Chapter Sixteen(1/3)
For Lin Yi, it is not surprising that he has such an emotional reaction, because he is a person who values his dignity very seriously, so he will never tolerate others' infringement of his privacy.[`Novel`]And in
He may value this more than whether Dong Jie is his biological daughter.
Therefore, I felt that I had to clarify something to him immediately, "Uncle Lin, we just think this is very possible. Of course, this matter has not been confirmed yet, which is actually the reason why I came to you to talk about this matter.
?If you think you need to confirm it, this matter is also very simple. If you think it is unnecessary, or it is simply impossible, then this matter will stop here. What do you think?"
His face suddenly looked much better. Then he asked me, "Is Dong Jie still working in Ning Xiangru's company now?"
I shook my head, "Dong Jie had a mental problem. After being treated in the hospital for a period of time, he returned to work in Ning Xiangru's company because Wu Yaru was worried that Dong Jie's condition would become more serious if he stayed in the hospital for a long time or had nothing to do. But
Dong Jie's condition did not improve much after working for a period of time. She kept herself alone in the office all day and did not interact with others. Just recently, Ning Xiangru decided to take the case again after discussing with Wu Yaru.
She was sent back to the hospital."[
He looked at me in astonishment, "Is there a mental problem? Why?"
This is the most difficult question for me to answer. Before I came here, I also thought about how to answer the question if he asked about this, but I never fully thought about it. But one thing I am sure of,
That is, you must not tell him what happened between Dong Jie and me. I said: "I don't know the details. It is probably caused by several reasons. One is that she did not enter college, and then Wu Yaru paid her to go
The store failed again, and then she worked as a model at the Academy of Fine Arts, and then went to work for a period of time in the company in my hometown. Later, Wu Yaru felt that it was too far, so I went to find Ning Xiangru. I thought it might be possible
It was caused by her low self-esteem and the tremendous pressure she felt after working in the company. Nowadays, the whole world is unclear about the cause of mental illness, so this issue is difficult to say."
He seemed to have been listening attentively while I was talking about this, but I felt that he seemed to be a little distracted. It wasn't until I finished talking that he suddenly asked me, "Wait, what did you say? She
Have you ever been a model in an art academy? The kind where you take off your clothes and let others paint?"
I nodded, "Wu Yaru teaches at the Academy of Fine Arts, so I asked her to do that job. Actually, it's nothing, right? Maybe our concepts are different from hers. But I think it's understandable. This is different from what's happening in the hospital.
Letting a certain patient serve as a teaching object is almost the same as it is for the purpose of talent cultivation, not to mention that modeling is also a job."
He immediately interrupted me, "This is not a matter of concept, okay? Who in the world would let his niece do such a job? Wu Yaru, was she crazy at that time?"
I hurriedly said: "I can see that Wu Yaru has always been very concerned about Dong Jie. She really cares."
He said coldly: "Really? Now that she is married, she has put her niece in a mental hospital. Is this also called caring?"
I immediately fell silent, because I knew that nothing I said at this time would be of any use, and I also had a vague feeling: maybe Ning Xiangru and I's guess was true.
But it is impossible for me to ask him directly. I have already told him the matter in detail, and the next thing depends on his own opinion. I believe that I have made it very clear to him, and he should not
They will again suspect that Ning Xiangru and I have any bad intentions.
Therefore, I think staying silent at this time is the best way.
He finished smoking the cigarette and then put it in the ashtray. This was the first time I saw him act so rudely.
In the past, whether he was smoking or extinguishing the cigarette after smoking, his movements were calm and elegant, and his gesture of holding the cigarette between his fingers was very beautiful. After taking a few puffs, he would gently shake the ashes.
Fall into the ashtray, and then slowly rotate on the edge of the ashtray, letting the ash that has not been shaken off from the cigarette butt fall away bit by bit during the slow rotation. He also uses that kind of rotation every time he finishes smoking.
His movements extinguished the last spark at the cigarette butt... In my impression, he has always been so calm and elegant, and it is not an affectation. It should be a habit he has developed over the years.
At the same time, it can also reflect his inner state at every moment.
I remember one time a long time ago, he said to me while smoking: "A man must smoke to look more manly."
I laughed at that time, "I'm a doctor and I don't smoke. And many doctors in our hospital don't smoke."
He smiled and said: "That's because your profession restrains your desire to be more masculine. This doesn't count. But many surgeons in your hospital smoke, right? This also shows that surgeons are more pursuing male desires.
Freedom and relief. It also shows that physicians, including you, the obstetrician and gynecologist, are the same. In fact, you are all suppressing your own natural desire for freedom and relief."
At that time, he was sitting opposite me, with the cigarette burning between his fingers. He was so leisurely, so mysterious, so calm, so calm. Even a little deep, a little lazy, a little obsessed.
I don’t know why, but at that moment I was immediately infected by his elegance. The smoke between his fingers was rising repeatedly, like many question marks in the future, requiring his consideration and judgment. When the smoke gradually dissipated
At that time, it seemed that he was suddenly brought back to reality from his dream, but the permanent style and fantasy in his heart still remained.
I once heard someone say -
Men who smoke have pain. In other words, only men with pain like to smoke or smoking starts from pain. So some people say that men who smoke should be like phoenixes in Nirvana, suffering from labor pains and tearing.
, reborn in the cry. If you choose to smoke, you also choose this kind of poignancy of destruction. Smoking is a kind of harm, but men never tire of it. The reason is that men want to use this kind of gentle and soft harm to forget the heartache deep in their thoughts.
The pain of split lungs.[
In fact, love is also a kind of injury, but men always seek happiness in such injuries. The smoke at this time is no longer simple and pure smoke, it is the rolling waves, gentle beach, and lust in the man's heart.
The peaks and the beautiful valleys. Smoking has become an indispensable dependence and psychological need in life. Smoking is also a kind of separation. Because of its short life, it appears more beautiful and sad. It is like a flash in the pan. This kind of separation is also
Even more precious. There are countless separations in a man's life, just like the cigarettes one after another. Some are just lit, some only smoke a little, and some burn most of them. But there are very few that can last a lifetime.
. A man's life is also short, just like the burning of a cigarette, every inch is more precious than the arrogance of youth, the confusion of middle age. Even the wet warmth of holding her hand, and the slowly growing old together.
Romance disappears in the blink of an eye, turning into a cruel force driven by wind, swords, and snow.
Being old is just like the burnt out cigarette.
Unfortunately, I don't know how to smoke, so I can't really feel this artistic conception. I also tried to learn to smoke, but my attempt was defeated by waves of violent choking.
At this time, he lit another cigarette, which once again immersed him in the light blue smoke. But at this time, he had returned to his original composure and elegance. Looking carefully, I suddenly
I noticed that there seemed to be a drop of moist crystal in the corner of his eye.
He sighed and then said to me: "Feng Xiao, thank you for telling me this."
I hurriedly said: "Uncle Lin, I just hope to do something for you. Including Ning Xiangru, you should be very clear about her intentions, right? She has no ill intentions and just wants you to feel that your life is more perfect.
.”
But he still sighed: "Even if this child is really my daughter, her current situation will only make me worry more. Where does perfection come from? Oh! But this world is always like this.
, nothing is so perfect. [`Novel`]...God likes to play tricks on us, and always wants to create some flaws in us, as if this is the perfection in God’s heart!”
At this time, I couldn't help but asked him tentatively, "Uncle Lin, Dong Jie, is it really possible that she is your daughter?"
He was still sighing, "If it is, then it is a huge mistake, no, it should be a huge joke. Ouch!"
Immediately, he briefly told me what happened between him and Wu Yaru, as well as Wu Yaru’s sister.
At that time, Lin Yi was already married to Shi Yanni, but the fact that he had no children for many years made Lin Yi always feel a sense of regret in his heart. Later, he met Wu Yaru by chance.
At that time, Lin Yi was in his thirties, and Wu Yaru had just graduated from university and stayed at the school to teach. The two of them could be said to have hit it off and fell in love at first sight. But it was impossible for Lin Yi to divorce Shi Yanni because that was when his company was encountering huge difficulties.
However, Shi Yanni has been supporting half of the company for him. In other words, if it weren't for Shi Yanni's business running reasonably well at that time, his company would have gone bankrupt long ago.
Wu Yaru was very painful and angry about this. At that time, Wu Yaru's sister came to school to see her. When Wu Yaru's sister learned about this situation, she firmly opposed the two of them to continue dating. Because she had been there, she felt very
He knew that his sister's relationship with this man would not lead to any results.
But Wu Yaru was stubborn and insisted on getting Lin Yi to divorce her immediately and marry her. Wu Yaru's sister went to Lin Yi and asked Lin Yi to give up her sister. Lin Yi told her that the problem now is no longer about him letting her go.
It was not a question of not giving up, but that Wu Yaru had to marry him, and he said there was nothing he could do about it. Moreover, Lin Yi also told her that Wu Yaru actually went to see Shi Yanni, but Shi Yanni told her very clearly that she was not
She may have divorced Lin Yi, and even made harsh words: If Lin Yi insists on divorcing her, she and Lin Yi will die together.
At that time, Lin Yi told Wu Yaru's sister: Shi Yanni had potassium cyanide on her hands, and she could put that stuff into Wu Yaru and I's food or tea at any time.
Wu Yaru's sister knew about potassium cyanide. She was frightened at the time because she knew that only a small amount of it could be fatal.
Later, she went back and told Wu Yaru about the incident, but Wu Yaru was still stubborn. She said: If we want to die, we should all die together.
Her sister had no choice because she knew her sister's stubborn character very well.
Later, Wu Yaru's sister came up with an alternative solution: she called Lin Yi out for dinner, of course because she wanted to talk to him again. At that time, Lin Yi just wanted to end that bad relationship as soon as possible.
So I agreed without hesitation.
So the two of them were drinking and talking about this matter in a small restaurant. Wu Yaru's sister cried and complained, which made Lin Yi feel even more upset. Then he got drunk.
Drunk Lin Yi actually mistook Wu Yaru's sister for Wu Yaru, so the two of them went to Wu Yaru's dormitory...
"Then something like that happened to me and her. And after it happened, Wu Yaru caught me in the act. I was awakened by Wu Yaru's yelling and only then realized that I was actually her sister next to me. At that time, Wu Yaru's sister was
She said to her: "Have you seen clearly what kind of man this man is? He molested me while I was drunk. Is such a man worthy of your liking?" Lin Yi was smoking again, and I found his hands
Trembling, "Wu Yaru and I actually broke up because of this incident, and I couldn't defend myself at the time. But later Wu Yaru knew the truth of the matter, but she still couldn't forgive me for that incident. But that's okay,
We took the opportunity to break up... If Dong Jie is really my child, it can only be caused by that incident. Hey! We all drank so much that day, and the child was born.
It would be strange if there is no problem.”[
What he told me suddenly gave me an incredible feeling, and I also felt that the plot was very bloody. However, I felt that the truth or falsehood of what he told was no longer important. What was important was that Lin Yi admitted that he and Wu Yaru
His sister had such an incident, which further proves that Dong Jie is probably his daughter.
Lin Yi's ability to tell me this matter is already an exception, but I know he can only tell me because he needs me to confirm our guess for him. Obviously, he is already guessing now.
"Feng Xiao, don't you think Wu Yaru is torturing Dong Jie on purpose? If Dong Jie is really my child, then her purpose of doing this is obvious. She wants to torture me by torturing Dong Jie."
He then said to me.
I shook my head hastily, "Uncle Lin, I think this is impossible. Because you didn't know that Dong Jie was your child before, and it hasn't been confirmed yet. And anyway, Dong Jie is her sister's child. I
No matter how bad she is, she would never do such a thing."
But he shook his head and said: "Sometimes some people do something just to vent their anger. In ancient times, didn't some people use needles to prick villains to curse others? The cursed person must not know it.
Yes, the truth is the same. What can’t a woman like Wu Yaru do?"
Now, I began to regret it, because I didn't expect Lin Yi to think like this. But Wu Yaru had such a relationship with me after all? I really don't want Lin Yi to hate her because of this. I said: "Uncle Lin
To be continued...