In the apartment, the cult leader was looking at the Veela.
"Why?"
Hearing Ash's question, Freya was stunned, thought for a while and said: "My status is still a legal citizen, I can rent a house to protect you, I can go to work to support you, and you can take care of any inconveniences you have.
I, I...I will do whatever you ask me to do."
"Although I'm glad that you are willing to work to support me." Ash couldn't help but smile: "But what I mean is not "Why should I take you with me", but "Why do you want to follow me?"
Freya blushed slightly and looked down at Xiaoxian who was rubbing her feet, "No reason... I just want to follow you."
"Then let me ask another question, why can't you accept me leaving you?"
Freya opened her mouth, but nothing came out.
She bit her lower lip, feeling a pain in her heart, but she didn't know what to say.
The education she received over the years did not allow her to expose her weaknesses.
Suddenly, she remembered what Ash had just said to Xiaoxian: "If you feel pain in the future, don't hold on yourself, shout out loud, otherwise no one will know."
"Because I will be in pain." She said softly: "When I think about never seeing you again, never being able to eat your delicious food, never being able to chat with you... I feel a dull pain in my heart and it's very uncomfortable.
, I even want to cry a little bit.”
As she spoke, Freya felt aggrieved: "Obviously everything will return to the same after you are gone, but why do I feel so uncomfortable? It's obviously no different from before, but you messed up my mood as soon as you appeared. Why?
so……"
"Because you feel lonely."
"Lonely?" She was a little confused: "But I - everyone has always been lonely. It is said in the book that loneliness is the wings of freedom, and freedom shines because of loneliness..."
Ash pulled Freya to sit on the porch and said softly: "But you didn't embrace loneliness before, you were just escaping from loneliness. But because you are young, the world is new to you, and life is new to you.
It’s interesting, so you can keep running away and loneliness can’t catch up with you.”
"You also watched Fei Nanxue's speech, right? Do you know why he is looking for his descendants? Because he is overtaken by loneliness. He is too old, the world is no longer novel to him, and life is no longer novel to him.
All Yan can do is make calculations. Faced with the pursuit of loneliness, he has nowhere to hide. So he urgently needs to find another container to contain loneliness - nothing can relieve the pain of loneliness more than watching the continuation of his own bloodline."
"And what I have done is to establish a bond with you. When we are together, the bond can drive away loneliness; after I leave, the other end of the bond will be connected to loneliness, so you will feel pain - you have been lonely
If you catch up, you can't escape."
Freya looked down at her beautiful manicure and murmured softly: "You are good or bad..."
"In your opinion, I should be a big evil person." Ya Xiu said with a smile: "Actually, you are right. Blood Moon's education is also for your own good. As long as you don't get into any intimate relationship, don't be with anyone.
Once you establish a bond, you will not be disappointed, lonely, or hurt. Because you have never experienced it before, you are not afraid of losing it at all."
"But...I refuse to admit this kind of 'for your own good'."
Ash waved to Xiao Xian, and when it came over, he raised it high and stared at the area where it originally had balls: "The pet shop will neuter the cats before selling them to you, because for cats,
, being in heat is very uncomfortable, very painful, and there will be many complications, so neutering cats is for their own good.”
"In my opinion, what Blood Moon did to you is no different from sterilizing a cat. You dare not enter into an intimate relationship, and you are timid and cautious when facing marshmallows. This can indeed avoid a lot of potential harm, but it also
You have lost the greatest human ability - the ability to love others."
"But people are not pets, at least... they shouldn't be pets."
"I'm very happy, Freya." Ash met Veela's gaze and said, "You have learned to love others, and you also know that you should resist rather than escape loneliness. This means that it is not me who is crazy, but this country."
"Ash, you are really a complete cult leader." Freya's smile was a little sad: "Then what should I do?"
"Don't resist entering into an intimate relationship, take the initiative to find a new bond, it can be friendship or love, so that you can resist loneliness." Ya Xiu said: "But your way of loving people still needs to be corrected, it is too extreme, even
You can even say things like "working to support me", and suddenly you change from "completely self-sufficient" to "completely dependent". You can easily be deceived by this scumbag."
"Keep yourself and learn to love others. As long as you do these two things, you can live well in this crazy country, or at least live happier than others."
Freya looked at him dreamingly, "You really can't let me follow you?"
"It's not that I can't, I'm very willing." Ya Xiu said: "But this means that you have to give up the results of more than ten years, take the risk of becoming a wanted criminal, give up the degree you are about to get, give up the university with rich resources, give up
The Blood Moon Kingdom has a mature magician training system, even giving up the opportunity to become a psychic...are you willing?"
The Veela was stunned.
"I spent five days and four nights with you. Compared with your more than ten years of business in Kaimon, this time is really insignificant. I am actually not that important to you. You are just a little impulsive——
Of course, I'm very happy about this impulse, it means your love is budding."
Ash couldn't help laughing and said: "Speaking of which, I once invited someone to go with me, and she decisively rejected me due to practical reasons. Now you take the initiative to follow me, but I reject you."
Freya muttered: "You just want what you covet, and you are sent to your door if you dislike it."
"I was so scolded by you that I began to doubt my noble character." Ash grinned and said, "But my mind has not changed - I can give you this choice, but only if you think about it well."
"I can be your regret, but I can't be your disaster."
Freya picked up Xiaoxian, slumped on the ground and thought for a long time, and finally said slowly: "So you plan to play with me until I can never come back, and then just walk away?"
After being persuaded by Ash in this way, she became a little calmer. It was her dream to become a psychic. Although she was in love more than anything at this time, it was just because she did not make a strict trade-off, or she did not want to make a trade-off. However, when
Ash put his dreams and love in front of her at both ends of the scale, and she could no longer escape.
Visible things are always important, and invisible things can always be easily discarded.
"You suddenly scolded me so harshly, you made me look like a scumbag, but I actually didn't do anything." Ya Xiu was a bit dumbfounded: "And it's not like I didn't give you money... This didn't give you a trick.
Is it spiritual?"
He paused and then said: "If you haven't found a new bond yet, then watch the magic spirit miss me. Missing can alleviate loneliness, and longing can breed expectations."
Freya looked at the sympathetic magic spirit in the glowing ball, and suddenly felt sad.
"You're so kind to me and you've done so many things these days, are you actually just out of sympathy?"
