After Silan realized these two words, he finally understood the reason for the discomfort in his body.
——He is a drug addict.
I really want to take drugs and want to be free.
Lan Sichen carefully saw the sweat on her forehead, and she looked in pain. Her face was getting more and more haggard and pale, and he asked with concern: "Asian, what's wrong with you? Tell me, and I'll help you..."
"Don't touch me..." Silan said harshly, and struggled to shake off Lan Sichen's hand. His breathing was disordered, and his body became more and more uncomfortable, as if there were thousands of ants biting his body.
"Medicine... I want medicine..." The nerves soaked by drugs gradually swallowed up the reason, and subconsciously spoke, craving for that kind of thing.
Lan Sichen's body stiffened, and he stared at her with contradictory and complicated eyes, filled with indescribable distress and regret. He even ignored Silan's resistance and held her in his arms forcefully, holding her tightly with his long arms.
He was imprisoned in his arms and refused to let go.
Silan's thin body was trembling and convulsing in his arms, and she was constantly sweating. Her eyes were confused and longing, and her lips were still whispering: "Give me medicine...Give me medicine!"
Lan Sichen held her jaw with one hand and said in a gloomy tone: "Asian, calm down and listen to me. Don't be afraid. You can resist drugs and you can defeat them! Believe me and you.
Own!"
"Stop talking..." Silan grabbed his hair in pain, his eyes flashed coldly when he glanced at Lan Sichen, and his fingers tightly clasped his clothes: "You don't understand...you don't understand at all.
You will understand how painful it is. Get away...get out of here...I don't want to see you..."
Lan Sichen's heart felt like it had been stabbed by a knife, and she was in unbearable pain. Her deep eyes seemed to have been drowned in a sea of misery. His fingers grabbed her hard, and his low and hoarse voice sounded feebly: "As long as 72 hours have passed, as long as 72 hours have passed.
You can quit when you are young! Can you stick to it..."
"Go away! I don't want to hear your voice...I don't want to see your face...When I see you, I will think of that night...You dug out my heart...You dug out my heart! You
Do you know how much pain I feel..."
Lan Sichen looked startled, and the back of his head felt like someone had hit him hard with a stick. The severe pain made him dizzy for a moment. Silan didn't know where he got the strength to push him away, and stumbled out of bed, barefoot.
Go to the door...
"Asi..." Lan Sichen fell to the ground and turned his head to look at the thin and embarrassed back at the door...
Si Lan seemed to have not heard his voice. When he opened the door, he saw Xu Ningmo standing at the door. Dressed in white clothes, handsome profile, bright eyes and white teeth, his outstanding appearance was incompatible with this world. Especially in this world.
At this moment, his wretched and depraved appearance was in stark contrast to his.
Si Lan touched the gauze on his face with his fingers, and every cell in his body was wailing and in pain; he longed for the relief of drugs...
——Silan, you are really dirty now and you really are not worthy of Xu Ningmo...
Xu Ningmo's gentle eyes surrounded her and asked softly: "My Lan, where do you want to go?"
When he reached out to touch Si Lan's face, Si Lan subconsciously took a step back. He lost his balance and fell to the ground, sitting on the ground. His body was shaking uncontrollably. He pinched his arm tightly with one hand. He finally got it.
There was a trace of pain, and I woke up for a few seconds.
Such a self would dirty Xu Ningmo who was so clean.
Xu Ningmo's fingers froze in the air for a long time, a trace of disappointment flashed in his eyes. He slowly squatted down and looked at Si Lan, murmuring: "Lan wants to regret it and doesn't want me anymore?"
Si Lan's eyes were stunned for a second, and he shook his head fiercely. It's not that he doesn't want it, it's that he can't afford it, he doesn't deserve it...
Such a self is not worthy of Ning Mo’s redemption!
"My blue, are you feeling uncomfortable...do you really want to take drugs?" Xu Ningmo's low and hoarse voice was magnetic and full of bewitchment, and even his phoenix eyes were gradually filled with allure.
Silan opened his eyes wide, unable to hide his inner longing, and nodded. This was very uncomfortable, really uncomfortable.
"But I won't like Lan who takes drugs." Xu Ningmo said in a faint voice, pretending to be melancholy: "My mission is to catch the drug dealer, but Lan is going to take drugs, what should I do."
"Leave me alone...leave me alone..." Silan's intermittent voice was hoarse and confused. His voice was trembling constantly. His lips were bitten and left traces. Blood filled his mouth, but he could not feel the pain.
.
Xu Ningmo's beautiful lips overflowed with a heart-warming smile. The next second, his fingers locked Si Lan's jaw, lowered his head and grabbed her lips fiercely, kissing her without any hesitation...
Lan Sichen looked at this dazzling scene, his heart ached, but also sad... The scene of them kissing was reflected in his dark eyes...
Si Lan was stunned for a few seconds, and when he reacted, he hit Xu Ningmo hard and tried to push him away; but how could Xu Ningmo let her succeed? He clasped the back of her head with his other hand and deepened the kiss. Domineering
Not allowing a trace of rejection, let her surrender completely to herself.
After a long period of lingering love and confusion, although Xu Ningmo's kiss attracted half of her attention, it was not enough to completely make her forget her body's instinctive thirst for drugs.
Silan was completely paralyzed in his arms, her pale cheeks were a little red from holding her breath, and looking at his perfect outline, she felt indescribable pain in her heart.
Xu Ningmo gently touched her red and swollen lips with his fingers, and chuckled: "My blue, remember I told you, if you are in hell and can't look up to the sun, I will let the sun shine on you
Let you look down at it! If I can't redeem you, then I am willing to accompany you to be rampant in hell."
"...You" Si Lan looked at him with disbelief, his deep eyes seemed to want to suck her in completely. She couldn't guess what he was thinking: "What do you want to do?"
"Detoxification is very painful. I know that people who have not experienced it are not qualified to say something. My blue, since you want me to redeem you, but before that, you can accompany me to quit drugs, okay?"
The smile at the corner of his mouth was like a spring breeze. He was so calm and composed, and he let go of the stunned Si Lan, with affectionate nostalgia flowing in his eyes. He stood up and took out a packet of powder from his pocket.
This is not prepared for Slan, but for myself.
Detoxification is very painful. How can I bear to let her suffer alone? If I can survive it, what reason does Si Lan have to give up on me?
——Since you want me to redeem you, but before that you accompany me to quit drugs, okay?
When Si Lan saw the drugs, he was stunned and shook his head: "No... you can't do this... Ning Mo..."
When he wanted to stand up, his feet gave way and he fell to the ground again... No, he couldn't let Ning Mo sacrifice himself to this point.
Xu Ningmo looked at her with a calm smile and dazzling starry eyes. If he couldn't overcome a little drug, then talking about "salvation" would be nothing more than ridiculous remarks.
Tears fell quietly from the corners of his eyes, and he didn't even notice it. His eyes looked at Xu Ningmo, his figure was tall and straight, and the shadows surrounded Si Lan. He didn't feel cold, but warm.
Just when Xu Ningmo was about to open the bag, Lan Sichen snatched the drugs from his hand at lightning speed. He squeezed it tightly in his hand, and his palms and back were soaked with cold sweat.
…
There was a trace of disbelief in Xu Ningmo's eyes... I couldn't believe that this man was willing to sacrifice to this extent for Si Lan...
"What do you want to do? Give it back to me!" Xu Ningmo's face darkened and she spoke coldly.
Lan Sichen looked at Silan, she cried... She cried for Xu Ningmo... She clearly heard the fragmented sounds coming from her body.
He was wrong from the beginning. From the moment he realized the change in his feelings for her, he already knew that this love was doomed to despair.
He kept saying that he didn't love her again and again, resisting in his heart to admit the truth, but in the end he couldn't resist when she came close to him, and his heart was tempted by joy. Once, he really thought that he could start over, as long as she didn't remember the past.
, I can love her forever and use all the time in the future to make up for the sins I have committed.
But when she shed tears under him, he knew that it was impossible... As long as they were alive, there was a bridge between them that could never be crossed. She was on the other side of the bridge, and he was on the other side of the bridge.
This side of the bridge...
Two people look at each other, two people forget each other.
This bridge that blocks him and her is a memory forged with his own hands and blood.
This is retribution.
The powerful fate made him bring about this bitter fruit with his own hands, so he could only bow his head and swallow the bitter fruit happily.
"Give it back to me, Lan Sichen." Xu Ningmo narrowed her eyes, her gaze was cold and arrogant, almost commanding.
A bitter smile flashed across Lan Sichen's lips, and his eyes finally reluctantly moved away from Si Lan's embarrassed figure, locking on Xu Ningmo's clean face...
"You forgot... you promised to redeem her..." Lan Sichen murmured, his peripheral vision fell on Si Lan, and he said in a deep voice, "Please be responsible for redeeming her properly. Next
Such things as hell are what I should do." He said to himself.
As soon as the sound fell, he tore open the bag without any hesitation, poured the powder into his palm, and immediately inhaled it with his nose——
The movements were clean and decisive, without a trace of hesitation.
It was too late for Xu Ningmo to stop him, and he watched helplessly as Lan Sichen took drugs and turned into Si Lan.
A coldness penetrated through the clothes, seeped into the skin, and flowed through the body. Si Lan looked at Lan Sichen with disbelief, as determined as a dove drinking poison. His body became more and more uncomfortable, and his strong consciousness also became stronger.
If it is eroded and disintegrated, it will be defeated.
Lan Sichen's decadent expression gradually sank. He walked up to Si Lan, raised a smile on his face, held Si Lan's face, and said in a coaxing tone: "Don't be afraid, I will accompany you to detoxify. If you can't quit, I will accompany you."