I have thought about this problem many times, but I can't find the result because I really can't understand it.
"Zhuang Qing, I have always been confused. I wanted to ask you several times, but I never could. Because I didn't dare. I was afraid that I would let down your kindness to me," I said.
"Feng Xiao. Do you know? I found that I fell in love with you." She said to me softly. A warm current suddenly surged in my heart. I did not doubt her statement. I had thought of this before,
But I can't believe it.
"Zhuang Qing, I'm already married, why do you bother? And am I just a little doctor? Do I deserve you to like me like this?" I hugged her into my arms, kissed her hair and said.
Her head was on my chest, and her hand was stroking my abdomen, "Feng Xiao, originally I just wanted to retaliate for Song Mei's indifference to me. Although I usually look crazy, I know her.
There were very few people. At that time, I thought you were pretty good, so I chose you. Our first time, you made me happy. And that night, I felt the happiness of being a woman for the first time. I originally wanted to forget you from now on.
, but I found that I couldn’t do it anymore. Especially later when I found out that you treat patients so well and so sincerely, I began to be moved by you. Feng Xiao, I met your wife when we had dinner together that night.
, I felt a little ashamed when I saw her. She was so beautiful and so gentle to you. I felt very uncomfortable at the time and felt that I was very sorry for your wife, so I never thought of letting you stay with me after the divorce.
Together. But I found that I really can't live without you. That day, I heard all the words you and Song Mei said in the teahouse. I was very moved, because I found that you really regarded me as you.
I treat you as your woman. If you want to ask me when I started to fall in love with you, then I will tell you that it was that day, in that teahouse."[
She was talking nonchalantly, and her sentences were a bit confusing, but I completely understood her sincerity. So I was even more moved and felt even more ashamed.
"Zhuang Qing. I like you too. I am telling the truth. However, it is impossible for me to separate from Zhao Menglei. This is not my excuse. Because you may not know that Zhao Menglei's first marriage failed. She often
She suffered severe beatings and mental abuse from her ex-husband. Also, I had a crush on her when I was in middle school, and she has made me unable to forget her for so many years. Sometimes I think, maybe I have never been in love.
The reason is also because of my longing for her. Therefore, it is impossible for me to separate from her. On the one hand, I feel that being able to marry her is God’s favor for me. On the other hand, I don’t want her to be hurt again. However, I
You also feel very guilty. I don’t know how to repay your feelings for me. Really, I am very conflicted now, really very conflicted." I said, and I choked up a little when I said it later.
Originally, I wanted to say to her: I want to give you the five hundred thousand. But I didn't say it because I was afraid of blaspheming her feelings for me.
"I know. I know." She said softly, "Feng Xiao, what would you do if I was pregnant with your child?"
I was stunned for a moment, and after a while I sighed softly: "I don't know either."
She let out a long sigh. My heart suddenly felt so painful.