"...I thought...you left me..." Her eyes turned red with grievance, and she didn't even know whether the tears or rain on her face were there.
"..."
Jian Yixi still regained her original expression, which was frighteningly cold. She directly pulled her up vigorously and uttered one word: "Let's go..."
Jian Yixi felt that there was no need for her to accept him too hastily. Perhaps, he liked himself ten years ago, but now, things have changed.
Jian Yixi doesn't know if she is still the same person she was ten years ago.
Because, it was only at that time that she made him fall in love, but he never thought about how much she would change in ten years.
Talking about liking, kissing, etc. before was too rash. This was what he was thinking about after she rejected him. Now, he has an explanation.
Regarding his sudden change, Qian Weiran actually started to feel sad. This is how the feeling of loss turned out to be...
"I'm sorry for what I did and said before...don't take it to heart..."
Every word was a bit mechanical, a bit cold...a bit indifferent, even making Qian Weiran feel inexplicably strange!
What does he mean by saying this? Isn't he afraid that he will think too much? Qian Weiran is really hard to imagine!
Compared with him before and now, he couldn't believe that he was the same person?
"Including that "like" sentence is not true?"
Qian Weiran just wants to know what his state of mind is now...
Did he think that such a favorite joke could be said randomly? She didn't believe that Jian Yixi would be such a person! Would do such a thing?
"no……"
His eyes were firm, but there was an indescribable sadness, and he continued to add: "To be precise, it is what Xingxing ten years ago did not say to Xiaoran ten years ago..."
Originally, when he said no, she had a glimmer of hope, but when he continued to say the rest, she was disappointed.
What did he mean? She already understood, and his meaning was obvious. The stars were no longer stars, and the Xiaoran now was no longer the Xiaoran.
Strictly speaking...except for the contact they had when they were children, the two of them have no contact at all now.
"I see……"
Qian Weiran lowered his eyes sadly, not knowing what to do for a moment.
In fact, what Jian Yixi said was right. She was no longer the innocent chirping little Ran without any scheming.
And he no longer just looked at others with a paralyzed face, and would nudge young people to prevent others from getting close to him.
They can't go back long ago...
Jian Yixi took in all her expressions. Seeing her disappointed expression, he felt an inexplicable suffocation in his chest. He didn't know how to describe this feeling.
He doesn't like this, he really doesn't like it... However, his heart doesn't obey his own control, which means he has that strange feeling. Now he can't understand himself more and more.
There was another long silence... They walked silently for a few steps in the rain...
"Jianyixi..."
"Um……"
"I'm cold..."
"I'll take off my clothes for you, you have to wear them..."
"Um……"
"My clothes are also wet..."
"...No more..."
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