"You..." Facing such Leng Shaotian, Mo Xiyu was so embarrassed and angry that she was completely speechless. Her face was so red that it was bleeding. This man seemed to have lost his temper in this regard after getting married.
The word implicit is missing.
"Duplicity!" Leng Shaotian, full of affection, lowered his lips to hers, caressing her gently and ambiguously, and murmured affectionately.
"Hmm..." Mo Xiyu opened her teeth and bit him gently, coquettishly, and let out a dissatisfied grunt.
No matter how many times she has experienced it, some things remain the same as before, and she just can't let them go.
"I will be gentle and won't disturb the babies!"
Leng Shaotian coaxed, and at the same time slid his big hand down, and couldn't wait to start enjoying his 'delicious meal'...
Mo Xiyu began to pant slightly, biting her red lips to hold back her shyness, and tried... to cooperate with his movements.
I also want to use this to dilute the discomfort and entanglement in my heart.
On a cold night, strands of sweetness are floating in the air, and happiness fills each other's hearts. This moment is extremely beautiful!
But with a touch of bitterness.
On a dark night, in the familiar Jiangxin Park, a black car parked quietly in the busy parking lot. In the car, Mo Xiyu and Xue Ruan sat one behind the other, silent for a long time.
, in the back seat, Mo Xiyu licked her red lips slightly awkwardly, and then spoke first:
"Does she know... about this?" After thinking about it for several days, Mo Xiyu finally decided to have a showdown with Xue Ruan. If they were friends, they shouldn't pretend not to know, right? The most important thing is that she did
Turn a blind eye without seeing, listen without asking.
What's more, this friend is not an ordinary friend, he is Xue Ruan, the man who can block the pillar for her, the man who can even risk his life for her, the man who became like this because of her, how can she not hear it?
Don’t ask…
"What do you want to say?!" Xue Ruan was wearing a hat, his face completely hidden under the brim of the hat, and his expression could not be seen clearly.
I saw him pushing the brim of his hat up slightly with his fingers, slowly turning his eyes to look at Mo Xiyu in the back seat, and said calmly.
Xue Ruan's tone was too distant, revealing a kind of indifference that refused to be cared for. His faint words left Mo Xiyu speechless.
"Xue Ruan, you still have a great life, you still have a great future, you... shouldn't be like this..." Mo Xiyu bit her lip hard, looking deeply at her face with slightly red eyes.
The expressionless Xue Ruan frowned and tried to persuade him earnestly. His heart was full of heartache. How could such a ridiculous thing happen? Such a good man should not have to endure such a cruel experience.
“What should I do?”
I can't have that kind of feeling for any woman. I thought it was only temporary, but...but, after so many years, only you...only you, Mo Xiyu, can...make me feel something.
,I……"
The smile on Xue Ruan's lips was too sad and sad. Mo Xiyu saw it in her eyes and felt extremely sad in her heart. She eagerly leaned closer to the back of the driver's seat, looked at Xue Ruan and said -
"You try... try to forget me... no, I mean, forget me from that feeling...!" She knew it was a bit cruel to say this, but what could be done?
“Forgot?”
, why after so many years? Xiyu, you are still so "simple".
If you can forget, how come you have spent three years and still can't forget him!
Love and love, once settled in the heart, there is no way it can come out!
"Even if it's for me, go and give it a try, okay?!" Mo Xiyu frowned tightly, looking anxious and worried, trying her best to persuade: "Xue Ruan, you can't treat me as your whole world.
, you can’t lose me even if you give up on yourself——”
"I haven't given up on myself!" Xue Ruan raised his eyes and looked at Mo Xiyu lightly, retorting lukewarmly.
"But now...you are like this, you are like this, how can you be worthy of Han Ruobin? She is a woman with very strong self-esteem. If she knows about you...your hidden secrets, she will definitely not be able to bear it. Since you...?" Mo Xiyu
She frowned and sighed, no woman can accept such a fact, let alone Han Ruobin, a woman who once had a status, even an ordinary woman like Mo Xiyu, if she encounters such a thing, she will probably collapse.
.
When she thought about it, if Han Ruobin knew the truth about this matter, she felt a kind of panic that she couldn't ignore and couldn't get rid of it.
More importantly, she felt very guilty and sorry for the couple!
"I can't take care of my own emotions, how can I take care of other people's feelings?" Xue Ruan sneered, with a hint of disdain on the corner of his lips, as if he was disapproving of her words, and then said: "I 'know very well'
What are you doing! Don’t worry too much! Don’t let me become a burden to you!”
Xue Ruan deliberately emphasizes the word 'burden'.
Mo Xiyu bit her lip hard. Xue Ruan's stubbornness was beyond her expectation. Before coming, she naively thought that she would be able to persuade Xue Ruan. Who knew, but after just a few words, she was choked by Xue Ruan and said no.
Speak up.
After all these years, it turned out that only Xue Ruan understood her, but...she didn't understand him at all. She didn't know what he was thinking. She didn't know that he actually had such a big secret in his heart, and she still talked to him like a fool.
Love with Leng Shaotian.
However, when I thought about how he resolutely let go of her even though he knew her situation, my heart began to ache, and I felt very sorry for him.
A sad sigh overflowed from Xue Ruan's red lips, and a deep despair suddenly filled the small space. He slowly raised his eyes and looked at the few stars in the night sky, as if looking at memories.
With those gentle eyes, Xue Ruan's voice choked up uncontrollably:
"From the first time I saw you, I knew that I had lost in this life. Everywhere I could see was you. All the happiness I could think of was with you; all the worries, all the good things... were all there.
It's you... I thought that as long as I stayed by your side,
Never give up, I thought that as long as I grow up with you, we will definitely grow old together... So, as long as you, Mo Xiyu, are around, I think I will try my best to squeeze into your world, haha... I
But I forgot that there is such a thing as a tower near water..."
"Xue Ruan..." Mo Xiyu couldn't help but choked up slightly. She looked at Xue Ruan who was in sorrow with red eyes. She also felt an indescribable discomfort in her heart. This was the first time in so many years that Xue Ruan
Talking to her about these past events, she finally realized her terrible "naivety" again. After all these years, she still foolishly believed that those so-called coincidences were "fate!"
It’s really...ridiculous!
"I love you, Xiyu, so much that even breathing hurts!" Xue Ruan suddenly turned his head and looked at Mo Xiyu, saying: "Actually, everything was caused by me. I realized it was too late...
Originally, I thought that seeing you happy, my feelings for you might slowly fade away as time goes by, but... I can't... I..."
At the end of the sentence, Xue Ruan was so choked that he couldn't speak anymore, and tears rolled down silently...
Mo Xiyu covered her mouth with one hand. He actually cried? He...
Suddenly, she was speechless. Seeing Xue Ruan like this, she didn't know what else she could say...
No! To be precise, she didn’t know how to react at all!
Now that she is married and has two children in her belly, all she can do is to persuade her. However, in such a situation, how can she persuade? How can she speak?
"I can't get over that hurdle! Unless I lose my memory now, unless I can delete all the memories about you, unless I have never known you..." Xue Ruan choked with tears, then took a deep breath and tried hard
After calming down the sadness in my heart for a long time, I waited until my mood calmed down.
, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his cheeks, looked up at Mo Xiyu, and said softly and seriously: "Xiyu, don't have any psychological burden. This has always been my business alone. In your opinion,
, I am seeking death, but if I forget you, it may be more painful than death!"
"But how can you be happy like this? Besides, you can't live like this all your life, right?" Mo Xiyu looked at the strong and stubborn Xue Ruan distressedly, and choked lightly with sadness. She felt that she was at a loss for words.
I don't know what else I can say to make him feel better.
What he is today is all caused by his own ignorance. If she could find out earlier, maybe...
"What can I do? I only know that if I don't miss you, I will be even more unhappy!" Xue Ruan suddenly raised her voice, and even in the dark night, tears could still be seen in her eyes, and she said slightly excitedly.
Xue Ruan's words were resounding every word, leaving Mo Xiyu speechless to refute.
"Xue Ruan, I'm really sorry. If...if I had known that things would turn out like this, I shouldn't have...shouldn't have been...too close to you!" After being mute for a long time, Mo Xiyu took a sad sip.
Lip looked deeply at Xue Ruan and said.
"Let me say it again, everything I have done for you has never been for you, but for myself! So you don't have to say sorry, I am willing to do it." Xue Ruan emphasized in a serious tone.
"But..." Mo Xiyu sighed heavily and was at a loss for words again.
"Okay, Mrs. Leng, don't take everything on yourself. Your guilt and self-blame are meaningless to me, really!" Xue Ruan shrugged, with a hint of disapproval on the corners of his lips.
With a faint sneer, he sighed softly and said faintly: "I chose this path myself, and it was my fate to meet you. Since this is what fate is, then no matter what, I can't escape this disaster...
"
Destined? But if it is really destined, can you not be so cruel!
Destiny, destiny, everything, everything has its master, is it true?
Seeing Xue Ruan's resolute attitude, Mo Xiyu knew that no matter how much she said, it would be useless. Then, as usual, Xue Ruan took her to eat what she wanted and then sent her home.
Everything was the same as before, but the moment Mo Xiyu opened the door, she knew that everything had changed!
"Slow down on the road!" Mo Xiyu said while standing in front of the car window.
Xue Ruan nodded, started the car and left quickly.
Then, a coat was put on his shoulders, Mo Xiyu turned around, and Leng Shaotian stood behind him.
"Why did you come back so early today?"
Leng Shaotian gently hugged Mo Xiyu who was biting her lip in sadness, and kissed her forehead comfortingly. His deep eyes followed the car in the dark until it completely disappeared from sight, and then he said: "I want to come back to accompany you."
Accompanying you, who would have known that someone actually went to have a private meeting with an old flame!"
Mo Xiyu pushed Leng Shaotian and spat at him, "Nervous!"
He turned around and walked towards the house.
Xue Ruan parked the car downstairs in his apartment, turned off the engine, and did not rush to get out of the car. Instead, he put his arms on the steering wheel, buried his head between his arms, closed his eyes, and thought deeply!
Suddenly, there was a 'click' sound, and the passenger door was opened without warning -
Xue Ruan raised his head suddenly in reflex, looked at the woman who had already got into the car with some confusion, and was secretly shocked: "Why are you here?"
Han Ruobin sat on the passenger seat, closed the door with a bang, and looked at the windshield expressionlessly. After a few seconds of silence, she slowly turned her head and looked at Xue Ruan with complicated eyes.
"Aren't you going to go home today?" Han Ruobin's low and cold voice slowly sounded in the small and closed space, and his sharp sword-like eyes stared oppressively at Xue Ruan's sad face.
"No, I just want to come and sit here!" Xue Ruan stiffly pulled the corners of his lips, showed a forced smile, changed the subject slightly unnaturally, looked at Han Ruobin and asked: "Why are you here?"
"Waiting for you!" Han Ruobin lowered his eyelids slightly, and answered casually, while taking out his mobile phone from his pocket, flipping it up and down, and then slowly turned his eyes to look at Xue Ruan, his sharp eyes looking at him from top to bottom.
After reading it again, he handed the mobile phone in his hand to Xue Ruan and asked lightly: "Didn't you say you were having a party with friends?"
On the large mobile phone screen, Mo Xiyu circled Xue Ruan's neck, and the two looked like they were kissing passionately.
Xue Ruan froze for two seconds, then smiled gently, "What do you want to say?"
Suddenly, without warning, Han Ruobin reached out and hooked Xue Ruan's neck, pulling him suddenly in front of her. Xue Ruan was startled, but she tried her best to hold back her hands that were about to be raised, and instinctively looked at Han Ruobin in a daze.
The two faces were close at hand, with the tips of each other's noses facing each other. Han Ruobin narrowed his eyes slightly and stared at Xue Ruan's face, then sniffed her lips and spoke lightly with meaning: "I can accept your heart
She has her, but... I can't accept your "uprightness".
"It's just a misunderstanding!" Xue Ruan was calm and composed, with a faint smile on his lips. He didn't want to explain too much. Han Ruobin was a smart person. He thought she should have a clear mind in her heart. If she insisted on misunderstanding, his explanation would be wrong.
It became a cover-up.
"Misunderstanding?" Han Ruobin raised his eyebrows slightly, the corners of his lips twitched slightly, and his eyes were a little cold.
She thought it was just a misunderstanding, she thought the photo was photoshopped, but it wasn't...
"Yeah." Xue Ruan looked directly at Han Ruobin's gloomy face and nodded. Was it a misunderstanding? He asked himself, no... God knows how happy he was at that moment!
Han Ruobin narrowed his eyes slightly and stared at his calm and indifferent face for a moment, as if weighing the credibility of his words.
Han Ruobin has always been a bit strong due to his personality, but Xue Ruan was a person who was willing to be weak. The reason why he was indifferent to Han Ruobin's various "means" was because he felt that he did owe her something, both physically and mentally.
The heart, therefore, tolerates it again and again.
But, at this moment, being stared at by her like this, the smile on the corners of his lips became stiffer little by little...
At the moment Xue Ruan was about to get angry.
Han Ruobin slowly released her hand on the back of his neck, and instead gently grasped and pinched his neck bones with her five fingers as if massaging. She looked deeply into his eyes and her voice suddenly became softer: "I'm sorry.
Xue Ruan, I, I just care about you too much, don’t be angry, okay?”
Xue Ruan sighed inaudibly, then waved away Han Ruobin's arm. There was a complicated and indistinguishable light in his eyes. He looked at her intently for a long time, then suddenly reached out and gently pinched her chin and lifted it up, forcing her to
She raised her face to look at him and called her softly: "Ruobin!" This was the first time that he called her so affectionately.
"Huh?" Han Ruobin's face was raised, and she could only look directly into his eyes. Her nerves began to be tense. Her clear and beautiful eyes pretended to be calm but could not hide the slightest trace of nervousness.
"What if I can never forget her and give you happiness and happiness for the rest of my life?" Xue Ruan looked at her deeply and asked quietly.
"Then in the next life!" Han Ruobin answered immediately without any hesitation, without thinking at all, with a sweet smile on his lips, and his happy and well-behaved appearance made it difficult to tell whether it was true or false.
Xue Ruan's heart suddenly felt an inexplicable dull pain. His rough palms gently rubbed Han Ruobin's beautiful and fair face. He looked at her deeply for a long time, then sighed quietly and said: "No matter what
Believe it or not, although I have feelings for her, I will never go out of line!" Even if he thought about it again, he couldn't do it. He didn't want to hurt Mo Xiyu and the woman in front of him at the same time.
Even if he has no feelings, he doesn't want to hurt her.
The smile at the corners of Han Ruobin's lips froze slightly, then she pulled the corners of her lips to spread the smile, took the initiative to bring her red lips and kissed him on the lips, saying sweetly: "Well, I
Now that I know it, I won’t be jealous anymore!”
The overly sweet smile looked unreal. Xue Ruan gritted his teeth, turned to look at the windshield in front of him, and said, "Let's go home!" There were some questions.
For a while, I couldn't explain it clearly and couldn't solve it.
Han Ruobin was startled for a moment, turned to look outside the dark car, and subconsciously suggested: "How about staying here for one night!"
"This place doesn't belong to you!" Xue Ruan said out reflexively, his seemingly calm tone revealing a kind of persistence.
Then, the car fell into an endless silence.
After a while, Xue Ruan said, "Do you feel uncomfortable? Then why did you insist on it in the first place?" As soon as he said the words, he regretted it and felt that he was too ruthless, but... isn't it the truth?
"Who said, you are too dedicated?" Han Ruobin frowned fiercely, looked at Xue Ruan Weiwei's face and said sarcastically, feeling that she could not help but love and hate this man. For her, in this world,
He was the first man that she had fallen in love with so much, but he was actually a man whose heart belonged to him. Her heart was very messed up.
A lifetime? How long must it be?
Do we really have to wait until the next life?
She...is not willing to give in!
But... what to do? What to do?
Xue Ruan bit his lip and was silent for a few seconds, then said nothing. Under Han Ruobin's faint gaze, he slowly started the car and drove out as if accepting his fate.
In the dimly lit room, the huge bed was messy, and the woman pulled up the quilt to cover her chest...
The man held the cigarette between his fingers, sucking it in and spitting it out one after another.
"Let's go see a doctor, okay? Maybe the doctor..." Finally, Han Ruobin said.
"Didn't you go and see it? It's no problem!" Xue Ruan interrupted Han Ruobin expressionlessly. He didn't hope that it was a physical problem. At least, it wouldn't be so painful, but... it just wasn't the case, holding Mo Xi.
The feeling when it rains is so strong that it is impossible to ignore.
Han Ruobin leaned against the bed in frustration, thought for a while, and sat up again, "How about going to see a psychiatrist, maybe... it's psychology..."
"I said, don't look, don't you understand?" Xue Ruan responded angrily, quickly lifted the quilt, put on his nightgown, and walked out of the room.
There's nothing I can do, he just doesn't respond...
When it comes to body shape, Han Ruobin’s figure is absolutely top-notch!
When it comes to enthusiasm, Han Ruobin can be considered...
But... there is no response!
Mo Xiyu, you are a bad woman, do you want to tie him up for the rest of your life? In such a cruel way.
Looking at the figure who decided to leave, Han Ruobin bit her lip hard and tears fell from the corners of her eyes.
Xue Ruan, I don’t want to do anything, I really don’t want to, don’t force me!
At night, in an eerily quiet, desolate and hidden abandoned park, a black car parked silently in a deserted corner. A man with his arms folded across his chest was leaning against the front of the car, but his sharp eyes were moving silently.
Standing, carefully paying attention to the silent surroundings.
"These are three lives. Are you sure you have to do this? If the matter is exposed, your life will be really ruined!" The man frowned, was silent for a long time, and then spoke first -
"If I don't do this, won't my life be ruined? As long as she doesn't die, he will find ways to get close to her and see her. As long as he can see her, he will never forget her in his life! It's ridiculous
, he actually has that kind of mysophobia..." Han Ruobin snorted coldly. God knows how broken she was when she found out the real reason why Xue Ruan couldn't do that.