I didn't expect this child to be so naughty and understand everything at such a young age.
Maybe the rumors about Zhu Dan, including Secretary Chen’s fascination with her, are also because of her eyes. But I think that as a TV host, her charming eyes are an innate advantage.
.
But later events confirmed my mother's words, Zhu Dan, she would never belong to me in the first place.
Of course, the most fundamental reason for this is my rejection of her. But I don't feel much regret for this, after all, in my heart she is just the shadow of Tong Yao. This is all a story for another day.
That day, I lied to my mother, "Mom, I have to rush back to Shangjiang tonight. There is something urgent over there."
My mother looked at me with a half-smile, "Go and do your work."
In fact, I know that my mother does not believe my lies. As a mother, she is always very tolerant to her son.
We returned to the hotel and slept on the same bed. I hugged her tightly, and she hooked her arms around my neck. I kissed her lips gently, and they felt so hot that they almost scorched me.
She also threw me into the sky. She took off my shirt and traced my chest with her fingertips. It was like playing a beautiful piece of music. This wonderful feeling all came from her thoughtfulness and tenderness.
In this confusion and commotion, I began to work hard to take off her shirt. I was so excited that I forgot to unbutton the small button at the collar of her sweater. I only knew to lift the corner of her shirt and try my best to remove it.
While pulling, I almost pulled her from the head to the end of the bed. She struggled to get away from me, and then I realized that I should lift her up. But I always focused on one thing and lost the other, either only lifting the left side, or only lifting the right side.
She kept laughing, "Why are you in such a hurry?"
I don't know why I am so anxious today. I only have one thought in my mind: I want to get her right away. Maybe my heart has awakened, and my mind is full of Tong Yao's shadow at the moment.
I don’t know how long it took me to fix her sweater. When I finished this action, her sweater had changed beyond recognition. I don’t know where the buttons on the collar went, but there were just a few threads scattered in a messy way.
Around the buttonhole. Facing her bra, I was completely confused. At this moment, I was like an animal in a cage in the dark, bumping into walls. There was really no way, I could only hold her tightly in my arms.
, squeezing her breasts desperately. In the end, it was her guidance that finally eliminated this embarrassment. When I could finally play with these birds, I felt an indescribable sense of satisfaction. I could just hold them with one hand.
Living there, there will be no feeling of being difficult to control, and there will be no extra space. It seems to have turned the entire earth and controlled all the creatures on the earth. In the haze, I felt that we were already facing each other. We struggled for a long time, but nothing happened.
We didn't do it. We hugged each other vigorously. I gently slid my fingers from her toes down her calves and stayed on the smooth heels of her thighs. But she just held my neck from beginning to end, sometimes loosely and sometimes tightly.
At that moment, I felt my whole body trembling in my confused mind. I felt that I was surrounded by warmth from all sides. I felt that countless steady streams of heat were spreading and permeating my whole body. Slowly, we became harmonious.
, and was no longer as excited as before. She held my face with her hands and looked at it carefully, as if she was afraid that I would disappear from her side soon. I ran my hands through her loose hair and gently held her shoulders.
, through those beautiful eyes, I felt her gentle gaze falling all over my body. I brushed his cheek with my hand, and her eyes closed naturally. The long eyelashes brushed against the palm of my hand, feeling a little itchy.
But the itchy feeling soon spread from the palm of my hand to the back of my hand and spread to every part of her body. Then, I started to kiss her face and neck, and caressed her whole body wantonly.
She stuck to my body like a plaster and murmured some words that she might not understand. Now, we are no longer as excited as before, everything is so orderly, as if it is a mature assembly of modern manufacturing industry.
Although the process is complicated, there is almost no possibility of error. My movements are slow but not out of rhythm, and her limbs are soft...
We went on for a long time, and in the end she almost collapsed. She clung to me and said in a changed voice: "Awesome, you are really great." When the passion faded like a tide, I seemed to be thrown down from the sky again.
world......
...
Zhu Dan went back to Shangjiang the next morning. Originally, I wanted her to go see my house first, but later I rejected the idea due to hesitation because I thought it was better to keep that place.
, there is the aura of Zhao Menglei there. Moreover, I find that I seem to have become superstitious, because I vaguely think that the feng shui of that place is not good.
Isn't it? Something happened after Zhao Menglei lived there, and then after Yu Min, Liu Meng and others set up a company there, Liu Meng died unexpectedly.
Therefore, after Zhu Dan left, I looked at the housing listings in the provincial capital, mainly in the residential area around the provincial TV station.
Later, I found a house with fine decoration. It was not a second-hand house, but a community just completed by the developer. In fact, the price was not expensive, but it was about 800 yuan per square meter added to the general real estate market price nearby.
I took a look at the condition of the house and thought it was generally pretty good. The area was only over 70 square meters and the price was around 400,000 yuan.
I paid the deposit but did not pay for the time being because I was still hesitating about one thing: Did I give too much to Zhu Dan at once? [
I admit that I have an impulse, that is, I hope she can stay with me for a long time. But at the same time, I have a clear understanding: she and I cannot be forever.
That night, she took the initiative to call me, "What are you busy with? Do you think I am not there?"
Her voice was soft, with a heart-stopping laughter, and a hint of mischief. My heart suddenly felt warm and happy, "I'm reading at home."
She smiled, "Can you still read books now?"
I said, "I'm used to it. My previous job made me accustomed to reading. And I don't understand many of the things I'm responsible for now. I have to learn."
She smiled and said: "I can't. Now I fall asleep whenever I read a book."
I immediately said to her: "You must get into the habit of watching. This will not only improve your knowledge and accomplishments, but will also be needed for your future work. As a TV host, appearance and Mandarin are certainly important.
But the most important thing is your connotation. Unless you want to change careers after working for a few years."
She kept laughing, "I know, Teacher Feng."
Her teasing words made my heart flutter. It had been a long time since anyone had called me that. It reminded me of the days when I used to work at the Medical University Affiliated Hospital, and of those who respectfully called me that.
Those young faces.
"Why didn't you speak?" I was so immersed in memories that I briefly forgot that I was talking to her on the phone, and suddenly I heard her angry voice coming from the phone.
I laughed "haha", "It's okay, I suddenly remembered something. Xiao Dan, I went to see a house today, more than seventy square meters, well-decorated. You can live there from now on. What are you looking at?
If you have time, bring your ID card and I will register it for you."
She suddenly said in a surprised voice, "Didn't you say you already had a house?"
I said, "I thought about it, and it's not very suitable there. That place is where my ex-wife and I lived, and the house was bought by her during her lifetime, so I think it's better to leave it empty."
She immediately asked me softly: "You still have her in your heart, right?"
I said: "She was my classmate in high school and also my first wife. Although she did something like that and chose to commit suicide in the end, I still can't forget her. My second wife also lost her life due to childbirth."
The child died, and I... I feel that my horoscope is not good, that my destiny is too tough, and that I will harm my wife. So, I am now afraid of getting married."
She said: "Oh... laugh, you can tell me about them from now on. Is that okay?"
Just now, when I said those words to her, my thoughts suddenly returned to the past, and it immediately affected my mood, making me suddenly sad. I said: "Let's talk about it later. Now let's talk about it first
Let’s talk about that house. I’m going to work in two days, and I won’t have much time then. You’ll see when you’re free in the next two days. Come over and I’ll take you to buy furniture and electrical appliances.”
She said: "I can't let you buy me a house anymore. I can live in it. Unless I can marry you in the future."
I said, "Didn't I just say that? I am a tough person, and anyone who marries me will not end well. Really. Xiao Dan, isn't it good for us to be like this?"
She was silent for a moment and then said: "You can do whatever you want. But in this case, I can't accept your buying a house for me."
I said: "Okay then. But about buying furniture... When will you be free?"
She said: "Tomorrow. Then, can you pick me up now?"
I suddenly became excited, "Didn't you just go back today?"
She said: "Shangjiang is not far from the provincial capital. I will come here at night. Come and pick me up. I will leave for you at the highway intersection in half an hour. Is that okay?"
I immediately became even more excited, "Okay, I'll come right away!"
I looked at the time and saw that it was already past ten o'clock in the evening. When I went out, I found that there was only a small light on in the living room and there was no one there. I guessed that both the mother and the child had fallen asleep, so I breathed a sigh of relief secretly.
I opened the door and was about to go out when I suddenly heard my mother's voice behind me, "Are you going out again?"
My heart suddenly trembled, and I hurriedly turned around and said to my mother with a smile: "A friend asked me to talk about something. You can go to sleep."
She said: "Go drinking? Drink less. Your father drank every day when he was young. You are still a doctor. Why don't you know how to take care of your body?"
I hurriedly said: "I just try to drink as little as possible."
My mother said nothing more, and I left the house relieved.
No matter how old you are, you will always have a fear of your parents in your heart. In fact, not only are we always a child in the eyes of our parents, but we are not the same when facing our own parents.
Do you think of yourself as a child at any time?
After getting in the car, he quickly drove out of the community.
Nearly forty minutes later, I arrived at the expressway exit of Shangjiang City, but I didn't find anyone there. When I was about to take out the phone to make a call, I heard her voice calling me, "Here!"
I was immediately surprised to see her waving to me from the toll gate next to me. Then I saw her running towards where I parked my car.
"Why are you there?" I asked her in surprise after she got in the car.
She smiled and said: "After I took a taxi here, I was a little scared to stand there alone, so I ran to the toll collector and chatted with her... She was a woman. The toll collector over there was a woman.
of."
I couldn't help but laugh, "I didn't ask you."
She glanced at me and said, "I'm afraid you'll be unhappy."
In fact, I still care about it, and just now I was thinking: How could she do this? Just strike up a conversation with someone anywhere. Of course, what I was unhappy about was that I thought that "other" was a male. In fact,
This is mainly because her nickname left a shadow in my heart.
Of course I would not show my pettiness, and then said with a smile: "Am I that kind of person? The toll collector knows you, right?"
She smiled and said, "I know you. She was very happy to see me."
I immediately became nervous, "You didn't tell her who was coming to pick you up, did you?"
She laughed and said, "Am I stupid? But the toll collector was very strange. She asked me: Why are you waiting here for someone? She meant that the person who came to pick me up should go to my home to pick me up."
I smiled and asked her: "Then how did you answer?"
She answered me: "I said it was my work unit that came to pick me up for the interview." Then she glanced at me and said, "You don't have to be so cautious, right? You're not married, so what are you afraid of?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "Are you really confused or are you pretending to be confused? I transferred you from Shangjiang. If that person finds us like this, won't he hate me to death?"
She was silent for a moment, and after a while she suddenly asked me: "Tell me, why do these officials now betray their wives?"
I was stunned for a moment, and then said: "If you ask me this question, who should I ask? Who knows?"
There she sighed.
In fact, of course I know about her problem, but I just don’t want to tell her about it, because I was also like that, and I also cheated on her when I was married. And this is not only a situation that happens to officials, as long as
It's men, most of them are like this
In fact, men also care about whether they are still young, energetic, and attractive, which is also a competitive capital for men who have extramarital affairs. The reasons for men to cheat include the following situations:
Looking for status. Usually only those rich men can afford to find lovers. In the eyes of some people, lovers have become a symbol of identity and status, just like villas, luxury cars, and designer clothes. Beautiful lovers seem to become men with status.
A living advertisement. Men with normal sexual lives regard extramarital affairs as a curiosity; men with unsatisfactory sexual lives use extramarital affairs to transfer and vent their sexual desires. Men are much more socialized than women, and are affected by the environment and popular concepts.
The degree is also greater than that of women. Looking for youth. People usually think that only women care about their age. They are keen to cover up the traces of time through makeup, clothing, beauty, and body beauty. In fact, men also care about whether they are still young and energetic.
Being attractive is also a competitive capital for men. However, their desire for eternal youth is much more secretive than that of women. Why do most men look for young and beautiful girls as their lovers?
? Very simple, they want to use this to prove that they are still attractive and cannot be underestimated. Looking for a romantic partner. Many men emphasize that the reason why they fall in love with their lover is because she is gentler, more beautiful and caring about them than their first wife. They want to find a romantic partner.
A better woman. What she is looking for in a lover is a temperament, style, and style that is different from that of her wife. She likes her partner to have a sense of mystery and allure, and because her wife has lived together for a long time, she is already quite familiar with each other, and there is no distance between her.
, the lover just meets their psychological needs. Sexual satisfaction. This is the biggest "gain" for men in extramarital affairs. Most extramarital affairs are of a sexual nature. Men with normal sexual lives regard extramarital affairs as a curiosity;
Men who are dissatisfied with their sexual life use extramarital affairs to transfer and vent their passion. They are looking for love. Some men regard their lovers as better marriage partners, but this group of people account for a relatively small proportion. Behind a life-or-death extramarital affair,
Most of them have complicated emotional backgrounds, and the rate of divorce due to such affairs is also quite high.
For me, it was probably more about self-indulgence.
I didn't want to talk about this topic with her, so I smiled and asked her: "Xiao Dan, how do you like to decorate the house?"
She tilted her head and thought for a moment, then smiled and said to me: "I like it to be very refreshing inside, with fewer things. But the wardrobe needs to be big."
I laughed immediately.
She asked me in surprise: "Why are you laughing?" I said: "I'm laughing at your low requirements. I'll buy you two large wardrobes tomorrow. Is that enough?"
She also smiled, "There is also a big shoe cabinet."
I laughed again, "No problem."
Just as I was talking, my cell phone suddenly rang. I looked and it turned out to be the call from President Wu. Oh, no, he is now the secretary of the Medical University. After I answered the call, I heard him shouting loudly on the phone.
He asked me, and I heard a very noisy voice near him, "Brother, where are you?"
I smiled and asked him: "What are you doing? Why are you so noisy?"
He smiled and said: "Just now, Director Zou and I, as well as Secretary Leng from the Provincial Education Commission, made an appointment to have a night of beer. Everyone said they haven't seen you for a long time and everyone misses you. Brother, let me tell you.
Ah, as long as you are in our Jiangnan Province, you must arrive tonight. Otherwise, you will not be a friend enough!"
It was obvious from his voice that he had been drinking just before, because what he said seemed too excited, which was not his usual state at all.
I smiled and said, "Jiangnan Province is so big, do I have to rush back from my hometown? That will be tomorrow morning."
He hurriedly asked: "Are you in your hometown? No way? Brother, don't lie to me? I'm telling you, you have to come right away, there is something good. We just talked about your matter, and I was preparing
I will continue to hire you as a visiting professor in our school. This year’s master’s tutor qualification will also continue to be reserved for you. Secretary Leng and Director Zou are thinking of you. And, haha! There are two beauties with us.
, one is still your old subordinate, Director Shang. Well, I won’t tell you anymore, Director Shang will tell you.”
He must have drunk too much, there was no doubt about that. Then I heard Shang Longxing’s voice, “Are you really in your hometown?”
I smiled and said, "It's on the highway. I'm driving. We'll arrive at the provincial capital soon."
I don’t know why, but when I heard Shang Longxing’s gentle voice, I immediately gave up the idea of lying. Maybe she had supported me too much, which made me embarrassed to lie to her.
She smiled and said, "Then come on. Our fish farm by the river is the place you used to go to. Everyone is thinking about you."
I was very embarrassed, and then I looked at Zhu Dan and said, "I have friends with me. Let's wait for another day. I will invite you another day."
She said: "It might not work if you don't come. Secretary Leng has already said that you are the most capable young man he has ever seen. He wants to see you very much. I won't give him the phone number, but you'd better come."
I could feel that she had walked aside at this time, because the noise on the phone was much quieter, and what she just said also showed this.
Thinking of the things I had done with Secretary Leng in the past, I felt that this was just an opportunity to resolve the unpleasantness between us. As the saying goes, it is better to dissolve enemies than to make them end. Even if mountains and rivers do not change, things may still change in the future.
I want to find him.
I said, "Okay then. I'll be there soon. Within twenty minutes."
She said happily, "That's great. I'll toast you later."
"Who? What? Are you going to drink?" Zhu Dan asked me after hanging up the phone.
I said to her apologetically: "Some of my former leaders, they insisted on letting me go, but I couldn't help it. Xiao Dan, let me take you to the hotel first, and I will come back after drinking with them."
She looked at me and said, "I'll go too, okay? I want to get to know your friends. Maybe they can help me with something in the future. Don't worry, I won't let them know about our relationship."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "If you come with me, they will definitely be suspicious... That's fine, so to speak. You go with me, maybe they can really help you in the future. They all
They are leaders, one is the director of the Department of Health, one is the top leader of the Provincial Education Commission, and one is the Party Secretary of the Medical University. There is also a woman who was my former subordinate and is now the director of the Provincial Admissions Office.
.”
She looked very happy, "That's great."
Since I no longer needed to send Zhu Dan to the hotel, I quickly arrived at the fish farm by the river.
Shang Longxing was waiting for me outside. When she saw Zhu Dan and me, she immediately laughed, "I told you, it turns out that we are accompanied by a beautiful woman."
I hurriedly introduced her: "This is Zhu Dan from our Shangjiang TV station. She stopped by the provincial capital to do some business. Xiao Zhu, this is my former colleague, the commercial director of the provincial recruitment office."
Shang Longxing immediately took Zhu Dan's hand and said, "You are so beautiful." Then she took us to the private room inside.
After entering the private room, Secretary Wu immediately came over and gave me a bear hug, "Haha! Great, you are finally here! Brother, that's good, you even brought your girlfriend. You treat us as friends."
"
I hurriedly broke away from him, "Secretary Wu, what good thing happened to you today? Are you so happy?"
Director Zou next to him smiled and said: "He received a special allowance from the State Council. Now he is a real expert."
I smiled and said: "What a good thing, congratulations!"
Then I went to greet everyone present one by one. Secretary Leng looked at me and smiled, "Xiao Feng, you are becoming more and more magnanimous."
I smiled and said to him: "Thank you for the compliment from the leader." Then I began to introduce everyone present to Zhu Dan one by one. There was a woman I didn't know. She introduced herself: "I am Huang from the Normal Department of the Provincial Education Commission.
Britain."
Secretary Wu immediately added, "Xiao Huang used to be the Director of Academic Affairs of Jiangnan Normal University, and was recently transferred to the position of Director of the Provincial Education Commission."
I smiled and said, "I mean, why don't I recognize you? Haha!"
Then I introduced Zhu Dan to them, "This is Zhu Dan, the anchor of our Shangjiang TV station, who will be transferred to the provincial TV station soon. Leaders please take more care of her in the future."
Secretary Wu smiled and said: "I will definitely take care of you, I must take care of you."
Everyone laughs.
I didn't explain more, because some things become less clear the more I explain them. And as Zhu Dan said, anyway, I am single now, so it doesn't matter what they think.
Zhu Dan was very generous. She toasted everyone present in turn. Of course I did the same.
When I went to pay my respects to Secretary Wu, he quietly gave me a thumbs up and said to me in a low voice, "Brother, this one is pretty good."
I just smiled slightly at him.
When I respected Secretary Leng, he said something to me, "Xiao Feng, although you are now a local leader, I think you should not give up your major. That would be a pity. Being an official is not a lifetime.
things."
I nodded, "You're right."
At this time, Secretary Wu said: "Secretary Leng talked about you specifically today. I also hope that you can come back to school to teach students once a month in the future. The matter of taking care of graduate students is still as we discussed before. You
You can bring it with others."
I said, "Isn't that bad?"
Secretary Wu smiled and said: "What's wrong? Now the political cadres in the school all have graduate students, management majors. What level do you think they are? God knows!"
Director Zou also smiled and said: "That's right. Xiao Feng, don't be so serious. It's like this now. Now you are in the officialdom. If you have another title of master's tutor, it will be different. Don't you think so?
?”
Shang Longxing also said: "Indeed. But your own level is there, much better than some others."
I smiled and said, "Okay. Let's do it."
In fact, these people mainly chat together, after all, we used to be together often.
I drank a lot of wine in the evening, but I wasn’t too drunk because they had drank before. I didn’t ask them why they had dinner together tonight, and they didn’t tell me. But I knew that the person who was treating me today was
It must not be any of them, and it must be inconvenient for me to attend, otherwise they would have called me during the day.
Eating is also a science, and not every occasion is suitable for calling your friends.
But they thought of me after dinner, which made me very grateful. If they thought of me, it means they care and that I have a place in their hearts. In the final analysis, this is actually emotion.
Men tend to value friendship very much, because most of us believe in this saying: rely on your parents at home and rely on your friends when you go out. Women often cannot understand this.
It was past midnight when we finished drinking, and then everyone left separately. Everyone present was a high-profile person, and the driver was waiting outside.
The director named Huang Ying followed Secretary Leng, but Shanglongxing did not bring a car. I said to her, "I'll give it to you."
She happily agreed.
"Why didn't you call the driver?" I asked her when we were in the car.
"I don't want to trouble others during the New Year celebrations," she said.
I couldn't help sighing in my heart: This is the difference between people, and it can also reflect the kindness of a woman's heart from such small things.
Of course, I am not saying that Mayor Zhu of Shangjiang City is not kind, but this also shows that she takes some of her own things too seriously.
However, she has indeed changed a lot since arriving in Shangjiang City, or at least she has made a lot of progress. That day, she was very angry with Secretary Chen in front of me at first, and she said so many things that she shouldn't have said, but later
She calmed down quickly. In fact, I think that is her nature as a woman, because as a woman, she is most disgusted with men who are always merciless and merciless. Although Secretary Chen has not violated her, but in her
In my heart, I definitely think that it is an insult to women for a man to do something like that. As far as I know, many women will exaggerate and extend the problem like this.
That day, at first I didn't understand why her reaction was so intense, but then I learned from Zhu Dan's words that Secretary Chen had gone too far. At the same time, I also understood what Mayor Zhu said that day.
Why did you say those words in front of me?
Perhaps she already thought in her heart that something would happen to Secretary Chen sooner or later.
But I don’t think so, because the main reason why current leaders have trouble is because of economic problems. In a situation like Secretary Chen’s, even if something goes wrong, it won’t be a big deal.
Maybe Mayor Zhu thinks that I can replace Secretary Chen in the future. If she really thinks so, she is too naive. Because I still have to go to the position of mayor to get to the position of municipal party committee secretary.
While I was driving, Shang Longxing and Zhu Dan kept chatting and laughing, mostly talking about clothes, cosmetics and the like. This is an eternal theme when women are together.
But I am very grateful to Shanglongxing because she got into my car. This shows that she really regards me as a friend.
If she didn't regard me as a friend, she would definitely be taboo.
I quickly sent her downstairs to the community where she lived. When she got off the car, she said to me: "Mayor Feng, please get out of the car. I want to tell you something."
So I got out of the car.
She pulled me a few meters away from the car, and then asked me in a low voice: "Is this Zhu Dan your girlfriend? Oh, don't get me wrong, I just asked casually, because I suddenly thought of Xiaochen's
Things. I just got together with her recently, and I was still asking her about her impression of you. Do you know what she said? "
My heart suddenly moved, "What did she say?"
【Notice】
The book I have finished: "Derailment" will be published next week, and the title of the book will be "Medical Legend". Please pay attention to it, friends.