[Love is like drinking poisoned wine with a smile--Zhan Jing Chapter] ps: This chapter is an additional update--snow7d-2013
For some people, love seems to be an ordinary thing. Young men and women have fallen in love several times. But Zhan Jing is different from others. The more easily available things are, the harder they are to obtain. He has understood that he has been in love since he was a child.
He is a unique child. He is extremely smart. He can memorize all the books just by reading them once. Exams are always so simple. Even the personalities of his family members are easy for him to grasp and he can use different ways to please him.
After he grew up, he gradually realized that he had many unique things, such as identity, status, and a super high IQ, but he found that he was gradually losing a lot.
The girl I had a crush on for the first time when I was in high school was only close to me because he was the smartest genius in the school. Not only was he strong in sports, he was also a master of taekwondo. He also ranked first in every exam. But he was not usually the best.
He is a nerd who only knows how to read. He has many friends and loves to play and make trouble. Almost all the girls in the school are obsessed with his charm.
But in those young memories, they are often not so beautiful. When the girl he had a crush on walked with him, Zhan Jing realized that the other girl only saw his glamorous side, and they only wanted to be together to enjoy the envy of everyone.
Eyes. After that, he gradually drifted away. When he was in college, he established his own goals and kept to himself, hiding his talents.
At that time, a beautiful girl walked into his heart again, or it could be Zhan Jing's first love. It was as beautiful as romance, but a person who is too smart can be miserable. Those lies were easily discovered by him, and the other party was nothing but
She was the daughter of a high-ranking official who was in Shuanggui and needed help from the Zhan family. She deliberately approached her just for the so-called power.
No matter how ignorant and how poignant his first love was, it withered like this. The hurt Zhan Jing suffered made him freeze his heart. With a game-like attitude, he made a promise with his father until he was thirty. He would always indulge in his life,
Just do whatever you want and live a life that looks like a prodigal.
But no one thought that before he turned thirty, Zhan Jing would meet his destined end. The appearance of Ning Le changed the trajectory of Zhan Jing's fate. Everything was so sudden, but he truly became the person he wanted to cherish the most.
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At this moment, Zhan Jing stood in front of Ren Yutong with firm eyes, clenching his fists tightly, and seemed to have exhausted all his strength.
"Sister-in-law, I understand that whether we like it or not, at least let us talk clearly in person. Avoiding it won't solve anything. If she wants to reject me, she can only look me in the eyes and make it clear. I am convinced.
I will never bother you any more. Even if you meet me across from me in the future, you will pretend not to know me and pass by me."
Zhan Jing made up his mind that no matter what the outcome, he would personally bear it. He didn't believe that Ning Le had no feelings for her at all. Love is an all-or-nothing gamble, either you win the one you love, or you lose the love of your life!
He likes that girl, she looks innocent and silly, he is already smart enough and does not need a woman who comes out to support the scene. He needs a woman who can soothe his heart, like lemon music, with a childish smile and clear eyes, time and time again
Saved his world that was about to collapse.
"I understand. Let me ask you. You should explain your matters clearly to each other face to face."
Ren Yutong nodded slightly, then said goodbye to Zhan Jing, and left carefully. Watching her figure disappear, Zhan Jing still stood there with no intention of leaving. Leaning next to the car, he vaguely remembered the scene of getting along, and finally squatted down in pain.
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Ning Le, I haven't seen you for two months, how are you? Are you still the confused little girl who eats apples carefree every day? Are you still the little fool with a clean smile? I'm sorry, did I let you down?
Are you sad?
I'm sorry, shouldn't I have met you, liked you, and fallen in love with you? I have asked myself again and again, why can't I let go of this relationship? If I really want to cherish you, I should let it go. You are so
If you are not stupid, you should not accompany me into the world of intrigues. If you are so confused, you should not accompany me to fall into an environment of intrigues.
But I just couldn't let go, and I tortured my heart with pain again and again, telling myself to give up! But when I saw your cute smile again, I couldn't help but get closer again and again, and then I warned myself that this is the last time.
It’s really the last time, and then it starts all over again, longing to see you again and again.
Ning Le, my silly girl, my confused and cute little fool, are you okay? Do you resent me? Forget it... Even if you really want to reject me, I finally have a reason to let go. As long as you can
Happiness, I will always guard you silently.
Maybe I will get married in the future, but that woman must be a well-matched woman with a delicate face and a smart mind. The most important thing is that she will definitely help me and help the Zhan family climb to the top of their status and status again.
But I don't love her, there will always be an impossible person living in my heart...
That girl who is chewing an apple, sitting on the desk, shaking her white calves, she is my world. Ningle, Ningle, I want to hear your voice again and see your smile again, in fact
I never had the chance to say...I love you, I really love you!
Zhan Jing showed a pale but sad smile, squatted on the ground and leaned against his car door, burying his head deeply between his knees. He had too many successes in his life and never encountered so-called obstacles. For a genius,
Life may be such a simple thing. But the appearance of Ning Le disrupted everything. For the first time, life was beyond his control.
His mind went blank and he couldn't think of any solution. He wanted to run to Ning Le's house, cry, make trouble, and beg her for forgiveness, but he was afraid of making the girl who had been hiding from him even more scared. What should he do? What should he do?
?Zhan Jing pulled his hair in distress, sat on the ground dejectedly, took out the cigarette case from his pocket, and smoked one cigarette after another until his throat was so dry that he could no longer make a sound.
It's all his own fault. If it hadn't been for the wrong trip two months ago, everything wouldn't have developed to the point where it is now, and it wouldn't have caused him so much pain.
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