Unknowingly, I walked to the park beside Daming Lake and found a bench to sit down. I felt very irritable and wanted to smoke!
But when I touched my pocket, I realized that I didn’t even have my wallet or mobile phone with me!
I was depressed. When I went out just now, I really shouldn’t have left directly. I should have gone back to the room to get a mobile wallet!
This was great, I was penniless, and I was still wearing shorts and a vest. How could I live my life? I suddenly felt even more irritable.
It's all because of that person! Because that person made my usually calm heart become inexplicably confused, and I found myself very conflicted.
Very contradictory!
My mind is filled with images of him tearing off my mother's oxygen tube seven years ago, and his abominable face when he won his aunt. I can't abandon these, they always appear in my mind like demons when I am upset.
In my mind, I was encouraged: Resentment!
However, intellectually I knew that was what my mother meant. Doctors and hospital leaders were present to testify, and I also knew that Yiyi’s mother appeared at my father’s side during his most difficult time to help him and prevent him from becoming depressed.
I can't resent them, nor can I resent my dad. He has already shouldered too much!
I have been engaged in an insignificant struggle between these two extreme thoughts, and I have a big head.
About to explode!
I want to smoke, I want to drink, I want to get everything out of my mind.
At this time, half a lit cigarette was handed to me. It was held in front of me by a pair of dirty hands covered with dirt. I turned around in surprise and saw an old beggar in ragged clothes.
He smiled brightly at me with one of his front teeth missing: "Smoke it! Smear it! I was unlucky today, so I picked up this half!"
I looked at him a little repulsively.
But he didn't mind at all and said with a smile: "You think it's dirty? If you think it's dirty, forget it! This is a good treasure, Yellow Crane Tower, it costs tens of dollars a pack! I don't know which rich man smoked half of it.
Throw it away, what a misfortune!" As he said this, he put it into his mouth intoxicatedly and took a deep breath, then he half-closed his eyes and blew out the smoke ring leisurely as if he was enjoying it.
The night wind quickly blew away the unformed smoke ring he finally blew out, and the old beggar smiled, wearing tattered clothes that had not been washed for who knows how many years.
One package after another was rolled down to the bench where I was sitting.
I hurriedly dodged and moved my butt to the side.
The old beggar lay down very comfortably, moved his body, and found the most comfortable position. He used the torn bag as a pillow and lay there, smoking leisurely and looking at the unclear night sky.
There are no stars to see tonight!
"It would be nice to have a bottle of Erguotou in such a cold weather!" the old beggar said, squinting his eyes and smoking intoxicatedly.
I subconsciously touched my pocket, only to find twenty yuan of emergency money kept close to my body. Then I looked at the old beggar and the day.
You're not really going to sleep on the street tonight, are you?
There is a red public phone booth on the side of the path in the lakeside park. Although the fat man will definitely come to pick me up in his Audi with just one call, I don't want to bother him.
I'm very upset and don't know how to deal with this complicated family relationship.
I don't even know if I hate him or not. I don't know what kind of mentality I should face him with.
Do you want to recognize each other with tears in your eyes? Forget it, only people with funny brains can do this.
Desperately seeking revenge? Come on, only people who are mentally ill would do this.
I'm always looking for a balance.
The night wind was getting stronger and stronger, and it seemed like there was really a typhoon.
It made me feel a little cold too!
I know there is a 24-hour 7-11 convenience store near the entrance of the university. Let's go there to buy something to warm up.
When I walked into the store, I felt that it was warm here. I didn’t want to leave after I came in. Behind the cashier, a clerk wearing a green vest with a 7-11 logo on it leaned on his chair and looked up at me with a tired expression.
Then he continued to play with his mobile phone, chatting with his friends using WeChat voice: "... Damn, purple staff! Who took it in the end?... Damn it, he was so happy!
Now that his strength has greatly increased, he should be able to enter the main alliance!...Yes, I am still on duty! Otherwise, I will definitely go with you...By the way, what other plans are there for tomorrow!...Don't sleep! You remember to fight
The phone wakes me up!…”
I wandered among the shelves, not knowing what I wanted to buy, but I still saw the Red Star Erguotou, and I thought of the old beggar, so I picked up a bottle and bought myself a dozen beers.
I returned to the lakeside park, only to find that the old beggar was no longer on the bench.
Not far away, there was a sound of beating and scolding.
"You damn old man, you're tired of living, aren't you? How dare you pick up my cigarettes?"
"Forget it, forget it! Why bother with a beggar!"
"Bah! I'm just unhappy today! ***Carmen03, I will definitely find an opportunity to repay this revenge!" As he said that, the man kicked the old beggar again.
"Boss, Carmen 03 is getting stronger and stronger now! I'm afraid it won't be easy to deal with!" said a person next to him.
The man also drank some wine, and under the influence of the alcohol, he said boldly: "Huh! What are you afraid of? Let us brothers watch it together, whether it is Carmen 03 or 04, we will kill them all. I have already
I bribed an insider from Dawn and asked him to keep an eye on Carmen 03! As long as we know where he is alone, we will sneak attack him! We must get the orange weapon!"
I couldn't help but frown, and after thinking about it carefully, I felt that they were most likely the Seven Happy People. They were the only ones killed by me tonight. The more I thought about it, the more likely they were.
At this time, the person next to the man said: "Yes! Boss, we must cooperate with the boss to beat Carmen 03 to death! To avenge tonight!"
"Damn Carmen 03, if I don't kill you until you reach level 0, my surname is not Jin!" He said and kicked the old beggar who was curled up on the ground.
It seems that when we all dispersed, no one in Xiaoyao Seven dared to resurrect in place. They probably went offline to drink to relieve their boredom.
If my guess is correct, that arrogant guy may be Xiaoyao God of War, the boss of the Xiaoyao Seven. However, there are only four people in front of me, and there should be three more who are not gone.
The Xiaoyao God of War kicked the old beggar again, but the old beggar picked up the cigarette butts on the ground without feeling anything and took two puffs with squinted eyes. He smiled and didn't mind at all that Xiaoyao God of War's feet fell like raindrops.
on him.
"That's enough for you!" I said passionately because I couldn't stand it anymore. In fact, except for that time in elementary school, I had never had a fight again!
