I lived in seclusion for 100,000 years, and my descendants invited me out of the mountain Chapter 1236 There is no word for abandonment in my dictionary
Chapter 1236 There is no word for abandonment in my dictionary
Chapter 1236 There is no word “give up” in my dictionary
Even if that person is Chen Xuan, given Chen Xuan's situation at that time and the situation in the world, it is absolutely impossible to complete the matter in just seven or eight thousand years.
Chen Xuan knew this in his heart, and Venerable Shenmu also knew it in his heart.
It is precisely because of this that the friendship between two people can be so bitter.
Chen Ling looked at Chen Xuan, who had a sad expression on his face, and suddenly felt that his father was not omnipotent.
His cultivation strength was very powerful both at the time and now, although it may not have been that powerful at the time.
But he is also a master among the masters in the world.
Even if this is the case, what else?
In the end, Chen Xuan still left no friends behind.
Actually, if Chen Ling thought about it, he was in the same situation at that time. Even though Chen Xuan was already the supreme leader in the world at that time, Chen Xuan lived in seclusion and was unable to save himself.
Looking at Chen Xuan, Chen Ling actually still had a question in his heart.
"Father, why did you live in seclusion back then? Was it really because you were invincible?"
Although it is indeed in line with Chen Xuan's characteristics to live in seclusion because he is invincible, but for some reason, Chen Ling had a vague feeling in his heart that maybe Chen Xuan did not live in seclusion because of his invincibility.
Regardless of whether there were enemies in the world or not, Chen Xuan still had such a large fortune in the world at that time. It was indeed unreasonable to live in seclusion like this for no reason.
Hearing Chen Ling's inquiry, Chen Xuan pursed his lips, glanced outside, thought for a moment and then looked at Chen Ling.
"Actually, the reason why I lived in seclusion back then was not because I was invincible.
Invincible is very lonely, but no one will refuse the glory and wealth that Invincible brings to them, and I am the same.
If I lived in seclusion back then, I had my own reasons for living in seclusion, but due to the nature of it, father, please forgive me for not being able to tell you the reasons."
After saying this, Chen Xuan frowned, looked at Chen Ling solemnly, and said: "When I lived in seclusion, it caused a lot of trauma to the entire Chen family and you, but at that time
I... really can't come out to save you, Ling'er, I'm sorry."
In fact, no one can bear Chen Xuan's apology, but for the harm Chen Ling suffered before, Chen Xuan felt that he should apologize to Chen Ling.
Hearing Chen Xuan's words, Chen Lington was somewhat flattered.
"No, no, no, father..."
Chen Ling quickly waved his hand to Chen Xuan and said: "Father, I know that if you have a way, you will definitely save me. I also guessed in my heart that you have difficulties in your heart, so I have never blamed you.
.
When I asked just now, I just felt a little doubtful in my heart, and there was no other meaning."
Even Chen Ling, as a daughter, cannot bear Chen Xuan's apology.
Chen Ling knew this in his heart, so he hurriedly explained to Chen Xuan.
At this time, Chen Xuan looked at the person in front of him, pursed his lips, then patted Chen Ling on the shoulder and said, "It doesn't matter."
"Things that happened back then were relatively sudden for you and me. For the past 100,000 years, I have been living in seclusion in a realm of near-death. I didn't know anything about the outside world. As a result, almost the entire Chen family was destroyed. I
There is nothing we can do.”
Chen Xuan's feeling of powerlessness at this moment was not as strong as the feeling of powerlessness he felt when Venerable Shenmu died in front of his eyes, but it was still quite powerless.
But Chen Xuan knew very well in his heart that the destruction of the Chen family was inevitable after Chen Xuan left.
The only reason to blame is that except for Chen Xuan, Chen Xuan's descendants and subordinates were indeed not very powerful.
If only one or two could do it, it wouldn't be like this.
Of course, there are still some descendant sects and families that have not been destroyed, but compared to the situation a hundred thousand years ago, the Chen family at this time does have too few left behind, and those who are more powerful are even more powerful.
Young, so every time Chen Xuan thinks of the Chen family before, the only word in his mind is destruction.
"The Chen family in the future will definitely be the same as before.
In your last life, you were my daughter for more than a hundred years. In this life, you will be the most precious existence in the world. As long as I am here, you will be able to enjoy the world.
All the beauty of.”
Regarding this point, Chen Ling actually understands it very well in his heart.
But Chen Ling looked at Chen Xuan, smiled lightly, shook his head, and said: "Father, in this life, I don't want the beauty of the world. I only cherish the things in front of me. I already feel great."
After hearing Chen Ling's words, Chen Xuan thought about what happened to Chen Ling before, and his heart gradually became sour.
This is indeed the case. For Chen Ling, who has experienced so much at this time, he is very satisfied just cherishing the things in front of him.
Looking at Chen Ling, Chen Xuan still felt guilty in his heart.
"Father, I have already let go of what happened before. You must not take it to heart. Doing so will make you unhappy.
As a child, I don’t want to see my father unhappy, but I still hope that my father can be relieved like me. The previous sufferings have completely passed, and now there is only happiness left in front of me."
When Chen Xuan heard this, he looked at Chen Ling, pursed his lips and looked at it for a while, then nodded.
He knew that Chen Ling's relief was not complete. He knew his own daughter very well in his heart.
Even if he has let go of the past, perhaps Chen Ling will never completely let go of the wasted time.
But even so, Chen Xuan already felt very good.
If you can relax a little, then relax a little.
It's always better than not letting go at all.
Chen Xuan still understood this in his heart.
Seeing Chen Xuan nod, Chen Ling felt more relieved.
She herself had already let go, but Chen Ling knew very well that her father would never let go so quickly.
But as long as she tells Chen Xuan now and she is relieved, maybe Chen Xuan will be much better in the future.
Although Chen Xuan has always been indestructible in front of outsiders, and Chen Xuan is already so old, in Chen Ling's eyes, he has always respected Chen Xuan as his father, but in fact, Chen Ling knew
, Chen Xuan is still the twenty-year-old boy in his heart.
His heart was full of passion.
It is actually very difficult for young people to let go. By the time they let go, it is often a long, long time after the incident has passed.
The reason why Chen Ling was relieved was actually because after Chen Ling recovered her memory, she was actually older in her heart than she was physically. This also led to Chen Ling's relief at this time.
So fast.
But Chen Xuan is different. Although Chen Xuan is physically older, he is still a young man in his heart.
For a young man like this, it is really very slow to let go, not very quickly.
Chen Ling knew what kind of person her father was. If she told Chen Xuan that she had let go, it might make Chen Xuan let go faster.
But what she didn't know was that Chen Xuan also knew that she wouldn't let everything go.
After all, there is a blood relationship between the two.
Looking at Chen Xuan, Chen Ling smiled and said: "Father, our topic has strayed a lot. Aren't we talking about the time when you defeated the Hydra demon?"
Hearing this, Chen Xuan lowered his head and smiled lightly, and said: "When I think about this, I recall Venerable Shenmu. The topic has changed. Do you still want to listen to the story of the Hydra Demon?"
After hearing Chen Xuan's words, Chen Ling said: "Father, why don't you continue to tell us everything about Venerable Shenmu."
Although Chen Ling knew that Chen Xuan would feel a little sad when he mentioned this matter, Chen Ling also felt that Chen Xuan might not have told anyone about these matters.
If he says it out loud, maybe he will feel better inside.
"What's going on with Venerable Shenmu..."
Chen Xuan murmured, then looked at Chen Ling with a smile and said, "Okay, since you like to hear it, I will tell you the rest of the story."
Chen Xuan lost control of his emotions that day. Chen Xuan stood there alone for a long, long time, thinking a lot in his heart.
Chen Xuan thought a lot about the various things that happened before and how the goddess supported him.
The final result was that Chen Xuan felt that maybe he should calm down for the time being.
Only after you calm down can you have a certain approach to what happens next.
Only then can we face it with a clear head.
After taking a deep breath for a long time, Chen Xuan finally calmed down.
He used his spiritual power to cover up the red spots on his face that showed his emotions. When he looked back at Lord Shenmu, Chen Xuan returned to his previous appearance.
However, when Chen Xuan saw Venerable Shenmu who had been behind him, Chen Xuan still felt that uncomfortable feeling in his heart.
In an instant, sadness filled Chen Xuan's heart again.
Looking at the person in front of him, Chen Xuan felt extremely sad. The emotions he had finally suppressed were about to resurface.
Mainly, the appearance of Venerable Shenmu at that time was really pitiful.
For a moment, Chen Xuan looked at Lord Shenmu as if he were seeing a dry tree.
Chen Xuan's thought caused an inexplicable panic in Chen Xuan's heart.
This is truly terrifying to the extreme.
Venerable Shenmu saw the change in Chen Xuan's facial expression when he turned around. He knew that Chen Xuan really felt sorry for him, but Venerable Shenmu thought in his heart that as the supreme being in the future world, Chen Xuan cannot always be like this.
Looking at Chen Xuan, Venerable Shenmu showed a smile. It was not a bitter smile, but it was certainly not pretty.
"Xuan boy, you understand the situation yourself. It seems that none of us can change this situation, so don't be sad for the rest of the days. We will eat, drink, talk and laugh with good wine and good food. After I really sit down and pass away,
If you can think of me and toast me with a glass of wine on the anniversary of my death, I will be very satisfied in my heart."
Chen Xuan knew that Venerable Shenmu was comforting him at this time. Although this comfort did not have much effect on Chen Xuan, Chen Xuan also smiled at Venerable Shenmu.
It's just that compared to Venerable Shenmu's smile, this smile is even worse. Chen Xuan's smile is really a bitter smile.
"Old man, no matter what, I will not give up until the last moment."
What Chen Xuan said was actually a bit confusing, but Venerable Shenmu knew what Chen Xuan meant.
Looking at the person in front of him, Venerable Shenmu's heart was full.
Suddenly, an idea appeared in Venerable Shenmu's heart, that is, no matter what his final result was, it was worth meeting Chen Xuan as a friend in this life.
Looking at Chen Xuan, after a long while, Venerable Shenmu laughed, from the bottom of his heart, laughing from the inside out.
Chen Xuan looked at Venerable Shenmu smiling brightly. He also wanted to laugh like that at that time, but Chen Xuan didn't know why. The brighter he saw Venerable Shenmu smiling, the more bitter he felt in his heart.
It was so painful that it made him cry in his heart.
Maybe this is a matter of knowing the ending in advance.
Both of them knew that Lord Shenmu would disappear in the future, and the king of this world would be alone again.
But what Venerable Shenmu thought in his heart was that it didn't matter. The kings in this world were destined to be lonely anyway.
Chen Xuan is a strong man, and of course Chen Xuan is no exception.
The two faced each other for a while, then went back to the house and started drinking. They talked about everything every day, but neither of them mentioned the disappearance of Lord Shenmu.
It was as if this incident had never happened at all, and they were still the same as before.
But there are some things in it that must have completely changed their nature.
After he sobered up, Chen Xuan did not leave. He was originally going to leave immediately because Chen Xuan still had to continue his mission.
But Chen Xuan decided to stay a few more days to observe the situation of Venerable Shenmu.
When he told Venerable Shenmu this matter, Venerable Shenmu actually understood Chen Xuan's meaning a little bit in his heart.
He also didn't want Chen Xuan to delay his own business, so he said to Chen Xuan: "If you have something to do, you can leave first. I don't have any problems for the time being."
When Chen Xuan heard what Venerable Shenmu said, he just shook his head, and then said: "It doesn't matter, it's no problem for me to stay a few more days, and I have something to do in these few days."
In fact, Venerable Shenmu could guess what Chen Xuan was going to do.
But at that time, Venerable Shenmu was actually very warm in his heart, but he did not want Chen Xuan to waste time on him.
But every time Venerable Shenmu wanted to persuade Chen Xuan, looking at Chen Xuan's determined eyes, Venerable Shenmu couldn't say anything.
Perhaps only Venerable Shenmu understands this feeling.
"Can you stay in bed?"
Chen Xuan looked at Lord Shenmu and asked.
Venerable Shenmu looked at Chen Xuan for a moment, then frowned slightly and said: "Chen Xuan, if you don't care, it's a foregone conclusion."
Hearing the words of Venerable Shenmu, Chen Xuan did not waver at all. He looked at Venerable Shenmu and said: "What a final decision, I will never give up until the last moment.
Didn't I say it yesterday? I will never give up on you."
Chen Xuan's words were very touching, but Venerable Shenmu really didn't want Chen Xuan to do so much useless work.
But at this time, Venerable Shenmu was really embarrassed to interrupt Chen Xuan. After all, Chen Xuan was doing it for himself.
If it weren't for himself, Chen Xuan should have lived freely, but if he changed to another way of thinking, in fact, Chen Xuan's approach at that time, Venerable Shenmu also felt that it was in line with the entire matter.
It fits Chen Xuan's character and the fate between them.
Everything is final, this is fate.
The showdown between fate and fate can only be resolved by fate.
Without saying anything else, Venerable Shenmu lay on the bed, and then Chen Xuan examined Venerable Shenmu.
In fact, Chen Xuan had already checked Venerable Shenmu before, when Chen Xuan just came to Venerable Shenmu yesterday.
At that time, Chen Xuan actually had a little bit of fear in his heart. When he sensed the situation, he actually didn't dare to feel it too deeply because he knew it was serious.
It was not a casual perception, but there were some situations that Chen Xuan perceived but did not understand.
Taking advantage of this time, Chen Xuan wanted to know as much as possible about Venerable Shenmu's situation. After he left, he wanted to find some solutions in his free time.
Even if the effort is in vain, there is always more hope if you work hard than if you don't work hard.
Even if there is little hope.
In Chen Xuan's eyes, there is no such thing as giving up. Chen Xuan will keep pursuing this matter until the moment when Lord Shenmu is really helpless and dies in front of his own eyes.
In fact, Chen Xuan also thought about it yesterday, although he knew in his heart that even after Lord Shenmu was reincarnated, he would no longer be Lord Shenmu.
But Chen Xuan still hopes that Venerable Shenmu can sit down normally and then his soul can be reincarnated.
In this case, Chen Xuan had a feeling that Venerable Shenmu was still alive in this world.
It's just that the two of them became like strangers.
But Chen Xuan felt that there was nothing wrong with this.
At least, Venerable Shenmu is still alive.
Venerable Shenmu has always wanted to travel around this world and see the world. If he became a seed, Venerable Shenmu would not be able to go out and see everywhere.
Chen Xuan hopes that Venerable Shenmu can be reincarnated. Even if he does not use the identity of Venerable Shenmu, it would be good to go and see everywhere in this world.
Chen Xuan also told Venerable Shenmu about this idea, and Venerable Shenmu himself hoped so.
Although Venerable Shenmu is very grateful to Shenmu Forest, Venerable Shenmu does not want to be imprisoned in this forest for all his life.
The previous Lord Shenmu thanked the Shenmu Forest, but after what happened to Chen Xuan, the Lord Shenmu no longer wanted to be imprisoned by the Shenmu Forest.