Ling Ruo looked at Guarjia blankly, never expecting that she would hear such words. She opened her mouth to speak, but found that her lips seemed to be stuck with something, unable to open or speak.
Make a sound.
As early as before she finished speaking, Guarjia felt that the hand in her hand was gradually getting colder, and in the end it was as cold as an ice cube.
Seeing that Ling Ruo didn't respond, Guarjia quickly said: "Shui Xiu, go bring your master a cup of goat's milk."
"Yes." Shui Xiu quickly got up to get the goat's milk and put it on the stove until it was warm before bringing it in. During this time, Ling Ruo kept the same posture as before, even her eyes.
Didn't even move.
Guarjia stuffed the warm goat's milk into Ling Ruo's hands, then wrapped her weak hands and said softly: "Come on, drink the goat's milk first. You promised me not to be excited or sad."
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No matter what Guarjia said, Ling Ruo didn't react. She just stared at the warm, smooth and white goat's milk. After a long time, a ripple appeared in the goat's milk. Naturally, it was not for no reason, but because something had fallen.
He went in, but was nowhere to be seen.
Guarjia, who was closest to Ling Ruo, could see clearly that it was a tear. She held Ling Ruo's hand distressedly and said, "Remember the child in your belly, and be sure not to have fetal gas. Also,
I don’t know whether this thing is true or not, maybe it’s all just groundless rumors. The emperor has always been a very rational person, even if he really liked Nalan Meier, he would not do such a ridiculous thing.”
Ling Ruo tried her best to open her mouth and said with difficulty: "He may be calm when facing others, but Nalan Mei'er is his Achilles' heel. As long as he faces her, all rationality and calmness will disappear. Sister, don't forget the original
Tong Jialiluo, just a substitute, made him fascinated."
Guarjia retorted: "But don't forget Shumulu Jiahui, her eyebrows and eyebrows are exactly like Nalan Meier, but the emperor did not choose her during the draft, but something happened later, and it was a strange combination of circumstances.
It was a mistake to let her stay in the palace."
Ling Ruo didn't answer, but kept shaking his head, with endless sadness in his expression, "More than twenty years later, I thought the emperor could let go of Nalan Meier, but it turned out not to be the case. He has always...never been able to let go. Same thing.
No matter how much I paid for him or how much I lost, it was still not as much as Nalam Meier."
"No, if the emperor really couldn't let go of Nalan Meier, he could have snatched her away when he first ascended the throne. Why wait another four years? You believe me, this matter must be false.
"
"No, it's true." Ling Ruo said with a sad smile: "The emperor came to see me just now and said that he had hard reasons for sparing Aqina's life. I didn't understand the hard reasons at the time, but now I understand. Everything
It’s all understood.”
"Ruo'er!" Seeing her like this, Guarjia felt very uncomfortable. She couldn't think of any words to comfort her, so she could only choke and say: "If you want to cry, just cry."
"No." Ling Ruo took a deep breath and endured the sourness in her eyes and said, "If I cry, the child in my belly will cry too. I don't want the child to cry before he is born. Sister, don't worry, I'm fine. Everything will be fine."
No. Since the Emperor doesn't have me in his heart, why should I feel sad for him."
Hearing what she said, Guarjia became even more frightened. They all said that there is nothing greater than grief. Could it be that Ruo'er had really given up on the emperor? So she stopped caring about anything and said nothing. Just when she was about to speak, Ling Ruo had already
He took the first step and said, "Sister, I'm very tired and want to take a rest."
Seeing that Ling Ruo didn't want to say more, Guarjia had no choice but to give up and said, "Okay, you have a good rest and I'll come see you tomorrow. Shuixiu, you two take good care of your master. If anything happens, let him know."
Come and tell me quickly."
"Yes." After sending Guarjia away, Shui Xiu said: "Master, the slaves will help you go to bed to rest."
Ling Ruo shook his head and said: "No need, you all go down, I want to be alone for a while."
Although Shuixiu and Yang Hai were extremely worried, they also knew that she was in a bad mood and did not dare to say anything more, so they lowered their hands and left.
When he was the only one left in the room, all the sourness he had suppressed in his eyes suddenly surged up, turning into crystal tears that blurred his eyes and were about to drip down at any time.
"Don't cry! Don't cry!" Ling Ruo murmured these words repeatedly, but the sourness in her eyes continued to grow, making her almost unable to help but want to cry loudly.
No, she said, she couldn't let her child suffer the pain of crying before he was born. For the sake of this hard-won child, she had to endure it. The more she thought about it, the sadder she became. It has been more than 20 years.
, no matter how hard she tries, she can't get rid of Nalan Meier's shadow. Not only her, but also her children have been shrouded in this shadow. From now on... what should she do in the future? Should she really give up from now on?
Don’t you have any illusions about Yinzhen?
She really wanted to give up and become a careless person, and never be hurt or hurt, sad or happy, but the pain in her chest kept throbbing and she couldn't stop it.
She didn't dare to move or blink, because it only took a small movement to make tears fall from her already full eyes. She sat like this until the tears were evaporated into water vapor by the heat in the room and disappeared.
...Or perhaps it permeates the whole room.
On the other hand, Yinzhen couldn't concentrate after returning to Yangxin Hall. He opened a booklet, but he still didn't know where to start. Although he knew each of the ink characters, he couldn't remember them.
Yinzhen folded the papers irritably, called Sixi in and said, "Has Su Peisheng confessed?"
Upon hearing this, Si Xi quickly bowed and said, "When I came back to the emperor, Su Peisheng didn't do anything. He just kept shouting that he was wronged." He glanced at Yinzhen secretly and continued: "Your Majesty, please forgive me for saying more.
Su Peisheng and the servant were taught by the same master, and the servant knows his character very well, and will never have the courage to betray the emperor."
Although he was not present when Su Peisheng's accident happened, he was still close to Yinzhen and often visited Su Peisheng. He knew that Yinzhen suspected that Su Peisheng had put something inappropriate in the tea, but he did not expect it to be a love potion.
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"Betray me?" Yinzhen looked at him coldly and said, "So, you know everything?"
Sixi heard the displeasure in Yinzhen's words, but he really couldn't bear the misfortune of Su Peisheng, so he said: "Yes, I went to the Criminal Division to see Su Peisheng. He told me that both I and Su Peisheng have always been loyal to the emperor."
Geng Geng, I promise that he will never dare to harm the emperor’s dragon body. Besides, if he harms the emperor, he will not get any benefits."