It's so cold today, and I got the verdict from the hospital. I'm at the end of my life, and I may not be able to survive more than two months.
I'm not afraid of death, but Xiao Feiyang is still so young. What will he do if I die? My parents have already worked very hard, do I have to leave a burden for them if I die?
In the afternoon, I suddenly received a call from Wang Rui. She gave me a piece of news that shocked me very much: With the news about A Yang, he will return to China at the end of the year and will come to attend the class reunion.
I was very surprised. I haven’t contacted Ayan for ten years. I don’t know how he is doing. But do I still have the chance to see him for the last time? God, please give me the last moment before I die.
I saw Ayang for the last time.
February 4th Heavy Snow Tuesday
Today is New Year's Eve, it's snowing heavily outside, I feel so cold, and my health is getting worse.
I remembered that A Yang once talked about the winter in the south ten years ago. Although it was cold there, it still had a hint of spring warmth. It rarely snowed there. I really wanted to visit it.
I hate the snowy outside, Ayang, why haven't you come yet? I'm afraid I can't wait to see you for the last time.
February 10 sunny Monday
They say melting snow is colder than falling snow, and it’s absolutely true. I feel like this winter has sucked away my life bit by bit. Even my hand holding the pen is a little unsteady. I don’t know if I can still hold it tomorrow.
Start writing.
I remembered a poem today, which may correspond to the love of my life:
Is it too late to start falling in love with your stubbornness now?
Time stands still, solidifies my thoughts, and persists for you
Minutes fly by, life slowly fades away
I am so smart that I only want to be crazy about you
Ask me if I still look beautiful when I fell in love with you
Still guarding the dusty lovesickness for you
Ask me if I am still the same as then, I would rather die for you
No matter life or death, I will never refuse
Ask me if I still remember that love poem about not regretting
Carve your name on my tombstone
This is the last diary written by Xie Ling. At this time, her handwriting is already crooked. It can be seen that she is extremely ill and even has no strength to hold a pen.
Seeing the last love poem written by Xie Ling, Xu Yang's tears were like broken beads, dripping down drop by drop.
Even at the last moment of her life, Xie Ling still cared about Xu Yang. Faced with the beauty's deep love, no matter how much she did, how could Xu Yang blame her?
There is a piece of paper sandwiched in the middle of the diary, with a crooked message written on it.
"Ayan, when you read this letter, I'm afraid I'm already in hell. A vicious woman like me is not qualified to go to heaven. I really want to see you one last time, but God won't let me
This is the opportunity.
I miss the days when we were together very much, but I have to tell you the truth. In addition to me, Wang Rui and my third sister Guo Jinyu also loved you.
In order to be with you, I tried every means to exclude them both. Finally, I separated you and Wang Rui. But in the end, no one could get you. And I had to marry a man who was half a hundred years old because of life.
old man.
It's really ironic. I gave up everything including friendship for love, but because of this fucking reality, I gave up the love that I tried every possible means to win. This is probably the punishment God gave me!
I have three regrets in this life. One is that I can't see you for the last time and apologize to you. One is that I can no longer be filial to my parents. The other is that I can't let go of Xiao Feiyang. If you don't hate me, I hope you can help me.
Take care of Xiao Feiyang, he is my only support in this life. My parents are old and I don’t want to leave them a burden before leaving.
Ayan, I am really happy to hear from you in the last stage of my life. If there is an afterlife, I will definitely marry you, but I will not hurt you again.
On the night of February 15th, Xie Ling wrote her final poem."
The handwriting of this letter has been distorted and cannot be read clearly. This is the last letter written by Xie Ling when she was dying.
"Sister! Leave Xiao Feiyang to me, and I will definitely train him to be a talented person! Your spirit in heaven rests in peace!"
Xu Yang put the letter into his diary, closed the diary, and made a decision in his heart.
In the blink of an eye, Xu Yang has been in Henan for 2 months. During this time, he visited many counties and cities and selected several places with potential to develop his own specialty agriculture.
As the general manager of the company, Zhuoma had already gone to the three northeastern provinces a month ago, which are the important grain-producing areas in China, especially rice. Xu Yang has decided to vigorously promote 'Long Ya Rice', which is undoubtedly the best place.
starting point.
In addition to the three eastern provinces, Suzhou and Hangzhou are also important grain producing areas. In the future, Zhuoma will need to travel between the two places.
Fatima also gave Xu Yang a surprise. With the title of deputy manager of the investment department of Tianwang Company, she successfully established a branch in the border province and contracted a large farm including natural grassland, lakes, and cultivated land.
, and carried out the work smoothly.
Xu Yang was naturally very happy and immediately shipped a large number of vegetable seedlings, animal larvae, fish fry, etc. to her.
The Zhongshan sisters originally thought it was refreshing to play in the countryside, but over time they became a little bored. There were no entertainment venues or high-end clubs here. As rich ladies, they were able to stay here for a month because Xu Yang was also here.
.
After having nothing to do all day long, when they saw Dolma leaving, they immediately rolled their eyes and came up with an idea. They would become Dolma's assistants and go discuss business together.
When the young ladies were about to leave, Bian Mei and other female bodyguards naturally had to follow them. As a result, Xu Yang was surrounded by Yingying Yanyan one moment, and became alone the next moment.
Fortunately, there is still a little Feiyang beside him, but maybe because of the grief of losing his mother, this little boy has become very withdrawn. Coupled with his weak character, except for Xu Yang and Mr. Wang, who else is he?
Ignore it.
Because Xu Yang was going to find a suitable place for development elsewhere, he temporarily entrusted Xiao Feiyang to Mr. Wang. By this time, the old man's body had already recovered. What surprised Xu Yang was that the old man could actually use a sharp knife. If
In terms of moves and combat experience alone, none of the ten Xu Yangs could be the old man's opponent.
With Mr. Wang taking care of Xiao Feiyang, Xu Yang naturally felt more at ease so that he could travel around. The person who acted as Xu Yang's secretary was Wang Rui, whom he could not let go of.
Xu Yang did not ask the woman to help him, but for some unknown reason, Wang Rui quit his job in the bank and took the initiative to help Xu Yang.
When Xu Yang asked about the reason, Wang Rui remained silent. Judging from Xu Yang's intuition, this matter may be related to the letter Xie Ling left for Wang Rui. But the woman didn't want to say it, and Xu Yang couldn't force it.
The two brothers Wang Wei and Wang Meng naturally followed Xu Yang as his bodyguards. What surprised Xu Yang was the two brothers' martial arts talents. In just two months, the two brothers mastered the 'Book of Changes Bone Strengthening Technique'
When you reach the second level of Qi gathering, you can already release the internal Qi to the outside.
With the help of the 'Divine Power Pill' and the 'Marrow Cleansing Pill', the two of them have such domineering strength that even Xu Yang can't compare to him. A light punch can have the power of a thousand pounds. If they attack with all their strength, they can overturn a tank.
No problem. They are simply a pair of humanoid monsters.
At this point, Mr. Wang nodded secretly and had to admit that his choice this time was the right one. He himself also learned the 'Book of Changes Bone Strengthening Technique' from Xu Yang.
Just when Xu Yang entrusted the affairs here to Wang Rui, something went wrong on Fatima's side.
"Mr. Xu, I'm sorry. Our branch in Kashgar was smashed by violent elements. Even the farm was destroyed and many crops were uprooted."
At 8 o'clock in the evening, Xu Yang was packing his bags and planning to go home tomorrow when he received a crying phone call from Fatima.
"Yaqi, don't cry yet. Tell me what happened in detail."
Xu Yang comforted.
"After our branch was established, people have been coming to cause trouble, but after calling the police, those people ran away, and after the police left, they came to cause trouble again. Once this happens more than once, the police will not take it seriously.
This evening, suddenly a group of people rushed into the company's office building and smashed up our company. I also received a call saying that the farm was also in a mess. The police came and just made a simple record and said they would be there as soon as possible.
Solve the case. They are obviously trying to deal with us at will. What should I do now?"
Fatimah choked up and explained the matter in summary.
"Yaqi, I can't blame you for this. You leave the company and go home first. I will go find you tomorrow. I will handle this matter. You must pay attention to your safety!"
Xu Yang said seriously.
Xu Yang's intuition told him that this matter was not that simple, because the police's attitude was too ambiguous and was simply perfunctory, so he decided to go to Kashgar by himself.
The next day, Xu Yang promoted Wang Rui to the general manager of Tangxian Branch of Tianwang Company, and then hurried to Nanyang Airport.
Xu Yang, who was anxiously waiting to board the plane in the airport terminal, received another phone call that made him furious.
"Mr. Da, I have just received instructions from above. I may be transferred to work in the Municipal Party Committee, but I will only be an ordinary deputy secretary. I am neither a member of the Standing Committee nor responsible for important work. Is our relationship known by the Li family? They deliberately
In this way, I will be promoted clearly and reduced in reality, and our collective strength will be resolved."
Xie Yongkang said anxiously.
"That's not necessarily true. It's just that they feel that you are not as obedient as they thought, so they plan to find someone to replace you. Touching you is just the first step. They will wait and see the reactions of the other people before making any plans. Those in the Li family have
It means killing the chicken to scare the monkey."
Xu Yang thought for a while and said.
"Then what should we do? I was transferred to the municipal party committee and my rights were taken away. I can no longer help you."
Xie Yongkang asked helplessly.
From a small prince in power to someone else's subordinate, even though he has been promoted to such a small level, there is a huge difference in power. He used to have the final say, but now he almost has no say.
For Xie Yongkang, who has tasted the benefits of rights, losing them is naturally not a good feeling.
"Don't have any complaints, obey the arrangements, and handle the relationship with your colleagues well. You know how to handle these things yourself.
Leave other matters to me. Maybe it's a good thing that you went to work for the municipal party committee. I will find a way to let you regain your rights, but you have to be patient!"
A glint flashed in Xu Yang's eyes. His network in Qingzhong was still at the director level, but if Xie Yongkang went to the city, it might be easier to find a breakthrough. It would not be difficult for Xu Yang to regain his power. As long as he gave
Just some of his political achievements will be enough. (To be continued...)
