In March of the following year, which was the season of bright spring, I received a transfer order from the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee. The fastest update is available. Although my current status is only a candidate for the deputy mayor of Shangjiang City, I know in my heart that this
It's just a layered sequence.
According to the arrangements of the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee, after I am officially elected as the deputy mayor of Shangjiang City, the organization will immediately arrange for me to become the first deputy mayor among the members of the Shangjiang Municipal Government team, which is often referred to as the executive deputy mayor.
mayor.
The executive deputy mayor is generally responsible for the more important affairs of the city, and presides over the daily affairs of the city government. He acts as the mayor during the vacancy or absence of the mayor. In daily division of labor, he is in charge of important departments and macroeconomic parts, such as finance, statistics, and public security.
Municipal construction, etc., or in charge of industry, domestic trade, transportation, public security, justice, petitions, work safety, and government legal work.
This is one of the things mentioned by a deputy director of the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee when talking to me.[
Things at home have been settled, and my mother has basically recovered her mood. The child learned Chinese very quickly, and I sent him to a kindergarten in the community starting from the second half of last year.
We live in a high-end community, and the conditions of the kindergarten there are of course quite good. The nanny continues to stay at my home, and I also increased her salary. Her main job is to pick up and drop off the children every day, and then she stays with me.
Mother.
My father's body was found on the day of the accident. He jumped from a bridge on the edge of the city. The place where he fell was on the ground, but strangely, there were no particularly conspicuous wounds on his body. Later,
The medical examiner said death was caused by a broken cervical spine.
My father freed himself in this way, but it left my mother and me with great sorrow and helplessness. While my father's death made me extremely sad, it also made me start to think about the meaning of life again.
My father used his way to tell me: Rather than living in pain, it is better to give up. He also used that way to convey a very important thing to me, that is: love, private love. Because he knew
, every bit of pain he suffered while living in this world will be passed on to his relatives. He also knows that the drug-containing cigarettes he has been relying on are likely to bring me disaster. Therefore, he
Reluctantly chose that approach.
My father's body was cremated and buried not far from Chen Yuan. Ning Xiangru specially chose a place for me, a double cemetery, and she said at first that she would not charge for it, but later I paid half of the market price.
Her money, including the surrounding greenery and tombstones, totaled 150,000.
In fact, I know that what my father has always been most worried about is that I will make financial mistakes. Although he was most reassured about me when he was alive, I know in my heart that his reassurance only sees my current situation. So.
, I don’t want my underground father to feel uneasy about the cemetery.
But I have always felt strange about what happened that day - why did something like that happen after Tong Yao left? What did she say to my father?
I didn't want to ask her face to face, because I was very angry with her. If she hadn't insisted on asking me to go to dinner at noon that day, I would have gone home. Maybe I would have been alert to my father's subsequent behavior, at least not
I would just let him go out alone.
Therefore, I think Tong Yao is unforgivable.
After handling my father's funeral, I called Tong Yao and asked very directly, "Tell me, what did you say to my father when you went to my house that day?"
She answered me softly, "I'm sorry... I just advised him to go to the hospital."
I understood immediately, and the anger in my heart suddenly burst out at that moment, "Tong Yao! Why are you so nosy?! My father's accident was caused by you!"
I hung up the phone immediately.
At that moment, anger completely filled my body, and her beautiful face suddenly became hateful in my heart. Yes, she cannot be forgiven by me!
Apparently, she told my father about the dangers those cigarettes could pose to me, and she may have told him that I was breaking the law.
The big bag was not found at the scene of his father's suicide. The police only found dozens of dollars on him and nothing else. It was obvious that his father destroyed those cigarettes before committing suicide, no matter what kind of cigarettes he used.
The cigarettes were destroyed in a certain way, but it all had something to do with Tong Yao.
This is a self-righteous woman. She always self-righteously thinks that she is helping others, and always self-righteously thinks that she is doing everything right, so she always looks down at others, including me, and me.
's father.
She no longer deserves the slightest nostalgia from me. Instead, I only have hatred for her in my heart.[
Half a year has passed quickly, but my hatred for her has not weakened at all. During this period, she called me several times but I refused to answer. I felt that talking to her was a waste.
Time, and I am not willing to accept any apology or explanation from her at all.
Fang Qiang also called me. When he said to me, "I apologize to you on behalf of Tong Yao," I immediately replied to him firmly, "This matter has nothing to do with you." Then,
I also hung up his phone.
I didn't want to listen to his unnecessary words, and I didn't even want to touch anything and anyone related to Tong Yao, including my restaurant.
I will never go there from now on. I said to myself.
When I left the Provincial Admissions Office, the construction of the main building of the Admissions and Admissions Center project had been completed, the decoration drawings had been released, and the municipal government had also begun the construction of bridges. Although this project cannot be completely completed in my hands
was built, but it has begun to take shape. In fact, this is enough for me. After all, I planned and organized this matter. In any case, although I have not been working in the provincial recruitment work for a long time,
I am indeed doing practical things in a down-to-earth manner.
I have been to Shangjiang City before, when I took Minister Dou of the Ministry of Education to visit the nuclear industry base. At that time, I never imagined that one day I would be here as the executive deputy mayor. It can be seen from this that
Things in this world are really amazing.
When I left the Provincial Admissions Office, the new Admissions Director had been confirmed, and she was Shanglongxing. I also found this thing very strange. In fact, it seemed like she had gone to the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee and then came back.
It's just that the level has gone up a level.
But later Lin Yu told me the reason. She said: "This person is very capable. Putting her in the Organization Department of our Provincial Party Committee is a bit unfair. The cadres in the Organization Department of our Provincial Party Committee are the most difficult to place. We always
We are arranging seats for others, but it is difficult to arrange seats for our own people. This is something that cannot be helped. This is the current system."
But Ruan Jie thought that this arrangement was based on my opinion. She even came to ask me specifically about this, "Is it your opinion that Shanglongxing comes back to be the top leader?"
After she asked, she looked at me sadly.
I knew that she had not finished what she said: No wonder you took off your clothes when I told you my thoughts. However, I do think her suspicion is justified. After all, Shanglongxing left the Provincial Admissions Office.
It was my suggestion to go to the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee. Although it was before Ruan Jie was transferred to the Provincial Recruitment Office, she would definitely hear about it later.
I can't explain things like this. I said: "Ruan Jie, believe it or not, I only found out about Shang Longxing's return to work now. But to be honest, I think she is very suitable for this position. She has a college education."
, work experience in local government and organizational departments. Although she has not worked in the provincial admissions office for a long time, she has some basic professional experience in admissions work. Therefore, whether it is from the perspective of business familiarity or from the perspective of obedience,
She is considered the most suitable. I think maybe this is also a factor for the organization to consider her."
She was startled for a moment, then smiled sheepishly, "That's true."
In fact, this is often the case. Each of us cannot clearly understand ourselves at all times. Many times we need to be reminded by others before we can compare objectively.
Before I left the Provincial Admissions Office, I drank for many days. Team members and various departments treated me to guests. When the leaders of the Provincial Education Commission held a farewell banquet for me, Governor He was also present in person.
Governor He already knew about my father, and she comforted me for a long time. My pain had already been wrapped up by herself, but her comfort made the pain in my heart suddenly pour out.
, as a result, I couldn’t restrain myself from crying at the farewell banquet.
The old director also invited me to drink alone once, at his home. This time he didn’t call anyone else, but he called Chenchen over.
I was a little uncomfortable at first, but Chenchen was very generous, which quickly made me feel more natural and casual.
That day, the old director took out the Moutai that he had treasured for many years. He said to me: "Xiao Feng, I know you won't be working in the Provincial Recruitment Office for too long. You are very capable and have great ideas."
, I don’t have anything to say about work, but your biggest shortcoming is that you are sometimes too soft-hearted.”
The wife of the old director smiled and said, "There are too few soft-hearted men nowadays. This is a good man."
The old director smiled and said: "It depends on where you are and who you are. At home, you should treat your relatives, outside, and your friends like this, but not at work. Now Xiao Feng is a senior official in one party.
, things in the officialdom are dangerous and people's hearts are unpredictable. Many people will take advantage of the weaknesses of leaders to seek their own interests, thereby putting leaders in danger. Such things are not uncommon in the officialdom. In my previous provincial recruitment office
What a good person the director is, but in the end he was implicated because one of his subordinates accepted a bribe, because he had long known that his subordinate had such a problem but could not bear to deal with it. Later, when the incident involving that person came out, some people immediately wanted to
The superior department reported that they had reported this matter to the person in charge of the unit many times... This is quite good. Nowadays, those who do business are even more powerful. Those people specialize in studying the weaknesses of leaders and then prescribe targeted remedies.
, many people who are leaders have been dragged into the water because of this."
Chenchen's face was full of worry, "Listening to what you said, wouldn't it be very dangerous for those who are leaders now? There is a possibility of being pulled into the water at any time?" [
The old director smiled and said: "Yes. Today's officialdom is a dangerous profession, but smart officials know how to resolve their own dangers, which requires them to stay awake at all times and stick to the last bottom line."
I said: "Anyway, I have a principle, which is not to be greedy. I think my bottom line will never be breached."
The old director shook his head and said: "That's not necessarily true. If I came to you to do a project, and it was obviously against my principles, would you agree or not? What if it wasn't me, but your relatives, or even your kind superiors?
, what will you do?"
I was silent for a moment.
The old director continued: "I think it is enough to pay attention to two points. The first is, as you said, that you are not greedy, so that you can at least avoid jail. The second is to underestimate your own future. If you encounter
When there is a conflict that you cannot avoid, for example, when your superior comes to find you to do something that goes against your principles, in that case you should have the courage to say, 'I'll stop doing it at best.'"
I laughed "hehe" and said, "Old director, you are right."
In fact, I don't think so in my heart: It would be great if things in the officialdom were so simple. But now I don't want to think too much about such issues, because no one can tell what kind of things they will encounter in the future.
The old director smiled and said: "Xiao Feng, you have no problem. Because you are one of the most promising young people I have ever met. You are a very powerful person, you can even be regarded as an alternative, because you are not only successful in your career, but also
You are also very good at making money. Ruan Jie invited me to have a meal in your new restaurant. The business there is really good, and your ability to make money is also extraordinary."
I smiled sheepishly, "Old director, if one day you don't want to go to work anymore, I'll open another restaurant for you to manage. How about that?"
He immediately waved his hand and said: "Forget it, I don't have the leisure time. Although I like to drink, it's not okay for me to stay there every day."
In fact, I know why he said these words. On the one hand, he was really praising me, and more importantly, he wanted to tell Chenchen.
In fact, after my father passed away, I have been thinking about his last words, especially his concerns about my marriage.
I thought about it for a long time and felt that the most suitable woman among the women I know and have experienced is Zhuang Qing. Because we have real feelings, and we have both experienced so many ups and downs. To be precise, we are all riddled with holes.
, maybe we can lick each other's wounds together. And more importantly, she used to like Chen Yuan very much, so I believe she will be very good to my child.
Therefore, one day two months after my father passed away, I finally decided to call Zhuang Qing.
But what I didn't expect was that she rejected me directly.
At that time, after the call was connected, I asked directly, "Zhuang Qing, do you think it's okay for us to get married?"
She immediately laughed, "Feng Xiao, have you drank too much today? Have you ever proposed to a woman like you?"
I felt that I was being a little shameless, so I also laughed, "So tell me, how do you want me to propose to you? Kneel down on one leg in front of you? No problem, tell me where you are now?"
I'll fly over right away."
She kept laughing, "Feng Xiao, it seems that you really drank too much today. This is the first time you have been so humorous with me."
I hurriedly said: "Zhuang Qing, let me tell you: first, I did not drink today. Second, I am not humorous, I am very serious."
She stopped laughing immediately, "Feng Xiao, are you kidding me?"
I immediately said: "No, I'm really serious. Zhuang Qing, I want to marry you."
But she immediately laughed and said, "Feng Xiao, don't be like this, your jokes look like they are serious now."
I immediately became anxious, "Zhuang Qing, how can you believe what I say? I think it is most suitable for the two of us to be together. After so many years, we have always maintained a true relationship. It is love, not only
It's just friendship, you should know that, right?"
She immediately asked me: "Feng Xiao, don't you care that I have had relationships with so many men? Don't you care that I kiss or even be more intimate with an actor when I'm acting in the future?"
I smiled bitterly and said: "I'm not the same? Haven't I been in the same shape all these years? Since I am like this myself, then what right do I have to care about your past things? As long as we don't do that anymore after we get married, that's fine.
Wouldn’t it be great if we were loyal to each other and grew old together?”
But she immediately said: "Feng Xiao, I can't do it. Even after we get married, I will do that kind of thing with other men. Because I like my current career and don't want to restrict myself too much. I just
I like to live freely alone and don’t want to be bound by marriage. Therefore, we can’t be together.”
I didn't expect that she would say this, and I was stunned. But I didn't believe what she said, because I knew that she was not the kind of woman she said. I said: "Zhuang Qing, I am serious about you."
I'm talking about it. I'm really not kidding."
She laughed immediately, "I'm serious too. Feng Xiao, don't you think it's best for us to be like this now? You miss me, I miss you, we will be together, and then give ourselves to each other, and we
Every time we are together, it will be exciting and fresh. Think about it, if we really get married and see each other every day and do that kind of thing every night, we will soon get tired of each other. And it’s very
We may have conflicts over some trivial things in life. How fun would that be? Don’t you think so? Yes, we have feelings and sex. I care about these things very much, but I don’t want to be your wife.
, because I am not worthy. On the other hand, I also feel that you are not suitable to be my husband, because you are not worthy either. Therefore, it is better for us to maintain the status quo. If one day you find a woman you really like, then I
I will never rape you again, and I will never do anything like that with you again. Feng Xiao, do you understand what I mean?"
I suddenly felt sad, but I suddenly felt that what she said was strange, so I immediately asked her, "You mean, you did that to me because I didn't really like Zhao Menglei and Chen Yuan."
Something about that?”
She said: "Why do you say that? At that time, it was because we were not sensible and because we were all blinded by desire. So we only cared about our own feelings and ignored others. But it is different now. We
You have experienced so much, and you are older, so you should know what you should do and what you should not do. Don’t you think so?"
I sighed immediately. To be honest, I had to admit that what she said was right, because neither she nor I seemed to like the bondage of marriage.
At this time, when the old director once again hinted like this in front of Chenchen, I couldn't help but think: Maybe she is really suitable to be my wife?
I shouldn't have immediately denied it, because I still have a deep inferiority complex in my heart. Especially when I saw her eyes that looked exactly like Zhao Menglei's, the inferiority complex in my heart became even more powerful.
.
Fortunately, the old director did not directly mention his thoughts in front of Chenchen. Perhaps he did not want to embarrass me and Chenchen, or perhaps he knew that Chenchen did not have such thoughts about me.
After dinner, I sat at the old director's house for a while, and then said goodbye to him. The old director said to me: "Xiao Feng, please see Xiaochen off."
Chenchen looked at me and said, "Okay, then please ask Mayor Feng to send me to the Medical University."
Of course I can't refuse.
When we got downstairs, she suddenly said to me: "Let's go for a walk."
A warm feeling suddenly arose in my heart, "Okay. Chenchen, won't your music bar open today?"
She said: "I can go later. Anyway, that place is for everyone to relax and have fun. Now the guests who go there can also sing on stage. But we need to listen to their singing level first."
I laughed and said, "That's true, otherwise it would be a karaoke. If people like me can go up and sing, wouldn't it scare other people away?"
She immediately laughed, "No way? You don't sing that often, do you? By the way, it seems that I have never heard you sing before. When will you go there and sing a song for me to listen to? It doesn't matter, anyway.
You have money, and you can afford to pay compensation if you scare away the guests."
I hurriedly said: "No! I have sung very far. It's not a big deal to scare away your guests. I can't afford to pay for them if they have nightmares when they go back."
She laughed and said, "You are really good at joking." Then she came to me and asked me softly: "I heard that your father passed away? Are you okay now?"
My heart suddenly stung, and then I smiled bitterly and said: "Everyone is like this. Birth, old age, illness and death are a natural thing. My two previous wives have passed away, and I have also witnessed the death of friends around me. What's more?
I used to be a doctor, and I have experienced too many such things... Now I have figured out that life is actually very simple, and if a person can face it calmly, he will be very happy.
Otherwise, it will be painful. Those who are alive will fulfill their responsibilities and face their daily lives well. This will be much simpler and much happier."
She said softly: "You said it so well... Feng Xiao, oh, can I call you this? You will be the deputy mayor soon, and you won't think that I am disrespecting you by calling you this."
Respect it?"
I smiled and shook my head and said, "How could it be? The most important thing between friends is equality. I call you by your name, but you call me by my job title. This shows that we are not friends at all. You said
right?"
She smiled and said: "You are right, I think so too. So Feng Xiao, can you tell me about your past? I think your past must be very touching, because I found that there is something like
There are many stories.”
I shook my head and said: "Chenchen, my past can be summed up in four words: I can't bear to look back. In fact, I am not a good man, and I was not a good husband before. But now, I just want to be a good father and mother."
A good son. That’s all.”
She said: "I understand. In fact, a person like you has such a high position at a young age, and you are also pretty good-looking. If you say how good you are, I won't believe it. So,
Can you tell me the story of your two wives? Haha! I don’t mean anything else. I can see that you still love them very much, so I really want to know what kind of women they are and why they can
Let you fall in love with them. This may help me find a boyfriend in the future. Of course, if you don't want to talk about it, forget it, after all, such things may make you feel uncomfortable. I'm just curious."
I thought about it and then started telling her about it, but I was only talking about their affairs.
The first thing I will talk about is Zhao Menglei, starting from our middle school days. I found that telling a girl about my past under such circumstances actually made me feel young, because I suddenly discovered all that I had
It seems to be right in front of you.
I talked about Zhao Menglei's suicide, and then started talking about the marriage between Chen Yuan and me, and her death. However, I did not tell her what Lin Yi forced me to do at that time, and I postponed my marriage to Chen Yuan until Zhao Menglei
After death.
Chenchen didn't know that, in fact, I had always been careful in the process of telling the story, because I couldn't expose the unbearable things I had done, which were the filth deep in my heart.
This is not because I want to pursue her, so I deliberately hide it from her, but I feel that there is no need to reveal all that to her. Unless I really want to pursue her, otherwise there is no need at all, and I will not
Being stupid enough to expose one's own filth to others casually.
Since I made up my mind not to associate with those women last time, I really am no longer as romantic as before. Of course, this is due to my father's illness and death, and of course it is also due to the fact that I have truly awakened in my heart.
Because I think what Lin Yu said is right.
I believe that the unbearable things I have done in the past will be sealed in my memory forever, and will always be wrapped up in my sanctimonious appearance, and I will never let those unbearable things be exposed.
The past has passed and no one can erase it. There is only one thing I have to do from now on: face myself and start a new life.
I didn't pay attention to her emotions and reactions during the narration. Slowly, I completely entered into the memories of the past.
Later, I finished speaking without knowing it, and then I suddenly felt that I was a little ridiculous: Feng Xiao, why did you really tell her all this about yourself? For an old man like you, how could you tell her this?
Are these interesting?
But she was already infected by my story, and she said softly: "Feng Xiao, I didn't expect you to be so strong. Compared with you, I feel that I am too fragile."
At this moment, I understood my true intention as to why I had just told her those things. Yes, subconsciously, I also hoped that she would be strong.
I said: "Chenchen, your uncle told me about your parents. I think you should forget the past. The dead are gone, and we living people should continue to live well. In this case, your parents'
Only the souls in heaven can truly find peace. If they know that you are still immersed in the pain of their death, they will also be very unhappy. As I said before, as a human being, birth, old age, illness and death are actually a very normal thing.
To be precise, we are all facing the threat of death from the moment we are born. It’s just that some people live longer and some live shorter. Speaking of which, we are actually just passers-by in this world.
.It is our luck that God brought us into this world. We should treat ourselves well, our own life and all lives. Chenchen, this is not a big talk, but the true meaning of our lives."
She said softly: "Maybe. Feng Xiao, thank you for telling me so much today...ah? How did we get here?"
Only then did I suddenly realize that the two of us had reached the edge of the city center without even realizing it.
We immediately looked at each other and smiled, then I took a taxi and went back to the house of the old director with her, and then I drove her to the campus of the Medical University.
"Go and have a seat?" she asked me as she got off the car.
I shook my head, "I have to go home to spend time with my mother and children."
She waved to me, "Okay. Goodbye. I congratulate you on becoming the deputy mayor, and I hope you can become a good official."
I nodded towards her, smiled and said to her: "I hope I will live up to your words."
Before reporting to Shangjiang City, my mother and I went to the cemetery with our children. We went to Chen Yuan’s place first, and I asked my children to kowtow to her in front of her tomb. I pointed to Chen Yuan’s photo on the tombstone.
The child said: "Son, this is your mother."
The child asked me: "Why is mom here? Why doesn't she go home?"
I told my children: "This is mom's home, and we will all stay here from now on."
Of course the child didn’t understand, “Why can’t we live here now?”
I smiled and said, "Because we haven't finished our work yet. Son, you don't understand now, but you will understand when you grow up. But you must remember that this is your mother, and you must always remember it."
"
Then we went to my father’s tomb, and I took my children to kowtow in front of his tomb.
Kneeling in front of her father's tomb, she said to her father's photo on the tombstone: "I listen to you and will accompany you when our grandson grows up."
A few days later I headed to Shangjiang City.
This is a season with a lazy atmosphere in the sun, and the faint fragrance of flowers and plants is filled with the colorful colors. Occasionally, a gust of wind comes, and the fallen flowers are colorful, attracting the moist spring rain, rolling among the leaves, with a very reluctant "Bata"
Standing, like a wronged child. And when the breeze blows, people will feel one part sober, two parts drunk, and three parts proud. In a trance, spring will soon pass away with the falling flowers in the flowing water.
Perhaps our life is like this. On a sunny day, we jump from the yellow willow branches into the water, waking up the sleeping fish and calling out the winter-sleepy birds...
I sighed slightly in my heart: Since it is not necessary to moan softly and sigh longly, I have no choice but to talk to life in silence, to welcome the various situations of life with a smile, and to express my true expectations in this sunshine.
In fact, life is just a process of opening and closing your eyes. As long as you don't dwell too much on it, it's actually very simple.
The Secretary of the Municipal Party Committee of Shangjiang City came to greet me in person. We smiled at each other as soon as we met, and then our hands held each other tightly.
We are acquaintances, because he is also one of the targets of the adjustment of provincial cadres in the province. Before that, he was the mayor of Gaolou City. His surname is Chen.
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