064: I'm the loneliest person if I don't meet you in this life
064: It’s the loneliest thing if I can’t meet you in this life. 064: It’s the loneliest thing if I can’t meet you in this life.
Lan Sichen received a call from the orphanage. Xu Xiaozhe had a severe cold and had been sent to the hospital. He immediately drove to the hospital without even holding a meeting.【 #_ 】
As soon as Silan walked to the door of the company, she saw his car driving away from the underground parking lot, and the secretary walked out in a hurry, her eyes anxious, and she couldn't help but ask: "What happened?"
The look on Lan Sichen's face just now was - panic?
What on earth could make him look like this!
The secretary replied politely: "The hospital phone number asked him to come over, but the meeting he just had hasn't ended yet. A cooperative company from another city will have a video conference with him later. He left in a hurry and didn't bring his computer."
Si Lan's watery eyes fell on the computer in his hand: "Give me the computer, tell me which hospital, and I will give it to him."
"This is inconvenient." The secretary said calmly, with a slightly apologetic look on his face.
Silan knows that this is Lan Sichen's personal computer, and there must be many company secrets. It's normal for the secretary not to let him have access to it. It's because of you.
"It doesn't matter, I'll drive you then."
The secretary had already refused once and was embarrassed to refuse a second time. He nodded: "Thank you, Miss Si."
When Lan Sichen arrived at the hospital ward, Xu Xiaozhe was still in a coma, with a high fever, his face was red, and his whole body was frighteningly hot. When Lan Sichen's fingertips touched his skin, his brows furrowed even more tightly and he said in a cold voice:
"Are there any antipyretics added to the infusion?"
"Yes." The doctor replied in a respectful tone.
"Put down your things and go out." Lan Sichen picked up the information recorded by the bedside nurse and carefully read it from beginning to end. His face softened slightly. He walked to the bed and sat down, holding his little hand, and murmured in a gentle voice.
Out: "Azhe, don't be afraid, daddy is by your side."
Nervous cold sweat broke out in the palms of my little hands...
Si Lan stopped at the door of the room and saw his warm face with a faint light through the crack of the open door. He looked at Xu Xiaozhe with focused eyes, like a kind father.
There was a dull pain in my heart, and the corners of my mouth curled up in an indifferent arc...
Every time I see such a scene, I find it extremely ironic.
Lan Sichen, what are you thinking about?
Lan Sichen took a cotton swab and dipped it in water, impatiently moistening Xu Xiaozhe's chapped lips. His movements were light and careful, and his eyes showed infinite tenderness, care and love.
The secretary stopped beside her and asked curiously: "Why don't you go in?"
"You go in first, and I'll go out for a while."
Si Lan spoke calmly, without letting him see her expression, and turned directly towards the elevator entrance. The secretary looked at her back curiously, feeling that she was weird, but without thinking too much, he walked into the ward.
Silan walked out of the inpatient department, stood at the wall, raised her head and stared directly at the sun. The strong light stung her and she couldn't open her eyes. She raised her hand to block the distant beam of light, but it penetrated through her fingers and tilted down.
…
Xu Ningmo's words have been swirling in his mind. If the information is found and the Lan family collapses, how will he survive?
I just saw him being so gentle to Xu Xiaozhe, and my heart was violently pulled. Why did I feel that he was very sad, and I even felt that he was placing something on Xu Xiaozhe.
What is the secret that the Lan family has always wanted to hide?
Lan Sichen asked his secretary to go back first and stayed in the ward. He would not leave until Xu Xiaozhe's fever subsided. Just after the video conference, the door was pushed open. He looked up and saw Si standing at the door with a slight smile.
blue.
"The secretary said you were here early, what did you just do?"
Silan waved the things in his hands: "I'll buy you something. Xiaozhe will wake up and want to eat soon."
"Thank you." Lan Sichen squeezed out a forced smile, stood up, took the things in her hand and put them away, then turned around to pour the water.
Si Lan glanced at his back with his peripheral vision, and his eyes fell on the computer screen, which was a project of the company. "The secretary said you are going to have a video conference, is it over?"
Lan Sichen handed her the water glass and sat down: "It's over."
After taking the computer and preparing to turn it off, Si Lan hurriedly said, "Can you lend me the computer to play with?"
Lan Sichen looked at her hesitantly, hesitated for a few seconds, then looked at Xu Xiaozhe and nodded: "Okay."
"Thank you." Silan took the computer and put it on his lap. He placed his fingers on the touch pad and clicked lightly. He clicked on the mini-game that came with the computer system and started playing.
The sunlight just slanted in through the side glass window and fell on her purple hair, shining like a layer of gold, making it dazzling.
Silan didn't speak anymore, she just held the computer and played the game attentively. She was so quiet that she didn't seem to exist, but the purple hair on her head made it difficult to ignore her presence. Her bright eyes flashed with endless light. Although she was smiling obviously,
There are always faint dimples on both sides of the mouth.
Lan Sichen watched her lose her mind, and a string in his heart was gently played with silent and graceful music. Only he knew how peaceful and peaceful this moment was.
If they were just ordinary and ordinary people, would they be able to stay in the ward because their son was sick like they are now?
I couldn't help but lower my head, smiled bitterly, and wondered what I was thinking. All of these things were impossible.
When he raised his head again, he was shocked because Si Lan quietly came to him and gently tapped his frowning brow with her fingers: "Don't frown. I asked the doctor. It's just a common cold and fever. It'll be fine when the fever goes away."
Already."
Lan Sichen stepped back, leaned against the sofa, and uttered an indistinct "Hmm."
"Since you care about Xiaozhe so much, why don't you take him to Lan's house, so that you can see him every day and take care of him personally."
Her bright eyes sparkled with endless curiosity, as if she were a little girl who was inexperienced in the world, innocent and innocent.
The corner of Lan Sichen's mouth curved up in an unpredictable arc, his sideways eyes fell on Xiaozhe pitifully, and he said in a low voice: "I will not let him enter the Lan family's door."
"reason."
"There is no reason." I just don't want to let this child enter the black zone. Even if he is living a poor life in the orphanage, at least the smile on his face is clean. In the future, he can choose his own life instead of being forced to do so.
Arrangements by people.
Silan didn't speak. He stood up and walked to the bedside to sit down. He gently stroked Xu Xiaozhe's hair with his fingers. The soft hair leaked from his fingertips like fine sand little by little. His skin was very white and delicate.
Smooth and feels great to the touch.
"If our child is still alive, he should be a little younger than him. He will definitely be as cute as him... Si Chen, do you think so..."
Si Lan turned his head, and before he could say the last word, he fell silent and stared at him. His handsome and cold outlines were tight, and his eyes were cold but complicated.
"Sichen, what's wrong with you?"
Lan Sichen came back to his senses and shook his head, his voice dry and calm: "Nothing."
Silan touched his forehead, "The fever has gone away, you don't have to worry too much." When he stood up and turned towards Lan Sichen, there was a faint smile on his lips, desolate and lonely: "You are also afraid of mentioning that.
child."
Lan Sichen stiffened, staring at her intently, pursed his sword lips tightly, and said nothing.
"I would often dream about him, in which he would blame me for not protecting him and why I was so useless! Sichen, how could he know how much I wanted to protect him and how much I wanted him to get here safely?
Come up to the world.”
"Do you know how uncomfortable I feel every time I see you being kind to him? Do you feel a little heartbroken when our child is gone without you?"
Si Lan's eyes fell directly on his face, seemingly demanding an answer.
Lan Sichen was silent for a moment, gradually avoiding her eyes. His heart tightened and he felt unspeakably uncomfortable. He placed his hands behind his back and clenched them tightly into fists, but his face was calm and calm.
"No."
"Why?"
"Because I don't love you." Lan Sichen said heartily, his thin lips pursed in an indifferent arc, his eyes shifted from frame to frame, keeping eye level with her: "I don't love you at all, how could I love us?
My child, stop being so sentimental."
The pronunciation of the word "self-motivated" is particularly strong, and the sharp eyes are cold and emotionless.
Si Lan's face gradually stiffened, he put his hands behind his back, his eyes were filled with red threads, biting his lip, looking like he wanted to cry but stubbornly refused to shed tears, his eyes swept across his cold and handsome face, and finally said
He strode out of the ward without saying a word, and quick and clear footsteps wandered down the silent corridor.
Lan Sichen turned around and followed her back with his eyes. The emotion in his eyes finally leaked out bit by bit. He opened his thin lips and mouthed silently: "I'm sorry..."
--sorry!
No matter how many emotions, no matter how many feelings, they must be sealed by themselves and cannot be leaked, at least they cannot be felt by you.
Silan, don't indulge in this dream, otherwise it will be so painful when you wake up.
Lan Sichen didn't know how long he stood there, as if tens of thousands of years had passed, and he seemed to be at the end of his life. Suddenly, a weak voice sounded, pulling him back from his thoughts.
"Daddy..."
"Azhe!" Lan Sichen felt at ease when he saw him wake up. He walked to his side and gently touched his forehead with his fingers. Sure enough, the fever subsided.
Xu Xiaozhe looked at him with timid eyes, and asked curiously in a hoarse voice: "Daddy, don't you love your beautiful sister?"
Lan Sichen was stunned and didn't speak for a while.
"I woke up before and heard you talking. Although I didn't understand much, I just saw the beautiful sister's hands clenched behind her back, as if she was very angry." Xu Xiaozhe said in a low voice.
"Are you hungry? Daddy will warm you something to eat." Lan Sichen changed the topic, his tone was extremely gentle.
"Daddy, do you really not love your beautiful sister?" Xu Xiaozhe asked stubbornly.
Lan Sichen withdrew his hand and glanced across his face. His lowered eyelids were dull and slightly bitter, and his low voice seemed to be rising: "Azhe, when you grow up,
You will understand that love is not omnipotent, and love is not 100% beautiful. Sometimes your love will hurt others! It’s not that you don’t love, it’s that you can’t love.”
"It's so complicated, I don't understand." Xu Xiaozhe pouted, his eyes flashed, and he took his hand and said, "I feel that daddy likes my beautiful sister very much. If he likes her, why don't he be with her?"
"Because we like each other, we can't be together."
Lan Sichen's low voice was like the moan of a mosquito. He thought of something and raised his hand to rub his hair, as if he could still touch her remaining warmth.
"I'm going to heat something up for you."
Before Xu Xiaozhe could speak, he had already stood up and left.
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Si Lan walked out of the hospital gate and saw the black car. He walked over without hesitation, opened the door and got in. Xu Ningmo was sitting in the spacious back seat with a computer on his lap. Tang Yuni was driving, and Helianze was driving.
In the front seat.
Si Lan took Xu Ningmo's computer and immediately typed on the white keyboard with his slender fingers. His eyes were focused and sharp, and he said calmly: "There is a password-coded file in Lan Sichen's personal computer. The time is too short for me.
There is no way to unlock the password, but I have tampered with his computer, now I hack into his computer, you can help me unlock the password."
"No problem." Xu Ningmo had a faint smile on her lips, like a spring breeze.
Si Lan handed him the computer, and he started to move without saying a word, tapping on the keyboard with his well-boned fingers, as elegant and noble as if he were playing a piano.
Helianze turned his head and smiled crookedly: "I think you are becoming more and more like the heroine of a bloody romance drama. Do you feel a little heartbroken without our child?"
He pinched his throat to imitate Silan's voice and tone, and the imitation was lifelike.
"Where do you put the things?" Si Lan's face darkened, his tone was unkind, even full of sullenness.
Helianze suppressed his smile, coughed a few times, glanced at Xu Ningmo with a resentful look, and whispered: "On the soles of your shoes."
Si Lan did not lower his head, but bent over and took off his right shoe. When he saw a piece of chewing gum stuck to the heel of the shoe, he opened the car window without thinking and threw the shoe out of the car, not caring whether it would be smashed or not.
to someone else's car...
Such willfulness, such unreasonableness...
"Next time you put a bug on me, I will let you take the most powerful aphrodisiac and lock you and Lan Yunsheng together." His face was as cold as ice, and his tone was no longer joking.
If Helianze dares to put a bug on her privately, she will really do such a thing!
The bug that was implanted in her ear was finally removed, but they put the bug in her body again without saying a word. She didn't like this feeling, as if she was being watched anytime and anywhere.
He Lianze's face darkened, his mouth tightened and he said nothing, and stared at Xu Ningmo angrily. But Xu Ningmo just looked at the computer, with an elegant smile on his lips, as if he didn't hear their conversation.
Tang Nun was holding the steering wheel with both hands. They had all heard the conversation between Si Lan and Lan Sichen. Just when she was about to speak, Xu Ningmo suddenly spoke: "Lan Sichen checked He Lianze and Tang Nun."
"Isn't he wary of you?" Helianze looked at Silan with puzzled eyes. Could it be that Silan's plan failed?
Si Lan looked calm and spoke calmly: "He doesn't believe in me, but believes in gentle hypnosis!"
"What should we do now?" He frowned and glanced at the rearview mirror worriedly. Seeing Si Lan's cold expression, he was very calm and not panicked at all.
Xu Ningmo's fingers continued to move, and he quickly returned to his own screen. His eyes flickered towards Si Lan, as if he had a lot to say, but didn't know how to speak.
Si Lan noticed that he was hesitant to speak, and looked at him sharply: "If you have anything to say, just say it."
"I found these things on his computer." Xu Ningmo turned the computer screen to her...
When Si Lan's puzzled eyes fell on the screen, his expression was startled. These are--
"What is it?" Helianze was extremely curious and asked impatiently.
Silan didn't say anything, just put the computer on his own, tapped the touch pad with his fingers, his eyes became deep and dark——
There is a separate file in the computer, which is full of photos. The owner of the photos is Si Lan, and the time started after she came back. It seems that they were all taken secretly, and someone has been following her.
Lan Sichen has been sending people to follow him, which means that he actually knows many things.
Knowing the existence of Xu Ningmo, he knew that he was going to find Ye Haoyu. He knew everything, but he never said it once.
When she turned to the last photo, she was completely lost in thought. Her watery eyes were fixed on the computer screen and she was speechless.
The photo is not clear, it is very blurry, and it was taken at night; she and Lan Sichen were on the mountain that night, and Lan Sichen should have secretly taken it with his mobile phone...
She leaned quietly on his shoulder, with only one side face; she obviously didn't really fall asleep that night, why she didn't know at all when he took this photo.
Xu Ningmo's cold eyes squinted at her with profound meaning.
The photo is named: Si Lan, I am the loneliest person in this life if I can’t meet you
What does he mean by naming the photo like this? He has obviously fallen in love with her, but why he always refuses to admit it and denies it again and again. He is obviously suppressing the pain but does not let his true feelings show out. Is it because he still can't let go of Qin Xin or because he loves her?
Going to Slan would be the biggest shame in his life, so he didn't want to admit it.
"What on earth is it? Tell me...let me know!"
Helianze had already reached for the computer in a hurry. Xu Ningmo moved faster and turned off the computer directly. Leng Che's eyes swept over him, full of warning, and finally his eyes fell on Si Lan——
"Isn't this enough?"
"Not enough!" Slan replied resolutely, "I want him to admit it in person in front of everyone."
She wanted Lan Sichen to admit in front of everyone that he fell in love with the woman whose heart she had stolen!
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Wen Wanrou's body gradually recovered and she could get out of bed and exercise. However, the scars on her wounds would itch, so she had to refrain from scratching them. In her spare time, she mainly focused on reading. Although many universities invited her to give lectures, she was...
People declined.
I came back this time for the children, not for work.
"Where is the second young master?" Wen Wanrou asked casually, thinking that she had not seen Lan Yunsheng for several days.
"The second young master locked himself in the room and never came out. He didn't eat much of the food sent in."
A hint of doubt flashed across her gentle brows, and she sighed softly, vaguely aware that something had happened. She stood up and walked to Lan Yunsheng's room. She stood at the door and knocked for a long time without getting a response, so she pushed the door open and walked in...
The curtains were drawn tightly, and the house was pitch dark, and nothing could be seen. She walked to the window without any hesitation, and opened the curtains. Only then did she find Lan Yunsheng sitting at the corner of the window. The afternoon sunshine was just right.
, the dazzling light made him frown.
Wen Wanrou saw his haggard look, his stubble looming, and his tired face. Her heart tightened, and she slowly knelt down and held his hand.
"Yun Sheng, what's wrong?"
Lan Yunsheng glanced at her and pulled her thin lips into an ugly curve. After struggling for a long time, she slowly spoke out in a hoarse voice: "Mom, if one day I bring shame to the Lan family instead of glory, will you...
Do you blame me for not living up to expectations?"
A faint smile appeared on the corner of Wen Wanrou's mouth, her fingers gently played with his thick hair, and her soft voice was full of warmth: "Silly boy, you are finally tired."
"Mom..." Lan Yunsheng looked at her in surprise, feeling that she seemed to know everything...
"You were separated from my body. What are you thinking? Do you think I really don't know anything?" Wen Wanrou smiled lightly, took back her hand, and sat directly on the floor with her legs slanted.
He looked at him with more and more pity in his eyes.
"I don't know if you have heard of two sayings: A person who is very capable can achieve nine points, and another saying is that only children who can cry will have candy."
Lan Yunsheng shook his head in confusion.
"You have done everything perfectly since you were a child, so that everyone can be impeccable with you. As time goes by, we don't have to worry about you, because you can do everything by yourself. In fact, if you cry and make trouble occasionally,
Once you make a fuss, let others know that you exist and that you are not omnipotent, so that others' eyes will fall on you and they will know that you also need others."
Lan Yunsheng was stunned. It turned out that all these years, what she had always wanted but could not get was because she did everything perfectly, making others think that she would not be tired or suffer, and that she did not need anyone...
The person who caused the current situation is actually myself.
"Whether you like a man or a woman, feelings can never be explained clearly. The question is whether it is love or not."
"Mom, you..." It turns out that she already knew that she liked men.
Everyone, except He Lianze, almost no one knew that he was entangled with a man. Everyone thought that the person he loved was Qin Xin. Why would Wen Wanrou know...
"When you love someone, no matter how well you pretend, you can't restrain the strange look in your eyes when you look at him!" Wen Wenrou stroked his hard contours with her fingers and smiled: "The first time I saw you when I came back
At this moment, I knew you no longer loved Qin Xin..."
"I won't let you get close to Qin Xin because I'm afraid you won't be able to recognize your own heart and make the wrong decision! What's more, she can't love you! I will never allow you to marry a woman you don't love."
"So... you have always known that you deliberately arranged a blind date just to make me understand my heart as soon as possible!"
Young Master: The 6,000-word update has been completed today!!! I’m very dissatisfied with the writing. I even want to delete it and re-write it. Ugh...what should I do? I feel stuck and want to die.