Zhao Menglei has been a little irritable recently.
Since we got married, she has always been very gentle to me, and our life is warm and ordinary. When we have nothing to do, we always go for a walk after dinner, and then come home to take a shower and go to bed. Every morning after getting up, there will be
A hot breakfast was waiting for me. Then we walked out of the house together and went to work respectively. It was very convenient for me. I walked across the street after leaving the community and reached the hospital, while she had to take a half-hour bus to reach her work.
I like this kind of life very much, because this kind of plainness contains a kind of warmth. And I am also very free. When I work night shift in the evening or have other arrangements, I only need to give her a call and say it, and she will do it every time.
Just three words, "I got it."
However, in recent days, I have found that she seems a little distracted and restless. Because several times when I came home after get off work, I found that she had not cooked at all. After I entered the door, she ran towards the kitchen in a panic. There were also several mornings when I After getting up, I didn't find breakfast on the table.
"Meng Lei, what's wrong? You don't seem to be feeling right lately." I asked her.[
She smiled faintly at me and said, "It's nothing."
I looked at her seriously, "Meng Lei, don't hide it from me. I can see it. You have something on your mind."
In fact, there is also a kind of worry in my heart. I am very worried that it is because she knows about the matter between me and Zhuang Qing. Only Song Mei knows about the matter between me and Zhuang Qing, and Song Mei is now regarded by me as
He is a treacherous businessman, so I think he is very likely to do this behind my back. However, I also think this possibility is unlikely, because I don’t think Song Mei and I have fallen out yet. To be honest,
Although I helped Song Mei mainly because of Zhuang Qing, I actually felt guilty about Song Mei at first. Later, the guilt disappeared, but panic also appeared because I was very worried.
He exposed the matter between Zhuang Qing and me. Now, the panic in my heart is even stronger.
But I feel that no matter what, I should solve this problem as soon as possible. I am a medical student and I know the consequences of covering up abscesses. The matter between Zhuang Qing and I was indeed inappropriate, and it also made me feel sorry for Zhao Menglei.
But I don't want to drag it out like this, so I'm very anxious to know why Zhao Menglei is in this situation.
Feeling lucky, I started asking Zhao Menglei. I believed she would forgive me. There was no reason for my self-confidence, it was just a feeling. In fact, there was a secret in my heart that I couldn't tell, and that was my heart.
It was very unbalanced: she had already been married once before me, but I was not like that. Moreover, my first time with Zhuang Qing happened before I married Zhao Menglei.
"It's really okay." However, she answered me like this. Of course I didn't believe it, but I couldn't continue to ask her. But I felt a little relieved because I found that the eyes she looked at me were gentle.
"Is it because of the child?" I asked. I felt that if it wasn't because of Zhuang Qing, then this was the only reason.
She was stunned for a moment, then nodded slowly towards me.
"Let's go for in vitro fertilization. Use my sperm and your eggs. The child will belong to both of us, right? If you agree, I will contact you right away. The obstetrics and gynecology hospital in our province has done a good job in this project, and the success rate is very high.
." So I said.
"How high?" she asked.
"About thirty percent," I replied.
There was surprise on her face, "Thirty percent is high?"
"The success rate in the United States is less than 30%. The success rate in obstetrics and gynecology hospitals is already considered high." I said. She suddenly stopped talking and shook her head slightly.
"This 30% is calculated for all people who go for in vitro fertilization, but for those who are successful, it is 100%. Do you understand this truth? Besides, this is the only chance. If it doesn't work the first time, try the second time.
, if it doesn’t work, try it a third time, there will always be a chance of success. Don’t you think so?” I continued to do her work.
"Wait a little longer," she said. "Since this is the last chance, I should put this opportunity to the end. If even this last chance fails, what else will I think about in the future?"
I was silent for a moment. But I think what she said is right. A person should always leave his last hope and put it there to look up to. Otherwise, life in the future will really be meaningless.
However, I later learned that there was another reason for her hesitation. At that time, she was afraid and helpless.
The author's digression:
Today's "Involved with Loneliness: My Boss's Fiancee and I" [
A beautiful female executive, unable to bear the physical and psychological loneliness, was willing to endure a man's sadomasochism towards her, and was asked by the man to perform a striptease for him under the midnight lights. But all of this made her
Across the way another young boy peered through binoculars.
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