Qiao Xue once wanted to abort the child in her belly, but after all, this was the only connection between herself and Qiao Yan. In this life, Qiao Yan would never be willing to see her again, and her husband would no longer love and care for her.
Qin Xin was not her biological child, and she was ultimately reluctant to abort the child who was connected to her by blood...
Qiao Xue was afraid that if Qin Xuanyi found out that she was pregnant with Qiao Yan's child, he would force him to abort the child, so she secretly went to the United States and planned to give birth to the child before returning. Qin Xuanyi had no love at all at that time, and there was no one except Qiao Xue.
If he divorces himself, he won't care about anything.
Qiao Xue was raising a baby abroad, and her belly was getting bigger day by day. Especially when she felt the baby was alive in her belly and when the baby kicked her belly, she was so happy. She vowed to give birth to the baby, even if the baby
She was born with a disability, and she recognized her flaws.
Who told her to love Qiao Yan and his children...
After Qiao Yu ruined everything, she saw that Qin Xuanyi turned into a man she didn't know at all, smoking, drinking and keeping a mistress. He was no different from other men. She began to regret endlessly and regretted what she had done.
; Especially the ones he designed were his own brothers and sisters. What on earth did he do?
She mustered up all the courage to fly to the United States to find Qiao Xue, even if she had to kneel down. She just wanted to ask for Qiao Xue's forgiveness. Unexpectedly, what she saw was Qiao Xue's paunchy appearance, and she was completely dumbfounded.
Qiao Xue must be pregnant with Qiao Yan's child. Qiao Yu was so panicked that she didn't know what to do. She only had one thought in her mind. If Qiao Xue gave birth to this child, she would never be with Qin Xuanyi again or treat her daughter well.
…
It was me who caused them to be like this, and it was me who made Qin Xuanyi become another person. I should do something to compensate him.
Qiao Yu never went to Qiao Xue, but secretly investigated her, knew her due date, knew which hospital she would give birth to, and made preparations in advance.
After Qiao Xue gave birth to twins, the children were placed in the nursery. Qiao Yu pretended to be a hospital staff and entered the nursery to take away the two children. Leaving a letter behind, she promised Qiao Xue that she would take good care of the two children.
Children, Qiao Xue must also return to Qin Xuanyi, be his good wife, and must take good care of Qin Xin.
The facts were unpredictable. Qiao Yu was holding her two children and was about to leave the United States, but unexpectedly she lost one of the children along the way. After searching to no avail, she had no choice but to give up and return to her original city with the remaining child in her arms.
She didn't go back to Qiao's house, didn't contact anyone, and met an old man at the most difficult time, who was the former director of the orphanage. She entered the orphanage naturally, took care of the children in the orphanage, and took care of the children she brought.
…
He changed his name and lived an ordinary life from then on. There was no Qiao Yu from the Qiao family in this world, only Dean Chen.
Qiao Xue learned that her children were missing and saw the letter left by Qiao Yu. She fell seriously ill. After recovering from the illness, she returned to Qin Xuanyi. Because of the loss of her two children, her personality changed drastically. She was no longer the considerate person.
Qiao Xue, who was always tolerant and tolerant, became snobbish, sharp, and always looked aloof...
She hates Qin Xin and doesn't want to see this child at all, but every time she thinks about the two children she gave birth to in Qiao Yu's hands, and she has to take good care of Qin Xin, she is afraid of not taking good care of Qin Xin and Qiao Yu.
Yu will not take good care of her two daughters...
She has taken great care of Qin Xin for so many years, but she can't like her from the bottom of her heart. If it weren't for Qin Xin's mother, her biological sister, she wouldn't be where she is today...
She lost the man she loved most, the man she loved most, and even lost her two precious daughters...
Everything is absurd and funny, and the starting point is just the selfishness and darkness in the heart of the human heart. To retaliate against the people you care about out of hatred, to hurt the people you like out of hatred, in the end the person who is hurt the most is yourself.
Qiao Yu came back with her child. Maybe it was because the child from the incest was weak. She often caught fevers and colds and cried all night long. She had no choice but to take the child to the hospital. Unexpectedly, she met Wen Wanrou from the Lan family in the hospital.
When she took Lan Sichen to see a doctor, she saw Wen Wanrou and Lan Aotian going up to the rooftop. They were mysterious and hurried. Feeling a little curious, she handed the child to the nurse and followed them up to the rooftop secretly.
Unexpectedly, she heard a shocking secret. Lan Sichen, the third eldest child of the Lan family, turned out not to be Lan Yuanmo's child at all, but the product of Wen Wanrou's adultery with Lan Aotian...
Qiao Yu was shocked by the news, and she could always think of Lan Sichen when she held the child in her arms.
Lan Sichen, this child, and the child he lost, the fates of these three children are so similar. They all came into this world from incest, and they are not blessed or recognized by others.
exist.
The child didn't have a name at that time, and Qiao Yu felt bitter in her heart. As if as a reminder and as a sarcasm, she named the child in her arms - Si Lan.
She had been hiding for a lifetime, and when Si Lan grew up and left, she no longer had any worries. As for her own daughter, Lan Sichen, who was from the Lan family, almost died when she blocked the gun. Even though she was heartbroken and could not sleep at night, she was helpless.
. Later, Silan wanted to marry Lan Sichen, and she was shocked...
Is this destiny or a mockery?
When she hurriedly came down from the rooftop and was about to take the child back to the orphanage, Lan Sichen didn't know what was going on. She stood in front of Silan and touched Silan's cheek... She was afraid and didn't say a word, and hurriedly hugged the child.
leave.
After they grew up, they unexpectedly met again. What was even more unexpected was that Lan Sichen and Si Lan got married not because of love for Si Lan, but because they wanted Si Lan's heart to save their daughter...
She owed Qiao Xue so much in her life that she could not repay it, and finally chose to exchange her heart for Si Lan's life. She only asked Si Lan to spare Qin Xin's life and protect her from death even if she was filled with hatred!
If her hatred hadn't blinded her for a moment and designed Qiao Xue and Qiao Yan, maybe Qiao Xue and Qin Xuanyi would have stayed together until old age; if it hadn't been for that design that led to Si Lan and Jing En, maybe they wouldn't have
There will be all the tragedies that follow...
If she had been willing to donate her heart to her daughter earlier, maybe Silan's fate would have been different...
But……
In this world of mortals, there are only buts and no ifs.
There is a word called vicissitudes of life. After experiencing vicissitudes of life, it is meaningless to say who is right and who is wrong, who loves deeply and who loves shallowly.
Si Lan and Lan Sichen are like two ropes, destined to be twisted together and entangled to death.
One thought can become a demon, one thought can become a Buddha, whether it is a demon or a Buddha, it is ultimately a matter of personal creation.
Qin Xin's funeral was organized by Lan Yunsheng, which was simple and decent. Her tomb was placed next to Qiao Xue and Qin Xuanyi, so that their family could be reunited and would never be separated.
Si Lan was weak and did not go to the funeral. When Xu Ningmo returned from sending a bouquet of flowers, he went to the hospital to pick up the child. She Jingzi thought.
Si Lan locked himself in the room, neither eating, drinking nor talking. He was at a loss and didn't know what to do in the future. He couldn't think of anything and was completely blank.
Xu Ningmo decorated a vacant room into a baby's room. The child was very well-behaved, slept after eating, and was not noisy at all. Xu Ningmo settled the child, took a glass of hot milk and went to the room to see her.
"Ji Fengwen will be responsible for solving the child's household registration issue. According to Qin Xin's wishes, I named the child Si Nian. From now on, she will be your daughter."
"I don't want it." Si Lan finally spoke, the hoarse words showing determination as iron, and when his dim eyes met Xu Ningmo's, he was as willful as a child.
"Slan..."
"Why should I raise a child of a person I hate? Just because she died? It would be great if she died. Why wasn't I the one who died..."
Snap!
Before Si Lan finished speaking, Xu Ningmo raised his hand and gave her a slap in the face without hesitation. His voice was crisp and clear, lingering in the empty room; the force was so strong that redness and swelling immediately appeared on her fair skin.
This slap hit Si Lan's face, but it hurt Xu Ningmo's heart. His fingers dropped down and were placed beside his body. His fingers were clenched into fists. His cold eyes stared at her tightly. His voice was cold and cold.
Sharp, "You want to die, don't you?"
"I won't stop you! But you'd better die far away and buy a coffin for the cemetery in advance, because I won't collect your body!"
Si Lan was stunned. There was still a buzzing sound in his ears. Xu Ningmo had already turned around and left the room.
The room became quiet again.
Si Lan curled up and hugged himself tightly with both hands. His lowered eyelids were as thin as cicada wings and he was trembling violently. His blue shadows were floating and his heart ached unbearably.
I stood up and stepped on the cold floor with my bare feet, feeling nothing at all.
Slowly walking, he finally walked to the sofa in the living room. Xu Ningmo sat on the sofa with his hands on his knees, veins bulging in his interlocked hands, and his lowered head making it difficult to see his expression at the moment.
Si Lan slowly squatted down, held his hand, lowered his head, and the tearing sound sounded unreal in the living room, "I'm sorry... Ning Mo... I'm sorry..."
Xu Ningmo's body visibly stiffened and he said nothing.
"I'm sorry... I didn't mean to disappoint you, I didn't mean to be so willful... I'm sorry... Ning Mo!"
"I just don't know what to do... I can't think of anything... I can't think of the future... My mind is blank! They are all dead, and I don't have anyone to hate! I feel so empty, and it feels so uncomfortable... Ning
Mo, my heart really hurts...I can't even tell whether it hurts because of Qin Xin's death or because of something else. It hurts so much that I want to dig it out with a knife..."
His voice was choked with sobs. Si Lan, who had never shed tears from knowing the truth to Qin Xin's death, finally cried...
The last time she had a complete emotional breakdown was Jing En's death... At that time, she thought she could still hold on, but now she really feels so empty and can't find any reason why she can hold on.
Thinking about his own birth, thinking about the conversation he had with Qiao Xue, he blamed her in his heart, but he never knew that the woman who was above her and looked down upon him was her mother.
Even once, if he had arrived a little earlier, he could have prevented her from being brutally killed by Lan Yi...
His own birth was so unbearable, but it pushed Lan Sichen to a desperate situation at that time! Looking back now, it is just a kind of irony.
Silan, you are so self-righteous. Until today, you have always been nothing but self-righteous.
Xu Ningmo's heart trembled and hurt when he heard her voice. He loosened his clasped fingers and held up her cheek. His fingertips touched the hot and moist liquid, and his heart suddenly tightened, causing tearing pain.
"There is no need to hate anyone! The person who gave birth to you brought you into this world with a heart that loves you, right? How can you deny her love for you! Deny your own existence?"
Staring at her with deep eyes, he lowered his head and gently kissed the tears in the corner of her eyes, "It's not your fault that you couldn't save her, it's not your fault that you forced Lan Sichen to tell the secret, and even Jing En's death, Qin
It's not your fault that your heart is dead. Why do you carry all the baggage that doesn't belong to you on your shoulders? Huh?"
His eyes were blurred by tears, and he could not clearly see Xu Ningmo's face and eyes. Only his voice kept lingering in his ears, as if he was in hell but saw a pair of hands reaching down from heaven to hold him...
"I said, no matter whose daughter you are, you are still my child...baby, baby...why do you hate? Why not love...love the living people? Huh?"
"Ning...Ning...Mo!!"
He burst into tears and couldn't say a complete sentence. He lay on Xu Ningmo's lap, tears swept across him again, and quickly soaked his pants.
Gentle fingers shuttled between her hair, Xu Ningmo's gentle and far-reaching eyes surrounded her, like a loving father treating his child with tolerance...
Cry, Ass.
Vent out all the unhappiness, all the pain, all the grievances, all the hatred in your heart...
Ass, you see, it is not difficult or embarrassing to cry. Crying does not mean that you are cowardly, but that you are brave. Be brave enough to accept your own existence, be brave enough to forgive the mistakes committed by the previous generation, and be brave enough to face the new challenges of tomorrow.
life.
If your heart is empty, let me live in it. If you can't think of the future, let me think about it...
No matter what, you are not alone, you have me in your future...
As long as you need me, I'll always be there.
A light kiss fell on her hair. Xu Ningmo leaned down and patted her back gently, using all his patience and tenderness...
This is the woman he loves deeply. Even if he devotes everything to her, it is just - a matter of course! (Young Master: I am so weak... I want to rebel and like this boring dead man. Meow meow...)
Slan lay on his body and cried until she fell asleep, almost exhausted.
Xu Ningmo knew that she was really tired. No matter how strong and indestructible a woman is, handy at work and extremely tenacious in life, she is still just a woman after all.
He carried her to the bed, covered her with the quilt, kissed her forehead, and said in a low voice, "Asian, have a good sleep. After you sleep and open your eyes, you will find that it is not that difficult."
"You have always been so strong and smart, you will understand, right?"
There was a faint cry from next door, and Xu Ningmo couldn't bear to stand up at this moment and go to see what happened to the little woman next door.
As the ancients said, only women and villains are difficult to raise!
After raising two children at once, Xu Ningmo suddenly felt that his life in the future would be a bit difficult←_←
***
When he woke up the next day, Si Lan's eyes were as swollen as walnuts. After getting up, he didn't see Ning Mo in the living room or kitchen. He thought it might be in the baby's room. Want to take a look?
Hesitantly, he tiptoed to the door. The door was ajar. Through the gap, he could see Xu Ningmo changing the baby's diaper skillfully.
The child's facial features have opened up, the skin is no longer wrinkled, the skin is supple and supple, and the big eyes are very beautiful, especially the long eyelashes.
Xu Ningmo took off her dirty diaper and threw it in the trash can. He wiped her butt clean with the towel he prepared, grabbed her legs and put on a new diaper.
The child is really well-behaved, she doesn't cry at all, and she doesn't make noises at all. When Xu Ningmo looks at her, she will giggle at Xu Ningmo, which is particularly cute.
Si Lan stood at the door and watched intently. He had no idea that the child would be so cute, nor did he expect that Xu Ningmo could change diapers so skillfully. He seemed to have done it many times!
"Lian Lian, please lie down for a while. You can eat soon..." Xu Ningmo put her down and covered her with a thin quilt. She turned around and saw Si Lan, a little surprised...
Si Lan reacted and it was too late to hide away. Their eyes met and they stared at each other. He bit his lower lip subconsciously and stood barefoot on the floor, with his toes curled up in embarrassment.
"Are you hungry?" Xu Ningmo's eyes fell on her toes and his brows furrowed.
Si Lan shook his head and looked from his face to the child, "Lian? Nian?"
"Lian Lian. My nickname is Si Nian, and my nickname is Lian Lian. She is a little girl after all!" Xu Ningmo walked up to her, bent down and took off the slippers from his feet and put them on for her, "Since
If you're not hungry yet, I'll make some milk powder for Lianlian first, and then I'll make you breakfast later."
Si Lan said "Oh" and Xu Ningmo walked out of the room without saying anything.
Si Lan was hesitating and struggling whether to get closer to see the child. She didn't know why she felt awkward. She wanted to see but didn't want to. She stood there for a long time. Seeing that Xu Ningmo hadn't come back yet, he took two steps closer and saw the baby in swaddling clothes.
child……
Si Nian opened his watery, clear eyes and looked at her, giggling. There was a shallow dimple on the left corner of his mouth. He was still blowing bubbles with his pouted mouth, as if he was swimming around in the water.
Happy fish blowing bubbles.
Silan reached out to touch her face. His index finger reached a centimeter away from her cheek. He found that his nails were very long and his fingers were frozen in mid-air. He was afraid that his nails would accidentally scratch her pierced breasts.
skin……
Her name was slowly spoken in a jerky voice - "Lian...Lian..."
"Giggle...hehe..." Si Nian smiled happily, his eyes narrowed, and he seemed to enjoy listening to Si Lan's voice.