Yimin Private College has a large playground and a lot of fitness equipment. The school's exterior work has always been very good.
"What is Zhang Guanxing doing here?"
The playground is completely bare, with nothing to block the view or any place to hide. If you walk onto the playground rashly, you will probably be discovered by Ma Manjiang.
Han Fei stopped. When the conscious Zhang Guanxing saw that Han Fei did not follow him, he actually called out twice, seeming to urge him to continue moving forward.
"You want to take me to see something?"
Zhang Guanxing randomly turned into a monster with a human face and a dog body, unable to speak, but he seemed to still retain his human thinking and personality.
Sticking close to the school wall, Han Fei took the risk to follow Zhang Guanxing through the playground and came to the pile of fitness equipment.
As if he smelled something, Zhang Guanxing suddenly accelerated. His goal was very clear and he came to the northeast corner of the pile of fitness equipment.
In this inconspicuous little corner, there was a girl whose body seemed to be pieced together from fragments, crying.
She hugged her knees and huddled at the back of the fitness equipment. Her body was full of cracks and seemed to break if touched.
Her face was buried deep in her knees, and her tears couldn't stop flowing down. She seemed afraid to cry in front of others. If she couldn't help it anymore, she would run to the corner of the playground and cry alone.
The sound of a dog barking came, and Zhang Guanxing waggled his tail and circled around the girl, rubbing his head on the girl's arm from time to time.
In this school, Zhang Guanxing is a stray dog that everyone yells at and beats. Only this cracked girl seems to regard him as a friend.
Zhang Guanxing wanted to make the girl happy, and he tried his best to perform, but the girl did not play with him as before, and was still crying alone, without even raising her head.
With a moaning sound coming from his mouth, Zhang Guanxing felt the girl's pain and wanted to help him share it, but he was just a stray dog and he couldn't understand what happened to the girl.
The louder he screamed, the more painful the girl cried. He obviously wanted to comfort the other person, but it made the girl even more uncomfortable.
Maybe Zhang Guanxing's screams were too harsh for the current girl, or maybe his gentle bites opened the girl's wounds.
The girl who was crying silently pushed Zhang Guanxing aside. Zhang Guanxing, who was a little impatient, still shouted, but when she heard his cry, the girl cried even harder.
"Let her be quiet for a while." Han Fei reached out and held Zhang Guanxing's dog's head. He looked at the girl and wild dog in front of him, and felt a sense of absurd reality in his heart.
The girl with all the cracks on her body is Chu Xia, the girlfriend of Wild Dog. In reality, Zhang Guanxing, Wild Dog, may also be aware of Chu Xia's pain.
He wanted to help Chu Xia share the pain, but he himself was a child who lacked love and did not know how to love and heal a person.
He was like a stray dog who couldn't communicate with Chu Xia. He tried his best to make the other person happy, but in the end he hurt both of them.
"Chu Xia was hurt by Ma Manjiang. Zhang Guanxing didn't know about it at first. He just noticed that Chu Xia was unhappy, but his comfort would only have a negative effect at this time."
"Later, it was Jin Sheng who probably told Zhang Guanxing the truth of the matter, so Zhang Guanxing entered the school late at night. He wanted to solve the problem, but in the end he met his own death."
"To this complex world, Zhang Guanxing is indeed like a homeless stray dog who has experienced all kinds of pain."
After holding down Zhang Guanxing to stop him from yelling, Han Fei walked up to the girl.
Her skin was full of cracks and her body was in pieces.
As soon as Han Fei came closer, the girl grabbed her schoolbag and protected herself with her hands.
She was like a frightened baby grabbing onto everything around her to give herself a sense of security.
Chu Xia is a truly hurt child. Her body is full of cracks and may break into pieces at any time.
For such children, you must not comfort them rashly, nor try to pry, let alone try to understand them roughly.
Screams like Zhang Guanxing's, although they are well-intentioned, will cause secondary psychological trauma to Chu Xia.
What they need is companionship and support, and we will stand with them no matter what, giving them a sense of security.
"I am a new teacher in the school. No matter what happens, I will help you." Han Fei's voice was very gentle. He himself did not have such a character, but in order to make the girl feel at ease, he could play such a role.
"You don't have to say anything now. If you feel scared or uncomfortable, you can come to me at any time." While communicating, Han Fei kept observing the other person.
Chu Xia's body full of cracks represents her fragility, sensitivity and pain at this time.
She is now in a state of extreme insecurity, fear has invaded the pores of her body.
Han Fei didn't want to put excessive pressure on Chu Xia, so he kept approaching the other person's heart gently.
Ten minutes later, Chu Xia, who had been sobbing quietly, finally started to express her pain. She put down her schoolbag and waved her arms to wipe away her tears, as if she was sending a signal for help with her body.
When Chu Xia raised his head, Han Fei saw an even more shocking scene.
Under the girl's cracked skin, there is confusion, fear and inferiority hidden, and wrapped in all kinds of emotions, in the deepest part of her heart, there is a pair of scissors exuding strong hatred.
A broken body, a heart that cannot beat, and a pair of sharp scissors that represent hatred.
Han Fei could probably guess why the hatred in Chu Xia's heart appeared in the shape of scissors. This world was obviously so absurd that it was unbelievable, but it was also so real that it was suffocating.
"I didn't find any sharp weapons in the school. Even if I wanted to kill Ma Manjiang, I wouldn't have a chance, but..." Han Fei stared at the scissors in the girl's heart. The scissors exuding hatred were extremely sharp, and there were residues on them specifically aimed at Ma Manjiang.
With murderous intent, these scissors seemed to be used to kill Ma Manjiang!
"In reality, Chu Xia was hurt by Ma Man Jiang. If you want Ma Man Jiang to be punished, the best way is to let Chu Xia stand up and identify the beast! So in Jin Sheng's memory, Chu Xia has a weapon that can kill Ma Man Jiang!"
"But this weapon is embedded in Chu Xia's heart. If you want to pull out this weapon and kill Ma Manjiang, it will inevitably cause greater harm to Chu Xia."
If the injured girl wants to punish the murderer, she must tear the scar on her heart again. Only in this way can she take out the scissors.
In reality, Chu Xia did not take out the knife from his heart, so Ma Manjiang had the opportunity to hurt more people, but this is not Chu Xia's fault.
Ma Manjiang is related to butterflies. He has countless ways to kill those children. The strength of the two sides is completely unequal.
Everything makes sense, reality and memory are intertwined. Before Han Fei started the task of being a manager, he never imagined that the world in Jin Sheng's eyes would be like this.