Zhang Anren realized that his hesitation and hesitation made Jiang Nansun sad and disappointed.
After returning to school, he quickly picked up his things and went to apologize again. With his eloquence and attitude, Jiang Nansun softened his heart after being teased hard.
After three days of cold war, relations returned to normal.
However, cracks have arisen and seeds of doubt have been planted.
In addition to the environment surrounding Jiang Nansun, his family, including his parents and aunt, do not like Zhang Anren. His only good friend Zhu Suosuo also has a bad opinion of Zhang Anren and feels that he is not worthy of Nansun.
Being in such an environment all day long, coupled with what he had just experienced, had a great impact on Nansun, and it was difficult for him to return to his once carefree love mentality.
Her heart gradually became sensitive, and when she got along with Zhang Anren, she no longer simply thought about nothing, but began to consider why he did what he did. The purpose of doing this was to see if he really loved herself!
No one is perfect. Once you have a skeptical attitude and look at a person with an inquiring eye, you will eventually find many shortcomings.
The same goes for Jiang Nansun. She lost the filter and halo of love, looked at Zhang Anren again, and found that he also had many shortcomings, things she didn't like, and there was a big gap between him and his appearance under the filter of love.
I can't help but feel a little lost and depressed.
However, she is not someone who gives up easily. Although the relationship has become much colder than before, she and Zhang Anren still work hard to maintain it and adjust and relax their mentality.
However, the reality is cruel, and the relationship can be maintained and slowly repaired. The scarcity of money allows her to see the reality of society.
Jiang Nansun used to live a carefree life and spend money lavishly. She also had the image of a rich girl among her classmates, and she lived a life that was envied by everyone.
In addition, she is generous with money and often buys snacks and fruits to share with her classmates. Although some people may be jealous and jealous in private, she always greets her with a smile on the surface.
Although she hasn't made many good friends over the years, Zhu Suosuo has always been her best friend and best friend, but her relationship with her classmates has been pretty good.
Originally, this state of affairs among classmates could have been maintained forever, but something happened to Nansun. His living expenses were only two thousand, and he could no longer spend so much money.
I used to buy snacks and fruits for everyone, but now I don’t have them anymore; I used to go out to restaurants every three days, but now I can only eat in the canteen; I used to be generous, but now I just go to the cafeteria...
Naturally, it is not difficult for people to discover these situations. Although most students' attitude towards Nansun is okay and there has not been much change.
There are always some people with bad character who look down on the poor and are jealous of the rich.
In the past, Nan Sun, as a white and rich woman, was aloof and short-tongued, so she could only hold back her harsh words.
Nowadays, people naturally have no scruples, and all kinds of unpleasant things come out of their mouths.
Nansun saw the cruel side of society for the first time. She was still her classmate in the ivory tower. When she was sad, she could only keep her grievances in her heart.
The difficulties she encountered were not limited to this. On the one hand, the messages between classmates and the slander behind her back were on the one hand, and on the other hand, the money she had in hand was not enough to spend.
Two days ago, she ran out of cosmetics. A set of commonly used brands costs several thousand yuan. With her current living expenses, she simply cannot afford them or use them.
But she is already accustomed to using this brand. Whether switching to a mid- to low-end brand will have a better effect on her skin is another matter. The psychological gap is difficult to accept for a while.
Zhang Anren also knew about this, but he didn't know what to think and didn't react at all. Perhaps for him, Jiang Nansun spent several thousand yuan to buy a set of cosmetics, which was difficult for him to understand and exceeded his consumption philosophy.
Even if I have this spare money, I would not be willing to spend it on this.
However, he didn't express anything, and asked Jiang Nansun out two days later.
"Nansun, my current income is not high, and I don't have much left after paying off the mortgage. If I save some of it, I can support you with a thousand dollars a month."
He said and handed over an envelope containing money.
"It's not a lot of money. If you include your living expenses and don't have too many additional expenses, it should be okay."
Jiang Nansun looked at the envelope with mixed feelings. She rebelled against her father's arrangement and wanted to be with Zhang Anren. As a result, all her cards were stopped and her monthly living expenses were only two thousand.
At that time, in front of her father, she was full of confidence and vowed that it would not matter if she left home, she had Zhang Anren, who would definitely not let her be wronged and live a more exciting life.
She thought that she risked everything for Zhang Anren and quarreled with her father until she reached this point. Zhang Anren would definitely be like her, doting her like a princess for her courage and persistence, regardless of
All for her own good.
Now it seems that she thought too much and the other person loved her very restrainedly and soberly.
Also, there are many people like her in the world who are full of ideals and only care about love and ignore reality.
With a slight sigh, Jiang Nansun felt disappointed and pushed the money back.
"No, Anren, you still have to pay off the mortgage. There is a lot of money to spend, so you can keep it."
Zhang Anren naturally disagreed and handed over the money again.
"Nansun, this money is not much, I can afford it, and it is what I want, so just accept it."
Jiang Nansun shook his head: "Thank you, An Ren! I just took a lot from Suosuo, and now I have money, so I don't need it anymore."
He said and pushed the money back very firmly.
Looking at Jiang Nansun with a determined look on his face, Zhang Anren suddenly felt a little disappointed. He didn't know if what he was doing was right or what image he would leave in Nansun's heart.
However, if he were asked to spend tens of thousands of dollars on his girlfriend with a wave of his hand, he would simply not be able to do it.
First of all, he doesn't have much savings, plus he still has to pay off his mortgage. Living in a big city like Shanghai, he has to have some reserve money on hand for emergencies.
The second is his character. He always has a plan in doing things and is unwilling to take risks. It can also be said that he is cautious.
This kind of personality is liked very much by those who appreciate it, but disgusted by those who don't. It is too preoccupied and follows the rules.
But Zhang Anren didn't want to take risks. He finally came out of a small place and established himself in Shanghai, an international metropolis. Being able to gain a foothold here was his first goal.
Before accomplishing this goal, he didn't want to take risks. Even if he seemed petty and careless, he didn't care anymore.
Although love is important to him, it is not everything. His character makes it impossible for him to risk everything for love.
He does love with restraint and rationality, and his devotion is also restrained. Even if something changes in the future, there won't be much loss.
However, this kind of restraint and rationality are difficult to understand and accept for Nan Sun, who has the illusion of perfect love.
Seeing Zhang Anren leaving with some disappointment, Jiang Nansun also felt complicated and had many thoughts. Finally, he sighed softly and dialed Zhu Suosuo's phone number.
What she said to Zhang Anren just now was just an excuse, and she didn't ask Suosuo to borrow money, but now she had to speak.
small book booth
After making an appointment to go shopping together, Jiang Nansun picked up his mood and continued to go to class.
The two met in the afternoon. Jiang Nansun briefly introduced the recent situation without going into too much detail. Zhu Suokou's eyes were red and he hugged Nansun distressedly.
"Zhang Anren is really not a thing. You almost had a falling out with your family because of him, and your card was stopped. That's what he did to you. He used to say nice words about how much he loves you, but now let's see how many of his words are true.
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Jiang Nansun looked away instead: "I don't blame Zhang Anren. It's because I thought love was too important and took it too seriously. I thought he would be as desperate as me."
"Now it seems that he loves very restrainedly and soberly, but I am too devoted and not sober enough."
Zhu Suosuo said: "Nansun, do you want to break up with Zhang Anren? I support you. This kind of man is not worthy of you at all. If you break up, find someone better and make him mad to death."
Jiang Nansun shook his head: "I haven't reached that point yet. It's just that my life has changed too much recently, I have been exposed to many bad things, and I found that Zhang Anren is different from what I imagined. I am a little tired and scared."
As he said that, thinking about his experiences during this period, his eye circles became a little red.
Two best friends hugged each other.
After chatting for a while, Jiang Nansun felt much better, and the two of them went shopping together again.
Zhu Suosuo was usually extravagant and even less reliable than Jiang Nansun. Even though Li Mu paid her a high salary, she didn't have much spare money.
After spending thousands to buy a set of cosmetics for Nansun, I was left with just over 2,000. These 2,000 were finally given to Nansun to subsidize daily expenses, leaving only the car fare home.
She didn't care if she had a cousin. At the same time, she was still thinking about withdrawing one month's salary from her cousin to subsidize Nansun.
The two of them were as close as sisters, and she couldn't bear to see Nansun suffer any injustice.
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When he got home and saw Li Mu, Zhu Suosuo was a little confused again. His cousin seemed to be interested in Nansun.
Now Nansun is at a low point. What if my cousin knows about it and takes advantage of it?
She didn't think that her cousin was not good enough and was not worthy of Nansun, but she was unwilling to give in and felt a little sour in her heart. As her childhood sweetheart who grew up with her, her cousin became more and more outstanding, which made her unable to help but think about it.
If he really gets married to Nan Sun, what should she do?