Of course... with the advancement of medicine, this unconscious state has improved a lot. He has been in this state at least since he was eight years old.
If he instinctively resists, he will not enter this state. If he does not resist, he will automatically enter this state, and as time goes by, one time will be longer than the other, until he dies.
Until this state.
If it hadn't been for the trip to the orphanage when he was eight years old, perhaps he would have died of this unconscious self-isolation long ago.
Because at that time, he had nothing to look forward to, and his family was not as happy as outsiders saw it, even when he was very young.
There was a gap between his father and his mother...until the day before his eighth birthday, her mother took him to witness his father bringing that woman home.
Let that woman shamelessly humiliate her mother in every possible way. Finally, the mother was forced to commit suicide by taking medicine with strong hatred...
He saw with his own eyes how his father turned his back on his mother's death and even beat him because of that woman.
He actually wants to marry that woman... It's really funny... His mother died not long ago, and he wants to marry a new one...
Because Jian Yixi could not stand her father's cruelty, one night she ran away from home in despair.
Unexpectedly, by chance... he entered the orphanage... and met her... It was this apparently ordinary girl who made him see hope again. It was her sincere and innocent smile that moved him.
Maybe he hates people who are chatty and nagging, but she is the only exception...because, deep down in his heart, she is a special existence.
However, it didn't take long for such a special existence to be missed because of my own pride...
Perhaps, life is like this. If we stay together for a long time, we will break up, and if we stay apart for a long time, we will get together. Some people and some things are beyond our control. Otherwise, how can we say that love has its own destiny?
If he misses it, he misses it, and there is no room for regret. Even if he wants to redeem this past, it is just a seemingly simple dream after all.
However, could Jian Yixi regard all this as a dream? The answer is, it is impossible... He has power that ordinary people cannot achieve in their lifetime, but he cannot find such a person.
Ten years... Ever since he first opened his mouth to keep her, he hasn't spoken a word yet. He doesn't even know how he got here all these years. He only knows.
The days without her are lonely, and the heart is empty, without feeling, closed to the point where no second beam of sunlight can shine through, because his world is always lit only for her.
[In this life... I only wait for one person to return, I only hold one person's hand, I only hope to win one person's heart...]
This is what he would say to himself no matter what the circumstances, his beloved has not yet returned...
He just wanted to tell her that his courage for the person Jian Yixi wanted to wait for had never changed. Whether it was Xingxing ten years ago or Jian Yixi ten years later, his heart remained the same.
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I don't know how long the two of them were in a stalemate. No matter what Qian Weiran said, Jian Yixi always seemed to ignore him.
A little bit offended!
But there is no way, who let this be someone else's territory? As the saying goes, a strong dragon cannot defeat a local snake, keep a low profile, keep a low profile!
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