Looking at the gifts Shen Xingmo gave me, I seemed to be able to see how the little fat boy had grown up little by little. His world was very simple, and in the end, only his young self was left.
There has always been a carefree Bao Ya living in his heart, who will never suffer, have no worries, and will not even grow up, accompanying him to face the whole world.
If they had met earlier, maybe Ren Yutong would have accepted this relationship unconditionally. If he were still in the Ren family, even if he didn't have feelings, it would still be the same whether he married Zhan Ye or Xiaopang.
If it had been earlier, marrying Shen Xingmo would indeed be the best choice. The two of them had feelings for each other and were no strangers. She knew that Xiaopang was sincerely good to her. Such good news was very heavy, but she was willing to shoulder it. Even if it is just to make up for her original debt, she is willing to accept it.
But now...it's too late!
"Xiao Pang, thank you for your gift. I like it very much. Thank you, but I cannot accept this intention. I am already married. The person I like is Zhan Ye, and he is my husband."
Shen Xingmo, who was still smiling for a while, gradually froze his expression. He stared at Ren Yutong coldly and coldly, as if he had a poisonous tongue, ruthlessly revealing his true feelings. His face became more and more expressionless, but his eyes were tightly entangled with Ren Yutong. people.
"You guys have no feelings, Zhan Ye is not suitable for you, he just wants a decoration. I am different, I love you, I need you, you are everything to me. I have closed the whole world and waited for you alone, you are I'm unique. I only talk to you and you listen to you alone. Isn't it enough? Can't you see and feel the kindness I treat you? "
Shen Xingmo grabbed Ren Yutong's shoulders tightly, so hard that she gasped in pain. While questioning him, he kept shaking her body, making her dizzy. But Ren Yutong didn't resist at all. She knew that Xiaopang He won't hurt himself. He just can't control his emotions sometimes. These are not his original intentions.
"Little Fatty, I know how good you are to me. I have failed you. I will repay you with friendship, ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times, ten thousand times. I am willing to do it all. But there is only love, which I cannot give." Here you go. My heart is very small. If I can accommodate Zhan Ye alone, I won’t have room to let go of others. I’m sorry, I’m really sorry.”
But Ren Yutong's comfort stimulated Shen Xingmo's expectant heart even more. Everything and years of hard work seemed to be destroyed in an instant and disappeared. He bent his body and let out a crazy laugh, which was a deep self-deprecation. It was a mockery of himself, but there were wet tears in the corners of his eyes.
But the gurgling sound coming from the depths of his throat was very strange, and all the romantic feelings in the dark room were gone. It seemed a bit scary, and his handsome face gave off a ferocious feeling.
"Hahaha, I know it, I know it. Do you think I'm a lunatic? Yes, I'm an autistic child. I've been a freak since I was a child. That's why you all dislike me and leave. My mother would rather jump off a building than Looking at her growing up, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have married an old man. So do you. What's good about Zhan Ye? What the Zhan family has, I also have, but he is the glory of the Zhan family, but I am Shen A disgrace to the family.”
Looking at Shen Xingmo's trembling body, Ren Yutong knew that what he feared was only loss. The world built for one person, no matter how gorgeous it was, would lose its meaning without that person's existence.
Ren Yutong hugged him from behind and gently reached out her hand to brush his hair. She was open-minded and not afraid of the madness at all.
"No, no, you have never been a disgrace to the Shen family. Even if you don't speak, you are still the smartest. Have you forgotten? You have successfully taken over the Shen family's business when you were eighteen, and everyone else is you You are a silent genius and a magician in shopping malls. As long as your next plan is not unsuccessful, you are an investment master who can turn decay into magic."
Ren Yutong's comfort seemed to have worked. Shen Xingmo reluctantly took a big breath of air to suppress the rage in his heart. What he wanted was very simple. Why didn't God want to satisfy him?
"Ren Yutong, I just want you, stay with me, I can give you everything you want, look here, I remember every word you said, I will give you everything."
Ren Yutong hugged him tightly, her tall body trembling restlessly, and her unbearable tears slowly slid down her face. Is the back of love full of hate? Can people who can't love each other really not be Lan Yan's confidants? ?Friendship cannot be a substitute for love. If we can't stay together, will we hurt each other?
"I'm sorry. I don't know what other answer I can give you other than sorry. Xiaopang, you will always be my best childhood playmate, my childhood friend, and my childhood sweetheart. None of us are wrong. It's just that Because we missed each other's growth, you stayed where you were, but I walked out of a different world. I'm sorry, I met someone else and fell in love with someone else. If this is the harm I have done to you, please forgive me. I!"
Shen Xingmo's original trembling feeling receded and he stood up straight coldly. Missed it? Can just missing it cancel out all his waiting?
"I don't believe it. I know you married Zhan Ye because you were forced by your father. All feelings are lies. Those are all excuses for you not to accept my feelings. Ren Yutong, I won't hate you. If If we don’t get it, let us all be destroyed.”
Looking at his calm eyes, it seemed that the dark deep sea seemed calm but was rolling with turbulent waves. He did not need to interpret Ren Yutong's feelings. All he wanted was to get it. If he couldn't get it, he would destroy it, no matter it was a war. He doesn't care about Ye Ye or even the Zhan family.
The next moment, Shen Xingmo pushed Ren Yutong away and turned around to leave the cabin. Those exquisite gifts were scattered on the floor. Ren Yutong picked them up one by one, brushed off the dirt lovingly, held them tightly in his arms, and shed tears.
How to repay a love? A person only has one heart. If she falls in love with Zhan Ye, she will be destined to let Xiaopang down...
*****"Report to the Chief, Cute Wife Invasion"*****First published in: Novel Reading*****[Qi Xiaoluo]*****
I'm in a bad mood, I always feel like I've ruined my little fat, and I'm depressed and sick!