You will be curious why I am like this. I am willing to let you know these things after death. I do not hope that you will pity or forgive me. I just want you to understand. This is the fate of twins who are cursed, whether it is you or me.
, there is no way to escape this fate.
As someone who came to this world a few seconds before you were born, I just want to give you a final warning: Don’t believe in this world or anyone around you. They will betray you at any time, betray you, and even push you into a doomed fate.
hell.
As long as there are people alive, evil will not stop.
And I am in hell, waiting for your arrival.
Lan Jing'en was sent to the orphanage by Wen Wanrou. Apart from giving a sum of money to the orphanage, she never really did anything for her. The life in the orphanage is similar, just because Jing'en is different from other children, with black hair and yellow skin.
Naturally, I was bullied even more in the orphanage.
Perhaps it's because the twins compete for each other's nutrition in the mother's womb, and Jing-en is the weaker one. Her health was very poor when she was a child, and she often caught colds and fevers. The dean is an old woman who loves drinking and smoking. Her favorite thing is smoking and drinking.
, as for the children's affairs, she doesn't care about them; even if a child really catches a cold and gets sick, she just throws a bunch of medicine and it doesn't matter whether they eat well or not.
It wasn't until Jing En was fifteen years old that she couldn't stand such a living environment anymore. She left the orphanage and lived in a poor area. It was always dark and filled with snakes, insects, rats, and ants. It was a place where the lowest people lived; as long as someone asked, she would live there.
Wherever you say your name, you will be looked down upon and treated as the lowest form of dirt.
There was a Chinese volunteer at the orphanage. Jing-en reluctantly learned Chinese. Because she had a low education and knew nothing, she could only wash dishes in a restaurant. By chance, she met a man who was thirty years old. Jing-en was exactly thirty years older.
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He fell in love with Jing En and bought her a house to move her out of the hellish life and change her life. It was easy for a thirty-year-old mature man to break the heart of a fifteen-year-old girl. He did not look down on Jing En.
He did not look down upon her life, he took great care of her and took care of her wholeheartedly.
It took time to penetrate Jing En's heart bit by bit, and finally a year later, because of her love for him, Jing En gave her heart and body to a sixteen-year-old girl; the first man in her life who was willing to protect and take care of herself.
They lived a very happy life. He went to work, and she studied and cooked at home, just like a little wife waiting for her husband to come back from get off work every day. I once naively thought that this would be forever, but I didn't expect that good times would last forever. No matter how beautiful the dream is, It will also break.
It turned out that the man was married and had a wife; his wife brought people to find her, beat her severely, and even aborted the child alive in her belly; she was five months pregnant at that time, and her belly was
There was an obvious protrusion; the baby was already formed, but when she was sent to the hospital, she almost died from excessive blood loss due to miscarriage...
The man never came to see her, and he never showed up again until she was discharged from the hospital.
Jing En didn't believe that he would do this to her, and wanted to find him, but before she could find him, she was beaten by his wife again, and the men even took turns raping her. It was a memory that could not be recalled, but there was no way to get rid of it.
Delete it from my mind, like a tattoo on my chest that can never be erased.
When the man appeared again, she thought it was redemption, but she didn't expect that the man sold her into the lowest brothel and made her work day and night to pay back the money he spent on her.
She tried to escape, but never succeeded. Every time she was caught, she was beaten severely, and every time it was torture that was worse than life; but they would not let her because they still expected her to make money!
Once she met a very special boy. It was obviously his first time. He didn't know anything. He was so nervous that he was sweating profusely. He asked her carefully if it hurt.
Pain? The word pain was no longer in Jing En’s dictionary at that time. For the first time, she took the initiative to cater to the prostitutes who were pressing on her.
The boy comes every time and orders Jing-en every time. He even spends a huge sum of money to hire Jing-en so that she can only receive him. He doesn’t need a condom and doesn’t worry that Jing-en will infect him. He is very gentle and has a pair of
With very clean eyes, every time he climaxes, he will call her affectionately, Xiao En, Xiao En...
Jing En's originally dead heart was attracted by his pure and pure eyes. He bought Jing En and took her away from that place. Jing En thought he was going to redeem herself; but unexpectedly, it turned out that the boy just bought her because he wanted to have more fun.
Play with it, and then throw it to your friends when you get tired of it...
The boy's parents are very busy in business. The boy hangs out with some bad boys, trying to break into their circle and change himself! But Jing En teaches him to become a real man; but because of his identity and background, he is destined not to be a good man.
Jing Eun was tempted, but he was just using her body to satisfy his own desires.
The hope that finally surged in my heart was shattered again, and my body and heart were riddled with holes. I couldn't escape or die. After the boy's parents found out about this, they did not blame the boy, but put all the mistakes on Jing En.
on the body.
She was beaten severely and even splashed with scalding water. After enough torture, she was finally given to a Malay drug dealer. The drug dealer liked her body very much, and he just liked her body. At this moment, Jinggen no longer expected anyone to redeem her.
She wants to redeem herself and take revenge on the world. She must do everything possible to make the drug dealer happy and win his favor. Only then can she be qualified to make demands, learn, and face right and wrong.
She learned to shoot, and the first person she killed was the man who had led her into hell; the bullet penetrated the man's chest, and all the warm blood sprayed on her face. She had no fear or relief.
, because this bit of blood can't alleviate the burning hatred in her heart. Kill the man, kill his wife, and even kill his son, because his son's body is also flowing with his dirty blood...
Then the group of rich dandies who had played with her body and heart were killed one by one; but these could no longer satisfy her inner desire to retaliate against the world, so she began to play a game, taking advantage of people's weaknesses,
Introduce them step by step to be fooled, and use their skills and weaknesses to defeat them one by one.
This kind of Jing-en finally made the drug dealer realize the danger. He wanted to kill Jing-en, but Jing-en was already on guard. She just wanted to spend one last night with him. At dawn, the two hugged each other and arrived at the drugstore.
At the deepest point, Jing En bit off the artery in his neck with her teeth...
No one in this world can hurt her, and no one can hurt her anymore.
Tan Miao knew Jing En when she was sold into a brothel at the age of 16, but at that time, Tan Miao was just a little brother and could not do anything. He followed Jing En silently, and when Jing En was taken away
After going to Malay, Yeyi
Ran resolutely followed Ma Lai, but he still had no strength to save Jing En and threw himself into the hands of drug dealers. After Jing En killed the drug dealer, he removed all obstacles for Jing En, allowing her to vent her hatred even more unscrupulously.
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From the horse to Hong Kong, and then to the mainland, Jing En was completely like a lunatic, a pervert, irrational, and aimless to retaliate against the people reborn in this world. But Tan Miao never said a word, just continued with her.
A crazy game of revenge.
Jing En tried to take advantage of human nature again and again, trying hard to prove something, but in the end, human nature brought her more disappointment and hatred.
After seeing Silan being hurt so much, and seeing her final kindness to Lan Sichen, I just felt extremely ironic; she deliberately used Qin Xin to hurt the people Silan cared about, hoping to inspire Silan's heart.
She wanted to prove that Si Lan hated the world just like herself... so she did it even though she knew Qin Xin would hurt Si Lan.
In the end, he was disappointed. Silan didn't hate Lan Sichen more. Everything was contrary to what he thought. Silan was like a mirror. The cleaner Silan was, the more dirty and distorted Jinggen's heart was revealed; the crazier she became.
To take revenge on those rich people.
But she didn't expect that Taicui would suspect her, find out about Yunding, and find drugs; so she made a deal with Taicui without denying it; as long as Taicui wouldn't say it, she could tell Taicui Lan.
Where Yuan Mo is hiding...
Because of Tang Ling's death, he hated Lan Yuanmo deeply and decided to kill him with his own hands. Jing En once again used his hatred to make a deal, proving that this is human nature and that she had done nothing wrong. That's her fault.
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He did not disappoint her. He really went to kill Lan Yuanmo instead of telling Si Lan. What Jing En stole was not only Helianze's bullets, but also those of He Lianze, Lin Jiu, and even Si Lan. Originally,
She wanted to pin all the doubts on one of them, but she didn't expect that He Lianze's gun would be snatched by Lan Yunsheng that day, so she just pushed the blame on Lan Yunsheng...
Afterwards, the remaining bullets were returned intact.
In order to make Xu Ningmo and the others stop investigating drugs, Jing En once again used Lan Aotian to push him out to bear all the charges, and arranged for someone to kill him in prison to create the illusion of an accidental death. Aiden continues
The game of punishing the villains in this world has never stopped. Aiden investigates, and Jing En knows that she will be found out sooner or later. If it was Xu Ningmo before, maybe she would not take such care, but now Xu Ningmo, she must not
Not defensive...
But he didn't expect that the person he discovered again was not Xu Ningmo, but Ye Haoyu, the person who loved him most; but Lan Jing'en no longer knew what love was and couldn't feel it. It was just a year of pretense.
When she discovers her secret, she naturally wants to kill someone to silence her.
Ye Hao died, and the people from the Ministry of National Defense were investigating more and more tightly. Knowing that they could not escape, they simply used a banquet to destroy everyone; but in the end, they still wanted to take a gamble and bet on whether Si Lan would believe it or not.
Family affection.
In the end, Silan chose to believe, and she won...
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My dearest sister, no matter how I leave this world, I believe that I will never die in your hands, let alone in the hands of anyone else. Because no one in this world is qualified to kill me, and I will definitely kill myself.
end.
This may be a good thing for me, at least I no longer need to be tortured by this dirty world, and my body and heart will no longer be tortured by hatred and pain.
It's just that you who were left behind have lost too completely. Your kind thoughts will one day make you sink into the abyss of hell again and struggle; one day, you will find that everyone around you stays with a purpose.
Around you, you will find that you are living a huge lie.
Silan, actually it is not a good thing that we were born.
Finally, I only ask you one thing, put my ashes in a small bottle and bury it next to Ye Haoyu's tombstone.
I don’t regret killing him; because the moment he chose to be with me, he said he was willing to die for me; this world owes me a lot of people, and there are also many people who hurt me, and I don’t think I owe anyone
, those people all deserve their punishment, but I only owe one person, I only owe Ye Haoyu...
I hope he will never meet me again in the next life. This is the best repayment I can give him.
Jeong Eun-ryu is rampant in hell.
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Helianze sent the old witch back, drove back to the house, took a hot shower, and lay on the bed. His tired eyelids kept drooping, but he couldn't fall asleep. Everything that happened on the rooftop flashed over and over in his mind.
Xiaolian, let me take you home.
The low and hoarse voice has been surrounding my ears, and the magical sound is filling my ears, and I can't even drive it away!
Helianze pulled the quilt to cover his head, lay on the pillow, and scratched his soft hair in distress, "You pervert, don't be proud! Who wants to go home with you!"
After not seeing him for a year, he seems to have become even better, especially when he talks to the team members, his inherent majesty makes the team members look at him with eyes filled with admiration and admiration.
What about me? I’m very famous. I won the Best Actor Award for a movie, and I’ve accepted endorsements for hosting, albums, and even sanitary napkins. But I always feel that it’s not enough and there’s something missing. Should I try to win the Best Actor award next time?
Would the award for a male singer be better than him?!
Bah! My decision to win the Best Male Singer award has nothing to do with him... Absolutely nothing! Helianze, stop thinking so wildly, that person has nothing to do with you long ago!
Thinking of this, Helianze's expression became even more lonely. There will always be a cowardly death between them. Moreover, he is so outstanding now and has a group of brothers who respect him around him. He must be very popular now.
That sentence was just said casually...
Lan Yunsheng finally took care of the rest of the things, and left the rest to Yi Bei. He hurried back and saw Helianze covering himself in the quilt. After hesitating for a while, he sat down carefully.
Beside the bed, he pulled back the quilt: "Do you want to suffocate yourself to death?"
Helianze was stunned and looked up to see Lan Yunsheng's gloomy face, "What are you doing here?"
"Sleep." Lan Yunsheng spoke concisely and to the point. She had already taken off her coat and lifted up the quilt and was lying next to him.
"Get out of here!" Helianze suddenly sat up and pushed him: "You can sleep on this young master's bed if you want! You will die if you focus too much on yourself!!"
Lan Yunsheng frowned, and in the next second he turned over and quickly pressed Helianze under him, clasping his hands and feet. His eyes fell on his angry face, and he lowered his head and took a peck, with a deep tone in his voice.
With a hint of helplessness: "I still like to make noise like this!"
Helianze was stunned for a second, his cheeks suddenly turned red, and he shouted angrily: "Get out of my way! Don't touch me!! This young master breaks up with you, we will never forget you.
Damn, did you forget it? I..."
Lan Yunsheng grabbed his lips again, blocking all sounds between his mouth and teeth, and the attacking lips and tongue rushed straight in and swept over...
Helianze, who was used to tongue kissing with him, almost instinctively wanted to seize the initiative. He curled his tongue flexibly to touch the other person, pushing each other in and out. The battle between the two parties became more intense, making detailed sounds.
"Your skills are really superb!" When they separated, Lan Yunsheng panted softly and said sarcastically. Thinking that his soft lips had been kissed by others in the past year, she felt very unhappy.
"This, just do it more, practice makes perfect..." After He Lianze showed off, he realized that he had said the wrong thing without hesitation. Lan Yunsheng's face was as dark as the bottom of a pot. He instantly regretted it.
Bite off this "skillful" tongue.
He moved his legs and pressed against the hardness of Lan Yunsheng's crotch. He naturally understood what it meant.
He Lianze, who had just taken a shower, had a slight fragrance of shower gel on his body. After being ravaged by Lan Yunsheng, the pajamas on his body had become wrinkled and shapeless, and they were torn open by Lan Yunsheng wantonly...
Helianze looked at the cloth strip on the ground distressedly, "Silan just bought it for me last month. It cost more than 300 yuan... ugh... it hurts!"
Lan Yunsheng, who was immersed in sucking his neck, bit his Adam's apple, collarbone, and spread all the way down; he caught a glimpse of the rags from the corner of his eye and regretted not tearing them into more pieces. (Author: Put the remaining h directly.
In the group, the children packed the bags and took them home to eat slowly.)
He Lianze was still angrily asking him to get out, but he forced him to hug him and roll him over the bed. After the little chrysanthemum was tortured twice, Lan Yunsheng finally let him go. It's not that he didn't want it anymore, but it was just a struggle for both of them.
It's been a long time and I'm very tired.
Originally, Lan Yunsheng wanted to take him to the bathroom to take a bath, but he was too tired and really didn't want to move. The two of them were lying on the bed dripping with sweat, unwilling to move.
Helianze lay on his chest, yawned, and groaned with tears in his eyes: "Damn, you are so shameless! You actually slept with the super star Lian! Your ancestors split up and smoked..."
Lan Yunsheng, who was full and drunk, held his strong waist with her hands as hard as steel bars, and nodded: "Shameless, I want you!"
"Go away! You can't afford this young master's current worth!" Helianze replied unhappily with his eyes closed.
I was really unhappy, why did I fall for him like this after just a simple kiss? I fell in love with him!!! It was so infuriating!
"He Lianze!" Lan Yunsheng opened his eyes, looking at the ceiling with dark pupils.
"What a fart!" Helianze was still furious and didn't want to talk to him.
Lan Yunsheng tightened her fingers a little, and her voice was low and dull: "I didn't kill you."
"Have you finished farting? Get out of here after you fart..." He Lianze hated that his chirping was more annoying than a crow. He sat up suddenly and suddenly froze, blinking his beautiful peach blossom eyes: "What did you just say?
"
Lan Yunsheng turned her head and looked at him with helpless eyes, really like a fool, and patiently repeated again: "I didn't kill him."
Without saying a word, Helianze stretched out his legs and kicked him out of the bed; Lan Yunsheng fell to the ground with a thud, and before he could get up, he heard Helianze's hysterical roar: "Fuck you.
A place where birds don't poop for a whole year now
***Come back and tell me you didn’t kill me! Damn it, you didn’t kill me! If you didn’t kill me, why didn’t you tell me a year ago? You said you would be pregnant even though you were mute! Now!
How dare you tell me that you didn’t kill him!"
Damn it, you didn’t kill me, you won’t tell me!
Lan Yunsheng sat calmly on the floor, raised his head to meet Helianze's angry eyes that could spit out fire, and said softly: "Even if I said it then, would you believe it?"
"It's not me! How do you know I won't believe you if you tell me! Stop being so self-righteous!" Helianze was so angry that he wanted to strangle him to death!
***, he wouldn’t say it if he didn’t kill him! Why did he run away if he didn’t kill him! ***, why on earth did they separate this year!
Facing the menacing He Lianze, Lan Yunsheng stood up calmly, sat on the edge of the bed, raised his eyebrows and asked: "Do you have a chance to explain to me?"
Uh... Helianze was stunned. He didn't see him after his death and didn't answer the phone. The last time the two of them faced each other was when he broke up. Now that he thinks about that night, Lan Yunsheng was always hesitant to speak.
The way he looked, could it be that this was what he wanted to say at that time, but he always interrupted him and failed to say anything, then broke up, and then he left...
And then - the culprit who caused them to be separated for a year without any contact and almost pass each other for a lifetime turned out to be - himself?
Helianze was suddenly embarrassed. He narrowed his peach blossom eyes and glanced at Lan Yunsheng. Most of the fire in his heart suddenly disappeared. Cold sweat broke out on his forehead. He couldn't help but retreat and continue to retreat...
She said she wanted to break up, but she didn't give him a chance to explain, and then she just got angry and scolded him... Will he strangle himself to death in anger? This year, his skills have become better. If he really wants to fight, he will definitely not be him.
opponent.
Woohoo...Slan baby, come and save me...
"What else do you want to ask?" Lan Yunsheng said expressionlessly, his eyes were neither cold nor angry, he was quite calm.
"That...this...why do you still want to leave in this case?" If you stay, won't you have a chance to explain sooner or later?
"You said your man shouldn't just be like this! You said you hated you for loving me! You said you would rather die than love me again, and you begged me to let you live!"
"Huh?" Helianze's face was gloomy and confused, and his head was shaking like a rattle. At this moment, he felt like a coward, "You remember wrong, this is not what I said! Absolutely not!"
Lan Yunsheng expressionlessly recited what He Lianze said on the night they broke up, looking at him with a look full of coldness and danger...
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