Sonia is a loyal fan of Deida Rose and has been watching various movies and dramas starring Deida Rose since she was a child. When she was twelve or thirteen years old and full of ignorant yearning for love, Deida Rose was in her eighteenth or nineteenth year.
During my youthful years, many love movies and dramas were staged, and the little village girl's view of love was gradually fully formed in those dramas.
Although Deida Rose is now a national-level female star among the stars, even Sonia, a die-hard fan, has to admit that the romantic dramas that Deida Rose starred in when she was young were basically not popular.
At that time and even now, the favorite love dramas of Fanxing people were basically infatuated love or polyamorous entanglements. All the characters were entangled and difficult to leave. They lived and died for love, as if love was more important than anything else.
It's not that Nia can't understand it, after all, this kind of dramatic conflict is exciting and beautiful.
However, Deida Rose rarely appears in such dramas. She mostly appears in career dramas with only one female protagonist, detective dramas or other dramas that do not focus on love. Although there are emotional scenes in them, they are basically between tense plots.
The relaxed transition makes people smile and feel yearning for it.
In the occasional movie and drama involving polyamory, Deida Rose almost never plays the female lead, and is basically a supporting female character. Her role in it is either good or evil. Although she will like the male protagonist, she will never be because of him.
She also gives up her long-standing ideals and eventually becomes the opposite of the male protagonist. She is obviously different from other female characters who are infatuated and love-struck, so she is often the first female supporting character to leave the scene.
Later, when Sonia was fifteen or sixteen years old, Deida Rose also entered the peak of her career and starred in many Queen's dramas-that is, the heroine is the core of the whole drama, and all the male characters are supporting roles. Deida Rose
Si's calm, arrogant and indomitable image in the movie and drama deeply shocked Sonia, who was still a topic writer at the time.
Just because she has been influenced by Deida Rose since she was a child, it is natural for Sonia to despise love and yearn for career when she grows up. Although Sonia's suppressed love heart is ready to move after meeting the viewer, she does not
This means that Sonia has become stupid or changed her views on love. At most, she has regressed from the age of twenty to the age of twelve or thirteen when she longed for love.
When she realized that the viewer had other members of the opposite sex in reality, Sonia's first reaction was of course anger, resentment, sadness, grievance and even murderous intent. She even wished she could just use the Blood Moon Shattering Lake... No, it should be used
The blood, flowers, water and moon cut the viewer into thirty-six pieces.
But after she calmed down, the village girl realized that she couldn't do anything.
Nothing can be done.
Even if they meet in the virtual world every night, even if they have witnessed the golden fish, fought fiercely with the Heroic Soul Army, supported each other in the amnesia wooden house, and shared the future in the question and answer of fate... they can share all the secrets and joys, sorrows, sorrows, and sorrows, but they just can't.
Get in touch with the other person’s reality.
Even if Sonia really loses her temper and kills the viewer, she will only kill his soul projection. At most, it will only allow him to cultivate for a few months, which does not make much sense at all-not to mention interfering with his life.
You can't even threaten his life.
Distance weakens the heartbeat until only the echo remains, and space makes feelings become watery moons floating in reality.
So even if the viewer has someone she likes in reality, what can she do?
Do you act cute and compete for favors like a kitten?
Losing your temper and getting angry every step of the way?
Does flirtation make him swoon?
Putting aside whether Sonia is willing or not, the point is that if she does this, can it prevent the viewer from taking action in reality? Can it guarantee that the viewer will not be half-hearted?
She can't.
Not to mention that Sonia was unwilling.
After meeting the viewer, she never flattered the viewer, nor did she wear those costumed masks. She found her true self and became a better version of herself, and she would not go back.
More importantly, she is already a two-winged magician and the seed of the Sword Saint. There is almost no doubt that she will advance to the Holy Realm in the future, and sooner or later she will become a star noble! With this strength and future, she will be her own master wherever she goes.
Why should you be frightened because of a person's obsession!?
Even if this strength is given by the viewer, Sonia is willing to help him run a good team and try her best to complete adventures and battles, but she will never give him her body and mind!
Even if the viewer took the initiative to apologize and explain to her just now, Sonia did not change her mind. In fact, based on the emotional makeup of the viewer, she had a vague feeling that the viewer may not have taken the initiative. There was only a sense of guilt but no regrets as evidence.
But this time I didn’t take the initiative. What about next time? What about next time?
She had no way to solve the problem, and no one to ask the question. No matter how many fish and dragons she killed, it still couldn't give her any sense of security.
In other words, the viewer has never done anything that can give people a sense of security: more and more operators, a reality that has never been connected... The viewer has never actively expressed his attitude, and although he has amnesia
Reborn, but he was still the strong one before. Do you really have the softness in your heart to tolerate other people?
Maybe everything was just wishful thinking on her part, and now she was just willing to admit defeat.
Sonia has forgotten which movie it came from, but she still remembers this line from Deida Rose: Those feelings that make you suspicious, worried, uneasy, and even doubt whether you are good enough are the burdens you need to let go of.
tired.
The village girl, who has always been decisive and proactive, had not promoted the emotional bond before and maintained it in a hazy state because she was aware of this concern. When this concern finally came true, she could leave simply and neatly, without any delay.
There will be no sorrow.
This is how it should be.
But Sonia watched the viewers chatting and laughing with the witch during the battle, as if nothing had happened, and she couldn't help but feel a sense of sourness mixed with murderous intent in her heart - he really never cared.
But he told me that the apology just now was just for fun. Without my interference, he couldn't wait to get close to the witch.
Di Ya suddenly felt a creepy murderous intention coming from the side. When she turned around, she saw Sword Girl casually killing a ferocious jackal dragon. She saw Sword Girl approaching with a smile and asked: "What are you talking about?"
ah?"
"Viewers asked me if I was tired tonight. If I am tired, why not drive to a special building farther away and stop searching for resource points?" Diya quickly explained.
"That's it." Sonia yelled and joined the chat with a smile, but her hands were not slow at all. Even though the ferocious jackal dragon here was cunning and clever, she still killed them all easily.
Back in the car, Di Ya, who was sitting in the front row, looked at the two people talking and laughing in the back row, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. She thought that the viewers were worthy of being viewers, and they actually solved the Sword Princess's problem so quickly.
The two of them even completely reconciled——
White Queen: "They are not reconciled. Look at Sword Lady's sword."
Di Ya looked over and found that Sword Queen's sword was not fastened to her waist, but placed on the seat between her and the viewer.
Black Butler: "Look at the posture of the viewer again."
Diya looked carefully and found that the viewer was facing the Sword Lady sideways, with his left hand never raised and always covering his body, as if to prevent an attack from the side.
Red Death: "Try sticking out your tongue again and making a hahaha sound."
Di Ya did as he was told, and immediately attracted strange looks from the viewers and Sword Girl: "Hey? Why are they looking at me?"
"Of course they looked at you because you looked like a dog just now." The Red Death sighed: "I didn't expect you to actually do it."
"You are like a dog!"
Di Ya glanced at Sword Queen and the spectators, and sighed in her heart.
Alas, the feelings between these adults are so complicated.
Fortunately, they and Ash just simply like each other.
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After half an hour's drive, they arrived outside a black semicircular space, which looked like a black bowl upside down on the ground. Even the countercurrent golden rain could not penetrate the rich darkness.
"Dark Miracle Paradise?" Sonia recognized it at a glance.
There are many kinds of Miracle Paradise in Time Continent, such as the Mist Miracle Paradise they visited before. The magician must capture the magic spirits in the fog. Once the fog dissipates, all the magic spirits will disappear.
The Dark Fantasy Miracle Paradise is also a challenging wonderland. Inside is darkness that is absolutely impossible to detect. Even miracles will fail, and the voice of the magic spirit will be amplified countless times. Although the magicians can't understand it, they can't understand it.
My ears are full of noise.
The magician must capture the magic spirit when his vision and hearing are all limited. There is also a time limit. When the time is up and the darkness dissipates, the magic spirit will all disappear.
"If the three of us act separately, we are likely to bump into each other inside." Yaxiu suggested: "Why don't the three of us hold hands, so that we can form a surrounding net to capture more magic spirits and avoid collisions with each other.
accident."
It was a very reasonable proposal, and both the witch and the swordswoman readily agreed. Diya glanced at them and said, "How about I walk in the middle?"
Ash shook his head: "Witch, you are proficient in the fist and claw faction, and Sword Girl is proficient in the swordsmanship faction. You are both much more agile than me. You should walk on both sides."
The three of them walked hand in hand before the darkness. Ash suddenly remembered something and gave each of them a love sword: "Although it may be of no use, at least it can strengthen your hearing and reaction abilities."
It's this feeling again.
Every time she was strengthened by the viewer, Sonia felt as if she was being embraced by him. But it was different from the shame, anger and joy before. This time she only felt the love in her heart, mixed with grievances, which receded and then rose.
When I came back, there were ups and downs over and over again, and my eyes even turned red.
Fortunately, she had already entered the Miracle Paradise of Dark Fantasy Sound, so no one would see the strange expression on her face, and no one would hear the tsunami in her heart.
Her eyes were filled with darkness that was so thick that it couldn't be resolved, and her ears were filled with magical spirits, cheerfulness, or chaotic noises. The only entity she could feel was the hand holding her. Just when dependence couldn't help but arise in her heart,
The village girl immediately suppressed this cowardly thought.
She wanted to rely on her whenever she was in danger, and was upset whenever she was touched by him. How could she get away? Is there anything more sloppy than this?
I need closure, Paws Club thought.
Thinking about it carefully, they had actually done nothing, no hugging, no kissing, let alone anything else. At most, they just pillowed their knees and held hands. Thinking of this, Sonia looked at the darkness in front of her, listened to the noise in her ears, and endured
A bold idea kept popping up——
Just treat it as a knot, or as a reward, she would kiss him secretly here, no one would notice, and when the viewers asked, they would say that a magic spirit hit his face.
This idea quickly took root and grew into a towering tree. Sonia felt her heart beating faster. Fortunately, her soul had no body temperature, otherwise she would feel that her hands would be hot.
There is no better opportunity than this, either to move forward or to end.
Sonia took a deep breath and made up her mind, turned her head quietly, and gently reached over——
Chirp.
Sonia was stunned.
She knew that the person in front of her was also stunned.
At this moment, she seemed to really see the viewer's pursed lips from the so-called "dark eyes", and saw the determination, anxiety... and surprise on his face.
There was obviously no body temperature to speak of, but the heat seemed to be burning from her lips to her ears. Fortunately, there was gentle darkness, so no one could see her blushing face.
"I caught it!" the witch's voice sounded nearby: "No wonder it's so loud, it turns out to be the 'Heartbeat' magic spirit!"
