Now, I understand, Zhu Dan is asking me why I am so unsympathetic and unrighteous. {Free novel}
Today, I saw her with the guy named Song Yang, but I showed a kind of indifference. And during the whole meal until now, I have never taken the initiative to call her or send her a message.
A text message. If I were her, I would definitely think so. Because my behavior today completely made her feel that I was indifferent to her emotions, and it showed how I felt about losing her.
And she must have been waiting for me to call or send her a text message tonight. She must have gotten impatient and thought my dinner should be over, so she couldn't help but send me this text message.
At this moment, I felt a sense of guilt and tenderness in my heart. Because I felt her true love for me. I knew that it was precisely because she cared about me that she acted like this.
Come and question me.[
And it was precisely because I thought of her true feelings for me that I made the final decision at this moment: I must leave her without hesitation. Only in this way can I be truly good to her, otherwise it will be harmful.
she.
Unless I agree to marry her. But I know this is impossible, unless I am willing to give up everything I have now for her, or I am willing for her to give up her future career path.
If I choose to marry Zhu Dan now, I must no longer have that kind of relationship with Lin Yu, otherwise Zhu Dan is likely to become the next victim, or our marriage will not last long. In this case
, Lin Yu will certainly not change my current status much, but he may not necessarily help me like before. I think this is inevitable.
It's not that I think Lin Yu is too realistic, but that I already know her very well. I feel that Lin Yu has true feelings for me, because since I met her, she has conditionally supported me in almost everything I do.
You know, even I would not do this for someone. This is already very clear. And she is a woman. Although she can tolerate me dating other women, she will never do it because of me.
Give up her completely for another woman.
Of course, I can try that, but I don't dare to do it, because it is actually a gamble, and the chance of winning in this gamble is extremely small for me.
In fact, a person's decision is often made in a short period of time. Just after Zhu Dan said those words to me, I immediately made up my mind. Because such a decision has long been formed in my heart.
, and I have already analyzed the reasons. Moreover, I have already made a decision on this matter, but today's events have shaken my determination and caused a ripple in my heart.
.
I immediately said: "Zhu Dan, we will not have a good result, because I can't give you what you need most. This is marriage. I'm sorry."
The sound of her heavy breathing came from the phone, and then came her slightly choked voice, "Why?"
The discomfort in my heart suddenly emerged, but I tried my best to keep my voice calm and calm. I said: "Didn't I tell you before? I have been since the first day of our relationship.
I tell you. Zhu Dan, I am an unlucky person, and anyone who marries me will have a bad end. Several women have suffered misfortune because of their marriage to me, and I don’t want you to be like that."
She was crying softly, "That's superstition. You shouldn't be superstitious..."
I said softly: "Zhu Dan, you are not me, and you cannot understand the pain I have endured when I faced all that. Therefore, it is best for us to separate now. Although I feel very sad, I can only do this.
.Zhu Dan, you are still young, I hope you can be happy."
After she was silent for a moment, she said softly to me: "Smile, why don't you ask me what the relationship between this person and me today is?"
There was an uncomfortable feeling in my heart again, and there was a cramping feeling in my stomach. My mouth was also bitter and sour. I tried my best to control these complicated emotions again, and spoke softly to her.
Said: "Zhu Dan, as long as you think he is suitable. What else can I say?"
She doesn't speak.
I thought about it and continued: "Zhu Dan, I don't know how to tell you this matter. In fact, the emotions between people are both complicated and relatively simple at the same time. It is said that the first people created by God were all
They were androgynous, but he found that such people were too weak and terrible, so he divided them into two halves, which is what we are now men and women. Therefore, each of us has been looking for his own half throughout his life. Very often.
Obviously, it has been proven that I am not your half, and you are not my half, so we cannot be together forever. Zhu Dan, if you find out who is your half, the real half, don't hesitate anymore
Come on. The longer I am with you, the greater the pain between us will be. Zhu Dan, do you understand what I mean?"
She hung up the phone.
And at this moment, the pain in my heart suddenly came. I felt my heart was stinging, and an unspeakable pain suddenly enveloped me in an instant. I felt my tears begin to surge.
And out.
In fact, I know the real purpose of her asking me to make this call just now - she is hoping that I will change my mind and get the last chance. But I did not give her this last chance, and at the same time I gave my last chance.
The opportunity was cruelly wiped out.
I didn't dare to let my sorrowful voice sound, because I didn't want my mother to worry about me, so I just cried silently. After a long time, I got into the bed, turned off the light, and put the quilt on my head. I wanted to
The ultimate darkness enveloped me...Now, I don’t even have the right to cry.[
Later, I fell asleep, but suddenly woke up in the middle of the night. I didn't know why, and after I woke up, I couldn't fall asleep again. At this time, I found that the quilt covering my head had long since disappeared.
At what point did it move to the lower part of my neck? Is it possible that deep down in my heart I am afraid of the dark? That’s why I escape from the complete darkness in my sleep?
I opened my eyes, and the room was completely dark, but there was light coming in from outside. I knew it was part of the light from the street lights in the community. Everything in front of me was shadowy, and I could feel the room.
Where every piece of furniture is located, the doors are open, and a breeze is coming in. The breeze blows the curtains and flutters gently. The fluttering of the curtains makes this dark room a little lively.
I tried to close my eyes and let myself fall asleep again, but after a while, I suddenly felt a kind of irritability in my mood. After a while, I slowly opened my eyes... and then
The moment I opened my eyes, I suddenly felt that my heart almost stopped beating, because I found a scary, human-like silhouette shaking in the doorway of the room, and it was
I didn't feel that it was a person at all in my consciousness. At this moment, a scary word suddenly appeared in my mind: ghost...
My breathing almost stopped, and I was filled with tension and fear.
But I immediately found that my body could not move at all, and I immediately understood that I was in a nightmare. I am a medical student, and I know that this situation is the result of my light sleep: most of my brain has entered a sleep state.
, but my cerebral cortex is still excited, so my body cannot move but my vision is in the same state as when I am awake.
I know how to really wake up in such a situation and how to return to reality from this terrible nightmare. The method is very simple, that is, to divert your attention. But in a nightmare state,
To divert attention, people must have strong conscious self-control, and the best way to achieve sufficient self-control is to fantasize about the details of sex.
I closed my eyes and began to imagine that I was with Zhu Dan at this time: Zhu Dan was beside me at this time, and she was touching the skin of my chest with her gentle hands, and her gentleness immediately reached my chest.
Soul. She was kissing my lips, and our tongues were intertwining... Under my fantasy, her existence was so real.
She crawled on my body, her head on my crotch, and a real warmth began to envelope that part of my body, immediately letting me enter an extremely wonderful and exhausting pleasure. This way
The feeling is so wonderful, thousands, tens of thousands times better than sex in reality.
I started to moan, and then I merged with her. She was on top of my body, but I couldn't see her face. I wanted to see her clearly, so I immediately reached out to hold her head, and then turned to myself
My eyes were zoomed in. I saw it, but I suddenly realized that the woman in front of me was not Zhu Dan at all! She was Zhao Menglei!
At this moment, I suddenly realized that Zhao Menglei was no longer a person in this world, and an extreme fear suddenly appeared. And when my fear suddenly appeared, she was like the wind in front of me at this moment.
Generally disappeared.
I suddenly woke up and sat up from the bed. I saw that the shaking monster that scared me just now turned out to be a curtain that was fluttering rapidly. The wind outside was strong.
My method was effective, because now my body was able to move, but at this time I began to be afraid of such darkness, and hurriedly got up and turned on the light.
The darkness was dispelled in an instant, my eyes became bright, and my fear also dissipated.
I couldn't help sighing. I knew why I had a nightmare just now. It was the result of my inner anxiety. Now, I really can't sleep anymore, and now I also find that my tears have long dried up.
I lay on the bed quietly, and couldn't help but think about a question: Why did Zhao Menglei suddenly appear in my dream just now? You know, I was consciously fantasizing just now. But I immediately understood that Zhao Menglei was in
The sudden appearance in my dreams still reflects my subconscious.
In my subconscious, there is a deep guilt for Zhao Menglei, and hidden in this guilt is a fear of her.
In reality, Zhao Menglei killed her ex-husband, but I had already begun to betray her before she was alive. After her death, my private life became more and more chaotic and unruly.
Now I finally understand that deep down in my heart I have always had a deep fear of her. And I suddenly felt something: deep down in my heart, I felt far less guilty about her than she did.
This feeling of fear that gave me.
I couldn't help but sigh: Maybe for other men, if they could have as many women as I did, maybe they would feel that their lives were fulfilling and that their trip to this world was not in vain. But I didn't.
I feel that the more I experience this kind of feeling, the more emptiness and loneliness I feel. Moreover, I suddenly discovered that few of the women in my life have left a deep impression on my soul.
imprints, as if most of them were passers-by in my life, coming in a hurry and then leaving in a hurry.
I don’t want to recall the past, let alone continue to think about such issues. Because I know that all of these are things I did myself, and in the final analysis, all of them are cause and effect.
But I couldn't fall asleep anymore, so I lay in bed and read all night. But I knew that it was impossible to truly be peaceful in my heart. A person's emotional problems would affect his entire life. To solve this problem
The only solution to the problem is to make yourself busier and more tired.
So, I arranged a lot of things for myself the next day. I called several department heads in the province and asked to talk to them about several important things. Of course, these things should be discussed with them sooner or later.
Yes, but I arranged these things on the same day.
I invited three leaders in total, one in the morning, one in the afternoon, and one in the evening for dinner.[
The day passed quickly like this. Although I was very tired, my heart was no longer so painful.
When I went to work on Monday, I arranged a government executive meeting, which was held on the next day. This time I arranged a lot of topics, involving all aspects of recent work. This government executive meeting lasted from morning to noon, and after lunch
Everyone took a short break and continued in the afternoon. As a result, there were still some topics that had not been studied by the time we got off work in the afternoon. I asked everyone to go to the canteen to have dinner and then continue the meeting in the evening. Later, the meeting ended near midnight in the evening.
Everyone was exhausted, but I was still full of energy. But no one said anything about it, because there was really too much work in the city recently, and they didn't know the real reason why I did this.
In the next few days, I held many meetings, including general meetings, small meetings, and on-site office meetings. At the same time, I also conducted on-site inspections of several large projects.
Two weeks later, I suddenly felt so tired. However, my heart was no longer as painful as before. Time and busyness made my pain a thing of the past. From a psychological point of view, I
The method used is self-torture, but this method is really effective.
Secretary Wu came, bringing with him a group of leaders from the Medical University and several division directors. They were more than ten people in a Coaster van.
Prior to this, the Medical University Infrastructure Office and the school office had contacted our municipal government office, health bureau, and civil affairs bureau, and we provided them with relevant information.
I also reported this matter to Secretary Rong, and of course she was very supportive of my idea. In fact, for our Shangjiang City, the most important thing at the moment is not the land, but the project. The project has many impacts on the local area.
, some projects can allow localities to obtain more tax revenue in the future, and some projects can play a role in publicity for a place. The project I proposed to the Medical University not only has a publicity role for our local area, but is also a good example for our country.
The political achievements of the first team.
Because Secretary Wu and his party were at a higher level, Secretary Rong personally attended the reception, and the reception this time was of a higher standard. Secretary Rong and I both went to the exit of the expressway to greet us. Of course, I knew in my heart that Secretary Rong
The purpose of this arrangement is also to give me, the mayor, face. After all, I graduated from a medical university. Secretary Rong is a lesbian, and she really considers such issues very carefully.
After receiving Secretary Wu and his party, we went directly to the best hotel in the city. The municipal government office had already opened rooms for them. Secretary Wu and several school leaders all had suites, and the department directors all had standard rooms. The reception was actually
As a subject, the level of the room must also be taken into consideration when arranging the room. In fact, a person does not need a large place to sleep, but what such an arrangement really considers is the feeling of the leader, a feeling of being respected.
Why do people like to be officials? And they always hope that their positions will get higher and higher. In addition to people's desire for power, there is also the inner need to be respected.
After letting everyone take a break, a simple meeting and symposium was held in the conference hall of this hotel. I, the abbot, presided over this meeting, and our secretary You Rong of Shangjiang City gave the lecture. However, her lecture was rather old-fashioned.
First, we will introduce the basic situation of our Shangjiang City, including the population, area, resources, etc. Then we will introduce the economic development status of the city, the current development of key projects, and the city of Shangjiang in a few years.
style, etc. Finally, she also focused on introducing the city's health and education work. More than an hour passed in this way.
In fact, I know that such cliches are also a necessity. Because this cliché is just the opinion of our local officials, we will follow this procedure every time we receive people. But for those who come to us for the first time
As for leaders, they are quite interested in such content. Especially for university leaders like Secretary Wu, because he has limited understanding of local work conditions, he will be more interested in such content.
Moreover, this kind of content must be talked about in today's situation. This is very helpful for medical universities to make up their mind to invest here. What is the most important aspect that needs to be paid attention to when investing? In the final analysis, it is still risk, and the evaluation of risk
In fact, it is the investment environment. In addition to the preferential policies provided by the local government, the investment environment also includes local influence and so on.
Finally, Secretary Rong introduced some of the ideas of the Municipal Party Committee and the Municipal Government on the medical nursing home project. What she talked about was roughly the same as what I talked about with Secretary Wu that night, but she focused on the Municipal Party Committee and the Municipal Government.
The importance attached to this project.
Then came Secretary Wu’s speech. Like Secretary Rong, he first talked about the basic situation of the Medical University. It was still the same content he talked about when Mayor Zhu and I went to the Medical University last time. In fact, local governments and universities
Likewise, many of the routines are similar. This actually shows one aspect of the bureaucracy of universities.
Then he talked about the issues about this project. He said: "Our school attaches great importance to this project. Not long ago, the Provincial Department of Health issued a document on the redistribution of health resources in the province, and our school carefully studied this
document, and we are also very grateful to Mayor Feng for his suggestions and reminders, which enable us to realize as soon as possible the competitive pressures and opportunities that our school and the major affiliated hospitals under the school may face in the future. At the same time, our school also
Special personnel were sent to conduct a careful inspection of the situation of this project. At present, cities such as Beijing and Shanghai have begun the construction of medical nursing homes, and we also learned that such projects are very popular with people in developed areas. Therefore, we
We are very optimistic about the prospects of this project. We have only one purpose for coming this time, and that is to select a site. If Shangjiang City can provide us with a suitable place, we can sign an agreement of intent with you right away."
At this time, I said with a smile: "The Medical University Office and the Infrastructure Department have communicated with us about the site selection issue, and we have also provided you with the planning map of Shangjiang City. At present, as long as it is not the land we have sold, or
It is an area we have specially planned, other than that, you can choose anywhere you want."
In fact, what I said is rather tactful, and I don’t really allow them to choose a place at will. If they like a piece of land in our city center, wouldn’t we be at a loss? So, if they choose
If it is land in our commercial district, we can excuse it by saying it has been sold or that it is under special planning.
Secretary Wu smiled and said: "Thank you to the leaders of Shangjiang City for their strong support to us."
In fact, we have already prepared for this matter. Immediately, I ordered the Secretary-General of the Municipal Government Office: "Please ask the comrades from the Municipal Planning Bureau to come immediately. Now you can let Secretary Wu and other leaders select the site."
The person in charge of the Planning Bureau came quickly, and the municipal government office had prepared a slide projector. The person in charge of the Planning Bureau introduced the entire planning situation of Shangjiang City, as well as the current land use status. Finally, he told Wu
The secretary and others suggested several plots of land.
These lots were all discussed with Secretary Rong, and they are not within our planned commercial area. You must know that what the Medical University needs is allocated land, because the cost of such land will be much lower. This project is of a public welfare nature.
, cannot be used for the development of commercial housing, so there is no need for them to purchase commercial land. Anyway, what they need is the land trial rights for 70 years, and who knows what Shangjiang City will look like in 70 years?
Sometimes I am thinking that many people in today's society are talking about the useful life of the houses they buy. Many people have opinions on the seventy-year usage rights and think it is too short. In fact, many people notice that it is only seven years.
It’s just a number ten, but few people think about how significant a period of seventy years is to a person’s life. What is seventy years? It means that a person who buys a house at the age of thirty can live there until he is a hundred years old.
If we look back in time, the houses in 70 years will be like the houses we looked at 30 or 40 years ago in the last century. Let me ask: How many houses in the 30s of the last century are there in any city in our country?
A house in the 1940s? Life is so short, and the world today is changing so rapidly. No one knows what the world will be like in 70 years. So I think it is best to consider this issue now.
Those people are completely baseless, or they are just talking.
After listening to the introduction by the person in charge of our Shangjiang City Planning Bureau, Secretary Wu immediately said: "We'd better go to the site to see the situation in these places."
Secretary Rong said with a smile: "It's lunch time now. Let's go eat first, and then after the leaders take a nap, we will go on a field trip in the afternoon."
Secretary Wu looked at the time, then smiled and said, "That's alright, we'll do whatever you want."
Then everyone went to the private room in the restaurant downstairs. When we left the conference room, Secretary Rong smiled at me.
Of course I knew what she meant by her smile at me: today's situation was something she and I had expected a long time ago. Secretary Wu and the others knew very little about the local situation, so they would inevitably make what we wanted according to our inducement.
The decision came. And this is exactly the situation now.
In the afternoon, I accompanied Secretary Wu and his party to several places for on-the-spot inspections. They finally chose the place we expected to arrange for them. Because the other places were really not suitable for building sanatoriums. The place we expected was the first one.
The plan is to turn it into a park, because there are a lot of trees on the hill. But now, this place is the best choice as a sanatorium. You know, if this place is turned into a park, the citizens can certainly enjoy more
There are many areas for leisure and entertainment, but after all, this is a loss to the city's finances. In addition to the land value not being reflected, the city government also needs a large investment.
But the situation is different now. Once this place is built into a sanatorium by the Medical University, it will not only introduce a key project to Shangjiang City, but the value of the land will also be better reflected. Moreover,
Such a project would not cause citizens to resent the cancellation of the park's construction.
After a delegation from the Medical University inspected several pieces of land, Secretary Wu smiled and asked his subordinates in this hilly area, "How was it? Do you think this place is the most suitable?"
His subordinates all nodded.
Secretary Wu smiled and said: "Then let's go here. Mayor Feng, now we can sign an agreement of intent with you."
I smiled and said: "Secretary Wu, what kind of agreement of intent are you going to sign? Since you have decided to invest in this project here and the location has been selected, our commitment to Shangjiang City will not change, so just sign it directly
The formal agreement is ready. Now I am very worried about one thing, that is, the value of our land here will increase. The longer you delay, the higher the cost will be in the future, and in terms of the construction period, it should also
The shorter the better. Secretary Wu, what do you think?"
He laughed, "What Mayor Feng said seems to make sense." Then he went to ask his subordinates, "What do you think?"
They all smiled and said: "Mayor Feng is right. Now that we have decided on this matter, let's just sign the agreement. Many things are like this now, and it is very likely that we will have long nights and many dreams."
The matter was decided like this. Maybe they didn't know that the person who was really worried about the long nights and dreams was actually me.
Secretary Rong attended the signing ceremony. The contract was signed by the president of the Medical University and I, because the two of us are the legal persons. Although the signing ceremony was temporarily arranged, the preparations of the municipal government office were in place. They under my instructions
The venue for the signing ceremony was quickly arranged, and many employees and people were called. The reporting team of the municipal TV station also came. After the ceremony, I told the person in charge of the municipal TV station to send today’s news video.
Go to the provincial TV station, and you must find a way to get the provincial TV station to broadcast it on today's prime news program.
I told the person in charge of the municipal TV station about this matter in front of Secretary Wu and his party. Secretary Wu was very happy after hearing it. Of course, I arranged it this way, because it is not only for the medical university but also for our Shangjiang Municipal Party Committee and Government.
Generally speaking, this project is a big political achievement. Therefore, publicity is very necessary, and its publicity effect will also be very large.
In the evening, Secretary Rong personally hosted the dinner, and after the dinner, I specially arranged for the city art troupe to hold a literary evening for the medical university delegation. This arrangement was imagined by the leadership of the university, but in fact it is a high-standard arrangement in itself.
We treat them as special guests in a special situation. Of course, this is also because my face comes into play, because I am a person who graduated from a medical university. Since my former leader is here and he has brought such a big person,
Investment projects, of course, require special arrangements.
After the party, I offered to treat everyone to a night of beer, and Secretary Wu happily agreed. At this time, I suddenly thought of Zhu Dan’s old bar, and my heart suddenly felt a twinge of pain.
It'll be fine if you're drunk. I said to myself.
When Secretary Wu left the next day, he said to me, "Mayor Feng, this project is yours. Who do you think is responsible for this project? Haha! I don't have any other ideas, the main thing is to consider
So that we can find the most suitable candidate so that the project can proceed smoothly."
I smiled and said: "Secretary Wu, you can decide this matter for yourself. I am a person who graduated from a medical university. If anyone takes charge, I will let the people below take full responsibility. We have organized a coordination team here. That day and
Mr. An, who we have dinner with, is the consultant of our coordination team. Don't worry, we will fully cooperate with your work."
He smiled and said: "Mayor Feng, I want to arrange for Wang Xin to be in charge of this project. After the project is completed, let him serve as the director of this nursing home. What do you think?"
Only then did I understand that he was considering such an arrangement, but I didn't understand why he came to seek my opinion, so I immediately asked him: "Secretary Wu, you think Wang Xin is okay, right?"
Of course my words have their own meaning. After all, Wang Xin used to be Secretary Zhang’s employee, and I don’t know what the working conditions of the project Wang Xin collaborated with Lin Yi at the Medical University were like. From what Secretary Wu just said
Judging from this idea, he seems to be a little dissatisfied with Wang Xin. You know, the hospital project that the Medical University cooperates with Lin Yi is in the provincial capital after all. It would be more appropriate for Wang Xin to be the dean there.
Secretary Wu smiled and said: "My idea is very simple. He is the only one in our school who has the most experience in hospital construction projects. So it is best for him to continue doing this project."
I nodded, "Yes."
In fact, now I really understand his intentions: after all, Wang Xin is the person I used to talk to him about, and now Wang Xin being transferred here is obviously a hidden insult. Because of this, Secretary Wu came to ask for my opinion.
Because he may be worried that I will be dissatisfied with him because of this. After all, it involves my face.
But it is impossible for me to say anything more on this matter, because what Secretary Wu just said is his already formed opinion. For him, telling me his protagonist's thoughts now is just a greeting to me.
.That’s all.
If I say anything more, I will be ignorant, and it is not in line with the rules of the officialdom. But I still secretly feel sad for Wang Xin in my heart: so much time has passed, but he still doesn’t get it
Secretary Wu’s forgiveness. It can be seen from this that once a person is in the wrong team, the consequences will be terrible.
However, I also think that Wang Xin himself still has some problems in this matter. It is not terrible for a person to be in the wrong team. What is terrible is that he cannot find a way to stand in the queue of the current leader again.
Of course, I also understand Wang Xin very well, because I am also an intellectual, and he and I have one thing in common in our hearts, that is, we cannot let go of the last bottom line in our hearts and completely break with our former leaders.
In fact, many people cannot do this, because in the final analysis, it is still an ethical issue. If a person does not care about anything for the sake of his own future, such a person will also be despised by others. So this is also an ethical issue.
Weird circle. In the final analysis, the problem is still the same: being in the wrong team is a sure disaster.
I also feel very helpless about this, because there is only so much I can do to help Wang Xin.
Wang Xin arrived in Shangjiang City soon, and I personally treated him to a meal. I also specially called the heads of the Municipal Construction Committee, Land and Resources Bureau, Health Bureau and other units. My purpose was very simple, just to hope that Wang Xin would be there.
Work here can be more relaxed and enjoyable.
I found that he lost a lot of weight and became much calmer.
The world is sometimes so contradictory. Even if a person grows up, a good destiny may not follow.
It’s the end of the year in a blink of an eye, and the two sessions after the year are getting closer and closer. In the recent period, I have been more cautious about everything, because I don’t want any problems to occur at this time. Now everything I do is in
It revolves around removing the word "generation" from one's head.
As the Spring Festival was approaching, one day I suddenly remembered that I hadn't eaten at Ruan Zhenzhen's place for a long time, and I also suddenly remembered that Ruan Zhenzhen had never settled with me since the restaurant opened.
Although I didn't pay special attention to this matter, once I thought about it, I suddenly felt that something was not quite right.
It happened to be the weekend, so I called Ruan Zhenzhen in advance and told her that I was going to have a meal there that evening, just by myself.
She smiled and said to me: "It seems like you haven't been here for a long time. I'm afraid you've even forgotten what I look like?"
After hearing what she said, the worries in my heart immediately disappeared, because her words made me feel that she did not seem like that kind of person.
When we got there, she had already prepared a small private room for me. Needless to say, she would of course accompany me to eat the meal. Prepared on the table were the most traditional dishes of this restaurant, as well as a bottle of
Good wine. I found that she was still as beautiful as before, and she was wearing a white fur jacket today, which made her look even more delicate.
But at this time, I suddenly felt that I didn't know how to ask her about that matter, because her beauty already made me feel like my heart was swaying in ecstasy.
I decided not to ask her about that matter for the time being, and then I raised my glass to her and said, "Zhenzhen, I haven't seen you for a long time. Come, let's have a drink and wish you a happy New Year in advance."
She smiled at me and said, "Brother Feng, I also wish you a Happy New Year."
After we ordered some food and drank several glasses of wine, I casually asked her, "How is the business in the restaurant?"
She smiled at me and said, "It's okay. Brother Feng, is it the restaurant business that you came here to ask about today? Could it be that you haven't missed me at all after such a long time?"
After she finished speaking, she looked at me lovingly. There were blurry waves flowing in her eyes, which made me even more fascinated by her...