After I was stunned, I immediately felt ashamed because I didn't expect them to have thought that way. I knew that the most fundamental reason was that I had not been home for a long time. [`Novel`]
In fact, my parents should have known the reason why I didn't go home, so they thought it was because they had affected my interactions with women, which led to the fact that I have not remarried until now.
Parents are always thinking about their children. All their thoughts are on their children. It is an uncontrollable family affection.
I hurriedly said: "Why do you think that? A family should live together. Have you ever thought about it? If you go back to your hometown, it will be very inconvenient for me to go home to see you. How good it is now
?The family is together. Dad, maybe I may go to work below in the future. How can I do it without you at home?"[
My father looked at me, "Down there? Where?"
I replied: "I said it's possible. I can't stay in my current position forever, right? It is said that there will be a major adjustment of cadres in the province next year, and maybe I will be assigned to work in a local area by then.
.”
My father immediately became interested, "Are you going to be the county magistrate? Like your classmate?"
I guess my father still doesn’t know about Kang Demao. I smiled and said, “Dad, I’m the deputy director now. I have to be the deputy mayor anyway, right?”
The father immediately laughed, "That's true. I also think you should go and exercise. Nowadays, many department leaders in the provinces have never been to work in local areas and have no understanding of the situation below, so they always make some mistakes.
There are inexplicable rules and policies. Don’t worry, your mother and I are at home. I have been thinking about something recently. I feel that my energy is far worse than before, so I don’t want to go to the supermarket anymore. On weekdays
Just rest at home, plant some flowers and plants in your front and back gardens, and take care of your grandchildren."
My father's words made me feel uncomfortable, but I had to smile and said to him: "As long as you like it. If you don't want to work in that supermarket anymore, I'll tell you. You can rest for a while after you come back.
If you want to do something in the future, my restaurant is just outside the community, and you can go there and be the manager at any time. Anyway, whatever you think is good will do."
He said: "I'll think about it again. To be honest, I've been working there for so long and I really can't bear to leave."
I stood up immediately and said, "Okay. You can decide whatever you want. Dad, I have to go out. The time I made an appointment with is coming up."
My father smiled at me and said, "Go ahead and do your own thing. Don't worry about things at home."
Actually, why did I want to go out? But in order to prevent my father from suspecting anything, I had no choice but to go out for a walk.
The air in the community is very good and quiet. I wanted to take a walk inside for a while and then go back, but suddenly I remembered that I told my father that I was going out to have tea with a certain leader, so I had to get in the car.
I went outside the community. In fact, I passed by Lin Yu's house on the way, but I found that her villa was dark inside. It was obvious that she was not at home at this time.
So, I drove the car out of the community in depression.
Then I walked around the restaurant and found that it was still in a mess. It was like this during the construction period, but I also saw that the rough outline of the decoration had already come out.
Anyway, it's all-inclusive, and Ruan Jie's sister is also here to watch on weekdays, so I feel that there is no point in staying here.
Suddenly I remembered Chenchen's new music bar, and I immediately wanted to go there and check it out.
In fact, I also thought about going to Yu Min's place because I felt that I still owed her a lot. After all, it has been so long now, and I have been feeling uncomfortable in my heart since I saw the condition of her and the child that day.
Now that I can lend a helping hand to Ruan Jie when she encounters something like that, how can I still hold a grudge about what happened to Yu Min in the past?
But then I thought that Yu Min was married now, so it might not be appropriate to go to her at this time. I decided to contact her over the weekend. My purpose was simple, to see if I could help her.
What.
Now I feel that the money I have is really not of much use. In fact, it is just a number. I don’t have many hobbies and spend very little money, so now I feel that I should help those who I have owed money to.
.Now it seems that Yu Min is the one who needs help the most.[
Tang Zi...she must have made a lot of money, right?
Now the technology I started can almost reach the point where a person and a car can be integrated into one. I was thinking about Yu Min and Tang Zi along the way, and ended up arriving outside the main gate of the Medical University without even realizing it. When I saw
When I saw the big blue characters "Jiangnan Medical University" on the door in front of me, I suddenly woke up from the previous meditation. At this moment, I couldn't even remember how I drove here.
At this time, I suddenly felt a little scared.
After parking the car at the school gate and entering the parking lot not far away, I started walking to Chenchen's music bar. I just wanted to go there quietly, then find a corner to sit down, and listen quietly for a while.
Just music.
Of course, I mainly want to see what the current situation is like there.
The campus is very quiet at night. Although the shadows of students can be seen everywhere under the dim lights, it does not make people feel noisy. It is actually an atmosphere.
I remember the scene on this campus was like this when I was in college. The medical courses were very tight and there were a lot of things to memorize. So although the school did not require self-study in the evening, most students would consciously enter the classroom after dinner.
This is actually a kind of helplessness, because otherwise the outcome is likely to be faced with a make-up exam. However, the academic management regulations of the Medical University stipulate that anyone who fails four exam courses during the university will not be able to get the exam.
Degree certificate. If you still fail two courses after re-examination, you can only repeat the grade.
Therefore, people are forced out, either by external pressure, or by putting some kind of pressure on themselves.
I was a loner when I was in college, and I am still like this after more than ten years. Now, when I walked on the campus, I suddenly felt like God had played a big joke on me. But now
, when I saw young and immature faces passing in front of me, I suddenly felt a sense of sadness. I didn’t expect that these ten years had passed so quickly, and now I think back to these ten years.
It seemed like only a moment.
When I arrived outside Chenchen's music bar, under the night light, this place should be the busiest place on campus besides the snack street. As soon as I arrived at the bottom of the hill, I could already hear the sound of music coming from inside.
The kind of music that sounds very refreshing should be music played by a guitar and accompanied by clear singing.
I quickened my pace and walked up.
At the door, I saw a lot of people inside, most of them students, but there were also some older ones, I don't know whether they were masters, doctors or young teachers. I found that there were still a few empty seats in a corner.
So I went directly to the seat in the corner.
I just saw an unknown girl on the stage playing the guitar and singing a school song. This girl's voice is very special, a little hoarse, but it sounds nice.
Not long after I sat down, a girl came over to me and asked, "What do you want?"
From the temperament of this girl, I guess she is a student in the school whose family conditions are not very good. Because she has a bookish look but the clothes she wears are much worse than those of ordinary students. They are a bit old but very clean. I
Asked: "What do you have here?"
She said: "Beers, drinks and snacks are all available."
I said: "Come to your best beer bar. How much does a bottle cost?"
She replied: "Small Budweiser, 20 yuan a bottle."
I took out two hundred yuan and handed it to her, "Let's take five, and use the rest of the money for some snacks."
She took the money and left, and then I carefully looked at the situation inside. I found that most of the people here drank large bottles of beer, and some only drank drinks. I immediately regretted it, because I didn't
I don't want to be too special, otherwise it's likely to be noticed by Chenchen.
My original intention was actually to try my best to take care of the business here, but now I think about how much I can take care of with the two hundred yuan? Unless I brought a lot of people today. But now it’s too late to regret it, I wish Chenchen in my heart
You won't notice me here.
Probably not. How can she have time to care about this? [
The girl quickly brought beer and snacks. The snacks were beef jerky, chicken feet with pickled peppers, etc. There were a lot of them anyway. In a place like this, one hundred yuan is still a lot of purchasing power.
I opened the package of chicken feet with pickled peppers. I had just finished dinner and was not interested in other foods.
All the beers have been opened, and one can just fill a cup. I started to drink slowly with the music playing.
It’s been a long time since I’ve had such a good feeling. It should have been when I went to the music bar before Chenchen. If I had time, I would come here every day and listen to music while drinking beer. This is actually a very good feeling.
Nice enjoyment.
After this woman finished singing, there was a very handsome boy who looked very sunny. I thought he was probably a student at the Medical University, because the student's temperament can be seen at a glance. For example, Chenchen
, although she still has a somewhat student-like temperament, it cannot hide the maturity that is unique to her after entering society. In fact, you only need to pay attention to her eyes or conversation to know whether she is a student, or even the first glance.
a feeling.
This boy who looked like a student did not sing, he played the saxophone. I didn’t understand this stuff, but I thought it was very beautiful, the tune was melodious, and it gave people a sense of lightness and fascination.
After the song was played, everyone inside cheered, especially the female students inside, who were almost crazy. I couldn't help but feel funny in my heart: Is this so?
But I also know that this is a sign of youth, so I clearly feel that there is a generation gap between myself and them.
The next person to appear was Chenchen. I saw her come to the center of the ballroom, bowed and said to everyone with a smile: "The saxophone song played by our handsome guy Hu Jun just now was really beautiful, and it fascinated many of our school girls.
"
Everyone below laughed.
She continued: "Many of the junior students were fascinated. Let's ask him to sing "You at the Same Table" for everyone later, okay?"
Everyone said "ok" and there was warm applause.
Chenchen then said: "Next, I will sing "Olive Tree" for everyone."
Everyone applauded, but it was a bit sparser than the applause the boy got just now.
In fact, Chenchen is not suitable for the abbot program. Her voice is too soft, and her intonation and speed are not well controlled. She is just like speaking on weekdays. But I immediately thought that she might need to create such an atmosphere: casual and relaxed
, and mutual recognition...
Chenchen's singing voice is still the same, very pure, but to be honest, her singing skills are not as good as Zhuang Qing's. But she really likes singing, maybe because she really likes it, so her singing voice is less flashy and worldly, and more
A sense of innocence and simplicity.
I listened quietly, trying to feel the true emotion conveyed in her singing...I felt it, it was a kind of faint sadness.
It's not what's expressed in the lyrics, nor how the tune makes me feel, but the emotion contained in her singing.
Suddenly, I remembered something and immediately opened my eyes and looked towards her. I felt depressed because I found that the guitar in her hand was not the one I gave her.
When she finished singing and the tail notes of the guitar were still floating in the air, I stood up and left quietly. There was the rest of my wine and most of the snacks on the table.
After I walked out of the door, I immediately felt relieved: It seems that her place is running quite well, now it's better...
I walked briskly down the stone staircase. But when I got there, I suddenly heard Chenchen’s voice coming from behind me, "Feng... Director Feng."
I turned around and saw her looking at me from the top of the stone staircase. I smiled at her and said, "I don't have any other plans tonight, so I stopped by to take a look at the situation here. It feels pretty good, much better than your previous place, and
Most of the people here are students, which can arouse their resonance. Haha! You can do your work, I'm going back."
She said: "Wait a minute."
Then I saw her running down towards me.
She ran up to me and said, "Actually, I saw you when you came in."
I still said the same thing, "Haha! I just stopped by to take a look." Then I felt that my words were a little too dry, so I said again, "I know you are very busy, so I didn't bother you."
She said in a soft voice, "Thank you for caring about me. By the way, I like the guitar you gave me very much. I keep it at home and play my favorite songs on it every day."
After hearing what she said, I felt much better, "As long as you like it. As you know, I don't know how to play musical instruments. At that time, I asked the owner of the musical instrument store to help me choose one. Now it seems that the foreigner
He was very honest and did not fool me."
She immediately laughed and said, "That's right. Most foreigners are very honest when doing business."
I also laughed, "You go back and do your work. If I have time in the future, I will come and sit down. By the way, if you think it is okay, I will call the martial arts principal here next time."
She said hurriedly: "Don't. The principal is here and the students will be nervous."
I think so, "Well, I didn't think of this. In fact, this is the generation gap. Nowadays, my officialdom habits are too strong, I feel ashamed."
She chuckled and said: "No. You are mature, so you think about things differently from us. By the way, what do you think of the song I sang just now?"
I smiled and said, "Not bad."
She pouted and said dissatisfiedly: "You didn't tell the truth."
I hurriedly said: "I'm telling the truth. But I think there is a sad emotion in your singing. It's your emotion, not the song itself. Chenchen, I think you should live a better life."
Just be happier."
She looked at me blankly, "Did you really hear it?"
I nodded, "Haha, I actually don't understand. Don't mind if I just say nonsense. Okay, go ahead and I'll leave."
She nodded to me, "Thank you. You didn't drive here today?"
I don't know why she asked me this, "I parked at the gate of the university. What? You want to use the car? No problem."
But she shook her head and said: "It's okay, I just asked casually. Thank you, please go slowly."
I left immediately. When I reached the corner, I couldn't help but look back and found that she was still looking at me, but at this time she was on top of the hill.
At this moment, my mind was filled with the look in her eyes when she looked at me just now, a look that was very similar to Zhao Menglei.
This is also a poor girl. I couldn't help but sigh in my heart.
In fact, I know very well in my heart that the most fundamental reason why I really care about her and am willing to help her is her special look in her eyes, and the same reason makes me suddenly miss Zhao Menglei at this moment.
On the way home, I was in a great mood, because now she finally didn't hate me anymore. I didn't have any other thoughts, but I just felt an inexplicable happiness in my heart. Maybe this was also because her eyes looked so much like Zhao Menglei's.
reason.
That night, I had a very strange dream
I was walking on the streets of my hometown county, and the county in front of me was still what it was before the old city was renovated. The direction I was going was my alma mater.
My alma mater is in the suburbs of the county town, but I have been walking in that direction for a long time without seeing the gate of my alma mater. There is an alley in front of me, and I vaguely remember that the location of my alma mater seems to be behind that alley, so I went there.
Go into the alley.
There are various small shops in the alley, which are very shabby, and the things sold there are the same as those I saw when I was a child. Anyway, there are not any fashionable products in today's commercial society. I kept walking forward, but when I walked through
After that alley, I found that the outside was already the outskirts of the city, and there was no sign of the school except for a road stretching into the distance. I felt very strange in my heart, so I hurriedly turned back to the alley.
When I arrived at a steamed bun shop, I saw a fat middle-aged man looking at me with a smile, "Buying steamed buns?"
I remember that the buns in this shop tasted very good. I had eaten them before, and the owner of this bun shop was this fat man. I was very surprised: Why is he still like this after so many years?
Not to mention, I really wanted to eat the steamed buns here, so I hurriedly went to get the money... However, I immediately became depressed because I didn't find my wallet on me. I had to say to him regretfully:
"I didn't bring any money today. By the way, isn't there a school here? Why didn't I find it?"
The boss looked at me in surprise, "Are you not a student of this school?"
I nodded, "Yes, but I can't find it today."
He pointed in the direction of the main street of the county town, "Not far from this alley, on the left is such a big school gate. Didn't you see it?"
I thanked him profusely and hurriedly ran in the direction he pointed.
After exiting the alley, I ran forward for about a hundred meters and immediately saw the gate of my alma mater. Although I was surprised that I didn't see this place when I passed by it, I had no time to think about it.
, because at this time I suddenly remembered that I was going to attend a class reunion today, and the gathering place was in the classroom where we were in high school.
Here we are. In the former teaching building, there is still the old-looking classroom door in front of me. I seem to hear the voice of the head teacher talking inside.
Class teacher? I vaguely remember that he seemed to have passed away due to illness? But my curiosity still made me open the door and go in.
After entering, I was immediately surprised to find that what I saw in front of me were all the faces that I was very familiar with, but their faces were so immature, they clearly looked like they were in middle school? This was the case with every classmate. The head teacher was also the one I went to school with.
That look like in high school.
At this moment, I immediately realized something: Have I gone back to the past?
At this time, what I was most concerned about was myself. Did I return to the past with my current appearance, or did I have an immature face like them? I immediately stood there and looked at the classmates in the class, "
Who has a mirror? Lend it to me."
At this time, the head teacher suddenly became angry, "Feng Xiao, what are you doing? It's okay that you are late, why are you still disturbing order here?"
I ignored him at all and continued to ask my classmates, "Who has a mirror?"
Maybe the head teacher was stunned because he didn't expect that I, who had always been honest and obedient, would become so strange today.
At this time, a student took out a small round mirror. She shined it at me. I hurriedly took it and looked at my face...I was suddenly excited because I saw what was inside the mirror.
It is clearly the young and immature look I had in high school!
Unable to help myself, I stood there and laughed "haha".
The head teacher was immediately furious, "Feng Xiao, sit down in your seat!"
I turned around and smiled at him and said, "Don't be angry. I'm going to tell you something that maybe you won't believe at all. I came back here more than ten years ago, and I know the future of many of my classmates."
.Including you.”
The head teacher looked horrified, "You're crazy. I'll call someone to take you to the hospital!"
Immediately, he left quickly.
At this time, I saw Ouyang Tong looking at me with a smile. I glared at him and said, "Don't laugh, you will die in women's affairs in the future because you are too sentimental."
Everyone laughed.
Then I said to a male classmate: "Ten years later, you will be a Ph.D. from Peking University and later work at Bell Labs in the United States." Then I said to another male classmate: "You will become a rich man in the future.
"
But at this time, I suddenly saw Kang Demao reading in his seat, completely ignoring my triumphant look. His seat was in the corner at the back of the teacher, which was very inconspicuous.
At this time, the students in the class were all laughing. They probably thought I was crazy. But at this moment, I found that the students in the class were all so young and beautiful. Especially Zhao Menglei, she was watching
She looked at me, and when my eyes came to her face, her face suddenly turned red and she looked away.
At this moment, I suddenly thought of the tragic ending she would experience in the future, and my heart felt as if I had been hit by a heavy hammer. I looked at her and said, "Meng Lei, don't get married first in the future, just wait for me. Okay."
?"
At this time, the head teacher came back with a few people. He pointed at me and said: "He is crazy, send him to a mental hospital quickly!"
Huoran woke up. At this time, I found that it was already dawn outside the bedroom.
How could I have such a dream?
The nostalgia for my past must be one of the reasons. There is also the desire to be strong. Now I am the deputy director, and I should be considered the best among my classmates, at least in my heart.
I even think that my future career is better than that of my classmate who will work at Bell Labs in the United States, because in reality, he is just an ordinary experimenter there, while I am an official.
None of this is important. What is important is, why didn’t I keep a low profile after I found myself back in the past, and then boldly pursue Zhao Menglei? In that case, wouldn’t she be able to avoid the tragic ending in the future?
Am I content with the status quo or am I frustrated with my fate?
I have no idea.
At the current situation, I discovered that I actually didn’t understand myself at all. When God gave me a chance to make a new choice, I turned out to be so high-profile, and faced Zhao Menglei and other classmates in a overlooking way. Although it was just a dream.
in the dream, but I don’t think that I am in the dream?
Maybe deep down in my heart I really don’t want to lose everything I have now, so I don’t want to change. I even do things like that to show off myself.
Feng Xiao, how could you become like this? How could you be such a person? After waking up, I kept asking myself.
I knew very well in my heart that it was not just a dream, that dream was the most real thing deep in my heart.
Only sigh.
After careful consideration, I called Yu Min over the weekend and said, "Yu Min, I want to talk to you. Is that okay?"
She said: "...don't you think I have been lying to you?"
I was immediately surprised: isn't it? I said: "Let's talk about it when we meet. That day I saw that you were much more haggard than before. I guess your life may not be very good now, so I want to talk to you."
Let’s talk and see if we can help you in any way. What happened in the past has been a long time ago. Let’s not talk about it anymore, okay? Yu Min, I really want to help you. After all, we had a relationship before.
I am not a romantic person, you should understand this about me."
After a moment of silence, she finally said, "Tell me, where is it?"
I thought for a while and said, "Just near your home. Is that okay?"
She immediately said: "No, let's go somewhere a little further away. Let's go to Binjiang Road. I'll be there in a short while by taking a taxi."
I was secretly surprised: Where is the car I bought for her? But it was hard for me to ask her at this time, so I immediately said, "Okay. I'll wait for you there right away."
Soon I was sitting in this teahouse by the river. I specially asked for a private room next to the river.
The other side outside is where I work. Between the building and the tea house is the turbid river water. It may be that there was a heavy rain in the upper reaches of the river last night, which is why the river water became so turbid.
There are birds in the sky hurriedly passing over the rooftops of the city under the light blue sky, flying towards the south. Now, the coolness of autumn has been injected, making people look like watered-out seedlings, or like dry grass.
The land that had been thirsty for a long time encountered a hearty rain. At this moment, I was suddenly surprised to find that my heart was already so calm, and I no longer had the disgust for the air and sounds in the city in the past. The city is changing at an alarming speed every day.
It's changing. When I came here, I saw that the lawn in the central square was still so green, making the city scenery become an oil painting, unchanging, beautiful but full of vitality. I don't know which direction the wind is blowing from, it can only come from
In the change of temperature, I feel the change of seasons in the whole city. The air and sound in this city bring me more of the rush and hardship of life. I often think, maybe I am just in this city.
A sojourner, a passing passer-by among the surging crowds of this city, maybe that's really the case.
I am waiting for Yu Min here, thinking in my heart: There are always some things in this world that we cannot predict. Just like the fall of autumn, without any sound, not even disturbing a few old leaves, in the blink of an eye,
The weather has turned cooler.
I obviously like spring, but people rebel as soon as autumn comes. The autumn in this city is as short as a sudden death, as gorgeous as summer flowers, and my heart is always bright and dark, so soft that I feel like I have gained and I feel like I have lost. I have always felt that,
Autumn is a season worth singing in your heart. Everything and everything is immersed in a high and empty artistic conception. It is quiet, clear, and warm, making people think about it.
Sitting in this corner of the city, looking up at the sky, I saw autumn passing through the city. The clouds were clear and clear, and my eyes were filled with a rare blue color, which was deep and bright that could not be carved in other seasons. On windy days, clouds in the city
Walking casually in the sky is restrained and fun. When the wind blows, the sun shines all over the city and spreads warmly on the streets and alleys of the city. It is bright and transparent, beautiful and delicious. The large and small trees on the city streets inadvertently climb up the pale yellow or green trees.
It is a brownish-red color, and some leaves stick to their original color. The whole city is harmonious, beautiful and lively.
The city has an innate unique charm in the bones of this season, which is that unique and mature purity. Sometimes I look at the autumn of this city and feel that it has a rhythm of life, as if it uses insight to understand everything.
My eyes are watching everything in this city, especially those gray old alleys and ancient locust trees that have lasted for hundreds of years...
Wandering in the autumn of this city is like meeting a masseur's hands that know how to acupuncture when you are most tired, which makes you feel refreshed and transparent; it is also like a charming cocktail in a goblet under the bright moon, you can smell it before you even see it.
The aroma is overflowing and refreshing even before you enter. In such a season, no matter day or night, in the city or in the suburbs, many moods will quietly change with the wind and leaves. Inadvertently, you will walk into a road with beautiful scenery on both sides.
It is a street of ginkgo trees, and the golden ginkgo leaves everywhere can make people's hearts beat.
In such a season, there are willow shadows on both sides of the river under the sunset. At that time, when the cool breeze blows and the green waves are slightly ruffled, the lotus leaves in a pond in the city park will roll up into several shapes, and a few lotus branches will flutter.
, a vivid freehand painting jumped out. When the sunset faded, the dusk rose quietly, slowly and quietly spreading over the rows of weeping willows on the riverside, and over the white pagodas under the blue sky. Instantly, crimson
The setting sun is like a charming fairy, raising clouds all over the sky and dyeing the thin flowing clouds red. The flowing clouds are flowing with the Taiye autumn wind, throwing out long tassels, showing a stunning phantom that is rare in other seasons.
Standing in the bustling city and feeling the elegance and tranquility of the city's autumn, I am in an ideal place at this time. Because the autumn charm here is the most artistic.
Not far from the riverside is a street of preserved ancient buildings in the city. There, a few bunches of dead grass live in the gray corners, fallen leaves are scattered on the blue tiles and stone steps, and a group of whistle pigeons flutter around.
Flying through the narrow sky above your head, standing in the long and narrow alley and looking up, you can feel the sound of cracking and erosion in the gaps of time. Walking through the alley in autumn, you can still see people selling candied haws, and you can still see young people riding bicycles.
The bicycle whistling suddenly burst into the girl's shy sight, and you can still hear the adults calling the children home for dinner at the top of their lungs... The city is crowded and plain, and sometimes it can create a little romance. Maybe this is
The original color life in the alleys. In autumn in the alleys, there is a kind of indifference and tranquility but not cold and rigid. All the warmth, comfort and harmony are concentrated in these long, narrow or winding alleys, because the temperature of memory stays in them.
Inadvertently, I noticed the autumn of a city, and I was suddenly surprised. I loved the autumn of this city more than any other season.
In the prosperous metropolis, the hustle and bustle is still there, and the charm of autumn is alone. People, from beginning to end, are still the soul of the scenery. A, B, B, D and D passing by dot the autumn scenery of the city, with expressions that may be aloof, melancholic, complacent, or dignified.
...Everywhere you look, you will always see the most gorgeous ukiyo-e. It is misty and psychedelic, but it obscures the true splendor of the objects.
I really like this kind of season and this kind of place. Although life is full of joys and sorrows, it is definitely not lonely. Now, look outside, autumn is deepening step by step...
She came, but I was surprised to see her holding the child in her arms.
"I'm sorry, I'm the only one at home, so I had to bring the child." She said to me apologetically.
I hurriedly said: "It's okay. Does the child need anything to eat?"
She shook her head.
At this moment, I looked at her secretly. I found that she was no longer as haggard as the last time I saw her. After taking a closer look, I noticed that she had put on makeup, and the foundation on her face had been faintly visible on her eyebrows. Moreover,
Her dress today is no longer as casual and almost sloppy as the last time I saw her. Today she is wearing a beautiful long skirt.
"Can you tell me? What are you mainly doing now?" I asked her softly.
She shook her head, "I didn't do anything, I just took care of the kids at home. My husband found a part-time job on the weekends. Brother Feng, I'm sorry for you. I sold your car because I wanted to keep more money." Treat children."
I felt very uncomfortable, "It's okay. I remember you still have a lot of money on hand, right?"
She nodded, "I bought an apartment. I don't want myself and my children to live in the same place as before."
I said: "Oh."
At this moment, I suddenly found that I didn't seem to have much in common with her, and I was very cautious when speaking, which made me immediately feel the difficulty in communication between us.
She asked me softly, "Brother Feng, are you okay? I heard that you have become the director of the Provincial Admissions Office?"
I nodded, "It's pretty much the same anyway."
She continued to ask me: "So, are you married now?"
I shook my head, "No. I'm still alone. But my parents moved here with me."
She nodded and said: "That's good, so that someone will take care of you and care about you. You men are different from us women. You need someone to take care of you."
Her tenderness suddenly moved me, making me feel like I was back in those days. Then I asked her, "Is your man okay with you?"
She nodded, "Yes, he makes do with me in everything. I told him that the money at home is basically enough, and there is no need for him to work part-time, but he insists on going because he said the child is still very young. It’s small, but there will be a lot of money to spend in the future.”
I sighed and said, "Yu Min, you are actually very happy because you have found a man who really likes you."
She nodded, "Isn't this what life is like for people? I'm already very satisfied. But it's just this child..."
Originally, I tried to avoid talking about the child, but now the child was in her arms, and she also brought the topic to the child several times, so I had to answer, "Is the child okay? "
She shook her head slightly, "Brother Feng, could you please help me hold the baby for a while? I want to go for convenience."
It was impossible for me to refuse, so I immediately stretched out my hand to her and said, "Give it to me."
She looked at me apologetically, "Thank you. Brother Feng, you used to be a doctor. Please help me check on the child."
I immediately took the child from her. After she glanced at me, she headed towards the restroom of the teahouse.
At this moment, the child was in my hand, and I took a look at him... But just this glance made my heart beat rapidly, because I found that this child actually had me on his face. My own shadow!
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