The lights in this area are not particularly bright. Most of the restaurant owners are just cleaning up the snow in front of the restaurant and hanging a few incandescent lamps above the tables outside the restaurant so that the diners can see the dishes on the table clearly.
Please come for the fastest updates. From here, the place in the distance looks a bit hazy.
But I am so familiar with Udon Mei that even though I can't see her face clearly at this moment, I can tell from her body shape and walking posture that it should be her.
The two people were walking towards the direction where I was. The girl who vaguely resembled Udon Mei was nestling affectionately beside the young man. They were talking and laughing, and the girl who vaguely resembled Udon Mei was talking and laughing.
The child also acted coquettishly towards the young man once.
They approached slowly, and my heart suddenly sank, and a complex of thoughts suddenly surged in my mind. It was really her.[
I don't recognize the young man next to her.
That night, Udonmei had a tryst with a man outside my house. I didn't see the man's figure and appearance clearly at the time, so I didn't know if the man in front of me at the moment was him.
They were getting closer and closer to me, and I quickly looked away, but the corner of my eyes was still on them.
She didn't seem to notice me and passed in front of me very quickly. The two of them were still chatting and laughing together affectionately as they walked towards the front.
Only then did I turn my attention to their retreating figures. I suddenly remembered that the house I gave her was nearby.
Suddenly, she seemed to realize something as she was walking away, or maybe the corner of her eyes inadvertently brought me into her mind when she passed by, but she didn't realize it until this moment -
When I was looking at their backs, she suddenly turned around and looked... At this moment, our eyes suddenly met from a distance.
Although we were quite far apart, I could still feel the horror in her eyes.
"Meet an acquaintance?" Suddenly I heard Chenchen in front of me asking me.
I nodded, "It's a bit like it. Maybe not. I graduated here and I have quite a few acquaintances."
She said: "Those acquaintances of yours wouldn't come to a place like this to eat, would they? You came here just to accommodate me, right?"
I shook my head and said, "Actually, I'm not particular about what I eat. Just taste good and be hygienic."
She smiled, "You used to be a doctor, and this kind of living habit is not good. Now I rarely eat out. By the way, the medicine you gave me last time was very effective."
Then I suddenly remembered that incident, "Is your stomach feeling better now?"
She nodded, "It's basically fine. It's mainly caused by the fact that I used to eat randomly outside. If I open a music bar here in the future, I will definitely cook by myself."
I smiled and said, "I don't think it's necessary. The cafeteria in the university is actually pretty good. The taste is a little bit worse, but it's relatively hygienic, at least better than places like this. Because the health and epidemic prevention department has strict regulations on the hygienic conditions of university cafeterias.
The inspection is stricter. And you will basically come to work at night from now on, so you don’t necessarily have to eat in the cafeteria. Can’t you just cook it at home?"
She immediately laughed, "Yeah, why didn't I think of that? I always felt that this place was far away from where I lived, so I thought I would have to eat here in the future. I'm so stupid."
I also laughed immediately.
She suddenly raised her head and looked at me, "I'm sorry..." [
I immediately understood that she was apologizing to me for what she said before. I shook my head and said, "You don't need to apologize to me. I am a **-shaped person."
And at this moment, I suddenly heard Udonmei’s familiar voice coming to my ears, “Teacher Feng...”
Sure enough, it was her. I pretended to have just seen her, "Huh? Why are you here?"
Chenchen also looked up, and then she put down the chopsticks in her hand, "Feng...I'm leaving first. Thank you for finding such a good place for me, and thank you for inviting me to dinner."
I hurriedly said: "I'd better take you back. Your place is too remote."
She smiled at me, and I found her smile was too forced, "No need. I'm leaving first. I was supposed to treat you to dinner, so next time. Goodbye."
Then she stood up and walked towards the road, immediately hailed a taxi, and her figure quickly disappeared from my sight.
I suddenly felt annoyed with her standing not far in front of me, but it was not easy for me to get angry at this moment, so I said to her calmly: "Sit down."
She glanced at the seat where Chenchen was sitting just now, but immediately sat on the seat next to me. I thought to myself, it seems that she still has self-awareness and did not dare to sit casually where Chenchen was sitting just now.
.From a psychological point of view, I think my analysis should be correct.
"Have you eaten?" I asked. At this moment, I thought that she was Governor Huang's "nanny" after all, and I had such a relationship with her before, and I couldn't quarrel with her on such an occasion, so
I can only try to use a gentle tone like this.
"Not yet." She whispered, her tone was like a child who had done something wrong.
I will definitely not completely believe her or sympathize with her because of her tone, because at this moment I have a feeling: maybe she has been deceiving me all along.
I looked at her with an indifferent look and then asked the waiter to bring a pair of bowls and chopsticks. There was still half a duck in the pot, so I ordered a few more vegetarian dishes. But I still asked her: "What do you want?"
Let’s just talk about what to eat.”
She shook her head and immediately went to put vegetables in the pot.
At this time I asked her: "Is he the person who came outside my house last time?"
I could see clearly that her hands, which were picking up vegetables at the moment, trembled. But I pretended not to see it, so I continued to ask her again, "Really?"
She shook her head, "He and I have broken up a long time ago."
I looked at her, and she was also coming to see me at the moment, "I didn't lie to you."
Her eyes were very evil. At this moment, I started to believe it, not just because of her eyes, but because I suddenly remembered that the person I saw just now seemed to have a different temperament. Although her ex-boyfriend, I
I have never seen him, but I heard clearly the conversation between the two of them that night. I think that a man with such a difficult family should not have such a temperament.
I have always had this concept: a man's temperament is often directly proportional to his confidence. This does not mean that poor men do not have temperament, but the key is how confident the man is. That night Udon Mei and
I heard the man's conversation clearly, and from this I could analyze that the man should be a person with a bad temper and little ability and self-confidence. Just imagine: if he is a man with self-confidence, he
Would you let your girlfriend do something like that?
Therefore, I believed her. But I still asked her: "So, please tell me, who is he?"
I pretended not to see her being with that man just now because Chenchen was there at the time. I didn't want Chenchen to know some things. Some things were too shameful. If she knew, it would tarnish her innocence. But that's it now.
, because there are only two people here, Udon Mei and me, at the table.[
Moreover, I must clarify some things. In addition, I should remind her sternly and warn her some things.
She put down her chopsticks, and then said in a low voice: "He is a doctor who stayed in the affiliated hospital just after graduating from his Ph.D. this year. We also just met not long ago."
I thought to myself: So that’s it. But I sneered and said: “We just met and we were so intimate like this?”
She began to cry, "But, but, I like him, and he also likes me..."
At this moment, my heart suddenly softened. I went to get her some food, and then asked her softly: "Huang...does he know about this?"
She shook her head.
I asked again: "So, does your current boyfriend know where you are at night? By the way, why are you here tonight?"
She shook her head first, and then answered me in a low voice: "He went on a business trip. He went to Beijing. [`Novel`]"
I sighed in my heart: Even if this girl is not good at all, at least she is obedient and can tell the truth in front of me. For this reason, I should not make it particularly difficult for her.
So I said to her softly: "You should eat something first. We will talk later."
After eating the food in the bowl, she put down her chopsticks, then looked at me with a sly smile on her face, "I, I can't eat it."
I said: "Don't be nervous, I didn't say anything to you. Let's eat something first. When you're full, let's talk somewhere else. It's not very convenient here. By the way, what did you say to your boyfriend just now?"
It wasn't until now that I suddenly remembered this matter. Obviously, when she turned around to look at me just now, her boyfriend must have noticed something strange about her, and she ran back not long after the two of them left here. This must be
There must be a very suitable reason to tell her boyfriend, right?
Of course, I asked her this question for a purpose, because I didn’t want her boyfriend to know about my past relationship with her, and I didn’t want her boyfriend to know that she came to see me and have something unpleasant happen to me. Today I am
My identity is completely different from before. There is no need to compromise my reputation for such a thing.
She answered me in a low voice: "I don't have that kind of relationship with him. He asked me who you were, and I said you were my teacher. He frowned and said to me, go ahead. So I came.
.He went back by himself."
I was secretly surprised in my heart: This man is so generous. It seems that he really likes her. Otherwise, how could he be so relieved about her? I have heard a saying: Only true love can have true trust.
.
But, the girl in front of me...
At this moment, I suddenly regretted it, because I found that I had done something that I really shouldn't have done. But now that things have reached such an extent, it may be too late to redeem it, because now Udonmei
It seems that I no longer have the right to love in a short period of time.
This is a cruel reality, and I have to remind and warn her.
She ate something more, then put down her chopsticks again, "Teacher Feng, I know I did something wrong, so I really can't eat anymore."
I asked the waiter to come over and pay, and then we went to the coffee shop not far away with her.
Two cups of strong coffee were placed in front of us. We sat close together, and our nostrils were filled with the aromatic smell of coffee.
She remained silent, and I knew she was waiting for me to pronounce her sentence.
In fact, my heart is also very complicated. On the one hand, I think she should have the minimum right to pursue her own feelings as a human being, but on the other hand, I think she should not break the contract at this time. Yes, what she did is a kind of
It violates the contract and is likely to cause some danger to me.
We faced each other in silence, and after a while I started to speak. I asked her slowly: "Dongmei, do you hate me?"
She probably didn't expect that I would ask her like this, so she was caught off guard, "Teacher Feng..."
I smiled bitterly and shook my head, "Don't call me teacher, I feel so ashamed. Dongmei, our acquaintance is actually a kind of fate. If we hadn't decided to sing on the spur of the moment that day, if you hadn't happened to come to our private room,
Inside, if I hadn’t happened to choose you, and if you weren’t a medical student... In short, from the time we met and then we lived together briefly, this was the result of these ifs. You said,
What is this if not fate?”
She seemed to have been moved by my words. She lowered her eyebrows and said softly: "Yes. And Teacher Feng, you are kind-hearted and even went to get my mother's things back in person. I am actually very grateful to you."
"
I was still shaking my head, "No, you don't need to thank me for anything. In fact, in the final analysis, the relationship between us is a transaction. You accompany me because I am lonely. I pay you because you need it. Although I also believe that between us,
After living together for a period of time, we have some emotional feelings for each other, but in the final analysis, it is still a transaction between us. Maybe what I pay you is a little too much, but that is what I am willing to do, because I find that you give me
It brought unprecedented happiness, whether it was mental or physical. Dongmei, I am telling the truth. Later, I asked you to be a nanny for the leader. In fact, I was very reluctant in my heart.
One is because I can't let you go, and the other is that you are so sensible. But I have to do it because the leadership needs it, and because I also hope that you will not find a shortcut because of this. Some people need to struggle for many years to get it.
It may only take you a few years to achieve your goal, which can be considered as me thinking about your future. This is a realistic society, and I believe you also hope that you can be like this. So, from another level, you are now
That job is actually a continuation of the contract between us. Dongmei, maybe what I said seems a bit cruel, and maybe I shouldn’t say it in front of you, but that’s the fact. In my opinion, in this world
Not many people are noble, because most of us live in reality. Including myself, I never think that I am very noble. In fact, you and I both understand this in our hearts. So, I just
I won’t say those hypocritical words in front of you. Dongmei, I hope you don’t ignore my advice to you because you are disgusted with my words.”
She whispered: "Just tell me, Teacher Feng."
In fact, I know that she must have very low self-esteem in her heart. After all, she lives in such a family. After all, she once, and even still has to do such things for money. Maybe she was indeed in the beginning.
Because of need, the need for survival, but now it has slowly become out of control, because her desire for money has long been different from before. This is actually caused by low self-esteem: she is already like this.
, why not continue working for a few more years and earn more?
I thought I had a good grasp of her mentality, so I felt I had to explain certain things to her clearly and thoroughly, otherwise what might happen in the future might happen.
So I continued: "Dongmei, as I said before, your current job is actually a continuation of our contract. So you should abide by this contract, but the person you are serving now has changed. You want to talk
I don’t object to falling in love, but it’s useless if I don’t object. The leader must not object. If he doesn’t object, then I have nothing to say. But think about it, will he not object?”
She doesn't speak.
But I kept looking at her, looking at her beautiful and sad expression. My heart had already softened, and it was still aching. But I knew that now was not the time for me to feel soft. I continued: "I am a man.
, I fully understand what it means to be a man, because men are exclusive to the women they like, unless it is absolutely necessary. At that time, I had no choice, because this is a world of the jungle, and I used money to snatch you away from your boyfriend.
Come to me, and later I had to ask you to accompany the leader, all for this reason. You are a weak person, but I am not the same. So, I hope you can think about this issue carefully. Maybe you should
In a few years, two or three years, you can get what you need, get rid of all the shadows you have now, and then live a normal life. Dongmei, let me tell you the truth, you
The past has become a fact that no one can erase. Just like my own past, I also have many things that I cannot talk about. Those things are also the shadows in my heart. How can I erase them?
?I think there is only one way, and that is one's own future success. Only after achieving success can a person become confident. Only by using his future self-confidence to overcome the shadows in his heart can we gain relief.
The only way. Because people from ancient times to the present have agreed on a concept: success is king, failure is bandit. According to the current saying, history is written by the winner. As long as your future career is successful, as long as you think that in the future
Only after your own life value is truly reflected can you forget all the shame you once had. Dongmei, do you think what I said is right?"
There were tears dripping from the corners of her eyes, but she nodded at the same time.
I sighed in my heart, and at the same time I felt my heart hurt even more. But I knew that I had to continue to harden my heart, because I was also in a helpless situation. I continued: "Dongmei, still
There is something more cruel that I must tell you, because I have to say, I hope you will make your own decision as soon as possible after listening to it. This sentence is: If you want to continue to work as a leader, then you must understand
One point: You don’t have the right to fall in love right now. Unless you decide not to do it right away. Okay, I’m done. You can decide for yourself. If you really don’t want to do it, that’s fine. I’ll take care of the rest.
You handle it. Dongmei, you know? I have been thinking just now that it may be a kind of providence that I can run into you and your boyfriend together by chance today."
I know that she will definitely choose to continue, because her inner needs are still far from being met, and for her with such a past, she must have long doubted the so-called love in her heart.
Love is a luxury product that not everyone can enjoy and taste. Even for me, who seems to have limited fame in the eyes of outsiders, I no longer have too many extravagant hopes for that kind of love.
.
I stopped looking at her because I couldn't bear it anymore. At this moment, she looked pitiful in front of me, and tears kept falling from her eyes. Her state of mind had already infected me, and I
My heart had long since become sad. I looked outside at the bustling city, but quietly, tears began to fall slowly from my eyes.
What came to my ears was her soft sobs, and every sob she made hurt my heart.
But I'm waiting, I have to wait for her to tell me her choice.
This kind of waiting is an unspeakable torture for me, and my tears continue to fall... The time passes by second by second, but she never speaks. I know that she is also experiencing the same thing in her heart at this moment.
The suffering should be even greater suffering.
I couldn't let myself wait any longer, because I couldn't endure such suffering any longer. I turned to look at her, choked with sobs, and sighed: "Dongmei, forget it. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that to you.
It's okay. I'll tell the leader about this. You can leave that leader from now on. From now on, you can continue your normal life that you need. I'm sorry..."
She suddenly raised her head and looked at me. Her face in front of me was dimly filled with sadness. She was looking at me, "Teacher Feng..."
I shook my head and waved to her, "Stop talking, I understand. That's it. You go back first, I want to sit here alone for a while. You go back, I'm fine."
However, she suddenly reached out her hand to my face and wiped my tears, "Teacher Feng, why are you crying? I, I have thought about it...Teacher Feng, you are right, I
I really don’t have the right to fall in love now. I’m too ignorant. I’m sorry, Teacher Feng.”
Her decision was just as I expected, but I didn't feel happy at this moment. On the contrary, I suddenly regretted it: What's wrong with you? Why did you use this method to force her? Feng Xiao
, you are really going too far!
I couldn't help but shake my head, "Dongmei, maybe I'm wrong. Think about it again, think about it again. Your choice is free, and I have no intention of forcing you."
She immediately took her hand back, picked up a tissue on the table and wiped her tears. Then she remembered to give me one too. She looked at me and smiled, "I have decided. Teacher Feng, what did you just say?"
I understood all those words, but I was too stupid. I decided that I would think about other things of my own in a few years."
I looked at her and saw a kind of determination in her eyes, "Have you really decided?"
She nodded, "Yeah. You are right. For my future, I must succeed as soon as possible, at least have money. Maybe only in this way can I escape the shadow of my past."
I felt lonely in my heart, and nodded slowly: "Okay. I hope you can keep doing this. One thing you should know is that the leader's reputation is more important than anything else, so please remember one thing, that is, no
Don't say what you should say casually. As a person around the leader, you must understand one truth: Only by protecting the leader can you have the future you want. If there is a problem with the leader, all our years of hard work will be in vain.
You may even lose your reputation because of it. Dongmei, I hope you will remember my words firmly."
She thought for a while and nodded: "I understand."
I continued: "Dongmei, once you choose to continue doing it, don't change it. Because this is your own voluntary choice, no one forces you. I won't tell anyone about this matter, just treat it as such.
It's like this never happened."
She said: "Well, thank you, Teacher Feng."
At this time, I suddenly thought of a question, "Dongmei, what are you going to tell your boyfriend?"
Her expression turned gloomy again, "I don't know, I'll think about it before I say..."
I sighed in my heart, because I understood: Maybe she can no longer really let go. I looked at her, "He is very good, isn't he? You are thinking in your heart: Maybe you will never meet such a good man again from now on."
.right?"
Her expression was sad again, she nodded, and then slowly started to shake her head, "I don't know...but I only know one thing now, I must let my mother and myself live a good life,
I must not let my mother, myself, and my future children be bullied by others. I want to earn a lot of money and take my children to live abroad with my mother in the future. I don’t want to stay in this country anymore. This is
My ideal. So, I think I can give up everything I currently have."
I noticed that she talked about her mother and her future children who do not exist now, but she did not talk about her future husband. Maybe she really no longer believes in love.
No, it was me who shattered her fantasy of love. At this moment, I realized that I had done something truly cruel.
I looked outside because I didn't dare to look directly into her eyes. I said, "Dongmei, now I really doubt whether I really did something wrong. I feel like I destroyed you."
.Originally, I have always felt that I should be helping you, and at the same time, I am helping myself. But now, I feel that I am really wrong. So, I hope you think about it again, and think about it again."
"Teacher Feng..." But then I heard her calling me softly, and her call contained a different kind of emotion.
I turned back to look at her, looking at her with questioning eyes.
She blushed, lowered her head and said to me: "Teacher Feng, you, please take me to the hotel now. Can you?"
I was stunned for a moment, but after a moment I understood: she was doing this to allow herself to make up her mind. Now that she has believed in love again, she wants to destroy it again in this way.
At this moment, I felt extremely embarrassed: Can I agree to her?
Now she is Governor Huang's woman. If I have sex with her again, what will happen if Governor Huang finds out? Furthermore, if I have sex with her again tonight
If so, it would completely and completely destroy her faith in love that she had finally revived.
However, she is so delicate and beautiful in front of me at this moment, and the exquisite and beautiful feeling she once gave me suddenly emerged in my mind, making me unable to help myself. What's more, if I now
If we don't help her completely cut off her thoughts about love, she is likely to be shaken again. If that's the case, I don't know what kind of consequences will happen to me and her in the future.
After I hesitated for a while, I finally chose to waver because I didn't dare to gamble on this matter unless she chose not to continue.
I drove her to the countryside. I had to be extra careful because I didn't want anyone to catch evidence that I was with her.
Along the way, I looked at the rearview mirror of the off-road vehicle from time to time because I was worried that someone was following us. It seemed that I was paranoid, because in this dark night, it was easy to spot the stalker in the scattered car lights in the countryside, and
Several times I deliberately stopped the car and let the car behind me pass us for a while before continuing to drive forward.
Later, I found a trail beside the road, and immediately drove the car towards the trail. After climbing over two hills, I stopped at a flat place.
Udonmei didn't speak a word along the way, nor did she ask me a word. She just sat silently in the passenger seat and let me take her wherever I wanted.
I was still not at ease. After I parked the car, I ran back to the hill I had crossed just now to take a look. My eyes were filled with darkness...
I waited for a while, and it was still like this. Then I felt relieved immediately, and then returned to the car door and said, "Dongmei, sit in the back."
I turned off the lights and engine, then opened the back door and got in. She came immediately. She opened the door and fumbled to get in. I reached out and held her hand, and she got in.
When we got to the car, she immediately snuggled into my arms. Her body was so gentle, and she curled up into my arms like a kitten. I immediately felt that her body was so familiar, but it was
There is another strange feeling.
She was in my arms, and I started to kiss her forehead. Her body moved, and then I heard her seductive voice floating in my ears, "Teacher Feng, kiss me, kiss me.
....."
I seem to understand: Kissing is a way that women value more than physical contact. Kissing requires emotion to obtain true happiness. A woman's devotion to her kiss itself represents love.
But at this moment, when she asked me like this, it was not that she had fallen in love with me, but that she wanted me to destroy the yearning for love deep in her heart.
I went and my lips were in close contact with hers. Her lips were slightly open and trembling. My tongue reached into her lips, where was the tip of her tongue that was trembling slightly. I started to tease it.
, let it dance with my tongue.
It came, hers and mine started to touch, and after a few times they began to entangle, and then madly, our tongues entwined tightly, she let me go to her lips, and then back to mine.
.....
In this suburban night, in this small space, this place has become a world unique to the two of us, but our desires have already risen outside the car and spread in the air around us.
The chirping of insects has stopped, and they have all burrowed into the soil to hide. The air in the night has stopped flowing, and they are wrapping us tightly. The moon in the sky must have also gotten into the clouds, right? It must not tolerate us.
The joy at this moment is disturbed...
I entered her body, and it still felt so familiar. I had not seen such beauty for a long time, but at this moment, it was even more exciting, making every cell in my body start to get excited. Dongmei, why are you so beautiful? Why can't you belong forever?
Me? I shouted in my heart, but I couldn't really shout out the cry in my heart. At this moment, I just want us to last longer, and I hope that today's night can stay dark forever...
When everything calmed down, she curled up and nestled in my arms again. She said softly to me: "Teacher Feng, I feel that falling in love is so tiring. This is best."
I understood what she said. It is really tiring to have true love, but indulgence is always easy and can even be unbridled.
I feel the same way, but she doesn't know that this is what hurts me the most.
At this moment, I was like an addict. Not only was I addicted to such hesitation and pain, but I also led her into my own path.
In fact, our desires have the same function as drugs, they are all for catharsis. However, the terrible thing about drugs is that many people know how terrible they are, so most people will stay away from them. But the inherent desire of each of us is
It exists in our souls and is closely connected with our physical feelings, such as our desire for beautiful women and money. These desires often come to us suddenly without our knowledge, making people vent their emotions.
Only later did I know how to regret it.
This is how I am at the moment. I know clearly that I can't have sex with Udon Mei again, but her temptation to me is so strong that I think I have found several reasonable reasons to have fun with her again.
However, after I finished venting, I realized something: I seemed to have made another mistake.
The seriousness of the problem is: at this moment, I clearly know that I have made a mistake that I shouldn't make, but I am looking for reasons for the next mistake. Today, I am doing it for my and her future...
But I have realized this problem of mine, so after I finished all the venting, I said to her: "Dongmei, we should not interact with each other again in the future, unless you are no longer the leader.
The nanny.”
Maybe I was too careful. I never mentioned the words "Governor Huang" in front of her tonight.
Then I drove her back to the gate of the Medical University. Before she got off the car, she said to me: "Teacher Feng, thank you."
I didn't answer her, because I knew that what she thanked me for was not the fun we had tonight, but my disillusionment with a certain concept of hers again. She thanked me because she needed it.
I believe one thing: maybe she hasn't realized that she is different as a woman.
In fact, regarding today's events, I really believe in destiny, because I have to think about a question: What if I didn't come to the Medical University tonight, or we had dinner outside the Conservatory of Music at the beginning?
, then it would be impossible for me to meet Udon Mei and her boyfriend. Then, many things that follow are likely to develop in another direction.
But after this incident happened, it also affected another incident. Today Chenchen finally came with me to see the place I helped her find. Maybe she will slowly develop a good impression of me from now on.
It's hard to say. But because of Udon Mei's sudden appearance, she ended up going home alone.
Maybe, it was impossible for Chenchen and I to have anything happen in the first place, so it didn't matter whether Udonmei appeared or not. Then, I thought of another most likely situation.
In the final analysis, it is still the same sentence: There are too many unknowns in each of our lives, and the words "maybe" and "if" are meaningless to any of our lives.
Suddenly I thought of what Secretary Zhang said to me today, and I felt that I had suddenly gained a lot of insights into life.
However, I was very lucky to meet and discover this matter. Perhaps this is another kind of God's favor for me.
Now, I truly understand one thing: a person's destiny is really something that can never be controlled by oneself. Because we will encounter a lot of necessities and accidents, but we can't distinguish which ones are inevitable and which ones are accidental.
Many things must only be realized after they have happened, or even many years after they happened, when we look back and realize: Oh, it turns out that this thing had been predicted for a long time. Unfortunately, I didn't know it at all, and I didn't understand it at all.
Maybe this is our life, maybe it is because of so many unknowns in life that each of our lives becomes so wonderful.
I kept feeling this way while driving home. I found that I have become really sentimental now, and I seem to have become a philosopher and like to think about life alone.
Am I really old?
I know that such issues should only be thought about by the elderly, such as the current old director.
But I am still different, at least I will not think about such problems all the time. I fell asleep quickly after returning home. I immediately felt that I was still relatively young, because I am still so forgetful.
I didn't go to the office the next morning. I checked all my luggage at home. In fact, my mother had prepared many of my things for me. I just checked them again.
I had a meal with my parents at noon. They took my trip very seriously. Although I often don't go home, they know that I am not far from them. But this time they
Got it, the place I want to go is on the other side of the earth.
Zhong Feng and I made an appointment: I would drive to pick her up at 1:30 noon.
I set off on time ten minutes after one o'clock, and my parents sent me outside the house. I saw my mother was crying. At this moment, I suddenly felt a sense of sadness in my heart.
At 1:20 noon, when I drove out of the community and merged into the torrent of cars on the city avenue, I suddenly received a call from Governor He.
"Xiao Feng, can you go out again in a few days?"
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