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It was already after nine o'clock in the evening when I returned to school. Since I didn't sleep all night last night, Hanzi had a fight with the stupid thief, and then swam for several hours, and then he carried this girl Xie Jiaying on his back.
After walking for a day, although he had achieved a certain level of success in practicing Qianlong Jue and his physique was different from ordinary people, he was still very tired. As soon as he returned to the dormitory, he washed himself completely and comfortably.
I took a cold shower, lay in bed and read for a while, then fell asleep.
Xu was really too tired. When he woke up the next day, it was already past 12 noon.
"Wow, I slept for thirteen and a half hours. It seems that I can really sleep." Hanzi glanced at the electronic watch beside the pillow, stretched and said to himself.
While washing, she thought: "I don't know if Xinyi got up. It seems that everyone is exhausted. Jiaying's foot was injured again, so she can't play today. Today is only the 4th, and there are still three days of vacation.
Xinyi didn’t tell her how to arrange these three days. I’ll give her a call later to ask.”
"What, Xinyi, do you want to go home? I don't really want to go back. I've been very tired these past two days. I want to have a good rest at school for a few days. You come out first, and I'll go for a walk with you."
Hanzi put down the phone and went downstairs to the girls' dormitory to wait for her.
"Where are you going? I think I'll go back today. My mother called me last night. She said she had been calling my cell phone for the past two days and couldn't get through, but she was very anxious. She has been here three times today.
She called me and asked me to go home and give her a look today, otherwise she would not be relieved." Liu Xinyi said anxiously when she saw Hanzi.
"Then after dinner, I will take you to the bus. Anyway, there are buses going directly to Shuize Township. You will definitely be able to return to Shuize before dark." Hanzi comforted her.
"I've already eaten. Jiaying's feet are inconvenient, and I just went to help her prepare food. You didn't get up until this time, right?" Liu Xinyi asked.
"Yes, I was so tired yesterday that I didn't wake up even after I lay down. Is Jiaying's foot okay?" Hanzi asked with concern.
"The wound is not inflamed, it's just that it has grown a little longer. She said it hurts a lot and she probably won't be able to walk for the next two days," Liu Xinyi said.
"Then who will help her prepare food when you go home? Are there other girls in their dormitory now?" Hanzi was a little worried.
"It's okay. Jiaying called and asked, and someone came this afternoon. Besides, classmates from other dormitories can also help. Her injury is not serious, so don't worry. Let's go, I
I'll go have something to eat with you, and then I'll go home." Liu Xinyi pulled him and walked out.
When he was alone with Liu Xinyi, Hanzi felt a little uneasy. Thinking of the complicated emotional entanglement between himself, her and Gao Shirou, he felt a little uneasy. It was not that he had never thought about it, but if he was asked to make a choice, he would really do it.
Not coming out.
He can't deny his sincere feelings for the two girls. One is his childhood sweetheart, and the other is his favorite girl who is also deeply in love with him. How should he treat them? Is it really like the alien dragon Liu Liu?
What did the smelly dragon say that he accepted them all? In terms of Hanzi's current situation, he didn't dare to think about it, nor did he dare to do it. To be more precise, his view of emotions has not yet developed to that point.
.
Liu Xinyi saw that he was just eating in silence and did not speak. Then she saw that his brows were furrowed and his eyes were a little dull. The two were lovers who had gone through hardships and already had a good understanding. She sighed in her heart and asked softly:
"Han, are you thinking about sister Shirou and me?"
Hanzi was stunned, as if he didn't expect what she said.
Liu Xinyi said quietly: "Han, during the expedition to Yanlong Mountain two days ago, based on my intuition as a girl, couldn't I see that sister Shirou really has feelings for you? Especially the night before yesterday, when you took her from the big squid
After being rescued from someone's claws, her attitude towards you has been clearly revealed, and I think you have been deeply imprinted in her heart."
Seeing that she was observant, Hanzi didn't want to hide anything from her, so he said: "Xinyi, she has already expressed her love to me and said that she fell in love with me. I am very hesitant and don't know what to do."
Liu Xinyi bit her teeth lightly and asked: "Han, it's not you who tells me what to do. The key question is whether you have that kind of intention for her. If you really like her, then this matter is not difficult to handle.
"
He stared at her apologetically and said softly: "Xinyi, you are the first girl I fell in love with and the person I love most. I won't hide it from you. I do like her a little. Xinyi,
I’m not a good boyfriend, am I?”
Tears flashed in Liu Xinyi's eyes, and she closed her eyes slightly. Her chest rose and fell a lot, and two tears squeezed out of her eyes, slowly flowing down her face. She remained silent, and so did Hanzi.
He didn't know what to say to her, but seeing her heartbroken look, he felt a burst of pain in his heart.
After a long time, Liu Xinyi slowly opened her slightly closed eyes and said softly: "Han, my heart is very confused. Can you calm down and think about it for a few days?"
Seeing his apologetic look, he added: "I'm fine. You don't have to think too much. No one can explain emotional matters. I like it and I love it. These are all correct. The key is that we
How should we face it? We are all still young and we should focus on our studies at this stage. If there is really no way to solve it, then let time prove it, okay?"
Seeing that he was still silent, Liu Xinyi said again: "Han, no matter what, I will follow you. Unless you don't want me anymore, I will be yours for the rest of my life. I won't follow anyone except you, and I won't want anyone. You
He is the only one in my life."
Seeing her deep affection for him, Han Xiao felt moved and apologetic at the same time, and said firmly: "Xinyi, don't worry, my heart for you will never change. No matter how things change in the future,
I won’t even let you leave me.”
"Han, I believe you. Give me time to calm down and think about it calmly. There will always be a solution to everything." Liu Xinyi's eyes looked very messy, and she must have been feeling very uncomfortable at this time.
Watching the express bus carrying Liu Xinyi slowly drive away, watching her reluctantly waving goodbye to him in the car, and seeing her eyes full of sadness, Hanzi felt very heavy and almost felt a little sad.
Broken.
On this day, Hanzi was in a depressed mood. His chest seemed to be pressed by a huge stone, making him feel out of breath. After returning to the dormitory, he did nothing but climbed into bed and covered his head to defecate.
sleep.
However, my mind was in a mess, and I kept thinking wildly. One moment I thought about whether Liu Xinyi would be too sad, the next moment I thought about Gao Shirou's affection for me, and then I thought about my feelings for her. After weighing the left and right, I couldn't make a choice.
Although Gao Shirou and I had only known each other for a short time, I didn't expect that Gao Shirou had already occupied such an important position in my heart, as much as Liu Xinyi. After thinking about it like this, I don't know how long it took before he fell asleep in a daze.