After receiving my call, Huang Shang asked me what happened. I said I would go to his place immediately and we would talk after we met.
Of course I knew that he was not usually such a talkative person, so I knew that he was doing this out of concern. I said, "Thank you. My thoughts are not from the perspective of a doctor, but from the perspective of a son."
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Immediately, I told him all my thoughts, plans, and requests. Finally, I said: "I have been thinking about this matter for a long time, and I feel that only you can help me. This is not a illegal matter.
, I am completely concerned about my father's condition, and mainly worried that he will be scared after knowing his condition. Huang Shang, I used to be a doctor, and I fully know that such a disease cannot be treated under the current medical technology, even if
This is true even in countries with the most advanced medical technology in the world. Therefore, I don’t want my father to go to the hospital and endure both physical and mental torture.”
After hearing this, he suddenly fell silent, and then said after a while: "Dr. Feng, to be honest, I do have contacts with people in the underworld, but I have never done such a thing. I know very well in my heart that such a
Once something gets involved, it will lead to a lot of trouble. My child is still very young... Doctor Feng, I, I hope you can understand what I mean. So, I can't help you with this matter."
His words made me feel guilty: Yes, why should people take such risks to help me? I hurriedly said to him: "Or this way, you can introduce me to someone inside, and then I
Go find him yourself."
"No!" He said suddenly and decisively.
I know why he is so categorically opposed to me doing such a thing, because such a thing is very dangerous for me. In the final analysis, his objection is based on his protection and concern for me.
I was silent.
He sat there without speaking for a long time, and so did I. The air was filled with a dull atmosphere, and I suddenly felt a sense of guilt in my heart: Why would I leave such a difficult problem into other people's hands?
I stood up and said with a wry smile: "Forget it, I may have made a mistake in this matter. I'm sorry, I'll think about it after I go back and see if there are any other ways. I'm sorry, Huang Shang, for embarrassing you."
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But he suddenly said to me: "Dr. Feng, let me think about it too. I'll think about it before I talk about it, okay?"
A hope suddenly rose in my heart, and I was overjoyed, "Okay. Thank you."
I know Huang Shang. He is very loyal when doing things. Now that he has said this, it means that he has made preliminary plans, but he may still have some concerns or he is considering whether there is a safer way.
No.
And now there is only one thing I can do, and that is to wait.
Then I went to the admission site.
Director Liang came over to me after seeing me and said: "Governor He's secretary is here today. She is mainly here to learn about our work. She should represent Governor He."
I asked: "This morning?"
He nodded, and then added: "She said that there was nothing particularly important, and she told me not to disturb you. But she told me to call her as soon as you come back."
I understand: Governor He went home after hearing that I was accompanying my parents for a physical examination in the morning, and immediately sent Secretary He to the admission site. Governor He is the leader in charge, and she needs to keep track of our work here at all times.
."Pure text first release" There are two main ways to understand the work situation: listening to reports or going to the scene to understand. As for Secretary He asking me to come back and call her, I guess Governor He wants to know.
The results of my parents' physical examination, because there doesn't seem to be anything special in terms of our current work here.
This is a way for Governor He to express his concern for me.
I nodded towards Director Liang, "I'll call right away. Director Liang, go ahead and do your work." [
Now, I don’t want more people to know about my father’s condition, because I know that the reason why many things become worse is probably because of concern.
In fact, the thing here is very simple. If many people come to care about this matter, they mainly come to me. What they really care about may not be my father's illness, but more about my current position.
It's cruel to explain this kind of thing clearly, but that's the fact.
I don't need others to care about me through this matter. I just want my father to be able to continue his current life without knowing.
"Secretary He, I heard you were looking for me?" I asked directly after the call was put through.
"Oh, Director Feng. Actually, nothing happened. Haha! By the way, Director Feng, don't worry about what I said to you today." She said to me with a smile.
I also laughed and said: "How could it be? You are Governor He's secretary, so that's what you should say. You didn't say those words in private, it was a work requirement. How could I
What are your thoughts?"
She said happily, "Thank you."
In fact, I was very happy because this just proved that she knew nothing about the relationship between me and Governor He.
I immediately said: "Secretary He, isn't this the reason why you asked me to call you? We are friends, are you too outspoken?"
She smiled and said: "I'm just visiting, and I'm worried that Director Feng will be angry with me. Haha! One more thing, I heard you say on the phone this morning that you were accompanying your parents for a physical examination in the hospital, and now their examination
Have the results come out? How is the situation?"
I said: "It's nothing, it's all normal."
She said: "That's good. That's fine. I don't have anything else to do. I just visited your work site on behalf of Governor He this morning. Everything is in order. I reported it to Governor He when I came back, and she also
I feel relieved. After all, the sit-in by the parents of the candidates last time had some bad effects, so she doesn’t want it to happen again.”
I hurriedly said: "I know. Don't worry, Mi He, if anything happens here, I will report it to the leader in time."
I told Governor He in the morning that I was worried about my father's health. That was the truth, and it was also a reasonable excuse for not working at work. But now I have thought about it, and I should not tell him about my father's condition.
For her, the reason is still the same. For Governor He, she may care about me because of this, but her concern may have more personal emotional factors.
No matter what the factors are, I have only one principle anyway, and that is not to disrupt my father's current living conditions.
One thing I didn't expect at first was that Lin Yi called me at three o'clock in the afternoon, "Feng Xiao, are you at home or at the admission site now?"
I replied: "At the admission site."
He said: "I think so. Feng Xiao, I already know about your visit to Huang Shang today. He told me the whole situation. So, are you free now? If you are free now, just talk to me
Let's go to the physical examination center of the hospital. I want to see the real picture of your father. I'm right outside the admission hall. You can just come down and don't bring the driver."
At this moment, I suddenly understood why he called me.
Now I know that Huang Shang's hesitation earlier was actually because he felt that he should consult Lin Yi before talking. He is Lin Yi's most capable subordinate. He has to report such a big matter to Lin Yi. This is a very big deal.
It's a normal thing. But this makes me not trust Lin Yi a little bit. But to be honest, before I went to Huang Shang, I also had the idea of going to Lin Yi directly, but later I let him go because of two reasons.
I gave up that idea. Firstly, I didn’t want Lin Yi to be disappointed with me, because even in my own heart, I felt that I shouldn’t do such a thing. Secondly, I felt that this matter was just a matter of fact.
It doesn't seem big in itself, so I don't think there is any need to alarm him about such things. And some of my things were like this in the past. When I thought Huang Shang could do things, then I went directly to him, and
Later it was proved that I was right to go to him directly.
Also, Lin Yi analyzed that I was at the admissions site now and only called me after driving the car here. This shows that he is very spying on his own judgment, because I don’t want my father to know his final true identity.
Check the results, so I will definitely pretend to be fine. Perhaps it is for this reason that Lin Yi is willing to help me with this matter? Because whether I am at work at this moment seems to completely explain what I said to Huang Shang
Are the words true?
Of course, Lin Yi's caution makes sense. After all, this involves drugs. So it's understandable that he wants to see my father's real MRI. Besides, he didn't call me until he got here.
Yes, maybe he did it so as not to give me a chance to lie?
Maybe I think too much, and it seems inappropriate to think too much.
But at least it can be explained: Lin Yi was very careful about this matter. Therefore, I immediately felt a sincere gratitude to him in my heart: He was so careful about something, but he still decided to help me.
I quickly ran outside the hotel, and sure enough I saw Lin Yi's Mercedes-Benz parked there. When I got closer, I found that Huang Shang was driving. Lin Yi was sitting in the back seat. He patted the car next to him.
The position said to me: "Come, sit next to me."
After opening the rear door, I immediately got in.
Just now, I ran down quickly after receiving his call. I didn't want Lin Yi to think that I had time to call the hospital. Although I still felt that I shouldn't think too much about Lin Yi's intentions, but
One thing I do know: smarter people tend to be more suspicious.
When I saw this Mercedes-Benz for the first time, I immediately felt that I was doing the right thing: the front of the car was facing the hotel door, and when I got in the car, I also found that from
This direction was just right for you to see me running out of the hotel. If I was running and talking on the phone at the same time, some things would be unclear.
Regarding my father's matter, I don't want to create any complications at all. I just want to realize my idea.
"Uncle Lin, thank you." I said to him immediately after getting in the car. This is the most sincere gratitude from my heart.
He nodded, "Feng Xiao, Xiao Huang told me your story, and I think your idea is right. A person's birth, old age, illness, and death are natural laws, and there is nothing to be afraid of. In fact, what is terrible is not death itself, but death.
When you know that you are facing death, you have to face it and wait for it. Now that your father's condition has reached that point, and today's medical treatment is fundamental, I agree with your idea. Last time I was here
The words I said to you also have this meaning, that is, I hope you will not panic and handle this matter properly."
I said sadly: "Yes. But I still can't believe this is true. I thought about it for a long time before I felt that this way is the best."
He sighed and said: "Feng Xiao, you have to understand me. After all, this involves drugs. My Jiangnan Group has such a big industry. I don't want this matter to bring any risks to my company and myself."
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I hurriedly said: "Uncle Lin, I completely understand. And I am very grateful to you for this. In fact, I did not come to you directly, and this is the reason. Besides, Huang Shang is a safe person, I think
If he could do this for me, he would have thought of all the negative possibilities in advance."
Huang Shang said immediately in front: "Dr. Feng, I'm sorry. I have to report this matter to the chairman."
Lin Yi said: "Yes, he must report to me, otherwise he is not worthy of my trust. This matter may be big or small. The key to the problem is how we deal with it."
I hurriedly said: "Let's go to the hospital now. You can tell us after watching the film."
But he immediately smiled lightly and said: "No need. I also thought about it just now. You, Feng Xiao, would not use your father's body to make such a joke with me."
I was silent for a moment. Now I felt something vaguely: my previous analysis seemed to be correct, and my actions were also necessary and appropriate.
Lin Yi did not come to see me, but continued: "Feng Xiao, have you ever thought about it? It is impossible to hide this matter from your father forever, and your mother may be the first to find out.
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I nodded, "I know, because according to the course of the disease, a series of symptoms of severe liver damage such as jaundice and ascites will appear next. But I only have one idea, and that is to let my father know about my condition as late as possible.
, according to what you said, try to shorten the time of his fear. Now I am in a dilemma. I originally wanted to take my father out for a walk, travel or something, but I didn’t dare because I was afraid that he would discover my intentions."
Lin Yi sighed: "Hey! There is nothing we can do about it. In fact, this is what happens to people all their lives. We face death from the first day we are born, so in the final analysis, life is a kind of cruelty. Anyway,
Now we should try our best to think about him as much as possible. This is the only thing we can do. Feng Xiao, I will ask Huang Shang to handle your matter immediately, but only the three of us can know about it."
I nodded, "Yes, that's for sure."
At this time, I suddenly thought of Tong Yao. Does she already know about this? No, right? She didn't agree to help me, and I never told her that I was going to find Huang Shang.
Lin Yi immediately said: "Your father has a habit of smoking, so this is better. Huang Shang, you go and find a way to get some cigarettes containing that kind of thing, or find a way to mix that kind of thing into the cigarettes. As soon as possible.
Go ahead and do it. But you must be careful and don’t create unnecessary complications. In the end, this is a good thing to do, and it won’t be worth it if it causes trouble.”
Huang Shang said: "I have heard before that there are Sanwu cigarettes smuggled in from abroad, which contain a small amount of that stuff."
Lin Yilai asked me: "Your father seems to smoke the cigarettes you bring home on weekdays, right? Does he have the habit of smoking three to five?"
I hurriedly said: "Three or five is fine, I can find a suitable way to let him smoke that type of cigarette."
Lin Yi nodded, "Sanwu is different from other cigarettes. After all, it is not a flue-cured tobacco type, so it can cover up other flavors. By the way, Huang Shang, you try to find the one with the lowest content first, and we will talk about it based on the effect later. Don't
Because that kind of thing would cause some harm to my brother’s body. And he’s still at work, so it would be bad if something happens to him because of smoking that thing.”
Huang Shang agreed repeatedly. In my heart, I was even more grateful to Lin Yi.
Then Lin Yi smiled and said to me: "That's it, you'd better go back to work. Huang Shang will notify you as soon as there is news."
I kept saying thank you and got out of the car, and then watched their car leave. At this moment, I let out a long sigh of relief.
However, I didn't receive a call from Huang Shang until I got off work that day, so I couldn't rush him.
After I got home, I said to my father: "I forgot to bring back the cigarettes you asked for today. Let's do it tomorrow."
My father was there with the smoke rising, "It's okay, there's more."
I immediately asked him, "Is your cold better?"
He shook his head and said, "It still hurts a little."
I said: "It's okay. Last time I was in pain for a month. Stress pleurisy recovers slowly. But you should pay attention to dressing recently. It doesn't matter if you are cold or hot."
Father said: "I don't seem to have much appetite lately. Today I asked Xiangxiang to make pickled pepper fish to see if I can eat more if it tastes better. By the way, why did you come back so early today?"
I was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "We have completed more than half of this year's enrollment work, and now we are proceeding step by step. There are too many people looking for me to do things, so I can hide when I can. And I also
I want to come back and spend time with my children.”
The father said: "So are you okay tonight? Let's have a drink."
I agreed repeatedly. Strictly speaking, if my father is in a situation like this, he can no longer drink. You must know that alcohol is very harmful to the liver, not to mention his current situation? But I thought that he drank
He has been a drinker all his life. If he is not allowed to drink at this time, not only will it easily arouse his suspicion, but it will also be meaningless to start quitting drinking now.
I once met a lung cancer patient. After he was diagnosed, his family was determined not to let him smoke anymore. Later, the patient passed away from this world in pain and very painful withdrawal symptoms. As a doctor, I
I feel that the so-called care is actually a kind of cruelty to the patient.
I don't want to inflict such cruelty on my father. Now, my idea is: give him whatever he wants to eat, and let him do whatever he wants.
But I try my best to let him drink less.
My father seemed to be in a good mood tonight, perhaps because the physical examination results were "normal".
The fish cooked in Xiangxiang also tastes very good. I tasted the taste of Tong Yao’s mother’s craftsmanship. It seems that this girl once went to the kitchen to learn attentively. This actually explains the problem: many young people who work do not like to study.
They only do their part of the work, but some people are different. They will find ways to learn something more useful to themselves. There is a good saying: Opportunities only come to those who are prepared.
People like this will often develop better than other people in the future.
From this, I began to look at the little nanny at home in a new light.
My father usually only drinks two ounces of white wine with every meal. He is addicted to drinking. But today, after I drank nearly two ounces of wine with him, he said he wanted to drink another glass. I hurriedly said:
"Dad, stop drinking. Drinking too much will cause your immunity to decrease, and your cold will become more severe."
He said: "I am happy today, I want to drink some more."
I smiled and said, "Then you should eat more. A glass of wine with every meal is enough. And, I suggest you drink red wine in the future. Physicians in the hospital recommend that people over forty years old drink a glass of red wine with every meal. That way
It is good for the cardiovascular system. It is said that pure red wine can soften blood vessels and lower blood lipids. Mom, from now on you should also drink a small glass of red wine with every meal."
But his father shook his head and said, "Red wine? It doesn't taste like wine at all. It's not enough to drink."
My mother said, "Just listen to him. Just get used to it from now on."
I hurriedly said: "Yes, Mom is right, this is actually a matter of habit. Red wine does not contain alcohol? At your age, nothing is more important than your body. By the way, Dad, and
It’s about your smoking. Now you smoke all flue-cured cigarettes, which have a high content of outing. The tar content of Soft China seems to be the highest. And I found that you have been coughing badly recently. In the final analysis, it is because of inhalation.
Because of the large amount of tar. So I suggest you smoke Sanwu or Marlboro cigarettes in the future. Although the taste of those cigarettes is a bit worse, the tar content is not high, and it is said to have an expectorant effect."
The father shook his head and said: "Foreign cigarettes have a bad taste."
I smiled and said: "Actually, smoking is a matter of habitual taste. Of course, there is also face at play. I always feel that I am superior to others because I use soft Chinese. This is a natural thing, after all.
This is the understanding of people in the entire society. But smoking outside is also good? Although the price is cheaper, it is not shameful to take it out. The key issue is that that kind of cigarette is less harmful to the body."
Just as I was talking, my phone suddenly rang. When I saw that it was Huang Shang calling, I immediately felt happy.
He said: "Dr. Feng, I'm outside your residential complex. I can't come in. You can come out and get it."
I hurriedly said: "I'll be out right away."
Then I smiled and said to my father: "Look, what a coincidence, someone brought me some cigarettes."
My father glared at me, "Have you already thought about not letting me smoke other cigarettes?"
I hurriedly said to him with a smile: "Dad, didn't I find out that you had a bad cough recently, so you bought some foreign cigarettes? The ones they bought were real foreign cigarettes, which are hard to get in China.
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In fact, I just said it casually, but I didn't know that I really hit the mark.
When I got outside the community, I saw Huang Shang's car parked there. I hurriedly got into his car and asked him, "Did you get it so quickly? Thank you so much."
Huang Shang said with a smile: "I brought you five sticks of cigarettes first, and I plan to do the same in the future. I will give you a little less each time. Even if you are discovered, nothing big will happen. But this time, these five sticks of cigarettes are
Wuyan is completely legitimate and is a genuine product smuggled in from abroad."
I looked at him in astonishment, "Will such cigarettes be effective?"
He smiled and explained to me: "Dr. Feng, maybe you don't know much about Sanwu cigarettes. Among the genuine foreign products, each box contains a Cigarette King. In fact, this Cigarette King contains a small amount of drugs."
A cigarette, look..." Then he took out an opened pack of Sanwu cigarettes from his body, and then pointed to the inside of the cigarette box cover, "Look, there is a number on it, every day
Each cigarette pack in a pack of cigarettes has such a number inside, and this number is different. This number means counting from the top right end of the pack of cigarettes to the position of this number.
A cigarette is King Tobacco. The chairman has told you not to let your father inhale too many drugs in the beginning. It is just right to have a cigarette from King Tobacco in a pack of cigarettes like this. By the way, I forgot to mention just now that we
Sanwu on the domestic market is often processed by a domestic tobacco company before being sold, so there is no King of Smoke in that kind of cigarette."
I understood immediately, "Thank you so much. If it's just this kind of cigarette, then there shouldn't be any problem, right?"
He nodded, "Anyway, such cigarettes can only be regarded as smuggled goods, not drug trafficking or anything like that."
I couldn't help but worry, "Maybe it will be effective for my father to smoke like this in the beginning, but what about in the future?"
He said: "We will discuss it based on the situation in the future. In fact, if you really want to look for something like that, it will be difficult to find it for a while. But if I start contacting you now, maybe I will slowly find what you need.
So Doctor Feng, you don’t have to worry."
I thought so, and I couldn't help but thank him. He handed me a plastic bag, and I hurriedly asked him how much it cost. He smiled and said, these are just a few cigarettes, they are not expensive, no need. I hurriedly said,
How can I do that? I will trouble you again in the future. This matter is already enough for you to worry about. How can I ask you to advance money to me?
He said: "The chairman said that I have full authority to handle this matter for you. He also said that you must not have anything happen to your current position. Dr. Feng, in fact, it doesn't cost much.
The main reason is that things are not easy to find. Let’s just talk about these cartons of cigarettes, which only cost a few hundred yuan.”
I was very surprised, "Why is it so cheap?"
He smiled and said: "This is smuggled goods, not what you want in the future. Dr. Feng, you and the chairman are a family, so you don't have to be so polite. If you are too polite, the chairman will be unhappy."
I thought so, so I took the bag he gave me and quickly returned home.
Of course I will not tell my father that there is anything about King Tobacco in this cigarette. "Dad, you can smoke this from now on. I guarantee that your cough will not be so severe in the future."
The mother said beside her: "Just listen to your child, he is also doing it for your own good."
The father then smiled and said: "Forget it, just smoke this cigarette. As long as you don't cough. In fact, we also have this kind of cigarette in the supermarket, and it seems to only cost more than a hundred yuan. From now on, don't let others do it for you."
Once you buy it, I’ll just pick it up in the supermarket.”
I hurriedly said: "Dad, this is different. These are authentic cigarettes from abroad, smuggled in. The ones in your supermarket are different. The tar content is the same. From now on, you will smoke the ones I brought back.
You’ll know after you try it.”
My father looked at me doubtfully, "Really?"
In the next few days, I went home for dinner almost every night, drank a glass of wine with my father every day, chatted with him, and teased the children at the same time. Only now did I really feel that, in fact, it was only at home that
It's the most welcoming place.
I also asked my father how he felt after smoking for three to five days, and he answered me: "At the beginning, I was not used to it, and the smell of cigarettes felt a bit bitter. But now I don't seem to cough as much."
I smiled and said, "I'm just telling you. By the way, is your cold better?"
The father smiled and said: "It's much better. The places where I hurt before are much better now."
I smiled and said, "That's good."
Now the child can speak basic Chinese, but sometimes some English words are mixed in, which sounds weird. The child likes this little nanny at home, mainly because she is very patient.
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One day I said to the nanny: "Xiangxiang, if you have time in the future, you can go in and look around at any time in my study. You are still young, and learning more now will be good for you in the future.
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She looked very happy, "Really?"
I nodded at her and smiled: "Of course it's true."
She said sheepishly: "I used to be too ignorant and didn't know that I should study hard. I always thought that I was a girl from the countryside and didn't need to read so many books. It was only after I arrived in the provincial capital that I realized that people like me
You will never achieve anything in your life."
I smiled and said to her: "It's not too late for you to realize this now. Just look at it. If you need any other books, just tell me and I will buy them for you."
She immediately came to me and asked: "Uncle Feng, I heard that you are a high-ranking official? And you are also in charge of university admissions?"
I guessed that this was what my mother told her, so I nodded, "What? You don't think I look like it?"
She immediately said coyly: "No. Then, Uncle Feng, do you think I can go to college in the future?"
I immediately understood what she was thinking, "Yes, but you must pass the exam. You can study for a self-study college or undergraduate degree, but you must lay a good foundation first."
She suddenly looked a little disappointed, "Oh."
I couldn't help but feel a little funny in my heart: It seems that she also wanted to get a diploma or something through backdoor channels. However, it was not as easy as she imagined?
But later I went to get her a set of textbooks for self-study exams, but after briefly flipping through them, she smiled bitterly and said to me: "Uncle Feng, I really can't understand."
I can only sigh: her foundation is indeed too poor.
After she completed her first month of work, I gave her a bonus of 1,000 yuan in addition to the salary we had agreed upon. This was mainly to reward her diligence and patience in teaching children.
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She was so happy.
But I found that my father's condition was getting worse and worse. Not only did he become more emaciated, but he also often suffered from abdominal pain. I knew that the cigarettes Huang Shang brought last time could no longer cure him.
What does it do?
So I went to Huang Shang's place.
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