As long as she likes her, Chen Xingmo can satisfy anything except herself, because this is his efforts and love, and these dotings are the only things he can give openly!
His coat, his pillow, and his bear were all lying in his luggage bag, but those things would sooner or later lose their original feeling. But some memories were in Zhan Xiaoyao's heart. Continuously fermenting, it becomes rich and mellow.
Kissing one by one, those tears, although heartache, after such entanglement, Zhan Xiaoyao felt that he understood more deeply that his mood of liking Chen Xingmo would never change!
"Hehe, be good, Xiaopang, you have to remember our agreement. The next time we meet is our beginning. Don't be fooled."
Zhan Xiaoyao, who was holding a duffel bag in his hand and was about to open the door, suddenly said something like this. Although he still tried his best to calm himself, his trembling and choking words still made Chen Xingmo stop seeing him off. pace.
"good!"
There was almost no hesitation, and Chen Xingmo had only one heavy word. Apart from - OK, what else can he say?
Zhan Xiaoyao slowly opened the door and finally looked back and smiled. At that moment, the stunning smile that was like thousands of pear blossoms bloomed made Chen Xingmo feel so moved that he couldn't help himself.
"Chen Xingmo, I like you, I like you very much, I like you very much. If you are willing to accept this love, I have confidence to deepen this relationship so that I love you, love forever, the sea will be ruined, and I will still be in the end of my life. Be by your side without regrets.”
She will prove her words for the rest of her life, and she will work hard to prove that her words are not a joke. Don’t say that she doesn’t understand love just because she is young.
“…”
Silence, silence, Chen Xingmo felt that he was about to suffocate, but he had no way to say anything more. In the end, he could only pretend to be calm and answered: "Go back!"
Zhan Xiaoyao's eyes were filled with disappointment and another confession, another confrontation without answers. Every time he escaped, he refused to give an answer regardless of whether he accepted or refused. But now she didn't force it, anyway, anyway There is still that agreement.
"Goodbye, I look forward to seeing you next time."
Finally, he waved his hand and said, "No need to send it away. I'll go back and go home with my mother, don't worry." Then he ran away. The slender back disappeared from Chen Xingmo's eyes, but he felt that his world was constantly collapsing. .
The decadent slowly slid from the corner of the wall, and recently the touch of her lips was still there, but the warmth in her arms disappeared, allowing the biting chill to sweep across her body.
Do you like it? You must like it! That is the child he likes the most, but no matter how much he likes it, she is also a child.
Let go? Can't let go, because that is his only comfort in the last fifteen years. If you lose her, his life will lose its meaning again.
How to choose in the end?
Chen Xingmo didn't know or know, but he just felt that his heart was so painful that it made him unable to control himself and had difficulty breathing.
Open a bottle of foreign wine from the wine cabinet and drink it casually. Although he would drink alcohol occasionally in social activities, he usually had little alcohol tolerance and was very appropriate. However, today Chen Xingmo kept filling it with a cow drink posture. He wants to get drunk. Will he not be sad when he gets drunk? He will not think about those troublesome things, and will not be tortured by the feeling of missing him.
Soon half a bottle of wine was drunk, Chen Xingmo stood staggeringly in front of the window, looking at the night, watching the lights that belonged to the Zhan family not far away slowly raised his hand, carving a certain character on the glass But how can a person catch the charm?
"Qianqiu, Qianqiu... Little Demon, Little Demon... My Little Demon, when will you torture me?"
I am not born, but I am old.
Why do we meet in this form? Why can’t we be together well? Why do we have to keep making choices to get close?
Chen Xingmo was already in chaos, and the wine bottle rolled down from his hands, sitting on the bed in dismay, looking at the messy room. The place that was just lively was now empty, and loneliness kept corroding his heart.
This is his most private resting place. Almost no one has entered the place, but there are Zhan Xiao Yao constantly appearing. He even has the key to the door of this villa and all the security passwords. But because of this relationship, that The little girl easily walked into her heart.
The steps that I was moved, liked, and could only stop, but tried to suppress, made Chen Xingmo fall on the bed in pain. Alcohol made his mind confused, and a tear fell easily, and no one noticed it!
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Finally, he said goodbye. At this moment, Zhan Xiaoyao hid in the corner of the garden downstairs of Shen Xingmo's house with his things, squatting in a dark place, hiding his figure, curling into a ball, vaguely restraining himself but making a slight sob.
I was reluctant to leave, this is the whole of her life and the beginning of everything.
I don't want to leave, not because there are any difficulties in life abroad, not because I miss you deeply abroad, those are secondary. The person she is even more worried about is Chen Xingmo. If she is not here, she will tell that person to have breakfast every day, If he is not here, will he go to Zhan’s house to have a meal?
The things outside are not clean and there are many MSG additives. Chen Xingmo, who used to be, always didn't eat well, and even had stomach ulcers. From then on, she had the task of delivering food and taking people home for free. If she did After that, can that person take good care of himself?
It seems that someone tells him a joke and makes her happy. When he is lonely, who is in his room with the light on and waits for him to come home. Sometimes he will be sad, she will smile and support him, and sometimes he will be tired. She pretended to take a walk with him inadvertently, go out and see the stars.
If she is not by Shen Xingmo in the future, who will accompany him, who is lonely and obsessed with cleanliness and has no friends?
"Chen Xingmo, I can't bear to leave you. Are you reluctant to leave?"
Silently shed tears, the wind blew by silently and took away those whispers. The wet soil emitted a heavy smell, but they refused to say each other's longing. Some love, if you don't say it, others will never know.
Looking at the silent moonlight, the beauty of the blur, Zhan Xiaoyao wiped away his tears and took big steps away. It doesn't matter, she will come back in the end, she will get all the happiness she longs for. Chen Xingmo, sooner or later, it will be her A man, confident, don’t be afraid, move forward bravely!!!
come on……
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