Although I had already been mentally prepared for such a situation, when the day actually arrived, I was still shocked as if the sky was falling.
I got up this morning, washed my face and went to have breakfast. I immediately saw a terrible golden color on my father's face sitting at the dining table. At that moment, my heart sank suddenly, so that my legs suddenly stopped.
Move.
At this time, the mother came out with the steamed buns. She also noticed the horror on her father's face. At that moment, all the steamed buns she was holding fell to the ground.[
"Oh my god..." the mother exclaimed.
At this time, the nanny came out with porridge. She looked at her father and said, "Grandpa, your face!"
My father looked at us in shock, "What's wrong?"
I reacted suddenly at this moment and said hurriedly: "No, it's nothing. Let's all eat."
Father smiled and said, "I haven't washed my face yet. I'll wash it after eating."
My mother stood there blankly. At this moment, my heart was also in confusion, but I was still able to maintain the minimum level of consciousness. I hurriedly said to the nanny: "Go and see if the child is awake."
The nanny was more intelligent and left in a hurry.
At this time, I said to my mother: "Mom, let me tell you something." Then I said to my father: "Dad, you eat first, and I will discuss something with my mother."
My father said: "What are you doing? Go ahead, I'll eat first. There are still a lot of things in the office today."
I immediately gently gave my mother a hand, and then we went to the yard behind the villa.
The mother's face turned pale, "Smile, are you hiding something from your dad and me?"
I nodded, "Mom, last time you and Dad went for a physical examination, I changed the results of Dad's physical examination..."
Immediately, I told my mother the whole situation, my thoughts, and the results of my discussion with Lin Yi. Finally, I said to her: "Mom, I didn't mean to hide it from you, but I was worried that you wouldn't be able to control yourself.
Emotions. In fact, when I asked my father to go for a physical examination, I already realized that there was something wrong with his body."
My mother's body was swaying and her face looked horribly ugly. I hurriedly went to support her and said, "Mom, you must hold on at this time. I have to go and have a good talk with my father soon. In fact, he may have known about it for a long time.
You are in good health, but you just don’t want us to worry. Mom, let me help you take a rest."
The mother was shaking her head and crying at the same time, "Smile, what should I do?"
I whispered to her: "Mom, you go and take a rest first. I will discuss it with Dad. I want to hear his own thoughts. It seems that I can't hide it now. He has already developed jaundice. What's next?
The condition will become more serious. Mom, don't worry, I have already prepared some things in advance. Whether you go to the hospital or stay at home, I have already made arrangements. Now it depends on Dad's own opinion."
Mother's lips were trembling, "Smile, what should I do if your father is gone?"
I was already crying, but I knew this was not the time to talk about these things, "Mom, Dad is still with you. You have to stabilize your mind first. From now on, our whole family will have to revolve around Dad alone.
You must comfort Dad at this time. Now I only have one idea, which is to try not to cause him pain and try to meet all his requirements."
My mother kept crying while she was talking.[
At this time, I suddenly heard my father's voice coming from inside, "Feng Xiao, come here."
His voice was old and trembling, and my heart sank suddenly...He, he might have discovered that terrible color in himself.
My mother became sober all of a sudden. She nudged me and said, "Quick, go, your dad is calling you."
I hurriedly ran inside, but found that my father was not in the living room. The nanny pointed in the direction of the balcony upstairs, "Grandpa just went up."
I hurriedly ran up, but I heard the nanny behind me asking me, "Uncle Feng, is grandpa sick? Why does his face look like that?"
I hurriedly stopped and said, "You have taken good care of your children recently. I will increase your bonus. Please."
Then he hurriedly ran towards the terrace.
Sure enough, my father is here. He is sitting on a wicker chair on the terrace, smoking.
I walked to him cautiously, "Dad..."
He pointed to the wicker chair next to him, then put out the fire with most of the remaining cigarettes, "You can sit down."
I hurriedly went to sit down, and then took the pack of Sanwu brand cigarettes from the white table between the two of us. I took out one and handed it to him, "Dad, you can smoke. It's okay, here."
It’s outside.”
My father took it, but did not light it. He just held the cigarette in his hand. I quickly picked up the lighter from the table, lit it and said to him: "Dad, let me light it for you."
He was shaking his head, "Smile, tell me, am I in an advanced stage?"
I didn't expect my father to ask such a sudden and direct question, which immediately made me feel caught off guard, "Dad, do you know everything?"
He sighed, "Actually, when I came back from the United States, I already felt that something was not right with my body. You asked me to go for a physical examination and I didn't want to go. It was because I was afraid. Later I saw how anxious you were.
, and also mobilized your mother, so I had no choice but to go. Later, the test results turned out to be normal, and I felt relieved. But I was still aware of the pain in my liver area. Did I know?
Maybe normal people would be like that. Later, I quietly went to the hospital again... and then I understood everything."
I didn't expect that my father would secretly go to the hospital once, and I blamed myself even more: What kind of person is my father? Is he so easy to fool? At this moment, I couldn't help but choked up, "Dad, I'm sorry."
He waved his hand towards me and said: "Smile, I know what you are thinking. I know that you are doing it for my own good, but you are still worried about your mother's mood. In fact, it is the same for everyone. There is always a hurdle that is difficult to overcome at the beginning, let alone me.
Is it a matter of life and death? Yes, I was very scared at first. I had nightmares every night. I always dreamed that my whole body was covered with lumps, which were formed after the cancer metastasized. I thought that I would be like this for the rest of my life.
I came here mediocrely. Life was so hard in the early years. Now my life is getting better. I finally do what I like to do most, but it has just begun and it is about to end... I feel very unwilling.
, and also very scared.”
I felt so uncomfortable that I almost collapsed, "Dad, it's all my fault. If I shouldn't have asked you to help me manage the company, you wouldn't have been drinking so much all day long, and your body wouldn't be as bad as it is now.
Zi. Wuwu! Dad, it’s all my fault, it’s all my fault that hurt you..."
My father sighed and said, "Smile, don't think like that. Do you know? Ever since I helped you manage the company, I feel like I have completely changed as a person. I feel that the first half of my life has been wasted. I feel that
That's the life I should live. Son, I was really happy during that time, and I'm very grateful to you for finding me such a good job. My health problem is not caused by drinking, it should have been many years ago
I got this problem when I was stationed in the countryside. At that time, the countryside was poor, and I would sometimes eat moldy food. Moreover, I had been drinking for decades, which also caused great damage to my liver. Laughter
, you must not think like that, now I understand, in fact, a person's life and death are destined by God, as human beings, we are all small. The King of Hell wants you to die at the third watch, who dares to leave anyone alive until the fifth watch?!
After understanding this kind of moral theory, I feel calm. From ancient times to the present, for thousands of years, have you ever heard of anyone who will not die? So, it’s nothing. "Pure Text First Edition" is not just me, but also
Including your mother and you, this day will happen, it is a natural thing."
At this time, I noticed that my father was frowning, with a very painful look on his face. I hurriedly said: "Dad, if you want to smoke, you can smoke it yourself. It's okay."
My father shook his head and then asked me: "Tell me, what is in this cigarette? Is it opium?"
I thought to myself: The stuff in this is much purer than the opium, but I couldn't possibly tell him that it was drugs. "Dad, yes. Because I just want to not make you suffer too much. People like you have liver problems."
The most unbearable thing about the lump is the pain, so I came up with this method."[
He looked at me with a worried expression, "It's illegal for you to go looking for this thing. How could you do such a stupid thing? I wanted to ask you earlier, but I know you were deliberately hiding my illness.
, so I didn’t ask when the words came to my lips several times. Smile, I’m very worried about you, tell me, will it be okay if you go looking for something like this?”
I hurriedly said: "Dad, I used to be a doctor. In the hospital, pethidine is used when we encounter patients like you. The effect of pethidine is similar to that of opium. It shouldn't be illegal to use such a thing as a treatment, right?"
"
The father nodded and said: "I'm thinking the same thing. That's good. Smile, you must not do such illegal things for my sake, otherwise I will not be at peace down there in the future."
I hurriedly said: "Dad, no. Dad, I want to discuss something with you. Do you think we should go to the hospital now or stay at home? I have already contacted you. Or, if you want to go out for a while,
If so, I will accompany you out. Anyway, just tell me what you have to say."
But he was shaking his head, "Listen to what I have to say. In fact, I have been waiting for today for a long time. I have been waiting, waiting for the time when I can finally stop being afraid of death. Only then will I come to you and
Your mother spoke out her true inner thoughts. To be honest, although I started to study Zhuangzi's books after learning about my illness, I slowly understood them and was no longer as scared as I was at the beginning.
.But every time I fall asleep, I still have nightmares, and I still wake up suddenly from my dreams. Until this morning, when I saw the way you looked at me, especially when I went to the mirror later and saw this picture of myself.
When I looked at my face, I felt calm all of a sudden, and I was really no longer afraid, because I knew that I was getting closer to death, and there was no need to wait for a long time..."
The more my father talks like this, the more uncomfortable I feel, because I know that it is not easy for a person to really see through life and death, and I used to be a doctor, and I fully understand the helplessness and fear that patients feel when facing illness, life and death.
.I choked and said: "Dad, let's not talk about this anymore, okay? I sound so uncomfortable..."
"Son, why don't you understand what I mean? Now I really understand." The father sighed and said, "Everyone is afraid of death, but no one can escape death. Taoism says that you must have a broad-minded mind.
Let’s look at life and death. Breaking the barrier of fame and fortune is just a small break. Breaking the barrier of life and death is a big break. When Qin Shihuang was so powerful in the world, he wiped out the six kingdoms and made unparalleled achievements, but in the words of illness and death,
He was also capable before.
In fact, life and death are natural changes between heaven and earth. Life is not enough joy, and death is not enough pain. In ancient times, when Zhuangzi's wife died, Zhuangzi not only did not cry, but instead sang. Because he just felt that life and death are natural in life.
His good friend Huizi didn't understand what happened, and blamed him: She has lived with you and had children for so many years. It's very wrong for you not to cry. Instead, you sing and sing. Isn't it against human nature? Zhuangzi
Explained: She just died, how could I not sigh. But after all, people are inherently lifeless. Not only do they have no life, but they also have no body, no body, and no air. She turned into air in a trance, and air became
There is a body, the body has become alive, and now it has become dead. This change is like the movement of the four seasons. It runs naturally. She has now rested peacefully between heaven and earth, but I am crying. I think so
I don’t understand destiny, so I won’t cry.
In fact, Zhuangzi treated his wife like this, and he treated his own death in the same way. It is said in "Zhuangzi. List of Imperial Bandits": Zhuangzi was about to die, and his disciples wanted to give him a rich burial. Zhuangzi said, I use the heaven and the earth as my coffin, and the sun and the moon will be my burial companions.
Lianbi, the stars are just pearls, agate, etc., and everything is my funeral object. Aren’t they all here? What else do you need? The disciple said, although I said this, I am worried that crows will eat it.
Sir, your body. Zhuangzi said, if it is exposed outside and eaten by crows, if buried underground it will be eaten by ants. Instead of giving it to crows, it will be given to ants. Why is it so partial?
So, now I have completely figured it out, life should not be joyful in life and sad in death. Zhuangzi once said: Those who live long, worry about death for a long time, why suffer! It means that those who blindly pursue longevity will become seriously ill when they get old.
When you are demented, your mouth is full of irritation, your poop is all over the bed, and you still insist on taking a few more breaths, why bother? In addition, you must understand the truth that death is inevitable if there is life. In fact, everything in the world has life and death.
Not to mention tiny people. Turtles are generally considered to be relatively long-lived animals, and are said to be hundreds or even hundreds of years old, but they pale in comparison to plants. It is said that there is a plant like the dragon's blood tree, which can be as old as
With more than 8,000 years old, it is the longest-lived tree on earth. This is comparable to the eight-thousand-year-old spring tree described by Zhuangzi. But what are these compared with the sun, moon and stars? Everything has its own
Destiny is the same for us as humans.
Also, I believe in the saying that when you are born, you die, and when you die, you are born. This sentence comes from Zhuangzi's "Equality of Things", which means that when you are born, your past form dies, and when you die,
Your new form begins to be born again. In Taoist thought, everything in the world is constantly changing. From birth to death, people are just changing from one form to another.
In the Five Dynasties, there was a Taoist man named Tan Qiao who wrote a book """, which described many principles of materialization. One of the sections on life and death said this: God turns into spirit, spirit turns into qi, qi turns into blood, and blood turns into form.
The form turns into an infant, the infant turns into a child, the child turns into a child, the child transforms into a strong person, the strong person turns into an old person, and the old person turns into death. The dead turns into the void, the void turns into the spirit, the spirit turns into the spirit, and the spirit turns into the matter. Transformation is not possible.
Time, by the end of the circle. All things do not want to live, they have to live; all things do not want to die, they have to die. He believed that life and death are just a link in natural changes. The same is true of our modern scientific understanding. Just imagine going back a hundred
Years ago, everyone was there? Then go forward a hundred years and we are all gone, so where have we gone? Are these just a few decades the only time? Life is definitely a wonderful thing
.Who was I before I was born, and who am I after I was born? Even though science has become so advanced, there is still no way to give us a complete and thorough answer. According to science, we are all made up of various types of molecules called molecules and atoms.
It is composed of particles. So billions of years ago, when the earth had not yet formed, when the hot nebulae were shrinking and condensing, where were we at that time? Which molecules or atomic particles in the vast nebula belong to me? But now
, these originally many particles of life came together to form a living us, with flesh and blood, emotions and desires. Where were these particles originally? How did we become what we are now? How many molecules or atoms follow food every day?
Water and air have joined our bodies, and how many molecules or atoms have left us along with our lost hair, dandruff, sweat and other excretions? All of this makes us feel very mysterious and confused.
.Is life really only once for us? We didn’t have life originally, and we didn’t exist a few decades ago. But now we are all living people. Who dares to say that there is only one such opportunity? The time of the universe should be exhausted.
There is no reason why our lives will not regenerate after a long period of time, and history will not repeat itself. In fact, life is only a very short link in the endless changes in nature, so we should follow nature and enjoy every process. Nothing is wrong.
It can be concerned, scary and persevering.
So, don’t feel sad at all because of my current situation. Now I feel very relaxed. As a human being, this life is actually very tiring and painful. Now I feel the pain in my liver area every day, which is unbearable. If not
If I had smoked this cigarette, I might have been killed by the pain. Death is actually a kind of relief. If you die, you will no longer suffer such sins. Son, go and call your mother. I will also take this time
Smoking a cigarette. It hurts too much."
I looked at my father and found that his golden face was really peaceful. At this moment, my heart was complicated and I didn’t know what to say to him. When I was a doctor, I used to comfort my patients.
It's a common thing, and I can say words that I think can make patients feel relaxed. But now I find that it is so difficult to say such words when facing my closest relatives.
I entered the house from the terrace, and when I went downstairs, I saw my mother sitting alone at the dining table, crying. The child had already gotten up, and he was happily playing with his toys in the living room. I couldn't help but sigh in my heart: Still...
The child is fine, worried.
I went to my mother and said, "Mom, Dad wants you to go."
My mother took a look at me, and I found that her eyes were a little dull. So I hurriedly said to her again, "Mom, Dad asked you to go there. He may have something to say to you."
The mother reacted this time, "Oh. Xiao'er, your dad, is he okay?"
I nodded, "Mom, it seems that we don't fully understand him. In fact, he has a very open mind."
The mother began to cry again, "You silly child, the people who are suffering are the living people. You don't understand this?"
I was stunned for a moment, and then sighed in my heart. Yes, my mother's words got to the essence of the problem. Because the deceased is gone, but the living have to shoulder the wishes and responsibilities of the deceased and continue to live in pain.
.
When I accompanied my mother to the terrace again, my father had finished smoking. I smelled a sweet fragrance floating in the air. After smelling it, I immediately felt a little excited. This thing is really powerful.
Even a little bit of thinness can make people feel excited. At this moment, I suddenly panicked: Why didn't I think that my mother and children would suffer from this? If my father hadn't already noticed that there was something wrong with this kind of cigarette, the consequences would have been
How terrible it would be!
At this time, I truly felt the greatness of my father.
"You all sit down," my father said to my mother and me. His voice was calm and indifferent, with a sigh in it.
Mother sat down, but she immediately burst into tears, "Old Feng..."
My father sighed and said, "Why can't you just look away? Look at me like this, living is simply a kind of pain. There is no cure for a disease like mine. One more day of living means one more day of pain, and it also makes you more miserable."
It would be better to be freed from the pain for a day than to be like this. When you become a human being, you will inevitably endure the torture of birth, old age, illness and death, and there is nothing wrong with that..."
I suddenly felt that there was something wrong with what he said, and I couldn't help feeling nervous and horrified, "Dad, please don't be confused. I am a doctor. I understand what you are saying, but being alive is always a good thing.
I will try my best to avoid causing you pain and try to make your stay as long as possible."
The mother also reacted and hurriedly cried and said: "You must not have random thoughts. The child is a doctor. He knows many experts and will definitely find a way to treat you well."
The father smiled and wiped away the mother's tears, "You, why can't you understand so much? Well, let's not talk about this anymore. That's what I just said. What I said is that truth. People like this
This is how it will be all your life. Okay, stop crying and listen to me talk about other things."
I quickly wiped my tears and said to my mother, "Mom, please stop crying. We listen to Dad."
The mother slowly stopped crying.
With a smile on his face, the father said slowly: "I can say that I have accomplished almost everything in my life, and I have not left you anything. However, I see that my child's career is developing very well now, and my grandson has also been brought back."
Now, I don’t have any worries in my heart. Son, I want to give you a few things, and I hope you can do them all."
His words immediately made my mother and I grieve. We started to cry again, and my mother cried again. I hurriedly said: "Dad, tell me. I will definitely do everything you said."
."
The father nodded, "First of all, you have to take good care of your mother and take her to the hospital for a checkup once a year. Don't be like me and find out there is a problem in the late stages."
His words made me feel uncomfortable and extremely guilty, "Dad, it's my fault. I paid too little attention to you... Wuwu! Dad, don't worry, I will definitely take good care of my mother."
My father came to stroke my hair and said, "Son, how can I blame you? I am a man and I should take care of myself. The main reason is that I was too scared before. Someone once said that the more afraid a person is of problems with one of his organs.
, it turns out that’s exactly where the problem lies. The more a person is afraid that he will suffer from a serious disease, the disease will find him. Well, don’t feel guilty. I know my body myself, and this has nothing to do with it.
It doesn't matter to you. Son, let me tell you the second thing. After I die, I will be cremated in the crematorium of the provincial capital and don't let others know. You know that I like to be quiet and don't like to interact with outsiders. Since then,
You know that I often come back to accompany me after I get sick, and I am already very satisfied. It is enough for people to live well every day while they are alive. There is no need to engage in those superficial things after death. Anyway, I will watch it then.
No, I can't hear you anymore. When the time comes, you can take my ashes and bury them not far from Chen Yuan. There will be two graves. Leave one for your mother. I'll wait for her slowly below. Now
I will take care of Chen Yuan for you first, this child is so pitiful."
My mother was crying so hard that she couldn't stop crying, and I was also extremely grieved. I nodded and said, "Yes. Dad, don't worry, I will do exactly what you said."
The father went to wipe the mother's tears again and said, "You have to live well and watch our grandson grow up and watch his grandson get married and have a future. After I leave, you have to take more care of the family affairs. From now on, you have to take care of your grandson every year."
My son comes to my grave so that I can watch him grow up. Living is the best thing. Now God wants me to leave first. There is nothing I can do about it. You have to be open-minded."
The mother cried and said: "Yes. I listen to you."
My father then said to me: "Son, I know you have had a hard time these years because your two marriages were so unhappy. But you are still young and your children are still very young, so I hope you can find another one as soon as possible.
Marry a suitable woman. You are now considered a high-level cadre, and it is not good to be single all the time. To be honest, I am not worried that you will make financial mistakes, but I have been worried about your personal problems. Son, I have some words
You don’t need me to explain it so clearly, you should know it yourself, because you know the rules of officialdom better than I do. You don’t have to be beautiful to find a wife, she just needs to be good to you and good to your children.”
I cried and nodded: "Yes. Dad, don't worry."
The father smiled and said: "Okay, that's it, you go to work. Oh, by the way, tell the boss of the supermarket that I won't go to work from today on. I have already told you about the things that need to be paid attention to in the company.
After I sorted it out and put it on my desk, I won’t hand over the shift to the new manager in person. It’s too scary for me to look like this.”
I hurriedly said: "No. Dad, I will always be with you at home. There is nothing urgent in the unit at the moment, so don't worry. By the way, Dad, do you think you should go to the hospital next or just stay here?"
At home? If you want to go to the hospital, I have already contacted the high-end ward of a hospital. If you want to stay at home, I will invite doctors and nurses to take care of you at home. You know, we have this condition at home now."
The father shook his head and said: "No need. I don't want to go to the hospital. A place like that makes people feel very uncomfortable. I also don't want to fill the house with the smell of medicine, which will also affect your normal life. In a few days
Well, then you can send me to a temple, I want to die quietly in such a place."
I was stunned immediately, "Dad..."
My mother cried and said to me: "Just listen to your father."
I nodded, "Okay. I'll contact you right away. But dad, I will invite the doctor to the temple when the time comes. You must listen to me on this."
But the father was still shaking his head, "What does it mean to invite a doctor to a temple? I said, I just want to die quietly in the temple alone. You don't have to come and watch me every day. Just
Let the monks in the temple save me. It's a punishment for you to look at me every day. This is my last request, and I hope you can satisfy my wish."
I was immediately embarrassed and immediately looked at my mother. My mother was still crying, and she also looked at me and said, "Just listen to him..."
I nodded and said, "Okay, I'll contact you right away."
The father smiled slightly and said: "That's great. I want to take a rest. You can go and do yourselves."
Then I helped my father into the room, took off his shoes and clothes, let him lie down, and then gently placed the thin quilt on his body.
At this time, I found my mother staring at my father, sobbing and crying. I gently pulled my mother and said, "Mom, let's go out and let dad rest for a while."
My mother hesitated for a moment before following me out of the room, and I closed the door behind me.
"Xiao'er..." My mother cried and called me after we got outside.
I looked at my mother and said, "Mom, you have to be more open-minded. There is nothing we can do about it. There is a mass in my father's liver at the porta of the liver. There is no way to operate on it, and we can't do a liver transplant. What we have to do now
It’s all about fulfilling dad’s wishes.”
The mother shook her head and said: "Xiao'er, I'm so worried. What your father just said made me very worried. He was giving us his last words. Didn't you hear it?"
I was very puzzled, "Mom, I know. Dad already knew about his illness, so he handed everything over to us while his consciousness was still clear. There is nothing strange about it."
But my mother still shook her head and said, "What I'm most worried about right now is that your father won't be able to figure it out. He doesn't want to suffer anymore, and he doesn't want us to suffer with him, so I'm worried that he will commit suicide."
I was stunned immediately.
Then I realized something: my mother's worries were probably correct. After all, my mother knew my father best. And I carefully recalled my father's previous words, and I suddenly felt that my mother's worries were very possible.
.I said: "Mom, let me see this. From now on, everyone at home will keep an eye on him and never let him go out alone."
The mother cried and shook her head: "He is a big living person. If he really can't figure it out, can he take care of him? Moreover, he wants to go to the temple alone, and we are not allowed to be in front of him at any time. How can we take care of him?
he?"
I was stunned for a moment and suddenly felt scared, "Then, what should I do?"
The mother shook her head and said: "I don't know either. Now I can only try my best to persuade him. Alas! Your father is a very stubborn person, and he will always have a stubborn temper."
At this moment, I suddenly felt that my home was completely enveloped in a dull and terrifying atmosphere. My mother and I looked at each other in silence. At this moment, we didn't know what to do.
It wasn't until the laughter of the children in the living room below that we broke the silence. And at this moment, I suddenly had an idea in my mind.
An hour later, my father woke up and went outside to the terrace to smoke. I followed him out immediately.
"You wait until I finish smoking," my father said to me.
I hurriedly said: "Dad, it's okay. I have something very important to tell you."
But he still said in a very strong tone, "Come back later."
I had no choice but to retreat back into the house. I knew in my heart that my father didn't want me to inhale his smoke.
After about ten minutes, I finally heard my father’s voice calling me, “I’m done. Come on.”
I immediately went out, and my father pointed to the chair next to him, "Sit down and say."
I sat down. But at this moment, I suddenly hesitated, "Dad, there is something I have never told you. Don't be angry after hearing this."
The father said calmly: "I am going to die, what else is there for me to be angry about?"
I was even more frightened, "Dad, please don't say that, okay? It's like this. After Chen Yuan left, I dated a girl for a while. She later became pregnant, but she married another man.
That child is mine...Dad, I am responsible for this matter because I don't want to marry her..."
At this moment, I realized that it was so difficult to say such things from my mouth.
My father looked at me in surprise, "Is this really true? Does her current man know that the child is not his?"
I shook my head.
My father was looking at me, "Why are you telling me this?"
I was terrified, "Dad, I want you to see that child. But..."
The father's expression was very complicated, "But what?"
I found it even more difficult for me to speak, "Dad, you have to promise me not to be confused. I know that you always keep your word in front of me. You have never lied to me since I was a child, so I also
I hope you will promise me this time not to do anything that makes my mother and I feel sad and scared. If you promise me, I will bring the child to you."
My father hesitated, and his hesitation further confirmed my mother's worries. At this moment, I felt lucky in my heart.
After a while, the father sighed and said: "I didn't expect that I actually have two grandchildren. Forget it, I won't say anything about you. Just bring your children, I promise you."
I was overjoyed, "Really? Dad, you must keep your word!"
The father smiled lightly, "Didn't you just say that? You have never noticed that I lied to you since you were a child."
I felt very guilty because I really shouldn't have said those words just now. But now I was completely relieved and immediately said to my father: "I'll call right away."
My father immediately said to me: "Don't affect other people's current families."
I nodded, feeling extremely grateful to my father: As a father, he is always so tolerant to me, even his tolerance exceeds the bottom line of his principles.
The author's digression:
"Rent an Agent as Your Girlfriend" Wei Xiaobao is a skilled network hacker who has become extraordinary through experience. Although he is a bit bad, he always has romantic encounters. He is a savage agent, a sexy school belle, a gangster daughter, a gentle nurse, and a charming boss boss.
How did he break through the business world full of conspiracies, the underworld with swords and swords, and the military world fighting for power? Under the temptation of money, women, and rights, he decisively chose justice. After all the vicissitudes of life,
He became the master of Bao who was frightened by both black and white people (Amu's upcoming book "Cohabitation Bodyguard")
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