I didn't expect that she would tell me such a thing, I didn't expect it at all. [`Novel`] So I was stunned immediately.
But I woke up immediately and said to her immediately: "Secretary Rong, I don't want to think about this matter for the moment. I know you care about me, but I have been married twice, and I really don't want to think about it anymore.
matter."
She waved her hand at me and said: "Mayor Feng, although I understand you, I think it's better for you to meet in person. Sometimes fate really needs to be between people. How do you know that they are not suitable for you without meeting them? You
You should give others a chance, but also give yourself a chance, and give your family and children a chance. It is always a pity that a home does not have a mistress and a child does not have a mother. Also, you are still the acting mayor.
, although the issue of marriage is no longer regarded as a particularly important inspection content by the organization, it is still important. Moreover, I am also entrusted with this matter. The lesbian I introduced to you is very good, and there is not much
Family background, but you have always worked hard, and it has something to do with your previous major. Let’s meet, and if you feel it’s inappropriate to meet, let’s talk about it. What do you think?”
I had to admit that her words left me no room to refuse. I had no choice but to nod: "Okay then. Please tell me the time and place when the time comes. Thank you, Secretary Rong." [
She looked very happy and asked me with a smile: "Why don't you ask her what she does for a living? And her basic information?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "I'm waiting for you to tell me."
She pointed at me and smiled, "You... forget it, you can ask her yourself when the time comes. By the way, her name is Min Siwei."
I said: "Yeah."
She immediately laughed and said, "You don't look like a mayor at all now, you look like a stupid young man."
I couldn't help but laugh too.
Later, the city only criticized Li Wenwu internally and gave him a warning within the party. Those who had enjoyed excessive compensation refunded their money themselves. This matter soon became popular among citizens and cadres.
After the news spread, our city government did not specifically respond to the laid-off workers. Of course, they did not come to us to report this matter again.
In fact, our people are really kind. They don't demand the government to do anything special for them, but they only have emotional reactions when they encounter very unfair situations.
Over the weekend, I almost forgot what Secretary Rong told me, because I didn’t take it completely to heart. Later, Secretary Rong personally called me and she told me: "Mayor Feng
, I have made an appointment with Min Siwei for you. She is free today. But I am in a hurry today and I really can't come. I will send you her phone number in a while. You must contact her, otherwise I will
I am angry with you."
I immediately thought: Maybe she had planned this. But I couldn't ask her, so I had to agree immediately.
Not long after, she sent me a text message with a phone number and the name of the owner of the phone number.
Looking at this message on my phone, I couldn't help but smile bitterly. At this time, I was still hesitating, and at the same time I felt a sense of helplessness.
But I suddenly remembered two things Secretary Rong said to me. One was: You must contact her, otherwise I will get angry with you. Her words expressed her feelings for me.
A kind of concern, if I don't go, it will be a kind of disrespect for her. Moreover, she also said to me: If we feel it is not appropriate to meet, we will talk about it.
I still remember another sentence she said to me: I am also entrusted by others. Therefore, I have to consider an issue. Since she is also entrusted by others, then I should consider her aspect even more.
Problem. And I also knew that the person who could entrust her with this matter should have a certain background. However, I still remember what she told me about Min Siwei’s situation: She didn’t have much family background, but she had always worked hard.
.....
This immediately made me curious: What kind of woman is this?
But I immediately became alert in my heart: This woman was introduced by Secretary Rong. You must not treat her like other women. You must keep a distance from her.
I finally picked up the phone and called this woman named Min Siwei. The call was quickly connected, and I suddenly found myself feeling inexplicably nervous, but I quickly calmed down and said, "Hello, may I ask?
Are you Min Siwei?"
A soft voice came from the phone immediately, "Yes. May I ask who you are..."
I hurriedly said: "Hello, I am Feng Xiao from Shangjiang City. Secretary Rong gave me your phone number."[
She said: "Oh, I see. Are you Mayor Feng?"
I replied: "Yes. I heard that you are free today. Let's make an appointment to meet. Is that okay?"
She said, still in that soft voice, "Okay. Where do you think we can meet?"
I said: "Let's find a coffee shop. Where are you? It'll be near you. Is that okay?"
She said: "Okay. I'm at the Provincial High People's Court. There is a cafe nearby. I'll go there and wait for you first."
Just like that, the two of us made an agreement. And when I finished the phone call, I suddenly realized that my back was covered with sweat.
Of course I know where the Provincial High Court is. In fact, it is not far from my home. It only took me less than a quarter of an hour to get there by car.
After entering the cafe she told me about, I found that the decoration inside was very good, elegant and fresh, with light music floating in the air, and the coolness of the air conditioner gently enveloped me. I looked inside and found
There are people sitting at many tables, and most of them are couples chatting affectionately. There are also people alone, but they are all young women. Think about it, how can any middle-aged women or single men come to this place? Unless they are in
et al.
I couldn't tell who was Min Siwei from the women sitting alone, so I immediately used the simplest stupid method to pick up the phone and call her, "Xiao Min, I'm here. Where are you sitting?"
"
But she said to me on the phone: "I'm sorry, something has delayed me temporarily. I'll be over right away. Are you so fast?"
I hurriedly said: "It's okay. I'll find a place to wait for you first."
Then I called the waiter and asked him to find a quiet place for me. The waiter smiled and said to me: "We are all quiet here."
I said: "It's best to be somewhere where others can't see it."
He smiled at me and said, "Then please go inside. There is a separate open room inside."
So I walked inside. Sure enough, I found that there were several small rooms facing the street, which were separated and had no doors, but I could see the street outside through the beautiful floor-to-ceiling glass. I specially looked for one.
There are several small rooms separated by no one.
In fact, this is also caused by my inner nervousness, because I think that I am the mayor after all, and this kind of love affair, and the forced meeting that is bound to end quickly makes me have to be cautious.
After sitting down, I sent her a text message: I am in the small room inside. I am wearing a white short-sleeved shirt.
Then I went to look at the street scene outside, but my heart felt uneasy...and a bit of inexplicable expectation.
Suddenly I had a feeling that she was coming. I quickly turned my body from side to side. Sure enough, I immediately saw a young woman walking towards the direction where I was.
This is a woman who is only a little over 1.6 meters tall. From a distance, she looks a bit delicate, but her walking posture is very elegant, or it may be that her waist is very straight, which gives people a sense of confidence.
She is walking towards me, getting closer and closer to where I am, and I can see her more and more clearly. She seems to be taller than I just estimated, with a fair face and a small nose.
Her eyes are neither big nor small and very pretty. There should be no makeup, and her appearance in front of me should be in a natural state.
She was looking at me, only stood there for a moment, and then quickly walked towards me. Only then did I notice that she was wearing a pair of navy blue pants and a white short-sleeved shirt. Her arms
As fair as her face.[
I can't tell her age, maybe twenty-seven or eight years old, or maybe only twenty-four or five years old.
"Are you Mayor Feng?" She approached me and started to ask me.
I stood up immediately, nodded to her and said, "Yes. Are you Xiao Min? Please sit down. I haven't asked for coffee or snacks yet. I'll call the waiter right away."
She nodded to me, "Thank you."
It was the voice on the phone, very soft.
I pressed a button on a small sign on the table, which was a call switch. After a while, the waiter came. I asked Min Siwei first, "What kind of coffee do you like to drink? And
snack."
She smiled and said, "Whatever."
I immediately smiled and said to the waiter: "That's fine. Haha! Just kidding. Just have two cups of coffee that the people who come to your place like to order most. Especially the ones that girls like to drink."
The waiter smiled and said, "Okay. What else do you need?"
I looked at Min Siwei again, and she smiled at the waiter and said, "Let's have a cup of ice cream. Strawberry flavor."
I said, "I just want a plate of watermelon seeds."
The waiter left, and I suddenly felt a little embarrassed, "Hello. I just heard Secretary Rong briefly introduce you to me."
She immediately asked me: "What kind of information has she told you about me?"
I was stunned for a moment, and then I couldn't help laughing, "She introduced me to your name. No, she also gave me your phone number."
She immediately laughed, "That's right. But she told me a lot about you. I didn't expect you to become the mayor at such a young age. Although I know you are very young, I still don't believe it. I just saw you.
At the time I still couldn’t believe it.”
I immediately asked her: "So, what kind of information did she tell you about me?"
She replied: "I've introduced almost everything. Including your previous marriage, your abilities, personality and so on. By the way, I also heard that you once helped the Public Security Bureau solve a case. It is said that you have strong logic and reasoning ability.
Bar?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "That's just a blind cat hitting a dead mouse. It's not worth mentioning."
She smiled and said: "Mayor Feng, you are too humble. Since Secretary Rong didn't tell me anything else, you can sort it out now. Can you figure out what I do?"
Her request immediately made me interested, and I was immediately eager to try it. But I still said modestly: "I'll give it a try. But don't laugh at me if I say something wrong?"
She smiled and said to me: "Anyway, let's give it a try. Today is the first time we meet, so it's inevitable that we will be a little awkward. This way can make us more relaxed. Don't you think so?"
At this time, the waiter brought us coffee and snacks, and then left. My nasal cavity was immediately filled with waves of coffee aroma, and this aromatic smell relaxed my nerves, and I
Immediately I felt a sense of relaxation enveloped us.
I gently stirred the coffee in the cup with a small spoon, and while thinking about it, I said: "When I saw you walking towards me just now, I felt that your steps were very smooth and your waist was very straight. This shows that you have gone through queue training.
You are a person, but your walking pace does not seem to have the charm of a soldier, and you do not seem to have received special training, but the training you have received should be slightly more intensive than the military training in ordinary universities or units."
A smile immediately appeared on her face, "You are so awesome. But what does this mean?"
I smiled and said: "This doesn't mean anything. But if I combine some of the other information I know about you, it can explain the problem. First, you specifically told me on the phone that you were at the Provincial High People's Court.
Next, and casually mentioned the name of this cafe, this means that your work place is nearby, maybe at the Provincial High Court. Secondly, combined with the description I just gave you, I can basically
I must be working in the Provincial High Court. Third, I didn’t tell you about this just now. Secretary Rong also said something to me. She told me that your current job is somewhat different from my previous major.
relationship, plus your fair skin... Haha! Judging from these circumstances, you should be a forensic doctor in the Provincial High Court. After all, the Provincial High Court is not a local court. Under normal circumstances, you are
There is no need to appear frequently. Xiao Min, am I analyzing correctly?"
In fact, she had been dumbfounded for a long time, and it was her dumbfoundedness that made me more confident in my judgment.
She immediately gave me a thumbs up and said, "Mayor Feng, you really deserve your reputation."
I smiled and shook my head and said: "This is nothing. With my level, I am helpless when facing cases like yours. Solving crimes requires the assistance of professional skills, and just relying on reason is not enough. The so-called reasoning alone is enough.
Solving crimes is just a plot in movies and novels."
She smiled and said: "That's true. But you are very powerful. But Mayor Feng, can you analyze it in more detail? For example, which type of forensic doctor am I?"
I shook my head and said, "I don't know about that. Because I'm not familiar with your forensic field at all. By the way, Xiao Min, are you majoring in forensic medicine? Which school did you graduate from? We can't be
Alumni, right?"
She shook her head and said: "I used to study Chinese, and then I took the civil service exam and passed the Provincial High Court, and then I became a forensic doctor."
I was immediately surprised, "How is this possible?"
She said: "It's actually very simple. When I was taking the civil service exam, the Provincial High Court's judicial police team originally needed someone who could write materials. The provincial judicial police team was very busy all year round and had a lot of hard work. They needed to take the credit.
The hard work and hard work were put into newspapers for publicity, so of course I, a top student who graduated from the Chinese Department, is just right."
I nodded, "So that's it."
She added: "But I later became a forensic scientist. Now that I think about it, the reason why they hired me may have something to do with something I said during the interview. At that time, I said: When I was a child, I had
I have a lot of ambitions, but my biggest ambition is to be a doctor."
I was immediately confused, "Does this have something to do with your later career as a forensic scientist? Didn't you just write materials for them?"
She said: "With the progress of society, our methods of executing death sentences are slowly beginning to change, and we are gradually beginning to use injection to execute death row prisoners. This work is often performed by female bailiffs, because women
The bailiffs will not make the death row inmates too nervous and have psychological confrontation before death. This is also an improvement in the law's emphasis on human nature."
I was stirring the coffee in the cup, and her words immediately made my hand tremble.
She immediately discovered this detail of mine, and then smiled lightly, and then said: "Mayor Feng, many people cannot accept people who work like us. In fact, this is understandable. Secretary Rong told me
After considering your situation, I think I can accept everything from you. After all, you are so excellent, and as us women, we may value a man's moral character and careerism more. As for the other things, that's it.
But I know that although you used to be a doctor, you have been out of that industry for a while, and my profession is indeed very special, and there are also many things in my character that others don’t like.
So, it’s okay if you think we’re not suitable. Just treat us as if we met by chance today and had a casual chat.”
I didn't expect her words to be so direct, and her heart to be so calm. But I was thinking in my heart: It's definitely impossible for us, especially what moral issues she just mentioned. She doesn't understand me at all.
The real situation! If she knew everything about me, would she still think so? Impossible!
I said: "Xiao Min, you are right. I was thinking that we might not be suitable. After all, I have been married twice and I have children. A situation like this is unfair to you.
What's more, you don't know me at all. To be honest, if Secretary Rong hadn't insisted on me contacting you, I wouldn't have come to meet you today. After all, she did it out of concern for me. Xiao
Min, I’m a very direct person sometimes, so don’t be surprised.”
She said: "I know all about your situation, but I don't think any of it is important. I am a person who has faced life and death, and I have executed more than one or two prisoners on my hands. So I take many things into consideration.
Very bland.”
I shook my head and said: "Xiao Min, what I said is completely different from what you said. For me, I have actually been disappointed with my marriage for a long time, and I have given up on this idea in my heart. What I have experienced
There are too many things, and you don’t understand many situations at all. I have been in love after two marriages, but my girlfriend still died unexpectedly. So, I told myself from now on: I will never do it again in this life.
I went to fall in love with a girl and even got married. Xiao Min, I’m very happy to meet you today. After all, it’s fate that we can sit here and drink coffee together. Don’t you think so?”
She nodded, "I understand. But I think you are too pessimistic. Mayor Feng, I think it doesn't matter whether the two of us can be together, but it is really inappropriate for you to be so sad about your future marriage problems."
Yes. In fact, each of us has his own different destiny. The key to the problem is how you face it. Haha! Look at me, I actually said such things to you, the mayor. Mayor Feng, don’t
Blame me, I’m just speaking from my feelings.”
I shook my head and said: "Actually, you are right. But as you just said, each of us has our own destiny, so I think we should accept this destiny. And if we force it, in the end we can only
Causing harm to others. Xiao Min, I am telling the truth, because I have forced it more than once, but what is the result? The result is that I hurt others again and again, even the people I like. Although such harm is not
I am directly responsible, but I always feel that there is an invisible hand controlling my destiny, which makes it impossible for me to fight."
She was stunned immediately, then nodded slightly, and then sighed softly, "Mayor Feng, maybe you are right. What you just said suddenly reminded me of my first execution...
Really, maybe that is fate. Including the job I am doing now, this is also a kind of fate..."
Her words immediately aroused my interest. Moreover, she had already agreed with my point of view just now, which means that we can no longer consider the matter between two people. So I asked her: "Little
Min, can you tell me about the first time you executed a prisoner?"
She looked outside blankly, then turned back after a while, and elegantly stirred the coffee in the cup with her white hands... Then she told me about her experience.
My job is actually to make the life of a person who has committed a capital crime disappear. To make the life disappear is just a polite way of saying it. According to the serious language of the court, it is to choose the method of execution by injection.
Naturally, the choice of injection method is to give the prisoner a dignified death. Human dignity not only requires excitement, but also sometimes quietness, a simple scene with no one watching and no gunfire. Of course, a simple scene is not simple, and the court comes first
A sum of money was spent to buy an execution vehicle, and another sum of money was spent to put a few policemen who only dared to shoot paper targets into brave positions. Before the execution, people had to be sent to Beijing to purchase special chemicals with strict standards.
The chemical name of this agent is hydrogen chloride.
Before me, my two female companions had already performed a mission. They sent a man and a woman to a place where they would never come back on the same morning. They returned to the office after finishing their work that day, and their expressions seemed to be fine. I
Looking at them, I wanted to ask something in my heart, but I stopped talking. Since I didn't ask, they didn't say anything.
The three of us stayed in the office for a while and went to a small restaurant on the street to eat together. I saw them stuffing things into their mouths with chopsticks and spoons, eating until they were almost out of breath. At that time, I was a little bit
I was stunned, thinking how could the kind of errands on the torture car turn into manual labor?
Now it's my turn to take over the job. I know that the most appropriate way to deal with this first time is to stay calm. As required, I have to first collect the prisoner's basic information. This is a prisoner who has just graduated.
The name of the thirty-year-old young man is Ye Qiang. He has a university education and works as the head of the security section of a bank. Judging from the information, this prisoner is usually quite simple, has a good performance in the unit, has a bad record, and has bought a new apartment.
, entering the preparation stage for the marriage.
The wrong starting point was when Ye Qiang's girlfriend attended a class reunion, which was a bit lively and lasted for two days in a hotel. As a result, under the influence of memories and alcohol, his girlfriend was called into the room by a male classmate.
Pushed down on the bed.
After returning from the class reunion, his girlfriend was in a daze for two days, and finally cried and told him what had happened. He was stunned for an hour or two, then took out the pistol from the safe in the warehouse and went to find the male classmate. The male classmate was not at home, so he
The parents received the visitors. But at this time, Ye Qiang was controlled by rage. Without saying a few words, he took out his pistol and shot the two old people opposite.
In the case file, I also saw a photo of the prisoner. He had a thin face, a tall nose, a protruding chin, his mouth was pressed into a straight line, and his eyes were looking forward confusedly. If he hadn't shaved his head, he would have looked like a melancholy young man.
.
The execution was at nine o'clock in the morning, and I came to the execution car half an hour early to make preparations. First, I opened the small refrigerator, took out the medicine tubes, and checked them out. Then I started to check the execution bed and the syringe pump beside the bed, as well as the life monitor.
Then I adjusted the small microphone for the intercom and tried speaking a few words. After doing this, I thought for a moment and pressed the music switch. The music was a piece of music played by the guqin, slow and quiet.
I sat down on the stool with relief and silently looked at the execution bed next to me. At this time, the execution bed was covered with neat white sheets, like a warm bed in a business hotel waiting for new guests. I took a breath,
I raised my hand and touched the sheets, and found that my palms seemed a little wet.
At this time, the wall clock on the car wall pointed to 8:50. I got up and left the car, walked to the nearby studio and put on a medical white coat, then calmed down and waited. I knew that during the ten minutes of waiting, my teammates
They will lift the prisoner into the car and put him on the execution bed, and then tie him with a safety belt to prevent him from struggling. At the same time, several leaders will enter the monitoring room in the car and sit there to prepare to watch the performance in the execution room.
The command in the headset rang, and I responded and walked from the studio to the car. My steps were fast at first, and then slowed down. I slowed down because my mind was full of conjectures. I guessed that the car in front must have something inside.
Full of out-of-control emotions, at least the air was intense or shaking. But the moment I stepped into the carriage, I realized I was wrong. I encountered silence. In addition to the faint guqin music, there were even heavy breathing sounds in the air.
No. When the two teammates saw me coming, they quietly exited the carriage and stood outside the door.
At that moment, I suddenly felt like I was missing something. This feeling made me panic, and I quickly stabilized myself. I approached the execution bed and saw a body in a suit lying on it, with his hands, feet and neck already secured.
The straps were fixed and the eyes seemed to be closed.
I couldn't think too much, so I quickly stuck the medicine tube into the syringe, grabbed the soft strap and tied it around the outstretched arm, then searched it and found a bulging vein. I picked up the catheter needle and aimed it at the vein.
It stabbed in. The sting caused the closed eyes to open, and the soft eyes looked over and stayed on my face.
I couldn't avoid that gaze, so I had to stare straight at him. I saw that his eyes were empty, without any content. After a few seconds, the man sighed softly and looked away.
When I got to the syringe pump, I made a hoarse voice: How many more minutes do I have?
I calmed down and said calmly: Close your eyes, you will fall asleep soon.
Sure enough, the man closed his eyes, but did not stop his hoarse voice. He said one thing and another, with dryness and urgency in his voice.
People always think of things they think are important at the last moment. I thought so at the time. But I couldn’t delay it any longer. I made a ready gesture towards the control room, and the execution command came to my ears immediately.
Order.
I reached out and pressed the syringe pump, and the medicine began to slowly enter the vein. The man's eyes moved and seemed to open again, but in vain. He soon seemed quiet and relaxed. The brain waves on the monitor became
There are several parallel straight lines.
I moved my body. Before the forensic doctor and my teammates came in, I couldn't help but take another look at the sleeping face. I found that there was a teardrop in the corner of the face. The teardrop was a bit small, as if it had no time to change.
It stopped growing.
I returned to the office, feeling very calm. I took off my white coat, took off my hat, and let my hair down. My colleagues came to see me, but they didn’t ask me anything, because my eyes told them: the situation is normal, this is
It's not a big deal.
In the following time, I surfed the Internet, made phone calls, and chatted with my companions as usual. I went to the cafeteria for lunch and didn't feel hungry.
But I really wanted to do something by myself. I gave myself a day off in the afternoon and went shopping alone. I walked to the pedestrian street and visited one store after another, including electrical appliances, watches, clothing, sports goods, and children's paradise.
I didn’t want to leave that one behind. In fact, I didn’t want to buy anything. I just thought it would be refreshing to walk around in a busy place. Later, in a clothing store, I took a fancy to a kind of socks embroidered with small animals. For the whole
For people who wear police uniforms, socks are the only thing that can be used for decoration. I spent money to buy six pairs. I felt that it was not enough, so I bought another six pairs, making a full dozen. This dozen of socks made me loose.
With my mind settled, it seemed as if my afternoon shopping had come to an end.
This feeling of relief accompanied me when I returned to my single dormitory to eat and watch TV, and when I got into bed. Before going to bed, I heard myself muttering: Today is finally over.
But the day is not over, because the day still includes sleep. In the middle of the night, I had a random dream and woke myself up. After waking up for a while, I could no longer grasp the content of the dream, but the scene during the day seemed to have changed.
The distance was getting closer and closer, and I was close to my eyes. I remembered that face, the soft eyes, and then the hoarse voice coming from the mouth. Of course, there was also myself and the hoarse voice.
of conversation.
Human memory is like this. It takes a while and a quiet moment in the night before you can dig out the important plot.
I remember the hoarse voice said first: How many minutes do I have?
I said: Close your eyes, you will fall asleep soon.
The man closed his eyes obediently, but still made a sound from his mouth: Can you do me a favor?
I was surprised at that time and asked him: What happened?
The hoarse voice said: Send a message...send a message to my mother, saying that I am sorry for her.
I was stunned for a moment and had to continue: Why did you ask me to take you with you?
The hoarse voice answered vaguely: Because now I... think of my mother.
Then I couldn't delay any longer and raised my hand to the control room to ask for instructions.
In the darkness of the night, I still couldn't help asking that question: Why did you ask me to carry him? I don't know him, nor his mother. I just followed the instructions and became the person he saw before his death.
I am the last person, do I have to take on this job just because I am going to do it? Do I still can’t call it a day after a job is done? Maybe I should ignore it and forget about my hoarse voice. But the problem is, I can do this during the day,
But there is something I can't avoid at night. That is to say, at the end of the day, a hoarse voice is waiting for me stubbornly.
I sat up from the bed and hugged my legs with my arms. I thought that he could entrust that sentence to any relative or friend when he visited, or he could write a letter and leave what he wanted to say on paper.
, but he didn't do that. Obviously, a person who would kill for his girlfriend must have his girlfriend in mind. Only at the end of his life did he remember the person he should remember most.
In this way, for him, he finally has not forgotten his mother. For me, it is really a bit...
The next morning, I went to the archives to retrieve Ye Qiang's murder case file. I skipped the shooting history, criminal psychology, girlfriend's narrative and other records, and went directly to find the family situation in it. After scribbling for a while, I couldn't find it. I had no choice but to
Returning to the beginning of the volume, he scrolled down carefully, and finally saw the detailed address of his place of birth on a registration form. That place was a bit far away, and it was a small town.
Then I saw a self-narration about his family in his confession, which contained this passage:
No matter how hard I dig, I can’t find the root of my crime from my parents. When I was very young, my father loved fishing. One time while pulling a big fish, he fell into the river and drowned. It was my mother who raised me single-handedly.
My mother was a factory worker. After the factory collapsed, she opened a stationery store in front of an elementary school. This stationery store has been open for many years and is still open today. My middle school and college tuition fees came from here.
I earned it from a stationery store. My mother never pushed me to do anything when I was little. She never put too much pressure on me. In my mother’s eyes, I have always been a sensible son. I chose a major in college and found a job after graduation.
I did all the work myself, without letting my mother worry about it. My mother is a Buddhist. From the perspective of family education, she did not plant germs that invade others in my heart. The murder I committed was my own fault.
The debt caused by love. If there is anything wrong with my mother, it is that she allowed my son to go so far and let me stay in this city hundreds of kilometers away from my hometown, because these few hundred kilometers, my mother was killing someone when I
Nothing can stop me.
I read this passage and chewed it again. After reading and chewing it, I felt a little empty in my heart. This emptiness seemed empty and lingering, which made people uncomfortable. Fortunately, I caught up again in the next two days.
Busy. One of the things took a lot of time. After finishing it, it was already dark. We all went to a restaurant for dinner and we drank some wine.
After dinner, I took a taxi home. I stopped the car when I was halfway there. I didn’t want to go back to the dormitory right away. I wanted to take a walk alone. It was a noisy time on the street, and the neon lights flickered on and off.
The ground was lively, with cars squeezing in and out, and casual or anxious passers-by walking on the sidewalk. I don’t know why, although I drank, I felt that I didn’t need such excitement. I walked in a daze.
Then I turned into an alley. The alley was much quieter. The lights and tall buildings seemed to be left outside all of a sudden. The smell of flowers, grass, green bricks and sadness entered my nose. When I walked to the narrow part of the alley, I used my hands to
I lifted my hair and raised my head, and I saw a long and narrow strip of night sky. There were no stars in the night sky, but there happened to be a half-curved moon. I raised my head and looked at the moon, and suddenly I felt a little pain in my heart. I almost died.