"Do you like Lan Xiao?" Although Jing Shen didn't know what happened between them, the top priority was to get rid of the fear in Jian Ning's heart.
Faced with Jing Shen's question, Jian Ning cried and laughed, "What if I like him? But he has someone else in his heart. I don't want to steal love. Shen, don't tell Lan about my pregnancy either."
Is Xiao okay?"
"..."
"Shen, what do you think I should do? Go to the hospital and have it aborted? I'm so scared, I'm really scared."
Jing Shen grabbed her excited body and hugged her tightly, "Okay, don't be afraid, I will find a way to help you deal with it."
"You like Lan Xiao, right?"
Jian Ning shook her head and denied, "He has someone he loves, I don't want it, I don't want it..."
"What don't you want?" Her daze puzzled Jing Shen. After thinking about it, she grabbed her and said, "Let me ask you, if Lan Xiao accepts this, are you willing to be with him?
"
"How could he accept it?" When she thought of that night, when he was unconscious and calling another woman's name, her heart went cold. She shook her head and hugged Jing Shen and said, "He has a beloved woman, he doesn't
Maybe he will accept it, but I don’t want him to see me like this, I don’t want it!”
"..." Looking at this woman who was scared after trying out sex for the first time, Jing Shen was extremely emotional. She understood that Jian Ning was once such a woman who valued chastity more than life, but now she has suffered such a thing.
Can you not be afraid of self-blame?
Shaking his head, Jing Shen pulled her to explain, "Let me tell you, the woman in Lan Xiao's heart actually no longer exists. Did you know that she no longer exists?"
"No longer exists?" Jian Ning was curious, "What does it mean no longer exists?"
"She died!"
"Ah?" Jian Ning was startled and looked at Jing Shen with wide eyes. Suddenly, she was stunned!
Jing Shen said, "You are talking about the woman in his heart. Her name was Mo Tianqiong, and she was Mo Tianyao's twin sister. She died because of an accident."
"Jian Ning, don't torture yourself like this, and don't be afraid. I think Lan Xiao is not the kind of person who won't take responsibility. If we tell him about this, maybe he will give you the result you want, eh?"
Jian Ning couldn't believe her ears. It turned out that the woman named Qiong was dead?
No wonder he was unhappy when she mentioned it. It turned out that it was a scar on his heart!
Actually think about it, apart from Lan Xiao hiding the woman named Qiong from her, everything else was fine, such as what he said to her when he picked her up in Gangshan, and what he also said a few days ago.
They dated her several times, but after she learned that she was pregnant and stayed at home on vacation, the two of them broke off contact.
If she didn't care about the woman named Qiong, if she dared to tell Lan Xiao about this, would Lan Xiao really give her the result she wanted?
She didn't have any love for him, she just thought he felt good. From the first time she saw him to now, she had always felt good in her heart.
It's just that she doesn't know, she doesn't know what this feeling can accomplish!
"Hurry up and sort yourself out. How about we invite Lan Xiao out to talk?" Jing Shen pulled Jian Ning and said.
Jian stared into her eyes, still dumbfounded, "Shen, what if he thinks I am an indecent woman? What if he always has that woman named Qiong in his heart and is unwilling to accept me?"
Jing Shen frowned and shook his head, "No, I believe Lan Xiao is not that kind of person. If you really like him, use your usual courage and boldly tell him this. I
I have a feeling that he will not let you down."
"That's just your premonition." Jian Ning stood up unsteadily and walked towards the window step by step, "That's just your premonition, but why do I feel that I'm so embarrassed? I really want to die, I really want to end it.
My dirty life."
Hearing this, Jing Shen was frightened. He quickly got up and went to hold her. He was really afraid that she would not be able to figure out what to do if she jumped from the window.
"According to what you said, when I had Dudu, if I were like you now, would you still be able to see my lovely daughter?"
Speaking of Dudu, Jian Ning's eyes were filled with tears. She turned around and looked at Jing Shen, thinking that Jing Shen back then was in a similar situation to her now. She had the courage to live strong, why couldn't she?
Yes, why can't she?
Suddenly at this moment, the phone on the coffee table rang.
Jian Ning jumped over in excitement, picked up the phone and looked at it. On the screen of the phone, the two words "LAN Xiao" were dancing. She nervously held the phone in her hand and did not dare to answer it.
Jing Shen came over and asked, "Who called? Why didn't you answer the call?"
She still held the phone and stared blankly ahead, her pupils so empty that they were filled with crystal tears.
Seeing the phone ringing so quickly, Jing Shen tried to reach for it, but Jian Ning refused, so she raised it and pressed answer.
A man's nice and magnetic voice came from the other end of the phone, "Jian Ning, you didn't come to the hospital to work today? Where are you? I went to the countryside yesterday afternoon, and some aunts gave me some specialties from their hometowns.
I couldn’t eat it, so I left some for you!”
"..."
Hearing Lan Xiao's gentle and gentle voice, Jian Ning held her mouth and couldn't help crying.
Seeing that she was losing her composure, Jing Shen quickly took the phone and said, "She is in the apartment, come here!"
By the time Jian Ning came to her senses, Jing Shen had finished speaking and hung up the phone.
She held Jian Ning's hand tightly, her eyes full of relief, "I'm just saying, he's not that kind of person. Look, it's a bit delicious. I'd better remember you as a greedy cat, right?"
Jian Ning was still scared, "But he only regards me as a friend!"
"Friend?" Jing Shen didn't believe it. "If he was a friend, why didn't he call me and leave some for me? Well, you are stubborn. People obviously like you, but you insist on it.
To distort the facts.”
"I……"
Seeing that she was about to cry again, Jing Shen quickly hugged her and comforted her, "Okay, okay, don't cry, don't get entangled, wait until Lan Xiao comes over, confess this matter to him, and see how he reacts.
Is it a good decision?"
"Shen, what if..."
"Just in case, if I ignore you, look at you crying like a little cat, look at your house, it's as messy as a doghouse, do you want him to see you?
Is it like this?"
She was finally convinced and shook her head, "I don't want to!"
"If you don't want to, why don't you come and clean up with me!" Her eyes moved and she raised her eyebrows. She looked at her and took a breath, then stood up and said, "Then you help me clean up, and I'll sort myself out."
She smiled slightly and said, "That's right. Hurry up and don't let me see any sadness again."