to set off?"
I was overjoyed and hurriedly said: "I'll find out after I buy the ticket. Don't I need your permission before I can buy the ticket?"
A gentle smile appeared on her face, "It seems you still know the rules."
I hurriedly said: "I have always understood the rules."
She smiled, then signed the note and handed it to me, "Take it and be careful when you get out."
I can't stop saying thank you.
She went to look at the documents and ignored me. I hurriedly said goodbye to her.
She raised her head and looked at me again, and I found that there was light flowing in her eyes.
I immediately panicked and hurriedly left her office.
"Signed?" Secretary He asked me in a low voice.
I nodded, "Thank you. He Mi, what do you like? I'll bring it back to you then."
She smiled and said: "You are too polite. No. Thank you."
When I went downstairs, I called Zhong Feng and said, "I have already asked for leave. Please go buy a ticket. I will send you my ID number in a moment."
"Your passport is ready, right?" she asked.
I smiled and replied: "That's for sure. Otherwise, how would you get out?"
She said: "That's okay. I'll book the tickets and call you."
I told her: "It's best to hurry up. The sooner the better."
She said: "Try your best. It should be fine within three days. It depends on the flight situation."
I think that's true, there are some things where just being anxious is useless.
After I returned to the unit, I immediately held an office meeting. This office meeting was mainly to assign some related matters during my absence. It was also mainly to ask everyone to perform their duties and do their jobs well during my absence. At the same time,
, I also designated Ke Xiangnan to be temporarily responsible for the overall work of the unit during my absence, and at the same time asked the old director to provide more advisors.
Our unit does not have such a term as executive deputy director, but Ke Xiangnan is ranked first among deputy directors, so my arrangement is quite reasonable.
Finally, I mentioned the location of the admission center.
It's impossible for me to talk about what happened last time we went to the high-rise building in detail, because such things would damage my image in the unit. But I hope that this work can be continued while I am away, and finally when I come back.
Determine specific plans and report to superiors.
I said: "It seems that there is no use worrying about some things. I wanted to basically implement this matter before I left, so as not to have long nights and dreams. Now I know that there are so many things in one thing."
The program is much more complex than I originally imagined."
The old director said: "Now as long as Governor He's place is basically confirmed, Ye Chang will not have too many dreams. Therefore, the most important thing is to do the work of Governor He's place. What I am most worried about now is
The Provincial Education Commission. Director Feng, in the final analysis, this matter is still a matter of your own attitude. When I was the director, I was always very tough on the Provincial Education Commission. Later, they got used to my toughness.
I can’t count on anything. Anyway, as long as you are soft, they will find ways to come to us to get money. Xiao Ruan, you have been with the Provincial Education Commission for a long time, do you think what I said is right?"
Ruan Jie smiled and said: "Who doesn't know that you are difficult to offend? Even Secretary Luo said with a wry smile several times in meetings: Don't mess with Lao Li, he is simply an iron cock."
We all laugh.
The old director said: "If I hadn't been an iron rooster, they would have taken away this money long ago. To be honest, it is normal that they don't know that we still have so much money, because they never expected that Director Feng would come."
After that, they still thought inertly and did not think about this matter for a while. Otherwise, they might have tried their best to transfer the money away. Director Feng, think about it, if you just came to the unit, they would give you
Governor He typed up a report, and Governor He asked you to transfer the money, do you want to transfer it or not?"
I thought to myself, Secretary Luo asked me to transfer a sum of money to him to repair the office building and I agreed. I think it seems that we still have to pay attention to such things in the future. Where is Governor He?
That's okay, there was nothing she could do to ask me to transfer the money. But now that I think about it, maybe the money was transferred away after someone from the Education Committee suggested it to Governor He.
I said: "Yes. So I thought, instead of doing this, we might as well spend the money ourselves. At least we will still have an asset there, and the income of the unit can be increased in the future."
But I have to thank you, old director, for this. It’s true that people in the past planted trees and people in the future can enjoy the shade.”
The old director actually knew how to be modest and embarrassed. He said: "Stop talking. I never thought of using this money to repair houses and do projects. I am just a small rich man. I only know how to save my money and put it there."
.You, Xiao Feng, still have an active mind."
Everyone laughed. I said: "Stop talking. You have saved this big sum of money, and we have to let you drink good wine every day from now on. Director Ruan, you are in charge of the office, and this matter will be handled from now on."
It’s your responsibility.”
Ruan Jie smiled and said: "Don't worry, Director Feng, I promise to complete the task."
After the office meeting, the old director stayed. I guess he had something else to do, and it should be very important.
"Old director, is there anything inappropriate in my arrangements today?" I asked, because I thought he usually just reminded me of work matters.
He laughed "haha", "You arranged it very well. Xiao Feng, I have also found that I talk a little too much recently, and I don't even care about your face. I have this temper and I will try my best to change it in the future. You must
Don't be unhappy with me."
I hurriedly said: "How could it be? Old director, you must not change, this is your character. You have been used to it all your life. There is no need to change for me. Old director, let me tell you, not only can you not
Changes need to be made, and they also need to be strengthened. From now on, if you find that I have done something wrong, you will not only point it out immediately, but you must also stop me from continuing to do that."
He looked at me, "Is the high-rise incident nothing?"
I shook my head, "It's a small thing. Actually, to be honest, if I don't consider other factors, I don't think I have made much of a mistake. Do you think so?"
He nodded, "That's true. But official affairs are very complicated. Xiao Feng, let's not talk about this anymore. Let's go to my house for a drink. Today Man Jiangnan called and said that he wanted to have a drink at my house, and he also hoped to invite you.
.How about it? You have no other plans tonight, right?"
Hearing what he said, I felt uncomfortable taking off my clothes, "Okay."
After arriving at the old director's house, I discovered that he had already prepared a table full of dishes, and everything looked delicious.
Man Jiangnan arrived before the old director and I. He brought cigarettes and wine to the old director, of course good cigarettes and good wine. He is the office director of the Provincial Education Commission, and such things are very simple. Now I no longer
He takes everything seriously as he did before, so I no longer think there is anything wrong with him. Now in my eyes, it is normal for an office director to take some small things like this from the unit.
As soon as we sat down at the table, we heard the doorbell ringing. Man Jiangnan was about to open the door, but was stopped by the old director. He said to me: "Xiao Feng, go and open it."
I immediately understood what was going on and couldn't help but smile bitterly. But I still stood up and opened the door, and sure enough it was Chenchen who appeared at the door.
She was stunned for a moment, but still gave me a faint smile and said, "Hello."
I immediately felt flattered and said, "Hello. Please come in."
No one knew that the way she looked at me just now once again made my heart tremble. Her eyes looked so much like Zhao Menglei.
I returned to the table. Director Man seemed to understand why the old director asked me to open the door just now. He looked at me and smiled. But at this moment, I didn’t have such thoughts at all, because I know me best.
For myself, I feel more inferior in front of such a girl.
At the beginning, when I first met her, I didn’t have much inferiority complex in my heart, because at that time, my life was not as corrupt as it is now. Although I had already been married twice at that time, in my heart I was just
Consider it all God's will.
After Chenchen washed her hands, she sat down with the old director's wife, and then we started eating and drinking.
The only ones drinking were the old director, Man Jiangnan and I. I didn’t want the old director to bring the topic to me and Chenchen, because I didn’t want to embarrass myself. So I said at the beginning, “Old director, I
I recently met Jiang Nan at the Education Committee and he said that his job is difficult, so he wanted to have a chat with you and me. Let’s listen to what he has to say more today.”
Man Jiangnan said: "Actually, it's nothing. Director Feng, after what you told me that day, I think your words are very reasonable."
The old director smiled and asked him: "What did Director Feng say to you that day?"
I said, "Actually, I just said one thing to him. I said, although the job he has there now is difficult and the unit is very complicated, it is an excellent training opportunity for him."
The old director said: "Yes. Xiao Feng is right. Many times we should look at problems from another perspective, especially when a person is in adversity. Many people always think about fate in such situations.
How unfair you are, how unlucky you are, etc., but if you think about it from another angle, it will be completely different. Xiao Feng, you are really good at ideological work, and I am not as good as you in this regard."
I very much doubt that the old director deliberately said such nice things about me in front of Chenchen, but I also think that I have an advantage in this regard. First, I have studied psychology and know how to persuade someone. Second, I have studied psychology.
I am used to thinking about problems from different angles. In fact, many of us make it difficult for ourselves because of the wrong direction or way of thinking, so that we live in so-called troubles and pain. I smiled.
Said: "Old director, please don't praise me. But I have always felt that Jiangnan's things are not as bad as he thought. First, he was promoted this time. From deputy to chief. What's more, there are
Old director, you and I have done the work together, and of course we did it for you. Now that you are not satisfied, the old director and I will feel sorry for you. So, you must be satisfied, right?"
The old director immediately laughed, and Man Jiangnan also laughed. The old director said: "There is another saying. But it seems to be the case?"
I continued: "Second, Jiangnan, you should be satisfied. It's just that you haven't figured it out yourself. So I have to point it out to you. Now, you finally figured it out, and the old director and I can't
Feeling guilty."
The old director couldn't help but burst out laughing, and Man Jiangnan also laughed, "Director Feng, it's my fault."
I found that the old lady and Chenchen were also laughing, so I was greatly encouraged. I continued: "Third, Director Man, I still say the same thing. After you get to your current position, you must pay attention to one thing, that is
You must not do things that you shouldn't do. I want to give you a principle, that is, you would rather not be a superior than let yourself make mistakes just to give in to someone. If you make a mistake, you will be punished.
Even if you are the one in jail, no one will save you and no one will sympathize with you."
Man Jiangnan nodded and said: "Yes. Director Feng, I have always remembered your words. You also said that if I really encounter such a thing and come to you, you will help me.
right?"
Only then did I realize that this honest man didn't seem to be that honest. He would remember it and remind me at this time. I smiled and asked him, "Jiangnan, don't you want me to help you now?"
?That's not possible. How long have you been there? It's like going to a battlefield. You just entered and want to withdraw. That's not possible."
The old director laughed again, "Xiao Man, please don't do anything in front of Director Feng. He won't be fooled by you. My opinion is the same as that of Xiao Feng. Only if you really can't continue to stay there."
Let him help you when the time comes. Look, you and Director Feng are actually about the same age, but the gap between you is here. You, it seems you should exercise more."
Man Jiangnan suddenly felt embarrassed, "Yes. I have always known the gap between myself."
I looked at his embarrassed look and said, "Old director, let's not talk about this anymore. Let's talk about something else. Do you think, where is the most suitable place to build our admission center? Apart from the high-rise property market."
The old director looked at me, "What? You no longer consider the high-rise property market?"
I nodded, "You also saw that place last time, and the city planning was a mess. The area they pointed out to us, even if they are willing to give us the land for free, but if you look at the surrounding environment, it will be in the future
If all the surrounding residents are demolished, it will definitely become development land for developers. The local government will definitely use this to recover their investment in our project. Think about it, we built the admission center in such a place
Is this a suitable place?"
The old director nodded.
At this time, Man Jiangnan said: "Director Feng, I think there is a very good place."
I looked at him, "Oh? Tell me."
He immediately said: "Isn't there an isolated island in the middle of the river not far from our provincial capital? That place has always been empty. Wouldn't it be perfect if it could be built into an admissions center?"
I shook my head and said: "That place is not good. After the floods broke out in the summer, it was impossible to enter there. That place is good, but think about it, it has been vacant for so many years. If it could have been used by others, it would have been
used."
The old director said: "I think Xiaoman's suggestion is good. The island is only about 20 meters away from the shore. It doesn't cost much to build a bridge. It can definitely be passed for less than 10 million.
It has to come down. Other units and developers did not consider it mainly because of two aspects. First, the area of the place is too small, probably less than ten acres. Second, building the bridge will increase the cost. In fact, we are different.
The area of mu is completely enough, because there is a unique natural scenery there, and there is no need to use a large area of land to improve the quality of the future admission center. In addition, if we really need that place, the province will definitely compensate us with a fund.
We built the bridge because it was part of the municipal project. Also, since no one has developed the desert island for so many years, it will just be left there. Maybe we can actually get it for free.
."
Hearing what he said, I couldn't help but feel a little tempted. So I asked Man Jiangnan, "Who is managing that island now?"
He said: "It should be a high-tech development zone, because it is surrounded by high-tech industrial parks in our province."
I immediately said to the old director: "Old director, please include this matter in our site selection this time. During my absence, I will trouble you to find out more about the situation."
Of course the old director would not object. In fact, he is also very enthusiastic about our admission center. First, because he saved the money, and second, building this admission center has been his wish for many years.
Then we talked about some other things at work, but I was very happy because I finally avoided asking the old director to talk about other things.
However, after we finished our meal, the old director said to Chenchen and me: "The air outside is good today. You two should go for a walk."
This old man didn't give me any mental preparation at all, which made me feel caught off guard. I was stunned and didn't know what to say for a while.
I really don't know why. Every time I am in front of this girl named Chenchen, I always feel a little overwhelmed. I find that she is the only girl who makes me feel a little scared.
She has almost the same eyes as Zhao Menglei, but the eyes of Zhao Menglei once gave me mostly tenderness and affection. However, the eyes of this girl named Chenchen certainly make me feel familiar and even trembling, but
I found that what she gave me was more suspicion and contempt.
I know that what I am really afraid of is not her as a person, nor is it just the look in her eyes, but I feel that her eyes seem to represent another side of Zhao Menglei's heart. Maybe Zhao Menglei once had doubts and contempt for me.
, but her eyes were covered by her tenderness and affection.
Therefore, I always have a feeling: the eyes of this girl named Chenchen are like another Zhao Menglei, the real Zhao Menglei.
Maybe this is the most fundamental reason why I'm afraid of her.
Therefore, when the old director said those words to the two of us, I was stunned and immediately became at a loss.
At this time, Chenchen was looking at me, her expression was indifferent. But she said something immediately, which made my tense nerves suddenly relax. She said: "Please, please
Give it to me."
I hurriedly said: "Okay. I'll drive you back."
At this time, I was completely like an ignorant little boy without any trace of stability.
Then we said goodbye to the old director and his wife. The old director smiled at me and said, "Chenchen is good at everything, but she has a bit of a temper. You should be more patient with her."
His wife immediately pulled him and said, "Old man, you are the only one who talks a lot. Look, they are all embarrassed."
I really felt that my face was getting hot, and I also noticed that Chenchen’s face was also red.
Man Jiangnan is very sensible. When the old director said those words at the beginning, he started to pack up the things on the table and go to the kitchen. He didn't want me to be embarrassed by him.
After going out, Chenchen and I didn't speak until we got off the elevator. I opened my mouth several times and didn't know what to say. When we got to the ground floor, when the elevator door opened, I asked her to go out first. When I walked out of the elevator,
When I was there, I immediately felt a fresh cool breeze blowing towards me. Thanks to this cool breeze, it made me immediately find a topic, "Chenchen, do you still live in the previous place?"
"Yeah." She replied, just a few steps ahead of me. She continued to walk forward, very slowly.
"Is your music bar still open?" I asked again.
But she shook her head, "That place has been demolished. I'm looking for a new place."
I asked: "What conditions should be met for the place you need? Oh, don't get me wrong, I'm just thinking that maybe I can help you in this matter. It's hard to say."
She shook her head and said immediately: "As long as someone comes to listen to us singing."
I thought for a while and said, "I think it would be best for you to go around colleges and universities, because students seem to need music more."
She said: "Are students allowed to consume like that?"
I said: "There are still some students who can afford it. You don't need to make money through music bars, as long as you don't lose money. Is that right?"
She nodded.
So I continued: "So, you just need to find a place with a lot of people who like music to open it again. I think it is best to be in a university, both from the perspective of atmosphere and safety.
.What do you think?"
She sighed and said: "That's the truth. But where is there such a place in the university now? The houses in the university have been rented out for a long time, and they were all rented out through bidding. Originally, I also wanted to
I rented a room in the Conservatory of Music, but it’s no longer available, and the rent is ridiculously high.”
I nodded, "I belong to the Provincial Education Commission. I can also do some work in colleges and universities. We have known each other for a long time. Regardless of whether you regard me as a friend or not, I think I should help you in this matter. After all,
Not many people have dreams nowadays. I once had a dream, which was to become a medical expert. Unfortunately, I eventually fell into the secular world. So, when I help you, I am actually helping myself. You said
Well, which university do you want to be able to continue your music career? I will try my best to help you find a place."
Just now, when I was saying those words, I saw a glimmer of light flashing in her eyes, but the glimmer of light in her eyes was fleeting. I knew that my words had touched her.
's heart.
Sure enough, I immediately heard her say: "Anything is fine."
I was very happy, "Well, I will contact you as soon as possible. Because I am going abroad soon, I will contact you as soon as possible. Then I will give your phone number to the leader of a certain school, and let the other party know once the matter is resolved.
I’ll call you. Do you think that’s okay?”
She turned around and looked at me, "Are you going abroad? For inspection?"
I shook my head, "No, I just went out to do some personal things. I want to find my child. Hey!"
Actually, I don't know why I told her this, but I couldn't help but say it.
She looked at me in surprise, "Your child, what's wrong with your child?"
I suddenly became depressed, "After my wife passed away, my mother-in-law took the children abroad. You may also know what happened later, which was the matter between Doudou and my father-in-law. This matter made my children's
Grandma was very angry, so she took the children abroad and never came back. I searched for them for a long time but there was no news at all. Only recently did I hear a news that someone had seen them in a small town in Austria. So.
I want to look there and see if I can find them. This is my only hope."
There was a kind of sympathy in her eyes, and then I heard her say: "Rich people are cruel. Don't you think so?"
I was stunned for a moment and then sighed and said, "Maybe. But it's just about Doudou..."
But she immediately interrupted me, "Don't talk about her!"
I said: "No, I think there is something that must be said. As for whether you are willing to listen to it or not, that is your business. Although Doudou is no longer here, I think it is inevitable for her to reach this point.
Maybe I shouldn’t tell you this thing. Maybe you will think I am cruel after hearing this. Even I am not willing to speak ill of a dead person, but I know that you have always been worried about this matter.
Huai, maybe you are still blaming yourself for not taking good care of Doudou. But do you know? Doudou once came to me and asked me to take care of her. But I refused at the time. What happened to her later?
How she got in touch with Lin Yi and the two of them lived together, I still don’t know the process. But I know one thing, that is, she took this path by herself, and it’s no wonder anyone else, including you."
She was suddenly crying, "You, why did you tell me such a thing? Why are you so cruel?!"
Seeing her crying, I suddenly felt a heartache. I said: "Yes, maybe I am too cruel, but what I told you is the truth. Because I found that you seem to have been fighting yourself for this matter.
I feel responsible for it, and I hate those rich men because of it. So I feel it is necessary to tell you the truth. Chenchen, although you are still young, I don’t think you should be like this. You also have your future life and everything, and you don’t
I have to blame myself for a long time because of Doudou. What do you think?"
She turned around, then walked a few steps forward, then stopped, with her back to me like that, "I'll go back by myself. You don't need to send me off."
Then, I just watched her run away.
I didn't catch up with her because I felt that I didn't have the courage, let alone the qualifications. So, I could only watch her retreating back and sigh. I was thinking in my heart: Maybe this can be regarded as my other love for her.
It's a kind of help, and it can also be regarded as a reward for the old director's kindness.
I am not good enough for her. I know this in my heart better than anyone else.
The air outside is really good. It is fresh and has the fragrance of the plants in the urban green belt. I like this smell, and I also like the rare quietness of being alone at this moment.
I was walking alone on the street like this, walking alone like this. At this moment, I discovered that this feeling of loneliness is actually a kind of enjoyment.
There was a small restaurant in front of me. I don't know why, but I suddenly wanted to go in and drink some wine, so I sat there and drank alone. I really wanted to enjoy this rare loneliness by myself.
Without a trace of hesitation, I immediately entered this small restaurant. There were not many people eating there, and there were several empty seats. After I sat down, I said to the owner of the small restaurant: "Here are some of your specialty dishes.
Here’s another bottle of the best wine here.”
As soon as I finished speaking, I suddenly heard a familiar voice coming from my ear, "How can you drink alone? Can I come drink with you?"
I immediately turned around and looked at her in shock, "Why are you here?"
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