In the end, Ren Wanli sent Ren Yutong away silently, and she remained silent all the way. In the empty villa, Ren Hongda lit up a cigar and smoked it. In the smoke, he didn't know whether it was the smoke that hit his eyes, or the past relationship that had faded away.
He couldn't restrain himself when he opened his mouth, and suddenly he burst into tears. Unable to get any more, he squatted down and cried while holding his head in pain.
"Fang Fei, have you ever loved me..."
He had not had the courage to ask about this secret that had been buried deep in his heart for twenty years, and now he has lost the right to ask forever. The woman who died sweetly took away all his love and hatred, leaving behind a daughter.
, but never gave him a definite answer.
Ren Hongda has been constantly deceiving himself. Fang Fei loved him and loved him, but they were too proud and impatient back then. They didn't know how to explain or cherish, so they missed it. His
The mistake was to use such a sharp excuse to test, but Fang Fei's mistake was to turn around and leave without wanting anything.
Love is always a sharp double-edged sword. It can make you happy, let you wander in the kingdom of heaven, and smile with only the taste of happiness. It can also make you despair, wandering on the edge of hell, and bury your hatred deeply from then on.
This world is full of revenge. This is love, it can really distort a person and make a person crazy.
In the past, Ren Hongda and Fang Fei parted ways, using the cruelest means. However, one person became a better woman and met happiness. The other person faced the world with a twist. No matter whether it was his wife, children, money, or rights, he could not let her go.
He has good feelings, he hurts others and destroys his own heart.
Do you hate it? Sitting in the car, Ren Yutong looked at the disappearing scenery outside the car window and kept asking himself?
In fact, the one who should be resented the most should be Ren Hongda, right? He will never know the answer to his inner desire for the rest of his life. He didn't dare to ask at the beginning. Just giving an answer would destroy all the beautiful memories. He was too cowardly to ask. But now his mother has
If he is gone, he will never know the answer. He is the most miserable man living in this world, right?
At least her mother wasn't lonely when she left. What she missed in her heart was Min's father. She just wanted to pursue that man, that's all.
Mom, who lives happily with Min's father in the Kingdom of Heaven, have you ever loved my father, the man who cruelly hurt you but has lived in hell all your life?
Now no one can save that man...
When night fell, Ren Hongda, who had drunk a lot of wine in the room, staggeredly opened the dusty box in the study. It was full of photos from that year, as well as things left by Fang Fei. What happened to the woman who occupied him all his life?
It may disappear easily. Too many things are like objects in a box. He wants to throw them away but can't bring himself to do so.
"Fang Fei, you have loved me, right? You must have loved me, right?"
His heart endured the pain of distance and kept beating more and more. He had always suffered from angina pectoris. The doctor had always advised him to take a good rest and quit smoking and drinking. But he couldn't do it. Living may be a kind of atonement. Death
Will it be a relief?
In the end, his shaky body fell down, and the last sight he missed in this world was Fang Fei's smile. The rare tenderness was not the proud look of the past.
"Xiao Fei, have you come to pick me up? Don't hate me, don't hate me, I... I just didn't know how to love you back then!"
He closed his eyes heavily. The pain in his heart was nothing. He wanted to see Fang Fei. Even if he already knew that she already had someone else and already had happiness, it didn't matter. As long as he could see her happy look.
,enough!
An anxious voice came from my ears...
"Dad, what's wrong with you? Dad, wake up..."
Then the whole world was quiet, and a gleam of light broke through everything in the world. It was still that year by the stream, and a beautiful girl was sitting on a short tree, reading a book, waiting for his arrival. Ren Hongda was shaking all over, but he took a step
But Bu walked up in a hurry.
"Why are you here? You're late again."
The cute and coquettish voice was familiar to him, but the expression of being in love was extremely unfamiliar. He was indeed late for the date back then, but Fang Fei lost her temper. In fact, he had been enduring it for many years.
Compared with her proud character, she is indeed a wealthy lady from a wealthy family. She must endure petty petty behavior when she marries a down-and-out poor boy like him.
But it's different now. Fang Fei's clear eyes reflected his appearance. She was quite handsome when she was young...but it was more full of love. Those eyes had never appeared before.
Indulgence, deep love, tenderness, at this moment Ren Hongda trembled all over and burst into tears again.
"Fang Fei, you love me, you love me, right?"
He finally asked the question that had been buried deep in his heart for twenty years. The girl who was still teasing her lover on the tree trunk jumped down from the tree in panic. The boy whose life was like a desperate situation had never cried in front of her.
Once, I don't know why I was so excited today. I was really helpless and trembling, like a child.
"I was teasing you just now. Why am I crying when I'm not angry? It's strange, why do you ask such a question? Of course I love you. Otherwise, who would elope with you and come to this remote place?
Life. Although life is a little difficult, I am very happy because I can be with you..."
Ren Hongda raised his head in disbelief and looked at Fang Fei. Her eyes looked at him very sincerely and with a little worry.
"Really, have you ever loved me?"
It's unbelievable. The memory of that year shouldn't be like this. It shouldn't be like this. It's because Fang Fei's words shattered all his expectations and beautiful visions of the future. But the answer like this now is wrong. In the memory
No……
"Fool, what does it mean to have loved? I love you!"
Fang Fei's smile is so beautiful. Her fair face blooms in the sun and is even slightly transparent like jade. It is incredibly beautiful and surpasses all the beauty in the world. This is the Fang Fei he once had. He really had it.
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Loved, is actually a beautiful word, right?... I once had a first love that I never forgot, but in the end, everything really blurred in the process of never forgetting it, so I can only start again with peace of mind!