I understand the meaning of Xia Lan's words. {Free Novel} What she means is that Lin Yi will definitely consider Shi Yanni's relationship with him. If Shi Yanni is hurt because of the information she provides, Lin Yi is likely to
Will not forgive her.
Her worries are reasonable, but it also illustrates one point: she is actually a very kind woman——
Shi Yanni almost hurt her, but she was still thinking about Shi Yanni. Only a kind-hearted woman would think about problems like this.
I sighed in my heart. I said: "Xia Lan, no. If Uncle Lin really blames you, just leave all the responsibilities to me. But I believe Uncle Lin will be reasonable.
He is not an unreasonable person."
She shook her head, "Since I did this, I should bear everything. Feng Xiao, in fact, I know that doing this is also a right. Whether it is for myself or your children, this can only
is my only choice. But I am also a woman. In the past, whenever I thought of Lin Yi abandoning her, I always felt an uncomfortable feeling in my heart. Even though Lin Yi had all the reasons to divorce her, she
She is a woman, and now she has nothing but money... As a woman, money may not be the most important thing. So Feng Xiao, I think you should also understand why she does this. Maybe yours
Her children are her only thoughts in this life. Feng Xiao, do you understand what I mean?"[
I was speechless for a moment. Yes, what she said did get to the most fundamental point. For Shi Yanni, maybe my child is really her only thought for her now. She lost her husband, lost her
My daughter, her only relative now is my child and her grandson. But Xia Lan didn’t know that Shi Yanni was probably the instigator behind the murder of Doudou, so this matter was much more complicated than she imagined.
.
As for me, I must never let my child live with a person suspected of murder. This is a principle that I must adhere to. What's more, I simply cannot let my child live with a person who is suspected of murder. What's more, I simply cannot let my child live with a person who is suspected of murder.
Losing father's love. The child is still very young, and his life is still so long. As a father, I cannot let my children live in the shadows from an early age.
This kind of thing cannot be explained clearly with reason. This is the real human ethics when children live with their parents. And Shi Yanni's behavior is completely selfish and even criminal. It is a kind of evil to the children and to me.
crime.
At this moment, no one could understand the worry and resentment in my heart, and I no longer wanted to stay in this room. I felt so tight in my chest. I immediately said to Xia Lan: "Xia Lan,
I wanted to go out for a walk by myself. Thank you for providing me with this information."
She looked at me and said, "I also want to go for a walk. Is that okay?"
I shook my head, "You'd better stay in here. The police won't let you go out, and I'm in a bad mood now because I'm very worried about what will happen to my child. I just want to go to the beach and sit alone."
Sit, look at the sea, and wait for news about the child. If possible, I will treat you to dinner in the evening. But I think Uncle Lin will have come back by then."
She was silent for a moment.
In fact, my words are also reminding her: Now that you are Lin Yi's wife, it is not suitable for the two of us to be together. Even if we go outside, it is still not good. She should have understood the meaning of my words.
, so I immediately stopped saying anything more.
Then I walked out of her room and greeted two policemen at the door. The policemen outside the door were still the two people in front. It was obvious that Tong Yao had just called another policeman to take away the office director of Jiangnan Group.
Is Tong Yao really a Hong Kong police officer? How could she have such power in Sanya? At this moment, I suddenly had such doubts in my heart.
I had to start recalling everything she had done since she was expelled from the police force. And when I recalled her past behaviors, I suddenly felt that everything she had done seemed so mysterious, and it was so mysterious.
Very puzzling.
A police officer who was fired, but she has been paying attention to the cases that happened in the past, and she was able to immediately notify the police to take such action after Shangguan Qin's incident. In addition, Zhuang Qing has also been in contact with her.
.In addition, I now feel something: after being fired, she still seems to have the power of a formal police officer, or even greater.
It seems that all of this cannot be explained by her relationship with her friends in the police.
Could it be that, as Lin Yi once suspected, her expulsion was actually just an illusion?
In my endless thoughts, I walked out of the hotel unknowingly. At this time, I was already at the seaside, with the blue sea in front of me. At this time, the sunset on the seaside in the distance was setting in the west.
, the bright red sun is like an egg yolk at the edge of the sea, and the glow it emits changes the color of the sea... The scenery in front of you is so gorgeous, and its beauty makes people feel shocked
a feeling of.
I couldn't help but let out a long breath, and immediately felt that the depression in my heart had dissipated a lot. I knew that this was the result of the vastness of the sea partially evaporating the depression in my heart.
Many years ago, when I was a doctor, an expert who came to Jiangnan from the coast to attend an academic conference said something after drinking: The fact that you inland people are not open-minded has something to do with your geographical location. You here
People who go out see mountains when they go out, and their eyes are blocked by the mountains. But we people on the coast are different. We have the vast sea in front of us, and our minds are naturally open.
At that time, we just regarded his words as drunken remarks, and at the same time, they were also a kind of arrogance unique to people in coastal areas, and also taking into account his respected academic status, so everyone laughed off his words after hearing them.
.But at that time, many of us didn't take his words seriously. But now, I suddenly feel that his words make some sense. The economic development of coastal areas is not only related to the country's open policy.
, it seems to be really related to the different inner world of coastal people created by the vastness of the sea. For example, at this time, my heart has suddenly become broader.
Yes, the sea in front of me is so vast in my eyes at this time. It is really charming - tolerance is the mind of the sea, the spirit of the sea, and the soul of the sea. It has accepted many things in the world.
Through ups and downs, it has washed away all the dust and dirt that wanted to corrode her, and has always used a flat mirror to face the ever-changing sky every day.[
I suddenly felt that what I did today was extremely cruel to Shi Yanni. In any case, Shi Yanni's feelings for the child should be very real and deep. In fact, even I did not expect that she would be so desperate.
He ran back and took the child away.
Now I realize something: I could actually have called the police earlier instead of hiring a female security guard. But I didn’t do that. The reason is that in my heart I don’t want anything to happen to Shi Yanni. She, after all
She is Chen Yuan's mother, after all, she is my child's grandmother.
Sitting alone on a rock by the sea, the sun in the distance has already set below the sea level. The world is slowly entering darkness, and the vast sea is slowly turning dark green, and then disappearing little by little. Behind me
The lights from the hotel and street lamps only allowed me to see part of the sea, and I immediately felt that the sea in front of me was not much different from the river in our Jiangnan Province.
No, there must be a difference. Although the sea in front of me has been shrouded in darkness, the breath it emits makes me still feel its vastness and grandeur. The sea breeze blows on my face, which is blowing from the distance of the sea.
The breeze that comes over carries the smell of the depths of the sea. The sound of waves in my ears is also the result of the power surging in the depths of the sea.
I just sat here quietly, quietly feeling all the information the sea gave me. Now, I finally understand why some women run to the beach when they are in a bad mood, because the vastness of the sea can bring
Get rid of all the worries in their hearts.
The ringing of the cell phone suddenly woke me up from this quiet state. It was Tong Yao calling, "Feng Xiao, where are you?"
I asked hurriedly: "Is there any news about the child?"
But she asked me again: "Where are you?"
My heart suddenly sank: she didn’t answer my question right away, which meant that the situation was not good. But I had no choice but to answer her: "Outside the hotel. By the seaside."
She hung up the phone. I knew she would be here soon.
Soon, I heard her footsteps behind me. The rhythm of her walking was a bit fast, as fast as a man's.
I did not turn around or stand up immediately, because at this moment my heart was filled with an extreme uneasiness, and I was afraid of hearing disappointing news from her mouth.
She came and sat down next to me. I didn't look at her, but I felt that she seemed to be looking into the depths of the sea in the dark night. Then I heard her ask me softly: "Why did you come here?"
?”
I still didn't answer her, but still looked at the rippling sea under the lights not far away in front of me, and asked her directly: "Is there any news?"
Then she heard her sigh softly, "Feng Xiao, I'm sorry..."
Although I had already expected or been worried about a certain outcome, at this time I still felt a sudden disappointment and panic in my heart, and I couldn't help but hurriedly asked: "What happened?
Is there something wrong with my liver?"
She was shaking her head, and at this time I had already turned to look at her. She said, "I don't know if your decision is right or not, because the office director didn't say anything. Moreover, Lin Yi came and he protested to the police.
.The police didn’t get any definite evidence, so they had to let him go.”
I suddenly became irritated, "Tong Yao, why are your police so bad at doing things? You can't even interrogate such things?! And you always make random guesses. Lin Yi is obviously bringing Xia Lan here for vacation.
Yes, it was obviously the office director who went to negotiate with Shi Yanni, but you just said that he also has a lot of power here. Now, there is no result. Lin Yi has already appeared, and it is obvious that he is meeting with Shi Yanni.
I lost my face, and now my child may never be found again.”
She was stunned for a moment, then sighed softly and said: "Feng Xiao, I'm sorry..."
I looked at her and said, "Tong Yao, actually you have never been expelled. The document that expelled you is fake. Is that so? You have been lying to me all these years, is that true?"
She was stunned again, "...Feng Xiao, you, why do you think so?"
I waved my hand to her and said, "I don't blame you for lying to me. After all, the nature of your job is too special. But you shouldn't take advantage of me. Regarding Shangguanqin and Sun Lulu, you are taking advantage of me. Tong Yao, you don't
I don’t blame you for agreeing to my pursuit of you, but what you did really makes me sad..."[
She said immediately, with an excited tone, "Feng Xiao, I didn't take advantage of you! Never! I didn't want you to get involved too deeply, so I had to do things like that. Only if your innocence is confirmed,
You will be safe. Only if you do something for the police can you not be implicated in the future. Feng Xiao..." At this point, her voice choked up, "Feng Xiao, could it be that
Do you really not understand what I am thinking? If I had no feelings for you, would I give myself to you? Feng Xiao, I am a policeman, but I am a woman first... You,
Why don't you understand the pain in my heart so much?"
Her words immediately made me feel guilty and sad. But I already understood in my heart that my guess was not wrong. She had never really been fired. This meant that she and her superiors had been investigating Lin Yi for a long time.
It never stopped.
Tong Yao...has she really had feelings for me? At this time, I suddenly thought of such a question. Yes, she has, because I have felt it before, especially when our bodies were intertwined
When we were together, our souls were also integrated at that time. Yes, it should be like this. Although I didn't meet her many times, the feeling she gave me every time was warm, and my soul followed her every time.
My flesh trembled together. She should be the same, I had already felt it.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but hug her body. Her body trembled at this moment, and then she leaned towards me softly.
She came into my arms, her body was soft, and I couldn't help but kiss her face and her lips. Her body trembled even more fiercely, her lips were slightly open, and our tongues
We started to get entangled together. The sound of the waves of the sea in my ears gradually faded away, and the feeling of the breeze blowing on my cheeks was no longer felt by me. Only she and I were left in this world.
I put my hand into her clothes, and in the palm of my hand was her soft skin that was familiar to me but had a strange feeling. We kissed passionately, and my hand went to her chest, and gently penetrated her
Inside the bra, the starting point was her small and firm breasts... But at this moment, she suddenly broke away from me and left my arms at once. Her lips first came into contact with mine.
separation.
"Feng Xiao. We can't do this anymore..." She gasped and said to me in a faint voice.
I immediately shouted to her excitedly: "Why? Can't we really be together?"
She didn't speak and stood up after a while, "Feng Xiao, I have to continue to search for Shi Yanni's whereabouts. You can go back to Jiangnan. Now that the clues have been cut off, we have to find other ways. Feng Xiao, you
Don't worry, I will try my best. By the way, there is one more thing. Since you already understand some things in your heart, just understand it yourself. Since the first day I became a police officer, I no longer belong to myself.
I hope you can understand me."
Of course I understood what she was referring to, and I immediately felt ashamed, because her loftiness touched me, and I suddenly realized how selfish I was. I immediately said: "Tong Yao, do you know? Lin Yi has long been
I'm starting to doubt this."
But she said calmly: "He is just suspicious. As long as you don't tell him, then he will always be just suspicious. Of course, my trip to Sanya this time will definitely aggravate his suspicion, but this is no longer the case, because the truth is very clear.
It will be revealed soon. Feng Xiao, you have to pay attention at all times, as I told you before, try to... no, not try, you must stay away from him, so that you can always be safe.
.Not only to you personally, but also to your family. Feng Xiao, I can only speak to this extent, you can take care of yourself."
She left immediately, and I kept watching her leaving back. Under the night, under the lights of the hotel and street lights, her leaving back was moving quickly, looking so hurried.
Soon, her figure disappeared around the corner in front of me. My eyes were empty. Suddenly, I felt that the picture in front of me no longer had any vitality, only a kind of desolate loneliness.
I'm ready to leave.
However, I immediately felt a sense of reluctance. I came here just for the sake of my children. How could I just go back like this? How should I explain it to my mother after I go back? At this time, my mind suddenly reflected on what I had done.
That dream came from. In my dream, Chen Yuan was looking at me like that, and she also said those words to me.
No, I can't leave like this, I have to find Lin Yi. I said to myself in my heart.
And just when I picked up the phone and was about to call Lin Yi, I suddenly remembered something. What Governor Huang said to me when I left Beijing this time: If anything happens, you can
You can find me at any time.
Last time, it was because Governor Huang called Lin Yi that Lin Yi went abroad in person. After successfully persuading Shi Yanni, he brought the child back. In fact, I knew it very well: Governor Huang said that Lin Yi didn't
He didn't dare to listen, but he could put my request aside completely.
He sat back on the rock again and started to call Governor Huang.
"I'm sorry, Governor Huang, I want to disturb you for a moment." I said to him immediately after the call was connected.
He immediately asked me: "Has the child been found?"
I said: "No. That's it. I'm in Sanya now. Shi Yanni was here yesterday, but she had disappeared when the police arrived. My father-in-law is also here. I think they should have met.
, but he didn’t bring my child back.”
He said: "I understand. But Xiao Feng, after all, he is your father-in-law, and it is your mother-in-law who took the child away. After all, this is your family matter. I can call Boss Lin right away, but the effect
It's hard to tell whether it's serious or not. Some things can only be told once to an outsider like me. You'd better talk to your father-in-law yourself."
I suddenly felt that I shouldn’t make this call to him, because I thought what he said was right. Moreover, he was the executive deputy governor, so I shouldn’t have asked him to come forward for a family matter like this. I hurriedly said: "
Sorry, Governor Huang, for bothering you."
He laughed "haha", "I understand your feelings. After all, children are the heart and soul of parents. By the way, Xiao Feng, you should handle this matter as soon as possible and come back as soon as possible. Next Sunday, Fang will come to our Jiangnan Province for inspection.
, and then sign a formal agreement with us. Family matters are important, but they must not affect work, right?"
I said: "I'll try my best."
After he hung up the phone, I felt even more depressed. It seemed that I had better go directly to Lin Yi. Yes, I had to go and have a face-to-face interview with him.
For the project in Shangjiang City, I really have no interest at all right now. Anyway, I am a deputy, and it doesn’t matter if I am included in that project.
But I still hesitated for a while, because I knew that since Lin Yi didn't bring the child back for me, it meant that he had his own difficulties, or it was simply the result of his failure to persuade Shi Yanni.
After all, Shi Yanni was her ex-wife, and he felt guilty for her after all. And I also realized something very uneasily: maybe Shi Yanni had already left Sanya at this time, taking my child with her.
But I have to make this call to him, because this is my last and only hope.
The call went through, and I heard him say on the phone: "I was just about to find you. Come to our room. You have been here before."
His tone was a little cold, and my heart was even colder.
I hung up the phone, got up and walked towards the hotel...