Carrying his dirty schoolbag, Fu Sheng stood there and waited until Han Fei's back disappeared from the hospital.
"He didn't let me get close to the hospital. Did he not want me to see his miserable state?"
After the death of his biological mother, Fu Sheng completely closed himself off. He refused to communicate with the outside world and lived in his own world.
In fact, what he did was right. If he stepped out of his own world, he would see the beastly things Fu Yi did. He always felt that the surroundings were full of filth, so he simply locked himself up.
Don't listen, don't see, don't think.
But just a while ago, when the quarrel at home turned into Fu Tian's laughter, Fu Sheng tried to look at the world outside the room, and he saw a different side of his father.
There were no irritable reprimands, no mandatory requirements, no more going out to have fun and having fun, and no more going home to argue and break things.
His father has changed, he is gentle, steady, and trustworthy. Even if the sky falls, his father will stand up and support the family.
Fu Sheng began to hesitate. He just peeked out through the crack in the door, but who knew that a beam of light from outside shone into his closed room.
The door crack opened little by little, and Fu Sheng seemed to see his father reaching out to him, trying to pull him out of all misfortune and pain.
After countless disappointments, Fu Sheng could not believe his father, but slowly, when he came back to his senses, he found that he had already walked out of the room and was standing beside his father.
"The job of a nurse is very tiring. You have to carry feces and urine for the patients. If you don't take good care of them, you will be scolded. Your father seems to be in his thirties, right? It's not easy to work as a nurse at this age. I saw that he just
He can't even stand still. He probably isn't in good health either." The uncle who sold lunch boxes walked up to Fu Sheng and gave him a lunch box: "Take it and eat it. Don't let your dad worry. It's cloudy. It'll be over soon."
It's probably going to rain, so you should go back to school quickly."
"I'll give you money."
"What's the money? It's not expensive." The uncle waved his hand and refused.
Carrying the lunch box, Fu Sheng came to the roadside. He forgot how he got on the bus.
He suddenly woke up when he heard the sound of the radio in the car and hurriedly got out of the car with his schoolbag.
Unknowingly, he returned to the bus stop in front of his house. He had never considered the room where his stepmother, brother and father lived as his home before, but when he was in a complicated mood, he still couldn't help but feel like he was back here.
"It seems that from a certain day on, he never yelled at me again."
Looking at the school in the distance, Fu Sheng was really conflicted. There were many reasons why he didn't want to enter this place, and being bullied was just one of them.
The sky gradually became gloomy, and dark clouds gathered, blocking the sunshine.
Fu Sheng carried his schoolbag and slowly walked towards the school. Many bad memories flashed through his mind.
Various things were painted on his desk, his homework was stolen, and his classmates pointed at him and called him a weirdo.
The teacher who is supposed to maintain order doesn't care about him. Every time he calls the parents over, he will be slandered instead.
From the principal to the teachers, everyone seems to want to drive him away.
The place where I was beaten by my classmates no longer hurts, but the feeling of being beaten is still remembered in my brain.
The only person in the school who spoke to him was Liu Lina, but Fu Sheng knew very well the relationship between Teacher Liu and his father, and Teacher Liu's kindness made him feel even more painful.
He was just a high school student. At an age when he should have been focusing on studying, he encountered the worst things one after another.
All the people who had nothing to do with him stood opposite him. The only teacher who was willing to help him had that special relationship with his father. Whenever he thought of this, he felt that it would be better for everyone to speak ill of him and let him go.
It would be better for him to completely lose his last bit of goodwill towards this world.
It is the most painful thing to struggle with unrealistic illusions even though there is no hope at all.
When he was about to reach the school gate, Fu Sheng stopped. He could not go any further.
"Isn't school just a place for learning? I can also study by myself. I actually don't need anyone. I can do my best by myself. Even if I go to a lonely world full of ghosts and I am the only one, I can do it.
Live better than now."
A drop of rain fell on Fu Sheng's hair. He could rush into the school classroom to take shelter from the rain, or he could run back to his nearby home to take shelter from the rain, or he could leave alone to find a corner to take shelter from the rain.
Three different choices, for Fu Sheng, respectively correspond to obeying his father's words, trusting his family and maintaining the status quo.
Raindrops slowly wet the ground, and students and pedestrians around him began to run. Fu Sheng's hand holding his schoolbag gradually tightened, and then slowly relaxed.
He didn't move forward, and he didn't want to leave like this.
The rain was getting heavier and Fu Sheng's hair was already wet. He looked at the raindrops falling from the sky and eventually shattered to the ground, and finally decided to escape.
But just when he turned around, the raindrops in the sky seemed to be blocked and slid down the edge of the black umbrella, unable to wet his clothes anymore.
A black umbrella was held over Fu Sheng's head. Teacher Liu, whose hair and shoulders were wet, stood next to Fu Sheng.
"Teacher Liu?"
"It's raining too hard. Let's go inside to take shelter first." Teacher Liu held up an umbrella and said, "You are finally back. Many people in this school, including me, are waiting for you to come back."
"teacher……"
"When it rains, you run to the playground and hold an umbrella for a sapling. At that time, I couldn't understand what you were doing. But now I understand." Teacher Liu said softly thank you.
Fu Sheng looked at Teacher Liu who was holding an umbrella for him and his body and hair got wet as a result. He was about to say something when someone in the distance seemed to be waving to him.
Looking at the end of the rain curtain, the old principal in simple clothes stood next to the saplings in the corner of the playground. He smiled and waved, signaling Fu Sheng to go forward.
The steps moved forward unconsciously. Fu Sheng never thought about this when he held the umbrella for the sapling.
He just wanted to hold an umbrella for them because he had been exposed to a lot of rain, that's all.
After walking through the rain curtain, Fu Sheng and Teacher Liu entered the school.
From a distance, a female student rushed towards her on the steps in front of the teaching building. She was happier to see Mr. Fu than anyone else.
Fu Sheng, who had never smiled before, after seeing the female student with twisted hands and feet, the tight corners of his mouth relaxed slightly, revealing a faint smile.
After walking through the corridor, Fu Sheng came to the door of the classroom. Before he could pass by, he saw a big fat man being pushed out of the front door of the classroom.
The fat man fell to the ground, the zipper of his school uniform was broken, and various patterns were drawn on his back with a water pen, and someone even wrote "Son of a Murderer" on it.
After he fell, several male students in the class chased him out with a smile. However, when they saw Teacher Liu and Fu Sheng, they immediately became honest and hurriedly ran back to their seats.
The fat man who once took the lead in bullying Fu Sheng no longer had the same air as before. He covered his swollen face and took a long time to get up.
"When you bully others, have you ever thought that one day you will be bullied like this?"
Fu Sheng ignored Fatty. He didn't want to be bullied, nor did he like to bully others.
Back in the classroom, Fu Sheng sat in his seat. Originally, there was a garbage dump next to his seat, but now the garbage pile has been moved to the fat man's side.
He looked at the brand new desks and chairs, and the students around him were looking at him.
There was no ridicule or malice in everyone's eyes, only curiosity, apology and a trace of fear.
Fu Sheng knew that his father beat the principal, but he didn't expect that his classmates would become so honest now.
"What on earth did Fu Yi do in school?"
After opening the book, Fu Sheng suddenly turned his head and looked at the window sill beside him, and then pulled the chair away from the window sill.
The girl with twisted hands and feet was sitting on the window sill, her upper body almost touching Fu Sheng, and her hands kept shaking in front of Fu Sheng's eyes, as if she was trying to reason with me, reason with me.
Perhaps because the movement was too large, the girl's wrist suddenly fell off after shaking it a few times, and her whole hand fell onto Fu Sheng's textbook.
Taking a deep breath, Fu Sheng took out a pen and wrote on the book: "Don't move around during class and listen carefully. I will study mathematics, physics and chemistry, and you will study other subjects. When the college entrance examination is held, I will take you with me."
As the school bell rang, Fu Sheng's first class back at school was about to begin.
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"Attention, player number 0000! Congratulations on completing the hidden achievement and helping Fu Sheng return to school! Fu Sheng's hatred will be reduced by one! Mom's hatred will be reduced by one!"
"Attention, player number 0000! Congratulations on completing the hidden achievement and helping Fu Sheng smile! Fu Sheng's hatred is reduced by one! Mom's hatred is reduced by two!"
Han Fei, who was cleaning, suddenly heard the system prompt. He was slightly startled, and then nodded.
"He himself is a kind and sensible child, but I really didn't expect that such a person would choose to destroy the entire deep world in the end."