"I never thought of forcing you, but...other than that, I don't know how to eliminate the hatred in your heart. Xianyue, in this life, the person I love most is you, but the person I have wronged the most is you.
It’s you too, I’m sorry, I’m sorry!”
"I'm sorry..." Xianyue chuckled, and in her laughter, her thoughts went back to many years ago, "From the moment I forcibly married you as my concubine on Ama's orders, it was already a mistake.
At first, I was ignorant and thought that as long as I loved you enough, I could change everything; yes,
I have changed a lot, from a concubine Xian to a noble concubine, an imperial concubine, and even a queen, but so what; none of this can replace Changle, Yongjing's life, or Yongcun's life." The next moment.
, she suddenly snatched the steel knife from Hongli's hand and put it on his neck, making everyone scream out in fear.
Xianyue said with tears streaming down her face: "In the past, I could bear it when Fucha Mingyu killed Changle, but now, it's you who killed Yongxun, it's you, how can I endure it anymore, how can I keep pretending to you?"
Acting as if nothing happened?!"
Hongli didn't notice the cold feeling on his neck, and just walked forward step by step, "I know that I have made a big mistake that cannot be repaired, so Xianyue, I will use my life to compensate you."
Facing Hongli's approach, Xianyue kept retreating, her hand holding the steel knife kept shaking. Yes, she hated Hongli very much, but at the same time, she also loved Hongli very much. For more than thirty years,
There was never a moment when she was not in love with him. She valued Hongli more than her own life, so how could she... be able to kill him so cruelly!
After a long time, Xianyue threw the steel knife in her hand into the rain with all her strength. The moment the steel knife fell to the ground, she spurted out a mouthful of blood and fell softly to the ground.
"Xia Yue!" Hong Li was shocked and paled, and hurriedly ran over to help her. However, he had just released the forbidden technique, and suffered great tragedy. His body was extremely weak, and he had no strength left. He fell down as soon as he took a step.
On the ground, Xiao Wu quickly stepped forward to support him, "Your Majesty, be careful!"
Hongli said eagerly: "I don't mind, hurry up and see how the queen is doing?"
As early as he was speaking, Qi Kuan and the others rushed to Xianyue's side. After discovering that she had fainted, they immediately carried her into the hall together. Hongli also entered the hall with Xiao Wu's support.
Seeing this, Song Zihua hurried over to check Xianyue's pulse. After he took back his hand, Hongli couldn't wait to ask: "How is the queen? Why did she suddenly vomit blood?"
"Your Majesty, the Queen empress vomited blood because of excessive grief. I checked your empress' pulse just now and found that her heart pulse was disordered and weak. I will prescribe a prescription later. After your empress wakes up, I will just take the medicine on time."
"It's okay, it's okay." Hongli murmured a few words, broke away from Xiao Wu's support, stumbled to the bedside, and held Xia Yue's cold hand tightly, fearing that if he let go, Xia Yue would be
will disappear.
That night, Hongli ignored everyone's persuasion and insisted on staying by the bed until daybreak the next day. Xianyue finally opened her eyes and stared at the tent ceiling.
Hongli was overjoyed to see her wake up, and said quickly: "You finally woke up, the medicine has been prepared, I will feed you."
While he was speaking, Xiao Wu had already poured out the medicine from the stew pot and handed it to Hongli's hand. Then he and Qi Kuan helped Xianyue sit up.
After Hongli carefully tested the temperature, he said: "It's just right for cooling and heating. Drink it quickly."
Xianyue didn't open her mouth when facing the medicine handed to her lips. She just stared blankly at an unknown place. She didn't respond no matter how Hongli called her.
Seeing that something was wrong, Qi Kuan hurriedly said: "Your Majesty, I will go to the Song Imperial Physician right now."
"Go quickly." After hearing Hongli's words, Qi Kuan left quickly. After a while, Song Zihua hurried in with him. Hongli said eagerly: "Ever since the queen woke up, she has maintained the same posture.
She didn't even move her eyes, please take a look at her to see what disease she has."
"Yes." Song Zihua responded and immediately checked Xianyue's pulse. After a while, he retracted his hand and said, "Except for the weak pulse, everything is normal and she is not sick."
Hongli asked doubtfully: "If she is not sick, why doesn't she speak, as if she can't see me?"
Xiao Wu said from the side: "I heard that some people who suffer from nocturnal syndrome can't see or hear other people's words when they wake up in the middle of the night. They just move around unconsciously. Is this the case for your Majesty?"
Song Zihua shook his head and said: "Your Majesty does not suffer from nocturnal syndrome. The reason why she is like this is because she has closed herself off."
Hongli frowned and said, "Closed? What do you mean?"
"When a person encounters unbearable grief, he will close himself in, not listening, not seeing, not caring, just like a..." He glanced at Xianyue and said helplessly: "A breathing puppet."
"How can we make her return to normal?" Faced with Hongli's inquiry, Song Zihua shook his head and said: "Heart diseases still need heart medicine, but... the Queen's heart medicine is difficult to find in the world; therefore, she can only rely on herself to go there.
come out."
Hongli asked eagerly: "How long will it take?"
"I'm not sure, maybe it's one day, maybe it's a month, maybe it's... a lifetime."
"A lifetime?" Zhichun couldn't accept it and said: "If this is really the case, wouldn't it mean that the master will be like this in the next few decades?"
Song Zihua remained silent. Although he was a doctor, he could only cure physical diseases, but mental diseases... were beyond his power.
After Song Zihua left, Hongli took the medicine to feed her again, but every mouthful of the medicine flowed down the corner of her mouth, and she refused to swallow it at all.
The medicine is like this, the porridge is like this, and the water is like this!
She didn't eat or drink, she just opened her eyes silently, just like Song Zihua said...a breathing puppet.
Hongli Xuxu was talking in her ear, but no matter what he said, Xianyue didn't react at all.
One day...two days...three days...all like this!
Hu, Hejia, Qi Kuan, Zhichun, Jinping, everyone tried their best to persuade Xianyue to eat something or drink some water, but unfortunately they all came back in vain.
Song Zihua came to take Xianyue's pulse twice a day, morning and evening. Every time he came, his face was uglier than before. On the fourth day, his face even turned blue. By this time, Xianyue was too weak to sit up anymore.
She could only lie flat on the bed. The sunken cheeks made her eyes look even bigger. Because every half an hour, Zhichun and the others would bring water to moisturize her lips, so they were not cracked but had lost their original appearance.
Some luster.
"Your Majesty's condition is getting worse and worse. If I can't persuade her to eat in the past two days, I'm afraid... she may die..." Before he could finish his words, a palm was pinched hard on his neck, commanding him to