Ash was not surprised at all by Weisel's thoughts.
Visser is the person with the most vitality he has ever seen. Only Tamashi can match her brilliance, and the others are eclipsed in front of them. It's not that the Sword Princess Witch and the others are not good enough, but only in the land of Senluo Only in that absurd and dark bad land can extremely gorgeous and coquettish flowers like silver lanterns and black crows bloom.
Their beautiful existences are simply incompatible with the Senluo Wasteland. At first, Ash thought that the land full of chaos and killing was only suitable for the rise and fall of rotten vultures. However, it seemed that just because Senluo was so twisted and grotesque, the slightest depravity would lead to eternal destruction. Instead, It forces the life inside to burst into pure passion.
If you are not so persistent, you will not be able to live, and if you are not so fierce, you will be extinguished. As the last Senluo people, the silver lantern and the black crow are almost the concentrated expression of Senluo civilization.
Their vitality is so strong that they must seek a great and beautiful container to place their too-large selves and project their too-abundant beliefs and passions, otherwise sooner or later they will fall into emptiness and burn themselves, just like losing fuel. The flames are heading towards self-destruction.
In Ash's view, the Black Crow and the Silver Lantern are actually the same type of people: the Black Crow's container is "Absolute Justice", and the Silver Lantern's container is "Destroy the World". Although their goals are opposite to each other and they hate each other, They are all saints walking in the world.
Ordinary Senluo people need Dafa as their faith, because they are not saints. Faced with unattainable ideals, they will waver and doubt. If they do not have faith to strengthen themselves, they will collapse themselves. Only the two people, Black Crow and Silver Lantern, It is so outrageous that they do not need any external recognition. They can persevere and strive towards nearly impossible goals, trying to reverse the flow of the times on their own. If wise men are "history, I know where you are going", great men are " "History, I want you to carry me away", the saints are "History, you are not allowed to go like this" - they are this kind of people.
They don't need faith, they are faith themselves.
Compared with them, even Vichy is slightly inferior. It’s not that Vichy’s structure is too small or anything like that, but that Vichy has failed too many times for too long. As the saying goes, after one vigorous effort, it will be exhausted, Vichy will It was like a war drum that had been gathering dust for many years. It had not sounded for many years. It was covered with dust, and even she herself became lifeless. She could only hold on to her inner aspirations and grit her teeth until now.
No matter how arrogant or cruel she is, she can't hide that she is a loser. She has been running away from three thousand years ago until now. After being a deserter for too long, she can no longer muster the courage to go to the battlefield.
After Ash lost Vichy's memory, he was still attracted to Vichy. In addition to the initial good impression, it was more because of Vichy's gradually glowing vitality. Compared with female sorcerers such as Sword Princess and Witch, Vichy has actually always been attracted to Vichy. They were all in a state of restlessness. When Ash gave her the wonder, even though it couldn't be seen from the outside, Vichy's feeling became much brighter and dazzling.
It's not love or gratitude, it's more like a dusty war drum being beaten by a heavy hammer, the dust rustling away, and the heart hidden inside roars.
She had lingered for too long and failed too much, and she urgently needed substantial recognition and progress to rekindle her life.
But whether Vichy or Black Crow, they are still on the road to chasing their dreams, but Visser is different. She has completed the mission inherited by Gray Fox, destroyed the Senluo Wasteland, and decided the fate of thousands of Senluo people.
She reached her end.
Just like a person with financial freedom, Weisel can choose to live as she pleases, but her overly large ego will not allow her to live in inaction. She has been burning her life for more than 20 years. If there is no new container to put her in, she will
It can only destroy itself in emptiness.
At a crossroads where she was at a loss, the option that could simultaneously satisfy her needs for life inheritance, reproductive instinct and love was so attractive to her.
Ash asked himself who he was willing to have children with at this moment. In fact, there was only one and only Yin Lan. Let's not mention Vichy. Sword Princess and Witch are both too young. Their impulses can easily overwhelm their rationality, and they may regret it in the future.
Only Yin Leng is recognized as an adult by Yaxiu. Any decision she makes must have fully considered the consequences, and she can be trusted as a partner.
"But" Ash's tone was hesitant.
"You have"
"Yes, it is impossible for gods to have children." Weisel said softly: "Not only because you and I are completely different beings, but also because gods do not have the ability to reproduce. And it would be bad if you could have children with gods.
"Well, Sword Lady will not only have to be wary of us, but also the gods such as Soul Lock, Shattered Lake, and Gospel." She laughed after saying this.
"But it's interesting to think about it. If we have a child, will she be a human, a magical spirit, or a god?" The spirit lay on the chest of the magician, listening to the human heartbeat: "Whether it's a boy or a girl, I will
I hope their character is like you and not like mine."
"Why?"
"Because people like me will live a very miserable and tiring life." Weisel's voice was very soft, as if she was afraid that her words would become a curse: "And it's not lovable either."
"Indeed." Ash nodded matter-of-factly: "After all, I am already a demigod, not a human being anymore. My liking for you cannot be used as evidence that you are lovable."
"But do you care whether other people like you or not? Do you save the world just to see people you don't know applaud you?" Ash scratched Weisel's waist and asked pretending to be angry: "
Can’t it be that just because I like you doesn’t satisfy you?”
"Ash, are you a little too confident?
"ah?"
Seeing Ya Xiu pretending to be depressed, Weisel chuckled, took the initiative to feed him pineapple juice, and said in a coaxing tone: "But I like how confident you are. Even if the whole world doesn't like me, as long as
You like me, and I am satisfied."
"Being with you also makes me stupid. If we have a child, can we still let her suffer? Even if she has the same personality as Wei Xi, we will not let her suffer."
"Don't make yourself scared by saying that." The corner of Ash's mouth twitched: "If my child has the same personality as Wei Xi, it will only prove that my educational ability is a piece of shit."
"Don't worry." Weisel chuckled and looked at Ash and said, "After all, I can't have a child with you."
"I can never have children, I can never be a mother, I can only be a god attached to you."
The tent suddenly became quiet, and the eight silver crystals seemed to dim.
"I'm not complaining, nor do I think it's unfair. This is the price I deserve to pay." Visser said, "The world was completely shattered because of me, and tens of millions of people died because of me. No matter what kind of punishment I receive, it will not be excessive."
, now I can actually awaken my self-awareness and stay by your side as a god, what else can I be dissatisfied with? I deserve it."
Ash shook his head repeatedly: "I don't think you did anything wrong. If it weren't for you -"
"Without me, all sentient beings would have fallen into an even worse end." Weisel said, "But what qualifications do I have to make decisions for them? Can I decide the fate of others just because I am right?"
"In the end, what's the difference between me and the stars that destroyed the cages of stars? We both followed the justice we believed in and shed the blood of others."
"The reason why you are so tolerant to me, Ash, is just because you pity me." She said softly, "You think I paid a heavy price."
"Maybe it's just because I'm also a bad person with double standards," Ash kissed Weisel's forehead, caressed her back, and said with a smile, "I also make excuses for the people I like. Because I like you,
So you are fine with everything."
"But I thought your thoughts were similar to Fan Xing's, the type of "I have the ability to decide their fate, so I just do it, I don't care what they think."
Visser replenished the pineapple juice in the cup and nodded while feeding Ash: "I really don't care what they think, but that doesn't mean I deny my sins. I just have the consciousness to pay the price and am willing to bear all the consequences."
"You may think that the price I pay is to lose my body and become a god, or to be trapped in the Dark Forest and have to make up for the sins I committed for the rest of my life." Weisel raised her eyebrows and looked up at Ash: "But
Actually no, this
These bad lucks are not punishment at all to me, and I don’t feel any pain at all.”
"The biggest punishment that fate has given me is meeting you, Ash." She said softly: "All my pain and all my regrets come from you. You are the instrument of torture that can torture me the most."
