Obviously, Kiana in the light screen image remembers everything - she knows everything the Herrscher of the Sky does through her body.
It is precisely because of this that Kiana cannot accept herself as she is now. She believes that her hands are stained with blood and her whole person is full of sins, so she should not continue to live.
His identity is fake, his birth is fake, he is just a clone who stole someone else's identity, and he has no parents or relatives at all.
It will bring about great collapse and disaster, causing disaster to many people around the world.
He hurt important people around him, causing his friends and people he considered family members to become homeless.
Moreover, Wuliangta Jizi died in order to save her.
One blow after another destroyed Kiana's mind. Even though the girl regained control of her body, she was still determined to die.
This kind of Kiana makes people feel distressed and sad. People hope that Kiana can cheer up, because people who have witnessed everything know that those disasters are not Kiana's fault, she is just a victim.
Moreover, so many people sacrificed so much to save Kiana. How could she be worthy of those who risked everything to save her when she committed suicide?
However, no matter what others think, Kiana has entered the OMO state of self-loathing. Hesitant, confused, desperate, and not knowing where to go in the future is what Kiana looks like at this moment.
The carefreeness and joy of the past can no longer be found, only heaviness and endless despair that even living is a mistake.
This kind of Kiana is really heartbreaking.
And Kiana was also in this state, and began to wander aimlessly, living a solitary wandering life.
She did not look for her friends and relatives because Kiana believed that she was a false sinner and was not qualified to look for her friends and relatives.
Especially when I saw the victims of the Great Honkai Impact during my wanderings, and when I looked at those who lost their family and friends due to the awakening of Herrscher of the Sky, and even were infected with the Honkai Disease themselves, and fell into pain and despair,
In my heart, my guilt and self-disgust increased exponentially.
Listening to people cursing Honkai and Herrscher, Kiana had the illusion that someone was stabbing her chest with a knife.
For a teenage girl, these things were undoubtedly too heavy, so heavy that Kiana thought that even breathing was wrong.
Extreme emotions often lead to extreme behaviors, as was the case with Kiana. Finally, under the influence of constant blows and extreme thoughts, she was ready to die to apologize.
There is no doubt that when Kiana decided to commit suicide, countless people in the real world shouted "no".
After all, as bystanders who have truly witnessed everything, people know very well that all these disasters are not Kiana's fault, she is just a victim.
The real villain is the Herrscher of the Sky, and he is also the mastermind behind all these disasters, Otto.
However, the girl attributed all the faults to herself and went to a dead end in self-disgust.
This can be said to be a matter of course. When a teenage girl encounters a huge change in her life, it is easy for her to go to extremes.
In the real world, how many teenagers go to extremes every year due to various attacks?
Looking around the world, the number can be said to be shocking.
What's more, Kiana was hit harder than 99% of teenagers who also suffered the same blow, so it is natural that she would want to commit suicide.
Fortunately, Kiana is not really alone.
Fu Hua stayed with the girl all the time, and finally stopped the tearful Kiana from committing suicide, and encouraged her, telling the story of Wuliangta Jizi who risked everything to save Kiana.
Finally, after thinking of Wuliang Tajizi and Wuliang Tajizi's desire to keep herself alive, Kiana gave up the idea of committing suicide.
At the same time, he also made up his mind to atone for the evil he had caused.
However, even though she was saved by Fu Hua, Kiana was not grateful to Fu Hua and was even wary.
After all, Fu Hua's original attack ultimately led to the worst case scenario, which was undoubtedly a huge betrayal and deception for Kiana.
This made Kiana lack the most basic trust in Fu Hua, and she suspected that the other party following her like a ghost must have an ulterior motive, and that what he said was most likely to deceive her again.
Therefore, Kiana was very wary of Fu Hua's attitude, not wanting to listen to the other party forcing her to do anything, and feeling that the other party just wanted to cause trouble.
This made Fu Hua very helpless and guilty.
It has to be said that Immortal Red Kite is also a person who likes to attribute the fault to herself. She believes that Kiana's suspicion and blame are not wrong. She has indeed made an unforgivable mistake. It is impossible for Kiana to become so miserable.
It's her fault.
Therefore, she wanted to help Kiana with a mentality of atonement. She admitted her fault to Kiana and apologized. She also expressed her willingness to help Kiana become stronger and wanted to teach Kiana.
To atone for oneself.
Although Fu Hua believes that doing these things during the process is not enough to fully atone for his sins, it can be somewhat comforting and he can do his part to save and help Kiana.
It can be said that Fu Hua has placed his position quite low.
Moreover, this attitude of following Kiana in the form of a consciousness clone and helping Kiana become stronger is very similar to the classic grandpa setting in Internet articles.
However, what this old man Fu Hua can do is not as exaggerated as in the online articles, but there is no doubt that it is Kiana's exclusive plug-in.
Faced with Fu Hua's enthusiastic help, Kiana naturally refused at first. After all, she lacked trust in Fu Hua and suspected that the other party wanted to cause trouble. No matter what Fu Hua did, she would have the illusion of doing something bad.
Fortunately, Fu Hua was fully mentally prepared for this and did not get angry or dissatisfied. Instead, he very patiently accompanied Kiana and helped her through slow talk and persuasion.
Moreover, Fu Hua also said that although Kiana has regained control of her body, the consciousness of Herrscher of the Sky has not disappeared. Instead, it still exists in Kiana's body and will continue to find ways to seize the body.
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Kiana must be prepared to compete with the Herrscher of the Sky on the consciousness level for a long time. Fu Hua wants to help Kiana defeat the Herrscher of the Sky's consciousness and prevent the Herrscher of the Sky from taking advantage of her.
In fact, Kiana's physical problems are directly reflected on the surface. Kiana, who has regained control of her body, can no longer return to her original appearance. One of her beautiful eyes is a golden Herrscher eye, and the other is
One is a normal sky blue eye.
Moreover, the posture of her heterochromatic eyes has always been maintained, which looks strange and enchanting, and people can tell that something is wrong with her at a glance.
This is also the reason why Kiana lives in isolation. Now she is obviously different from normal people.
There is no doubt that this is a time bomb for Kiana, and she will never want her body to be controlled by the Herrscher of the Sky again.
With this will, Kiana finally stopped rejecting Fu Hua's help, but chose to accept it and cooperate with him.
Although she still lacks trust, Kiana is willing to accept Fu Hua's help based on her belief in fighting Herrscher and Honkai.
Therefore, Fu Hua began to train Kiana, using Yu Duchen's power to pull Kiana into the dream, and taught Kiana various fighting skills and techniques to temper her willpower.
All kinds of ancient Chinese exercise techniques were used, which instantly made the painting style of "Grandpa" more intense, giving the illusion of watching a live-action online novel.
Then, under such circumstances, Kiana began to receive training from Fu Hua while dealing with Honkai incidents in various places.
Although Kiana's action efficiency alone can only be said to be a drop in the bucket in the face of the collapse of the entire world, she still wants to help as many people affected by the disaster as possible.
In the process, Kiana also had to avoid the destined person.
Since the Great Honkai disaster caused by Herrscher of the Sky, Destiny has been active all over the world, cooperating with various countries to deal with Honkai events.
Among them, China can be said to be Tianming's key focus. China officials have fully cooperated with Tianming to deal with various collapse incidents.
Moreover, Tianming has obviously sent more force to help China than to other countries. If other countries are "trying their best to protect", then they are going to protect China with all their strength.
This situation made Kiana actually a little confused. She didn't know why Destiny was so concerned about China. Obviously China was not a country under Destiny's jurisdiction, but just a cooperative country.
Only Fu Hua had a complicated look on his face when he knew these things, and understood why Tianming invested so much power in China - because of the agreement, the agreement between Otto and Fu Hua!
Otto asked Fu Hua to join Tianming to work for him on the condition of helping to protect Shenzhou, and now Otto is fulfilling this agreement.
In a sense, Otto is indeed a person who keeps his promise, but his behavior of "Red Kite Immortal I did not lie" makes it difficult for Fu Hua to have a good impression of Otto, even if the other party keeps his promise and protects him with all his strength as agreed.
Shenzhou helped fight against Honkai, but she still couldn't let go.
However, no matter what, this is a good thing for Shenzhou in the false star world, especially now that the true form of Immortal Red Kite has been thrown into the street, the power of destiny is extremely important.
It was under such circumstances that Kiana unknowingly came to Tianqiong City in China, a high-tech inland city with a cyber science fiction style.
When people from the Yan Kingdom in the real world saw Tianqiong City, they all said it looked familiar and were amazed by it.
After all, there is also Tianqiong City in the real world.
However, unlike the Tianqiong City in the light curtain image, which belongs to the false star world and has a higher technological content, the Tianqiong City in the real world is a super first-tier city in the Yan Kingdom, and it is only because it has more characteristics as a 'mountain city'.
In the light screen image, it was night when Kiana arrived at Tianqiong City. Kiana stood on the mountain and looked at the sci-fi city built in the mountains. What she saw was colorful neon lights, and there were many
High-rise buildings bloom brilliantly.
There are many roads and viaducts intertwined through the city, and many special suspended transportation systems are everywhere in the city.
That feeling is full of cyber science fiction atmosphere, and those who didn’t know it thought it was a ‘mountain city’ in the future.
Of course, perhaps the Skydome City in the real world will be comparable to the one in the light curtain image after a few more decades of development.
In fact, when the officials of Tianqiong City in the real world saw Tianqiong City in the light curtain image, their eyes suddenly lit up and they had full expectations for the future. They had an intuitive reference object for the future development direction of Tianqiong City.
However, soon, despite the sci-fi appearance of the Sky City in the light screen image, the internal situation made many people frown.
Because, in addition to the bright appearance of the entire Tianqiong City, there are also a large number of poor people inside, thus forming slums one after another.
This is not a good phenomenon. It often represents the extremely huge gap between the rich and the poor and the inability of the management class to reasonably allocate social resources. It is also an intuitive manifestation of the concept of "cyberpunk".
However, this is not due to the inaction of the management class of Tianqiong City or the Chinese state class of the False Star World, but the product of helpless compromise.
Because the current situation in Tianqiong City was caused by the influx of a large number of foreign people.
This large number of immigrants is not simply caused by the siphon effect of big cities, but because of refugees!
Yes, escape!
The world-wide Great Honkai Disaster has also deeply affected China. A large number of Honkai Beasts have been attacking humans across the country, and Honkai Disease is spreading everywhere.
In this case, those living in small mountain villages will be particularly miserable.
In order to survive, they had to start fleeing to big cities.
A first-tier city like Tianqiong City has naturally become the first escape location for surrounding areas.
This place has a large amount of manpower and material resources, excellent medical conditions, and strong security capabilities, which can fight against the Honkai Beasts and protect the safety of the people.
It's not that China is unwilling to protect other places outside of big cities. In fact, China has always tried its best to protect people in other places.
However, China's land is too big, and its military strength is limited.
When fighting against Honkaimon, there was no heavy weapon support, and sending soldiers only to kill people made the strength to fight against Honkai appear very insufficient.
Even if Tianming helps, Tianming's manpower is limited. Even if the Valkyries are on call 24 hours a day, they cannot get to where they are needed in time.
Therefore, under the pressure of the situation, the Chinese government could only allow people to gather in big cities.
Although it is helpless, this is the way to protect people's lives and property to the greatest extent.
Kiana came to Tianqiong City under such circumstances.
Originally, Kiana just wanted to sneak into the city, solve some Honkai Impact incidents and make some supplies before leaving. However, not long after she arrived in the city, she discovered something strange about the city.
That is because the Honkai energy in this city is very active, and the probability of a Honkai disaster happening is much higher than in other places.
This was by no means a normal phenomenon. After some investigation, Fu Hua directly made a judgment - the frequent collapse disasters in this city must have man-made reasons. It should be that someone deliberately caused collapse disasters in this city.