Chapter 1077 Separation of Sensibility and Rationality
Miss Vosloda did not immediately respond to Ash's question. She used a knife and fork to cut a sixth of the lava core cake, opened her mouth wide and took it in one gulp, with the overflowing cream sticking to the corners of her mouth, just like a child.
Today she is wearing a black velvet shawl, black knitted half-finger sleeves on both hands, a skirt underneath the navy blue windbreaker, and her small satchel on the table. She looks like an aristocratic girl who comes out to enjoy the snow.
She is comfortable and noble in her core, but a little bit not elegant or ladylike, which only highlights her unconstrained cuteness and childishness.
Ash is not surprised. After all, she was not raised as a lady. Eight years ago, she was a playboy. When Felix and Ash first met her on the train, she was being hunted by gangsters as the second son of a nobleman.
...At that time, Ash didn't even know she was a woman.
It was just that when I met Felix in the Cage of Stars later, I vaguely guessed it after thinking about it for a while. But after saying that, since Ash came back from the Cage of Stars, he seemed to have never seen Felix disguised as a man again...
"Are you asking on behalf of your friend?"
Noticing the teasing look in Felix's eyes, Ash showed black lines on his face and the corners of his mouth twitched: "Is it fun to hurt me?"
"Of course it's interesting." Perhaps because the cake was very sweet and delicious, Felix's lips turned up and he said cheerfully, "I won't ask who it is, but it's not hard to guess."
"Actually, I'm surprised that you would ask this question. Shouldn't "liking for unknown reasons" happen to you often?" "How is that possible."
"Isn't that true? I thought you always fell in love with every beautiful girl you met, and you were your lover with every pretty girl. You were as picky about food as a trash can."
"So you're still hurting me?!"
Felix chuckled, biting his fork and said, "But seriously, is there really "like you don't know why" in this world? I don't believe there is nothing you like about the other person. After all, even I saw it in the bathhouse.
Her breasts, legs, and buttocks will all make you blush..."
"Of course the kind of love you mentioned exists. Appreciating beauty is human instinct. Who doesn't like beautiful girls?" Ash took a sip of sweet milk: "Honestly, I miss being with Igula and Harvey a little bit.
Today, being with you girls day and night is really testing my self-control..."!
"Huh?" Felix tilted his head, "Including me?"
Ash glanced at her and jumped back to the topic as if nothing had happened: "But the love of appreciation is different from the love I said. If you like spring, you don't have to pick the flowers, if you like summer, you don't need to catch the cicadas, and if you like autumn, you don't need to leave the dead flowers behind."
Ye, if you like winter, you won’t hide the snow... You appreciate a scenery, but you don’t want to keep this scenery forever, because in the next second you may want to see the mountains and rivers, and see the virtual world, you will not put yourself
A landscape is forever bound together."
"But when I say I like it, I mean..."
He paused for a moment, as if he was embarrassed, and said in a complicated tone: "It's the kind of feeling where you want to be together all the time, bound forever, and exchange life."
Felix blinked and fell silent, seemingly impressed by his words.
After a moment, she couldn't help but said: "Let's not mention that one, but your current situation is that you want to tie up the three sorceresses, the Sword Girl, the Witch, and the Silver Lantern, and want to be with them all the time.
, you want to exchange lives with them, it’s best if we can live together?”
Ash blinked and nodded, "Yeah, what's the problem?"
"Then I understand." Felix patted his forehead, "You have no problem. The main reason is that I used to hang out in the aristocratic circle. Most of the people in it were scum, but they also knew that they were scum. Although it was difficult to get along with them,
Too comfortable but at least their desires are clear."
"And I rarely get along with people like you before. You are obviously a scumbag but you still talk about pure love seriously." Felix spread his hands and explained: "I can't say it, but I feel like I'm seeing a puddle of vomit talking.
Same, a little disgusting and a little disgusting..."
"If you can't say it, then don't say it!" Ash ate the cake with big mouthfuls to hide his broken defense: "I understand, I'll finish it and leave!"
"I've never seen a trash can with such a glass heart like you." Felix smiled, "He looks like my father..."
She paused and then suddenly returned to the topic: "I understand what you mean. Normally, if you have a person whose outlook and behavior are unacceptable to you, the most you can do is covet her body, and you won't want to be with her.
Together."
"You should obviously hate the other person from the bottom of your heart and even hate the other person. Even if the other person has not hurt you, the other person's past has seriously challenged your moral bottom line... If you don't know each other, you will even curse the other person to die quickly...
Obviously, it is unacceptable for you to breathe the same air as the other person. Any extra second the other person lives is a waste of resources."
"But your sensibility and rationality are split. Rationally you want to stay away from the other person, but emotionally you want to get close to the other person. It's like two lesbians fighting back and forth in your mind, so you are so entangled."
Ash nodded repeatedly when he heard this, and couldn't help but admired: "Yes, that's it. Felix, you are simply my mouthpiece, perfectly summing up the confusion in my heart!"
Felix glanced at him, took another small bite of the cake, and snorted softly: "It really makes me unhappy to understand a scumbag like you..."
Ash twitched the corner of his mouth and said politely: "It would be better if you were willing to show a little respect to the spectators."
"Sorry, I don't want to." Felix bit his fork and said, "If I can't scold you, I would rather not say anything."
"That's up to you." Ash was helpless, and he felt that he really should scold him, especially at this moment, "So I don't understand why someone would like someone they hate."
Felix said: "Because the other person once made your heart beat, and at that moment all the shortcomings of the other person were forgotten by you. Even if the other person is a devil or a scumbag, you still hope that this moment can last forever... so
You’ll just fall in love with it.”
Ash was startled and suddenly remembered the morning when he just came back from hell. He turned his head and saw the sunlight illuminating the maid's face. The maid looked at him with a smile and squinted her eyes slightly, as if every eyelash was preparing for his return.
And happy.
He took a bite of the cake and felt the happy sweetness of the rich cream on his tongue. He took a breath and asked, "What should I do?"
"Isn't it very simple? Follow your emotions and continue to like it, or follow your rationality and completely hate it." Felix said, "Is there a third option?"
"Sometimes I feel that fighting may be the easiest thing in a magician's life."
Ash poked the cake randomly with his fork: "At least I can use miracles to change everything I don't like."
