Even after we talked on the phone, I was still hesitant—she was getting married soon, so why should I meet her? Does it make sense?

But then I thought of something: since she called me and said she wanted to see me, it means that she thinks it is necessary and why to see me. {Free novel} In any case, she and I still have real feelings, although

Our relationship is not very deep, but it is still worth cherishing and remembering.

So, I decided to meet her. My idea was simple: if I met her, I might feel it was unnecessary. But if I didn’t, it would probably become a lifelong regret for me.

Of course I know the place Zhu Dan was talking about, it was the Western restaurant on the top floor of the five-star hotel where we had dinner together.[

I was already late when I got there because I had to send my child home first. The child was very unhappy because I promised to take him to KFC for lunch. As a result, I said a lot of nice things to him and then promised him

He didn't give up until he bought a set of Transformers toys.

There are toys like that on sale outside the children's playground, and they are quite expensive. I bought a whole set for him.

Today's merchants are really good at doing business, and the business of children is indeed the best. For example, now, because I am eager to rush to meet Zhu Dan, I don't even negotiate the price, I just pay and leave.

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When I arrived at the hotel, I found that Zhu Dan was already sitting at the seat where we had sat. Either she came early today, or she made a reservation in advance. I thought to myself. But when I first saw her sitting there

When I was there, my heart suddenly felt warm and excited, but then I felt sad.

I didn't go over immediately, but stood not far away from her and looked at her. I was afraid that when I got closer, I wouldn't dare to look at her as carefully as before.

She was sitting next to the bright floor-to-ceiling glass. Although her skin color was a little dark, she was beautiful. The light coming in from outside the glass added a halo to the edge of her face. She sat there quietly.

, sitting there quietly and motionless. I don’t know what she is thinking. She in front of me is like a very beautiful statue in my eyes.

I couldn't bear to stay here for a long time, because I thought she must have been waiting for me for a long time. I walked towards her quickly, and when I got closer to her, she felt my arrival. She raised her head, with a look on her face.

A bright smile burst out in an instant, "Are you here?"

I apologized and said to her: "When you called me, I was at the children's playground with my child, so I sent the child home first and then came here. I'm sorry for keeping you waiting."

She said to me softly: "Thank you for coming."

I went and sat across from her, "Have you ordered?"

She shook her head, "Wait a moment, let's talk first. I want a cup of coffee, do you want it?"

I nodded, then turned around and snapped my fingers at the waiter. When the waiter came over, I said to him: "One cup of the same coffee."

Zhu Dan asked me: "Have you been coming back every week lately?"

I nodded, "My work has been going smoothly recently, and I don't need to work overtime regularly on weekends. So I try to take time to go home."

She sighed and said: "It seems that my fate is bad. You are always busy when I am with you, and you are free as soon as we break up. What do you think this is if it is not fate?"

I was startled for a moment, and then said to her softly: "Zhu Dan, we are in the past. Since you are ready to marry that person now, you shouldn't think too much about the past. Zhu Dan, in the end, it is all

I'm sorry for you, I'm not worthy of your love, let alone your lifelong trust."

She shook her head slightly, "Brother Feng, I never know why you can't accept me. I, Zhu Dan, have always thought highly of myself, and I look down on many men. But you are different, even though you have been married twice.

, and children, but I have never considered these issues of yours at all. Because I think each of us has our own past, which is normal. "

I was silent.

She continued to say to me quietly: "Brother Feng, I really don't know why. Maybe you thought that I was too proactive at first, and that I did things like that with you just to do something with you.

. Maybe that makes you think that I am a particularly open-minded woman, not to mention that there were many rumors about me before that. Brother Feng, it’s not like that. In fact, I noticed you soon after you arrived in our Shangjiang City.

When it came to you, I also quietly learned about your marital status. Later, I happened to ask you for help with something, and then you accepted me. Maybe I was too impatient at the time, but I really like you."[

Although she didn't use the word "love" to me, I understood that this should be her truest emotion. On the contrary, if she had used the word "love", I might feel it was false.

For me today, love has become a kind of luxury. I once had something like that, but it was lost long ago. Later, I pursued it again, but the result was all bruises. Maybe Zhu Dan also feels that love is right for me.

It was too far away for her, so she used the word "like".

And I can completely believe that the relationship between her and the rich second-generation boss is not love. After all, the time between the two of them was too short. The so-called love at first sight, in the final analysis, is love at first sight. Maybe the man really likes Zhu Dan's appearance.

and figure, but what Zhu Dan likes should be the other person's wealth.

In fact, not all marriages are the inevitable result of love, just like marriages are not all the tomb of love. Marriage is actually a kind of responsibility in many cases. For example, at that time, although I felt that Zhao Menglei and I

His marriage was not equal, but I still accepted him without hesitation. In addition to the true love I had for her, there was also the responsibility that I should get married.

It’s time to get married. In the final analysis, this is a responsibility. As human beings, we have the responsibility as sons of men. As human beings, we have the responsibility to pass on our descendants and allow mankind to multiply. As sons of men, we have the responsibility not to worry our parents.

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Marriage is still an instinctive need. The fundamental attribute of human beings is that of animals. Males need females. This is an instinct.

Therefore, no matter before or now, I no longer regard marriage as so sacred. But it does not mean that I can be free because I have another more important responsibility and cannot hurt anyone who likes me.

woman.

Therefore, after I listened to Zhu Dan's words, although I felt very uncomfortable and moved at the same time, I still did not dare to waver in the slightest.

I shook my head and said: "Zhu Dan, I have already told you everything that needs to be said. Although I also like you very much, it is really impossible for us. I told you that my first wife committed suicide.

The two of them became vegetative after giving birth, and eventually left this world. In fact, you don’t know, but later I had a real love again, and it reached the point of talking about marriage, but she still died unexpectedly. Zhu Dan,

You wouldn't even think that I have dated many women, but as long as they don't talk about marriage with me, they are fine. Maybe you think this is superstitious, but in fact I felt the same way at the beginning, because I am a student.

Medical people should not believe in such things. But later facts told me that some things can only be explained by superstition. Zhu Dan, I have always disagreed with you because I like you. I can't take your life.

Make a bet. Maybe you think we can give it a try, or even think that even if something goes wrong, it won't matter, but have you thought about your parents? Have you thought about my feelings? "

I spoke softly and slowly. When I reached the end, my voice became choked with sobs, because the words I just said had touched my heart. But she opposite me had already...

Already starting to cry.

I continued: "Zhu Dan, I really can't imagine if something unexpected happens to you after we get married. If that's the case, maybe I will never be at peace again in this life. You are still young and should have your own

Life. So I wish you the best and wish you find the man you like."

Tears fell from her eyes, and she said softly to me: "But, he is not the man I like..."

I shook my head, "Zhu Dan, I don't think this is the most important thing. He likes you, right?"

She nodded, tears still falling.

I said to her softly: "There are not so many perfect things in this world, including the so-called love. There are not many such marriages between two people who love each other and then get married. In this case, why can't we retreat?

Secondly? That's what people often say: If you can't find the person you love, why not find someone who loves you? Zhu Dan, that man likes you, and he is very rich and can provide you with a wealthy life.

Life. Isn’t this enough? Think about it, how many girls in this world can have such a marriage and a future?"

She didn't speak. I knew that in fact, that was what she was thinking in her heart, but she was still a little unwilling to do so.

I said: "Zhu Dan, but I still want to give you a suggestion: No matter how prosperous your life will be in the future, you must have your own career. Only women who can support themselves can withstand any setbacks and are more likely to win over men.

respect.”

She whispered, choked with sobs, "Yeah."

I looked at her and said to her sincerely: "Zhu Dan, I wish you happiness."

She blushed, "Then, will you come to our wedding?"

I shook my head, "Probably not. Isn't it the same now that I'm blessing you?"

She looked at me with sorrow in her eyes, "I know, and I believe what you just said. You really like me. Thank you, Brother Feng."[

I didn’t want to talk to her about such things anymore, because such topics would only make people sad and painful. I said, “What do you want to eat? Let’s order.”

She nodded slightly, "Whatever. I want to drink some wine."

I glanced at her and found that her mood was very abnormal. I said, "Then let's each have a steak. Then some vegetarian dishes and a bottle of red wine. How about that?"

She said calmly: "Yeah."

However, when the wine and food were served, she remained motionless, and she had no reaction when I offered her a toast. Now I felt a little overwhelmed, "Zhu Dan, what's wrong with you?"

She shook her head slightly, "I don't want to eat it."

I asked her tentatively: "How about we go eat something else?"

She said: "I want to eat hot pot. I want it to be very spicy."

I hurriedly said: "Okay. Let's go now."

Immediately, I called the waiter to come over and pay the bill. At this time, I suddenly heard Zhu Dan saying to me quietly: "Why are you so nice to me?"

I was stunned for a moment, then sighed and said, "Let's go."

In fact, some of what Zhu Dan said to me before really touched my heart. I have always felt that our first time came too suddenly. In other words, it was too easy for me to get her. This is not a matter of getting too much.

It’s not a matter of not cherishing it easily, but in my heart I feel that this is not normal. Just think about it, she is such a beautiful woman, and she is also an announcer on a TV station, why does she come to sleep with me so easily? Yes

, she did have something to ask me about at that time, but what did it mean that she used that method? It showed that she was very casual in such matters.

Of course, that kind of thought can only exist in my heart. Because of this, I bought a lot of things for her at the beginning. My idea at that time was very simple, that is, to put the relationship between me and her

Treat the relationship as a transaction, hoping that this way will not cause trouble for yourself.

Later, I slowly felt that she seemed to have some true feelings for me, because her desire to marry me should be real. What does it mean for a woman to marry a man? That means she will spend her whole life

Deliver it to me!

But I couldn't accept her. At first it was because of Secretary Chen, but later I felt that I shouldn't give up everything for her, because she didn't have that level of importance in my mind. Even today, I still
To be continued...