"I'm not lying to you... He has autism... His world is only his own... He won't open his heart to anyone easily... He doesn't like noise... He doesn't like outsiders, and he hates women... He
He loves cleanliness more than anyone else. As long as there is a woman's smell on him, he will keep bathing..." What Jian Yixi wants to say, he knows better than anyone else, he just wants Qian Weiran to know
, he is the Jian Yixi on the swing who he thinks is mute.
"That's enough... I understand... Can you please stop talking... I know that I'm not worthy of him... He doesn't like me... He doesn't want to talk to me, just because he doesn't want to talk...
I am just self-righteous...is that okay..."
Qian Weiran really wants to cry now, but she can't cry. There is a voice deep in her heart telling her that if you cry, you will lose. You can't cry...
Qian Weiran was eager to get out of Jian Yixi's arms and jumped off the soft bed. She didn't know that she was wearing nothing but Jian Yixi's loose shirt to cover her body.
However, her mind is now in confusion...
She couldn't care less... She opened the door, and a gust of wind blew by. Her thin shirt made her shiver.
But it didn't stop her. She just wanted to cry happily. She didn't want anyone to see it. She didn't want to at all. Although it was still raining outside, she had no hesitation.
Jian Yixi hadn't even realized that he had such a reaction. The problem was that he hadn't finished speaking yet... Why couldn't she stay longer and listen to him finish?
Her high fever finally went away... Now, she ran out again... How can this be done?
Jian Yixi also started to get nervous, and immediately jumped out of bed... After leaving the bamboo house, she vaguely saw such a white and thin shadow in the heavy rain...
Immediately, he dove in regardless, and the cold rain hit his face, hurting like an ice blade.
Qian Weiran just kept running, not caring about how bad the environment she was in. Finally, after passing through countless pear blossom forests, she saw a swing frame wrapped by chain flower vines.
The pear petals knocked down by the rain soaked and fell on the swing frame, one after another, the pink color was so natural, so fresh...
Qian Weiran was shocked by this familiar, familiar scene. She stood there in a daze, tears mixed with rain falling down in an instant...
She didn't know why she was so weak... It felt like this when the person she had loved for ten years was exposed by others for what she thought was a lie.
The ray of sunshine that sprouted in her heart, from a small ray when she first met him ten years ago, to today ten years later, has been integrated into her blood and can no longer be separated.
Now, the sunshine of her faith has been ruthlessly dispersed, and she seems to have fallen into a huge bottomless ice cellar.
Love can be an inspiring force, but it can also destroy all your strength until you are completely injured.
Only now did Qian Weiran realize that loving someone can be so painful. Her self-righteousness... only resulted in hurt...
ps: I recommend the debut novel "Twelve Noble Young Masters", one girl and multiple boys, absolutely beautiful... I also recommend the article "Coffee Is Not Bitter" by Sugar Friend.