Ye Haoyu opened her mouth and her phoenix eyes reflected Jing En's surprised expression. He gently rubbed her red and swollen lips with his fingers and repeated: "I love you."
I love you, so do you want to continue to escape?
Jing En looked at him with wide eyes, she was so frightened that she couldn't speak for a long time. But cold sweat kept oozing out from her palms, and her heart was trembling...
There are so many people who have said "I love you" to themselves over the years, but no one has ever been as affectionate as Ye Haoyu. To be honest, it's so heavy that it seems like it carries the entire universe on its back.
"I know you have me in your heart, and I believe you won't have feelings for me... What are you afraid of?" Ye Haoyu touched her cheek with his fingers and asked in confusion.
He felt her heartbeat towards him, but why was she always aloof from him, as if the wind made him unable to catch her.
"If you are worried about your identity and background, none of this matters! What I love is you as a person, not your identity and background. As long as we love each other, nothing else matters! Jing-eun, be my girlfriend and let me take care of you.
You, protect you and stay with you for the rest of your life, okay?"
Ye Haoyu's low and hoarse voice was affectionate, and every word he said was extremely serious and serious. He was not joking, nor was he impulsive, but really wanted to be with her. Even if the whole world opposed it, he would not
Give up! As long as Jing Eun can promise herself!
Her dazed look was reflected in her ink-colored pupils. Tears flowed out from nowhere, and they were very bitter when they crossed the corner of her mouth.
Are there such fools in this world?
It seems that there is it, right in front of me.
Jing En lowered her head, wiped away the tears on her face with both hands, and looked up at him, "How much do you love me? Do you love me enough to give me your life? If I tell you to die, you will die!"
"As long as you want." Ye Haoyu answered without hesitation.
No matter what she wants, as long as she wants it, as long as she has it.
The tears that had just been forced back into my eyes surged out again, and my hands could no longer hold back and hug him, "You'd better remember what you said today, or I will really kill you! I will kill you with my own hands!"
"
Ye Haoyu raised a smile at the corner of his mouth, gently rubbed her hair with his fingers, and said "Okay" without any hesitation. His chest was soon wetted, and the corner of his mouth curved up in a doting manner: "Crybaby."
"I'm just going to cry, so take care of me!" Jing En snorted, wiping her tears and nose with his shirt when she let go of him.
Ye Haoyu pinched her nose dumbfounded: "This way I can live here obediently and never leave."
Jing En sniffed: "You want to support me, Mr. Ye."
"I will support you forever!" Ye Haoyu lowered his head and pecked her lips, with uncontrollable joy in his eyes!
"It's better to keep you bankrupt!"
Ye Haoyu smiled brightly and felt indescribable happiness.
Jing En looked at his soft and handsome silhouette, but there was a wry smile in her heart - sister, what should I do? I am increasingly unable to refuse his tenderness, his kindness... If this continues, I will not be able to get away...
…
If I had known this was the case, I should not have approached Ye Haoyu in the first place...
There will be no results between them, there will never be results.
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After Silan was discharged from the hospital, Lin Jiu did not go back to Ling Jiuyue. Instead, he stayed with Silan and looked for some medical information.
Silan came out of the shower and saw her attentive. He knew what she was looking for without asking. He sat cross-legged on the bed and said, "Xiaojiu, come here."
"What's wrong?" Lin Jiu turned around, walked over, and sat down. Was there something wrong with her body?
"Stop looking for information, it's useless." Si Lan knew that she was caring about him, and he was just studying medicine. Don't you know better than Lin Jiu? "I have sent my blood to the British Medical Research Group before, and they have been
We are doing research and hope to cultivate seedlings, but we have not been successful yet.”
"Then how much time will it take to succeed? How long can your body support...?" The last two words were squeezed out of the throat. I have never felt that time is so cruel.
"I don't know. Maybe there is no cure like AIDS. Maybe it will be cured in three to five years..." Silan raised a smile and comforted Lin Jiu, "At least I can live for a while longer, at least...
.It can keep me going until Ning Mo comes back."
Lin Jiu held her hand tightly, "What other symptoms will you have?"
"It starts with a nosebleed, then dizziness, then fainting, and in the later stages it may be the progressive degeneration of motor nerve cells in the brain and spinal cord. Because motor neurons control the activity of muscles that enable people to move, speak, swallow and breathe.
, if there are no nerves to stimulate them, the muscles will gradually atrophy and degenerate, manifested by gradual muscle weakness and even paralysis, as well as reduced speech, swallowing and breathing functions.
Receded until death due to respiratory failure. Since the sensory nerves were not violated, it did not affect my intelligence, memory or feelings. The development of the disease is generally rapid and ruthless, with the average life span being 1-3 years from the onset of symptoms.
In other words, I may become a paralyzed person in the future, unable to move or speak, relying on others for everything, and then slowly wait for death..."
"Si Lan..." Lin Jiu interrupted her, unable to find a single word to comfort her in her mind.
"It doesn't matter to me, I'm not afraid anymore... As long as I can see you all well, I'm not afraid of anything."
Even if you don’t know when death will come, it doesn’t matter. As long as the people around you are happy and safe, even if you leave, you will leave with peace of mind. As for the sadness, I believe that time will take it away.
Lin Jiu nodded: "I will be happy."
But Lan Xin. "You... still want to know your life experience, right?" Lin Jiu asked cautiously.
The smile on Si Lan's face froze, and he let go of Lin Jiu's hand with his fingers. This matter has been pressed in his heart for a long time. Although he has always wanted to know, because too many things happened and there were not many clues, he couldn't
The investigation was discontinued.
Perhaps it was because of Lan Sichen's incident that she felt a little scared, and some truths would be cruel to her.
She is afraid that the truth about her life experience will be unbearable and cruel. She is the one who is going to die. It doesn't matter. The sadness and pain will not last long, but what should Jing Eun do?
I left everything behind and let Jing En bear it alone. If the result was heartbreaking, it would be better not to know.
"It doesn't matter anymore. After living for so many years...it doesn't matter who your parents are anymore."
"If you want to know, tell me. I'm idle anyway, so why don't I help you do something." Lin Jiu has been idle recently. He plays with his mobile phone at home every day, or is taken out for dinner by Ling Jiuyue. It's so boring.
day.
Si Lan nodded and looked at the cell phone on the bedside. It was clumsy. She took it into her hand and played with it for a while. Then she suddenly clicked on the message and saw the text message she sent to Lin Jiu... A thought flashed through her mind...
…
Did Nun Ni know something a long time ago? How did she know that Lan Yuanmo had been hiding in the Lan family? All this seemed normal, but in fact there were still many confusing things.
For example, what does the cloud at the end of the text message mean? She kept saying "be careful" before she died. What should she be careful of? Who should she be careful of?
Lin Jiu noticed that she had a bad look on her face and asked curiously: "Si Lan, what's wrong with you?"
"Do you know what the dots and horizontal bars behind the cloud mean? Or is there some code name between you two?" Silan handed her the phone.
Lin Jiu took it over and looked at the strange symbols behind the word "Yun". He couldn't understand it at all and shook his head: "This is not the code name between us! It seems that there are rules and there are no rules! I don't know what it means!
"
Silan took the phone. The pale white light made every word seem unusually heavy. Her eyes narrowed, and she felt as if she knew something they didn't know. Moreover, the symbols following her text message must mean something, and she
If you tell yourself to be careful, you must know that it will be very dangerous, so be careful!
"I remember Ji Fengwen told me that the place where Qin Xin is located is called Yunding." Silan suddenly remembered, could it be referring to Qin Xin?
"Yunding is where the drugs were hidden, and Lan Aotian was also arrested in the freezer of Yunding's kitchen."
"If that's the case, just tell us directly. Why do you have to send a text message and write these symbols that we can't understand?" Silan frowned, and his mind went blank like paste.
His expression showed a hint of fatigue.
Lin Jiu rubbed her frown with his fingers, pulled the quilt over her body, and took away the cell phone.
"What you need most now is to have a good rest. These things can't be solved in a short while, so don't think too much!"
Seeing her serious expression, Si Lan nodded, lay down obediently, and let Lin Jiu cover him with a quilt. The phone was turned off and placed on the bedside table, and Lin Jiu turned to leave...
Turning back suddenly, Silan's fingers froze in the air, looking at her serious face, he smiled awkwardly...
"Silan, let's take our time with these things. The most important thing now is to take good care of your health." Lin Jiu sat directly beside the bed, watching over her, waiting for her to really fall asleep before going out.
Si Lan nodded invisibly, and his fingers were held in Lin Jiu's hand. They felt warm and comfortable. Maybe he was really too tired and fell asleep without realizing it.
Lin Jiu tiptoed out, closed the door, and turned back to meet Helianze's worried eyes, "Do you want to inform Ann?"
Helianze shook his head, "I'm afraid that Ann himself has too much time to take care of now. If he knew about Silan's current situation, he would definitely rush back immediately. Silan just doesn't want to affect Ann because of himself, so how can we not help her."
"I'm afraid...I'm afraid that Silan won't be able to wait for Ann to come back!" She really wanted to wait until Ann came back.
Helianze sighed, his phoenix eyes were no longer as bright as before, and were extremely dim, "We have to believe in Silan, she will definitely persevere. Only by persevering until the end will she understand what she wants most."
People say that Helianze is childish, immature, irritable, and cynical, but he is the only person who can see it most clearly from beginning to end.
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Ji Feng sat down steadily and ordered a cup of coffee. His eyes fell on the pale face in front of him, "You are so pale, are you sick?"
"It's okay, it's just a cold." Si Lan shrugged his shoulders indifferently, holding the coffee cup with his fingers. Before he could take a sip, his palm was empty and the coffee cup was taken away.
"Since you are sick, don't drink coffee, it will hurt your health." Ji Fengwen put the coffee aside and asked someone to give her a cup of boiled water.
Si Lan did not object. The water rippled in the clean glass, and the water droplets spread on the glass and slowly slid down...
"What do you want from me?" Ji Feng asked straight to the point.
"I know that Lan Aotian was arrested in Yunding, and he also confessed. All the ladies in Yunding have also entered the police station, but I checked that there is no Qin Xin there."
Silan only said half of what he said, and he believed that Ji Fengwen would understand the other half.
"I've heard about this. I'm surprised that Qin Xin is not at the police station. But I didn't lie to you at the time. She was really in Yunding, and she is indeed not at the police station now."
"There are only two possibilities, either she took advantage of the chaos and escaped, or someone already knew that the police would go to Yunding to take her away." Si Lan Mingmu said these things with full certainty.
Ji Fengwen nodded, "I don't rule out this possibility. But I guarantee that Qin Xin's disappearance has nothing to do with me! Third Young Master never told me to care about Qin Xin's affairs. He said that everyone has his own destiny."
The Third Young Master was extremely loyal to Qin Xinren, and Qin Xin's future was her own life.
"I'm not doubting you." Si Lan lowered his head with a faint smile on his lips, and looked confused for a moment as he looked into the distance. "I even suspect that Lan Aotian's arrest may have been deliberately arranged by someone!"
"I'm not saying this to target the Lan family or anything. I've let go of everything in the past. But now there are still a lot of mysteries surrounding me that I can't figure out. If you think I'm nosy and annoying, you can ignore me.
." Si Lan's gaze retracted and faced him, clean, thorough, and magnanimous.
Putting aside everything in the past, they are just like ordinary friends at this moment, drinking tea and chatting.
Ji Fengwen's face changed slightly, he put down the cup in his hand, and said in a serious tone, "Since you said so, I will answer you honestly, the drug issue is not really over."
Silan's face froze, "What do you know?"
"I don't know anything." Ji Fengwen raised the corner of his mouth and smiled calmly, "As you said, Lan Aotian was arrested too easily! Although some government officials were involved, they were all just soldiers and generals who couldn't get up.
What's the use? Lan Aotian has tried to kill you several times before, how could such a cruel person admit his guilt so easily?"
"I can't figure it out either. What's more, before he died, he asked me to be careful. He also sent a very strange text message. Look..."
Silan handed him the phone, "At first I thought it meant Qin Xin was in Yunding, but Qin Xin is not dangerous to me at all, so there is no need to be so cautious."
"The symbol behind this is like a password. Do you mind forwarding it to my mobile phone?"
Si Lan shook his head.
As soon as he took out his cell phone, it vibrated. He looked at Si Lan apologetically and his expression changed the moment he answered the call...
"I just received news that Lan Aotian accidentally slipped while taking a bath in prison, hit his head on the wall, and died on the spot."