Zhao Wen really didn't know what to say at this time. He had never encountered such a confession before. His intuition told him that what the woman in front of him said was true, but should he accept it?
What the hell is love?
Gently wiping away Zhen Ni's tears, Zhao Wen sat by the bed and looked at Zhen Ni, who was still very excited, and said, "I won't leave. Be obedient. Are you hungry?"
Zhen Ni opened her eyes and looked at Zhao Wen, and nodded gently. Looking at her crimson face and tear-stained eye circles, Zhao Pufang smiled and said, "You can wait until you have a full stomach to do anything. Just wait for me."
I'm going to buy something to eat, what do you want to eat?"
"……casual."
Seeing Zhao Wen about to leave, Zhen Ni called his name again. Zhao Wen turned around and smiled and said, "I'll be back soon."
Zhao Wen went to a small supermarket outside and bought a snack cup, and then went to the night market not far from the hospital. He saw that there was nothing to eat. Because of the heavy snow, there were only a few vendors at the night market, so he bought a bowl of wontons.
After stewing it, put it in a plastic bag and put it in a snack cup, then hurried back after weighing it.
The snow was getting heavier and heavier, and when he opened his eyes, he could hardly see the scene three meters away. The snow under his feet made a crunching sound. When he returned to the hospital, his shoulders and hair were covered with snow, and he wiped them away casually.
In no time, I entered the ward.
Zhen Ni kept looking at the door. When she saw Zhao Wen coming back, her face was full of joy. When he rinsed the spoon in the bathroom, he came over and helped her up to eat for herself. Zhen Ni's face turned red again.
While Zhao Wen was blowing the wonton stew in his spoon, he looked at Zhen Ni and suddenly sighed in his heart: Maybe, accepting this girl who seems careless but is actually very simple at heart is not necessarily a bad thing.
Maybe Zhen Ni was really hungry, or maybe it was because Zhao Wen was around, so she finished the wonton stew in a while. When Zhao Wen saw that the liquid was gone, he called the nurse.
The nurse was a woman in her thirties. While pulling out the needle, she looked at Zhao Wen and said: "Your girlfriend is already very beautiful, why are you still not satisfied? She is so hungry that she is beautiful? How about Yang Yuhuan?"
suicide?"
Zhao Wen didn't say anything, and the nurse added: "She has nothing wrong with her. She is just malnourished. Take more supplements, and her blood sugar will go up. She should work less and rest more. Don't be picky about food. She will be given some fluids tomorrow and she can be discharged from the hospital."
When Zhao Wen saw the nurse was leaving, he said, "Thank you."
When the nurse arrived at the door, she turned back and said, "Oh, go buy some chocolate for her to eat. It has high calories and sugar, which is good for her. Call me if you need anything."
There was a heater in the room, and there were beads of water on Zhao Wen's head. He went inside to wash his face, then came out and looked at Zhen Ni and asked, "Why don't you eat well? Is it really to lose weight?"
Seeing that she still didn't speak, Zhao Wen filled some hot water, soaked a towel in the water and wrung it out. Then he wiped Zhen Ni's face, looked at her shy look, and then wiped her hands.
Zhao Wen opened the quilt and took off Zhen Ni's socks, and saw her toes that were like garlic cloves. They looked very cute. Zhen Ni arched her legs, and Zhao Wen grabbed them in his hands and said with a smile.
: "If I get sick in the future, you will also serve me like this, remember."
After wiping her feet, Zhao Wen scratched his head. There was only one bed in this room. It seemed that he would have to sleep with Zhen Ni again tonight.
"Then, shall I buy chocolates for you?"
Zhen Ni shook her head and said, "I can't eat it. It's snowing outside, so don't go."
Zhao Wen washed himself randomly, and when he came out, he saw that Zhen Ni had given up half of the bed. He smiled inwardly, turned off the light, got on the bed, and lay there flatly, with his arms touching Zhen Ni.
's back.
After a while, Zhen Ni slowly turned her head, saw Zhao Wen's eyes wide open, and asked, "Aren't you asleep?"
"How can I sleep? Isn't it fatal to have such a super beauty lying next to me?..."
But before Zhao Wen finished speaking, Zhen Ni turned over and lay on his chest, saying: "I know you don't like me, but I like you, I love you..."
"Please let me be your girlfriend. If I don't see you for a day, I will feel confused. I don't know what I am doing. I have no energy to do anything. I feel like I have lost my soul. I really don't know what this feeling is about.
, I can’t control myself..."
"I want to find you, but I'm afraid that if you see me and treat me badly, I'll be even more sad. I always want to hear your voice every day, but I'm afraid that you won't answer my call, so I can only call you.
Send text messages…”
"Every day, I wait for you to reply to me, but I know you are too busy. Like my mother, you are too busy to go home every day. If I always send you text messages, will you bother me?...
"
Listening to Zhen Ni's soft words to him, a very strange feeling arose in Zhao Wen's heart. This feeling of being cared about and attached to others made him enjoy it.
After waiting for a while, Zhao Wen asked: "Zhen Ni, do you really love me? Don't rush to answer, think carefully, what do you love me for? You don't even understand me, and I don't understand you either. We just happened by chance.
We met, and by accident I helped you several times, but this is not a necessary element of love."
Zhen Ni thought for a while and said: "I don't know what love is. Even if I don't see you, I just miss you and be with you, no matter what I do... I can't explain clearly. I don't want to eat and I can't sleep at night."
…”
"It has been thirty-five days since we were separated from you last time. I thought that I might as well go to my dad's place for two days and stay away from you. Maybe it would be fine. But when I think of leaving you, my heart breaks.
Waves of panic, what should I do if I come back and never see you again?"
"I don't even have the courage to leave..."
Zhen Ni became quiet, and Zhao Wen sighed inwardly.
People are really strange animals. The once hard-hearted Zhao Wen told himself that he would never have anything to do with Zhen Ni again, but this time he took care of her, taking care of her directly to the bed, and the two of them were still hugging each other.
Zhao Wen felt his chest was cold, so he looked up and sure enough, Zhen Ni started to cry again. Zhao Wen said with a smile: "Are you Sister Zhen or Sister Lin? Why do you always cry? Lin Daiyu is thin because..."
"
At this point, Zhao Wen stopped talking. He finally understood what happened to Zhen Ni's low sugar, low potassium, malnutrition, and the "weight loss" mentioned by doctors and nurses.
——This silly girl just doesn’t eat properly. It turns out it’s because she misses herself.
Zhao Wen was a little touched, no matter what. A beautiful woman never regretted that her clothes were getting wider. He couldn't remain indifferent. Besides, the reason why he didn't accept Zhen Ni was not because he didn't like her, but because he chose and purposefully didn't like her.
Like and love are two different things. Zhao Wen felt that he was a bit stubborn on this point. He felt that love and like were two distinct concepts. He felt that his love had disappeared with the death of the gang boss, even though he killed
The boss is dead, but he has no face to face the disfigured woman.
The scar on the boss was not scratched on the girl's face, but was deeply engraved in Zhao Wen's heart. The scar was always bleeding, and it never really healed. It was always careless and
Inadvertently, Zhao Wen trembled all over and wanted to go crazy.
"Don't cry. It won't look good if you cry any more."
Zhao Wen sighed inwardly. He stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on Zhen Ni's face and said, "What a silly girl. I always thought you were very mature and sensible. You are an urban beauty with both ability and political integrity and great confidence. Now you will
My image is completely ruined, tsk tsk.”
Faced with Zhao Wen's teasing, Zhen Ni raised her face. She looked at Zhao Wen with big eyes and said, "Women in love are mentally retarded. It's okay if you laugh at me."
"Confidence is based on self-expansion and self-satisfaction with good conditions. I was very confident. At least I didn't have any worries and rarely worried about anyone. However, after I saw you, I felt like I was possessed and couldn't help myself.
I miss you so much. But I don’t get any feedback from you, how can I still be confident?”
"You have shattered my self-confidence. I feel pitiful in front of you, like a nursery waiting for someone to water it, waiting for the sun to shine. However, the sky is always hazy, and there is no hope for living."
"This girl has read too many romance novels. She talks about feelings in a variety of ways, but when it comes to kissing, she walks like a penguin."
Zhao Wen said: "Okay, rest quickly, don't think about fainting again in the hospital."
"I want to finish speaking..."
Zhao Wen felt that Zhen Ni was having a little temper with him, and before he spoke, Zhen Ni stared into his eyes and asked, "Do you want me to be your girlfriend?"
Zhao Wen met Zhen Ni's eyes and looked at her for a while. Zhen Ni was a little disappointed and timid. At this time, Zhao Wen said: "I really don't know what is good about me. I have a lot of problems. What do you think now?"
I'm good, but once you get to know me, you feel that I'm hypocritical, and I'm a very chauvinistic person who likes to lose my temper. I'm also a bit neurotic and very suspicious."
"Sometimes I am very happy, but in an instant I may feel depressed and very emotional. Sometimes I like to fantasize, but life is very realistic. I often want to prove myself, but in the end I may just run into walls and be exhausted."
"I'm a very carefree person. When I see beautiful women, I want to see more of them. When I see beautiful things, I want to keep them for myself. I have low self-esteem, but I always show myself to be great in front of others and always win.
It looks like it’s in hand.”
"I always can't sleep in the dead of night, and I tend to suffer from insomnia. In fact, I don't know what I'm thinking about at all, but I always think that I am an unprecedented thinker..."
Zhao Wen looked at Zhen Ni. The snow outside reflected the night very brightly, like morning. The room was hazy. Zhen Ni was as gentle as a cat, curled up in Zhao Wen's arms.
"Also, I snore while sleeping, I like to pick my nostrils, and sometimes I fart in crowded places and act as if nothing has happened. I don't want to tolerate it. I don't like doing housework, I don't like shopping, I'm lazy and arrogant, and I don't want to tolerate it.
I love bathing, and I love letting others serve me and follow my will. Even if I am wrong, I don’t want others to go against me. I am a tyrant, I am useless, I..."
"You are very sincere..." Zhen Ni said faintly: "You have told me so many unknown things, aren't you still sincere?"
"I may not know what kind of person you are, but you are you and no one else can replace you."
"I just like you and want to be with you... Will you let me be your girlfriend?"
Zhao Wen sighed, reached out and stroked Zhen Ni's back, and said, "Do I still have a reason to refuse?"
Seeing Zhen Ni suddenly raising her head and looking at him, Zhao Wen smiled and said, "Is it okay if I don't agree? You are crying and laughing at the same time, and you are so heavy that I can't breathe."
"Sooner or later I will be tortured to death by you, Miss Zhen."
Zhen Ni smiled, leaned on Zhao Wen's chest, and said, "I'm so happy, really."
The two hugged each other quietly for a while. Zhao Wen heard Zhen Ni's stomach growling and asked, "What? Are you hungry again?"
Zhen Ni hummed, and Zhao Wen smiled and said: "Hey, Shishibao! The nurse just said, do you want me to go out and buy chocolates for you right now?"
Zhen Ni moved in Zhao Wen's arms, put her hand on his chest and said, "No. I was thinking. I want you to eat a lot of delicious food with me tomorrow..."
The two of them just kept talking, and after a while Zhen Ni fell asleep.
Zhao Wen was very sleepy at first, but now he opened his eyes wide and looked at the girl sleeping on his arm. Thoughts in his heart were overwhelming and could not be stopped.
Zhao Wen woke up at half past six in the morning, his eyes were a little swollen. He didn't sleep well last night and thought about a lot of things. He also had to control his body to endure the temptation of Zhen Ni's extremely graceful and hot figure.
Zhen Ni slept very soundly. She looked like a sleeping baby. She rested her pillow on one of Zhao Wen's arms, making that arm very numb. However, Zhao Wen moved his arm every time during the night.
Pull away, and after a while Zhen Ni will pull her arm under her neck again, so Zhao Wen finally compromised.
The conditions of this intensive care unit are very good. Of course, the price is higher than other wards. It snowed outside all night. But it is very warm inside. Zhao Wen and Zhen Ni are hugging each other on a small bed. Zhao Wen's whole body is hot and sweaty.
.
Gently placing Zhen Ni's head on the pillow, Zhao Wen got out of bed and covered Zhen Ni with a quilt. Then he did dozens of push-ups and opened the curtains. As expected, the outside was covered with snow and the trees were covered with snow.
The branches were covered with as much as a finger's worth of snow. In some places, long ice skates were hung.
I washed my face and went to buy breakfast. When I came back, I saw Zhen Ni lying on the bed looking at the door. After seeing Zhao Wen, her expression was relieved.
Zhao Wen laughed: "You treat me as a treasure, and no one else cares about me."
Putting away the things in his hands, he went over to help Zhen Ni up, then put on her shoes, stood up and looked at her red face. Zhao Wen smiled and said: "Go wash your face and brush your teeth, and then have breakfast. I will finish it later."
After finishing the liquid, we will go back."
Zhen Ni helped Zhao Wen to the bathroom door, looked at Zhao Wen smiling, and said shyly: "Okay, I'm fine."
"I didn't plan to go in with you," Zhao Wen said without mercy at all.
…
"I'm feeling much better today, my head is no longer dizzy."
Zhen Ni drank her porridge, looked at Zhao Wen and said, "You even bought me a toothbrush. You are so attentive."
"I didn't ask you what brand of toothpaste you prefer, whether you prefer a hard-bristled or soft-bristled toothbrush."
"It's pretty good, I like it very much."
"Oh, then you think I'm a qualified boyfriend?"
Zhen Ni looked at Zhao Wen for a while and then said: "You are more attentive than my parents, thank you."
"How can I thank you?"
Zhao Wen finally couldn't help teasing this incredibly beautiful new girlfriend.
Zhen Ni looked at Zhao Wen quietly and said, "I will spend my whole life thanking you."
Zhao Wen said with a smile: "Don't be so heavy-handed. I remember when I first met you, you were very lively. Why do you always sound so powerful when you say a word now?"
Zhen Ni thought for a moment and said, "Maybe it's because I always wanted to get to know you at the beginning and wanted to leave a deep impression on you. If I didn't talk too much, it wouldn't be a cold start."
"Oh, I understand. It turns out that I am just trying to find something to talk about. I am taking the opportunity to get close to you. They say that beautiful women are stupid, but you are an anomaly. You are cunning and cunning. I am impressed by you."
"However, it is true that I lost my wallet and my car was borrowed..."
Zhao Wen wiped the corners of Zhen Ni's mouth with a tissue, and when he saw her affectionate look, he said: "It doesn't matter if it's true or not, anyway, from today on, I, Zhao, am crawling on Miss Zhen's pomegranate skirt.
Got off."
Zhen Ni ignored the teasing of the boy in front of her, took Zhao Wen's hand, put his hand on her face, and said, "Being with you, this feeling is really good."
In the afternoon, Zhao Wen completed the discharge procedures and asked about the precautions after discharge.
The doctor explained that hypokalemia is mainly due to a lack of trace elements in the body. You should not drink too many carbonated drinks and be careful not to get cold or get tired. The same goes for hypoglycemia. Just replenish the body's sugar.
Back at Fengzeyuan Community, Zhao Wen helped Zhen Ni to the door of the small building. At this time, the door opened from the inside, and a woman came out. She looked very elegant. This woman saw Zhen Ni from a distance and walked quickly.
He walked towards the courtyard, but when he was almost there, he slowed down again, obviously noticing Zhao Wen.
As soon as Zhao Wen saw this woman, he wondered where he had seen this person before. Then he heard Zhen Ni say: "This is my mother."
Zhao Wen said to the woman who came in front of him: "Hello, auntie," and then Zhen Ni also called softly: "Mom."
With a smile on her face, Zhen Ni's mother nodded to Zhao Wen and replied: "Hello," and then asked: "Zhen Ni, what's wrong with you?"
Zhao Wen replied: "Auntie, Zhen Ni is sick, but she's fine. Just rest more."
There was an old woman in her fifties standing at the door, who looked like a nanny. Several people sent Zhen Ni to her room upstairs. Zhen Ni's mother asked the nanny to get some sugar water, and then she went out to answer the phone.
.
Looking at the back of Zhen Ni's mother, Zhao Wen suddenly remembered where he had seen her. It was during the National Day, when he took a cruise ship back from the capital, and Zhen Ni's mother lived with another man in his room on the ship.
Next door, however, when he arrived in southern Gansu, he never saw the man again. He only saw Zhen Ni's mother leaving the train station alone.
Is that man Zhen Ni’s father?
(To be continued) To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to Qidian () to vote for recommendations and monthly votes. Your support is my biggest motivation.)
