I performed five surgeries of the same kind in one afternoon. If the patient named Shen Danmei hadn't been found to have a sexually transmitted disease, I would have had to perform six surgeries. The outpatient doctor didn't notice her problem. I guess it was because there were too many patients.
She put on her pants and sat across from my desk again.
"Let me take a look at your medical records again." I said to her.
Now she has become pale and at a loss. She no longer has the confident look she had just now.
Just now, when she first entered here, she looked very cheerful. I guess it was because of her beauty that she had that confident look. Most beautiful women are very confident, I have experienced this for a long time.[
"Medical records?" she asked me, obviously a little distracted.
I nodded, "Let me take a look."
What she doesn’t know is that what I actually want to see is who saw her in the clinic yesterday.
She handed me the medical record. I pretended to read it carefully. In fact, when I turned the page, I already saw it. It was Su Hua's name yesterday morning.
I still think it’s because there are too many outpatients. Of course, Su Hua’s boyfriend’s return may also be the reason. In any case, it’s better not to make this matter public. Therefore, I think it is necessary to tell the nurse about this later. something.
"Doctor, what should I do?" Now, the patient is sitting in front of me very anxious.
"We must seize the time for treatment. Otherwise, the child will be in trouble when he grows up." I said to her. Now, I will no longer ask her to consider keeping the child as much as possible, because not only is she not married, but she also suffers from such a disease. It is difficult to say that the child in her belly will not be infected. However, sexually transmitted diseases caused by viral infections are quite troublesome, because there are currently no drugs in the world that can completely treat viruses.
"Doctor, please give me some medicine. Infusion is also fine," she begged me.
I nodded, "I can prescribe medicine, but your disease is a bit troublesome to treat. First, you need to take medicine, and second, you need to enhance the body's resistance. In addition, you need to use laser or liquid nitrogen to burn off the herpes inside you."
"Is it so troublesome?" she murmured.
"It's very troublesome. But don't be nervous. It's not a serious disease." I had to comfort her.
"Doctor, I will come to you to help me see a doctor from now on, okay? I think you are different from other doctors. Not only are you very responsible, but you are also very meticulous," she said.
"Take the medicine first. I'll prescribe it to you right away." I didn't agree to her, because everything I did today was out of a doctor's duty.
She stopped begging me, took the prescription and left.
The next patient came in. I completely forgot to say hello to the nurse.
I didn't think about it when I got off work, because I received a phone call. "Come to my house for dinner tonight. I'll wait for you." The call was from Zhao Menglei.
Her call made me feel confused and embarrassed. Although I agreed to her on the phone, only I knew the hesitation and embarrassment in my heart.
There is only one reason for my hesitation and embarrassment, that is, I don’t want to go to her place again, but it’s hard to do so. After all, she and I already have that kind of relationship.
I still went after work. This was the result of my ideological struggle all afternoon. I felt like a hesitant moth, hovering around the light for a long time but still had no choice but to pounce towards the fire... [
In fact, I am very conflicted. Now, I suddenly felt that I couldn't control myself after having our first time with Zhao Menglei that night. She was as irresistible to me as opium. I knew she was opium, but I couldn't stop.
I want to smoke again. How did you become like this? I blamed myself in my heart.
This is a kind of nature, a kind of nature. After struggling painfully, I said to myself again - after a person is born, he needs to be taught by adults about food and daily life. Only men and women have sex, and the teacher can learn from him. Having sex with a woman is like taking opium. Once
When you first try Yunyu, it is easy to become addicted and dependent, and you will be unable to stop it for life. Medically speaking, this is a normal reflection of the over-stimulation of the terminal nerves in the cerebral cortex. In other words, it is the fault of man and nature.
After convincing myself, I turned back and headed towards Zhao Menglei's house. On the way there, I no longer regarded myself as a moth. I told myself in my heart: You are going to meet the lover of my dreams who I have been missing for many years.
, this is also a kind of love.
However, when I arrived at the door of her house, I suddenly hesitated. The moment I was about to press the doorbell.
As soon as the index finger of his right hand touched the button of the doorbell, he suddenly flinched back as if he was electrocuted. Feng Xiao, you can't make another mistake again and again!
So, I started to wander in front of her house. Maybe, those who didn’t know the situation thought that I was the owner of this house because I had lost the key or something, or that I was a scholar who was encountering a certain problem and was thinking about it.
.
I continued to hesitate, pacing outside the door of her house, because I really couldn't bear to leave. It wasn't entirely because I couldn't bear it, but I felt that the door of her house was attracting me fiercely like a magnet.
Suddenly, I heard the sound of the elevator reaching this floor, and then there were footsteps. I immediately panicked, turned around, and was about to run towards the elevator...
"Feng Xiao!" However, at this moment, Zhao Menglei opened the door of her house and she was calling me.
I turned around in a hurry and saw her standing gracefully at the door of her house, with a beautiful smile blooming on her face.
I understood immediately, she, she had been observing me through the peephole inside the security door!
That must be it!
The footsteps that came from the elevator just now did not come, and went to the other side of the corridor. I breathed a sigh of relief, but my back was already soaked.
So I smiled awkwardly at her.
"Look at you, why is it so hot?" She walked towards me, held my arm, and said to me sweetly.
I followed her in, but I felt that my body was very stiff.
Every muscle in my body is tense.
With a soft "bang" sound, the door of her house was closed by her. Now, there are only her and me in this space. Inside is the cool air and the gentle smile on her face. My body is no longer tight
Tensed, every muscle suddenly returned to its free state.
"Go take a bath." She was saying to me.
After the tense and embarrassing process I had just gone through, I still couldn't clear my head for a while, so I lost my reaction to her words.
She burst into laughter, "Do you still want me to wash it for you?"
"Take a shower? Okay." At this time, I finally came to my senses.[
"You really want me to give you a bath? Hehe!" She smiled immediately, and a passionate kiss suddenly landed on my sweaty cheek.
Her kiss made my soul completely return to my body. At this moment, the inner contradictions and hesitations suddenly disappeared, leaving only lust, and it was suddenly stirred up by her.
....
The bath she gave me was as gentle as a wife's. Although I have never been married, and I have never even had a girlfriend, I can imagine that when I have a wife, or the wives of other married men should
The tenderness shown.
While she was bathing me, I lost all lust because my heart was already filled with her warmth. Afterwards, we had dinner together and of course drank some wine. After she finished bathing, I watched TV.
Then we went to her bedroom together. The whole process was as natural as a couple. This time I left her house the next morning because I fell asleep after we finished making love.
Sleep until dawn.
When I woke up in the morning, she had already prepared breakfast. I left her house only after eating.
I walked out of her house, took the elevator downstairs, and then went to the side of the road to get in the car. During this process, I had a dreamlike feeling. I only came to my senses when I arrived at the hospital gate. Feng Xiao, how could you do this?
?At this moment, regret and fear began to hit my heart at the same time.
No, you can't do this anymore. I told myself in my heart.
Yu Min's wound was in good condition after I re-sutured it. Although it was still a little red, there was no sign of cracking again. After checking other patients, I started to change her dressing.
"Are you still coughing?" I asked while cleaning her wound.
"I don't cough much anymore. Thank you." She said, and then smiled slightly, "Dr. Feng, it seems you are right. It will be much better if I don't think about the cough anymore. Thank you for borrowing the book for me.
"
"It's nothing. But you still have to pay attention at all times and tell me if anything happens." I said to her softly.
"Now I just feel that the wound is a little itchy." She frowned and said, "Sometimes the itching is so uncomfortable that I can't help but scratch the wound, but it hurts when I scratch it, and I'm worried that the wound will cause problems again."
"Itching means that the wound is growing flesh, which is a sign of healing." I said with a smile, "Don't scratch it. If you really can't stand it anymore, just press it lightly."
"Yeah." she said.
"Where is your family?" I asked, "You are here alone in the hospital, what should you do to eat and go to the toilet?"
"I always ask the nurse for help." She said sadly, "My home is not here."
"Where is your boyfriend?" I asked again. She had an ectopic pregnancy, which means she must have a man. Otherwise, how could she be pregnant? You know, ectopic pregnancy is also a pregnancy, but the pregnancy is in the wrong place.
"He, he's gone." She replied, tears starting to fall from the corners of her eyes.
I suddenly felt sad and regretted the question I just asked.
"Have a good rest." I stopped asking her, and I had already finished changing her medicine. Then I was about to leave, but I heard her suddenly call me: "Doctor Feng..."
I stopped and looked at her with a smile.
"Oh, it's nothing." She said, smiling sheepishly.
I continued to smile at her, turned around and prepared to leave again, but her voice came again: "Dr. Feng, when will you work night shift?"
I turned around, "What's going on?"
"Just ask." She said, with a look of shame on her face.
"Tomorrow night." I answered.
"Dr. Feng, can you come and talk to me during your night shift?" she asked me in a low voice.
I don't know why, but at this moment, a gentle emotion suddenly rose in my heart, "Okay." I nodded towards her and said softly.
"Thank you!" Her voice suddenly became happy.
Zhao Menglei called me again that afternoon, but I refused. My reason was very good: my tutor's birthday is tonight. Then I told her: "I will work night shift tomorrow night. I may be very busy recently."
"Are you starting to get tired of me?" she asked.
"Don't say that." I didn't say "no" to her because I really couldn't say it, and I wasn't really tired of her, but because I blamed myself. Anyway, she was married.
Man, I don't want to let myself go on like this.
As for my patient today, her words suddenly caused ripples in my heart, and I felt her affection for me. So I thought: If I find a girlfriend of my own as soon as possible, then I
Only then can the inappropriate relationship with Zhao Menglei truly end.
When Zhao Menglei said, "You're starting to get tired of me, aren't you?" I suddenly thought, "Don't hold a banquet," I said while still thinking, "I've been really busy lately."
Of course she didn't know what I was really thinking, so she immediately laughed and said, "Okay then. Call me anytime when you're done."
I could tell that she was in a happy mood, because there was a relaxed and cheerful element in her voice.
Only sigh.
After dinner that night, I went directly to the ward. My dormitory was too stuffy, but the ward had air conditioning. Of course, this was the reason I gave myself. But I did find that after just two days, I
I am no longer used to my original residence. I used to think that although the dormitory was stuffy, it was bearable as long as there was a fan, but today I found that I couldn't stand the stuffy heat. I guess it was because I stayed there for the past two nights.
Because she is at Zhao Menglei's house. In her house, the air conditioner is always on.
So, I went to the ward. The stuffiness was certainly a reason, but in my heart, only I knew that I wanted to talk to the beautiful female patient named Yu Min.
The first thing I went to was the doctor's office. I took out a copy of "Obstetrics and Gynecology" from the drawer and flipped through it. This was just pretentious.
"Dr. Feng, are you so hardworking?" The doctor on duty immediately praised me when he saw me reading seriously.
"It's too hot in the dormitory and I really can't read." I smiled bitterly.
"Dr. Feng, the income of our department is not low, right? Why don't you buy a house by yourself? Why are you crowded in that small dormitory?" the doctor on duty said to me with a smile.
"It's hundreds of thousands. Where did I get so much money?" I couldn't help but be speechless.
"Are you stupid? Mortgage." She looked at me as if she were looking at an alien.
"I don't even have a girlfriend, so why buy a house?" I then said with a wry smile.
"Dr. Feng, I think you are thinking about the problem the other way around." She looked at me and said with a serious expression, "You should think like this. Now that you have a good income, if you have a house and a car, you can find a girlfriend.
Isn’t it easy? Women are very realistic. Haha! Dr. Feng, although you are also an obstetrician and gynecologist, you only know their bodies, but you don’t understand women’s hearts. What’s more, everyone has to live for themselves
No? This city is so hot in summer, why do you have to suffer that kind of pain?"
"It makes sense!" At this moment, I suddenly had a feeling of enlightenment.