She once broke into his heart unintentionally, and then disappeared unintentionally, throwing him back into the originally hopeless world. Everything was her fault, her fault!
Father Shen looked at Ren Yutong's self-reproaching look and trembling shoulders and couldn't help but sigh with emotion. It would be great if this girl could really be with Xiao Mo. She was the first person to open the door to his heart. Maybe the last one too.
"I want to see Fatty..."
Mr. Shen nodded silently and took her there in person. Looking at his old back and walking slowly with a cane made her heart hurt even more.
No matter how glamorous Shen Xingmo looks on the outside, those scars hidden in the darkness and in her heart will always exist. They are so real and so clear that she can only keep blaming herself to cheer up.
Standing in front of the room, taking a deep breath, she finally cheered up, opened the door and went in. In the dark room, only a drop of sunlight fell, like the dawn in the darkness, and the rest was completely pitch black.
The person on the bed continued to sleep, and that quiet face was fair and pure, so real and yet so far away that Ren Yutong had no idea which one was the real chubby one.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Fatty, I'm sorry, you didn't say it, and I didn't ask, why didn't you say it? If you said it, at least I would do something for you."
Ren Yutong took his hand and put it on his face, wet with tears. She almost knelt down by his bed as if she were atoning for herself. In fact, she was so chubby now that she once had the ability to redeem herself. If she hadn't gotten married, she would even be willing to do so. She is willing to accept the suggestion of marrying her, even if it only allows him to gradually escape from those imprisonments.
But fate is so terrible. She has married Zhan Ye, she likes him so much and loves him so deeply. She will never betray this relationship easily, this sacred military marriage. Now, is there any way to make Xiaopang start over? She doesn't know, but as long as it's something she can do, she will definitely work hard.
"Little Fatty, how can I save your shaky heart..."
That fragile voice sounded in the dark room, and Shen Xingmo's quiet face frowned slightly. The voice was so familiar that he persisted in working hard to live until now. But this voice hurt him so deeply. Why If you don't choose me, I will leave the whole world to you persistently. You are my only one, but I am not your unique one.
Those desolations fell into my heart and turned into resentment...
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Ren Yutong was finally sent home in a daze. Looking at Zhan Ye who opened the door, he still had the same calm face and such gentle eyes, which made her feel ashamed and rushed into his arms.
"Husband, why didn't he say anything when we first met Xiaopang? He didn't say anything..."
Ren Yutong kept repeating. Now besides blaming herself, she didn't know what to do. Zhan Ye chuckled helplessly, picked up the little girl, walked to the living room, and let her sit on his lap.
"He didn't say it, maybe he just wanted you to be happy and didn't want you to be unhappy because of his things."
In fact, Zhan Ye could understand Shen Xingmo's heart. Who would be willing to use his past to make the girl he cherishes so much unhappy? They met at the most innocent age, and perhaps it was Ren Yutong's innocent smile that redeemed his heart. .
Because he wanted to protect those innocents, he said nothing, but life is so wonderful, and it is really not that easy to seize destiny again after missing it.
God gave Shen Xingmo a chance, but maybe because he was too young, he failed to grasp it. Missing it once meant missing a lifetime. Zhan Ye was also very lucky that God gave him a chance, and he used all his power and means to win her over. He grabbed her and stayed by her side, using all his tenderness to fall in love with her.
"I told you not to blame yourself so much. These are not your fault."
Zhan Ye kept kissing her cheeks soothingly, rolling the tears on the tip of his tongue. Apart from tenderness, there was not much he could give her. But as long as she needed it, he would comfort her.
"Woo, but I feel that if I had... wu, knew something back then, I would definitely be able to help Xiaopang."
While she was lying in Zhan Ye's arms, receiving gentle comfort, the other side continued to choke up and defend herself. Only such defense could make her feel better.
Zhan Ye smiled helplessly. This little girl really knew how to take care of herself. She was obviously someone who was afraid of trouble, but she couldn't help but want to help her friends.
"How old were you at that time? What do you think you could do? Don't talk about yourself like that. Now you know that it's normal to blame yourself, because Xiaopang is a friend you cherish. You can try to do something for him now. It's not too late. Yes, as long as you have the will, it’s never too late.”
Ren Yutong raised his head blankly and looked at Zhan Ye, pouting and blushing.
"Is it really not too late?"
Zhan Ye nodded affirmatively. Now his wife is crying more and more. I really don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. However, at least this girl is beginning to believe in herself and start to rely on herself.
"Then what can I do for Xiaopang?"
Ren Yutong began to think seriously. Zhan Ye held her in his arms and remained silent, enjoying the peace of the moment. In fact, he would occasionally be jealous, but he would believe his wife. Because they knew that although their feelings for each other were not deep enough, , but it is indeed very firm.
Leaning on Ren Yutong's shoulder, Zhan Ye closed his eyes quietly and rested his mind. Shen Xingmo was indeed a trouble, but this boy was a childhood playmate that his wife cherished so much. It was really It’s difficult to do.
"Husband, do you think it would make him feel better if I went to spend more time with Fatty in the future, chatting with him, etc.?"
Zhan Ye nodded silently. If psychological problems could be solved by talking, everyone would be a psychiatrist. Alas, his wife is really stupid and naive sometimes. He can only let her do it if he wants to hit her or not. Bar.
"Well, I hope you can succeed, but don't delay your own affairs!"
Ren Yutong nodded and smiled for the first time since returning home. Looking at her appearance, Zhan Ye could only raise a white flag. Shen Xingmo must have been feeling the same as himself, he bet!
*****"Report to the Chief, Cute Wife Invasion"*****First published in: Novel Reading*****[Qi Xiaoluo]*****
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