Master Fei Xuan can do this with a woman, and it would be really shameful for a handsome man to snore and sleep next to her.
"Well, Brother Yan, it doesn't have to be like this." Shi Feixuan said quickly. She thought Yan Bai was taking care of her, so he decided not to sleep. After all, in Shi Feixuan's eyes, she is a man now, and men are like
Are there so many problems between men?!
When going out, even in the wild, usually one person sleeps and the other stays vigil. And with the special nature of her master, Concubine Xuan, she can stay vigil all the time. There is no need for Yan Bai to stay vigil with her, right?
Because in Shi Feixuan's eyes, Yan Bai has been traveling all over the world for so many years, often alone, and now he can't even see. When he is alone outside, he will be cautious about everything.
Seeing the way Yan Bai was wary of Hou Xibai before and worried about whether Hou Xibai would harm him, it became clear to Shi Feixuan that Yan Bai was actually a person who lacked a sense of security. She was probably the same as her Shi Feixuan, who had not felt that way for so many years.
You had a good sleep.
But Shi Feixuan didn't sleep because she did it of her own free will. Yan Bai didn't sleep because she was forced to do so.
When she thought of this, Shi Feixuan felt a little pitiful and sympathetic to Yan Bai. Now that she was watching over him, couldn't he take the opportunity to have a good sleep? In other words, Yan Bai didn't even trust her Shi Feixuan?
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All of this is of course Shi Feixuan's wishful thinking. If Yan Bai really had the experience of traveling all over the country, then he should have the same idea as Shi Feixuan. But that was simply made up by Yan Bai.
Who is Yan Bai? He is a novice who is sleeping so fast that he doesn't even know that Shi Qingxuan is gone or that Fan Caiqi and others have spent the night beside him.
Therefore, just because of the experience last time, when he heard that Shi Feixuan wanted to meditate, Yan Bai also decided that it was time for him to meditate too. How could he not be careful when walking around alone now? He was lucky last time
, then the person you met was Fan Caiqi. What if you are unlucky next time and encounter a group of people seeking wealth and murder?
Yan Bai didn't want to die before he left the army, and finally died at the hands of a little guy.
Therefore, the reason why Yan Bai made such a decision really had little to do with Shi Feixuan. Shi Feixuan only served as a reminder.
Just like when he was studying, he was playing while his deskmate next to him was studying hard. Because of the "silent" reminder from his deskmate next to him, Yan Bai remembered the role and significance of reading, so he put away his thoughts and returned to
in the textbook.
Seeing Yan Bai insistingly sit up and meditate, Shifei Xuan felt sour in her heart.
But then, his whole body froze and he suddenly stood up.
"What's wrong?!" Yan Bai asked immediately, thinking that an enemy was coming, but after taking a closer look with his Byakugan, he didn't find anything unusual. Yan Bai didn't think that Shi Feixuan could sense what was going on outside his Byakugan's sphere of influence.
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Shi Feixuan did not reply directly, but looked at Yan Bai, her eyes flickering.
For the first time, Shi Feixuan finally realized that something was wrong with her own mentality!
It’s not that Shi Feixuan didn’t notice the loss of Dao Heart before, but she obviously noticed it, but she didn’t change or respond at all. She still followed Yan Bai stupidly. This is the biggest problem!
There may be various reasons, but in Shi Feixuan's eyes, they are just excuses.
If she was really so free and easy and didn't care at all, then why didn't she resolutely distance herself from Yan Bai after the first loss of her Taoist heart?
If she was really calm and had no problems at all, then why didn't she dare to let Yan Bai live with Hou Xibai for fear that Yan Bai would tell her about the bathing incident?
Nothing happened between her master Fei Xuan and Yan Bai. Hou Xibai knew about living together, so why didn't people dare to know about taking a bath? Even if it was told, Hou Xibai would definitely
There is no misunderstanding between them! Because in their eyes, Yan Bai is a blind man, and he is also a blind man who does not know that Shi Feixuan is a woman.
Originally this should have been a very obvious thing, but it was not until Shi Feixuan had a clear fluctuation in her heart that she realized it. If this continues, Shi Feixuan may face the same problem as Hou Xibai.
This is really like being “cheated” without even realizing it.
Now Shi Fei Xuan has never thought about having a love affair!
However, although she has never thought about breaking into a relationship, Shi Feixuan also knows that this problem has to be faced, otherwise it may become a kind of inner demon in the end.
Then Master Feixuan opened her mouth and said,
"I wonder what Brother Yan thinks of Qin?"
Yan Bai frowned slightly, wondering why Shi Feixuan suddenly asked such a question and looked very formal.
"Brother Qin is very good, everything is fine, and I also feel very good about Brother Qin." Yan Bai said carefully. He really didn't know what Shi Fei Xuan wanted to ask. What if he said something wrong?
Not good.
"In that case, how about we become sworn brothers of the opposite sex?!" Shi Feixuan suddenly suggested.
"Sworn sworn homage??" Yan Bai had a strange look on his face. He really couldn't understand why Shi Feixuan suddenly had such an idea, and there was no need to be surprised by such a thing. The feeling just now seemed to be something strange.
Big things are the same.
"Why, it turns out that Brother Yan still looks down on me." Shi Fei Xuan couldn't help but say, how could someone like her say such flattering words.
"Where, where, I don't have any objection to this kind of thing. If you say we're sworn sworn friends, then let's do it!" Yan Bai said quickly, "Now? Right here?"
"Now! Right here!" Master Feixuan said with certainty, "Why don't you let Brother Hou come over to witness it?!"
"No, no, there's no need to call me Brother Hou, it's just the two of us. It's always weird if there are outsiders involved in the sworn sworn ceremony." Yan Bai said quickly, joking, if he calls Hou Xibai up, that guy will be shameless.
We also want to become sworn brothers together, so what should we do?!
In fact, Yan Bai was overthinking it. Hou Xibai would not become sworn sworn brother even if he was killed. On the contrary, he would be very happy to see Shi Fei Xuan become sworn sworn brother to Yan Bai.
Why? Because the ancients valued these things very much. For example, once you become a master, you will immediately be a generation younger. Even if the master is younger than you, you should treat the master like your parents. Once you are a master, you will always be a disciple.
Father!
The same goes for sworn vows. Once they become sworn brothers, they are equivalent to being brothers, or brothers and sisters!
Anyone who has watched The Legend of the Condor Heroes knows very well that Yang Guo and Xiao Longnu were not recognized by everyone in the world at first because they had a master-disciple relationship; and in the end, Yang Guo became sworn sworn friends with Lu Wushuang and Cheng Ying, which made those two people cry to death.
It's a girl, because sworn sworn marriage means they are brother and sister, and other things are no longer possible.
Shi Feixuan's current thoughts are similar to that. Of course, she is not rejecting Yan Bai, but rejecting herself! It's like an invisible wall has been erected between Yan Bai and her. This wall
It is composed of benevolence, righteousness and morality throughout the world.
Maybe for some people, this wall is just like paper, but for Shi Feixuan, this wall is thicker than anything else. In the future, when facing Yan Bai, she can still be the same as now, or even closer than now.
But in Shi Feixuan's eyes, this is already the love between brother and sister, and has nothing to do with other feelings.
To put it simply, Shi Feixuan rationalized and guided this inexplicable emotion, so that she would no longer have any inner demons.
When the time comes, whether Master Concubine Xuan cares about Yan Bai, cares about Yan Bai, or likes Yan Bai, everything will be no different from the other sisters in Cihang Jingzhai.
