063: Countdown to the ending (3) 063: Countdown to the ending (3)
When the director saw that they were fine, he sent the two children back. Although he didn't know what happened between them, it was obvious that they had feelings for each other, and it was left to the young people to resolve their own affairs.
Si Lan took Lan Si Chen to the place he rented.
The house is very simple, with a bed, a desk, and a small bookshelf with some textbooks for elementary school students. The bathroom is even smaller, and there is no room for a person to stand in it.
Si Lan asked him to go in and take a hot bath first. There was no clothes for him to wear, so he had to wrap him up in his own bathrobe.
Lan Sichen walked out of the house. Si Lan was cooking porridge on the gas stove. When he turned around, he saw that he was wearing a bathrobe, with a section of his limbs missing. It was very funny. His hair was still dripping with water, and he pointed to the yard.
"The towel is over there, get it yourself."
Her purple hair was tied up, she wore an ordinary T-shirt on her upper body, a light-colored long skirt on her lower body, and wore slippers. She looked like an ordinary housewife standing in the small kitchen. Her eyes reluctantly moved away from her body and went to the yard.
Use a towel to wipe your hair.
The thick dark clouds were pushed aside, and the golden sunshine shone down, giving people a warm feeling; there was a wicker chair in the yard, which was purely handwoven. It was Silan who had made extra classes for her children before, and the parents thanked her for specially making them with their own hands.
Knitted. In his spare time, Si Lan would also lie on it and bask in the sun.
Silan walked out and saw Lan Sichen lying on a wicker chair with a calm and peaceful face. The sunlight shining on his body seemed to coat him with a layer of gold. The eyelashes covering his eyes were thick and long, and the hair on his hair was
Water droplets dripped on the bathrobe, and the water droplets sparkled.
He tiptoed over and just sat down on the stool next to him. When Lan Sichen noticed that she was about to open her eyes, Silan's hand gently covered his eyes, "Don't open your eyes yet, just lie down like this."
Lan Sichen didn't know what she wanted to do, and felt a little nervous. He held his breath and lay on the wicker chair. His face felt the cool touch of her fingertips...
If you are not sure about your heart, you can imagine how it would feel if this person died in front of you!
Xu Bunuan's words came to mind again...
Si Lan looked at him quietly, thinking that the person in front of him was dead now, had no breathing, no body temperature, and would never open his eyes...
A coldness surged from the soles of my feet to the top of my head. The coldness seemed to seep into my bones, causing a stinging pain.
Although the sun surrounds me, I can't feel any warmth.
Si Lan's held breath suddenly collapsed, he put down his hand, his eyes were inexplicably red, and he lowered his head not to look at him.
Lan Sichen waited for a long time, but there was no movement. He carefully opened his eyes to look at her. She lowered her head and couldn't see her expression clearly, but he could only see the haze on her outline that could not be brushed off.
"As..." The low and hoarse voice hesitated to speak.
Si Lan looked up at him, her eyes bright and penetrating, her lips opened and closed, and she said softly: "Lan Sichen, please promise me something."
"Um."
"Don't die in front of me. If you want to live longer than me, at least help me collect my body and bury me." Si Lan's serious look showed no hint of joking.
Lan Sichen's complicated black eyes stared at her for a long time, and finally just uttered one word, "Okay."
Silan seemed to have put down a worry, and his expression softened, "You can't make a mistake when you promise me something, you know?"
"good."
"What if you die in front of me?" Silan asked.
Lan Sichen lowered his eyes for a moment, and after a long silence, he said in a deep voice, "I will find a way to make you die in front of me."
Si Lan lowered his head, and the corner of his mouth curled up. He couldn't tell whether it was ridicule or self-mockery. He looked up at him and said, "Lan Sichen, give me a little more time. I can't get over the hurdle in my heart now.
"
"Okay." Lan Sichen agreed to her without hesitation. No matter how long it takes, he can wait. "Let me tell you a story."
Si Lan nodded, opened his eyes wide, and listened carefully to the story he was about to tell.
"Once upon a time there was a little spider who found himself in love with a butterfly..."
Lan Sichen's voice paused and he looked at Si Lan. She had no reaction, she just looked at the green ivy on the wall of the yard.
"This little spider doesn't understand how it fell in love with a spider, but it just thinks butterflies are very beautiful. They can fly and always hide in the petals of flowers when eating. Everything is more elegant than itself. It can't help but
Fall in love with butterflies.”
"But the butterflies were flying around, and the little spider wanted to express its love, but didn't know how to tell the butterfly. One day, while the little spider was weaving, it rained, and the raindrops hanging on the spider formed a wonderful arrangement.
Pattern. As if being taught by the raindrops, the little spider changed the steps of weaving. It slowed down, sometimes made unnatural turns, and sometimes removed the already woven patterns and re-weaved them."
"Other spiders laughed at it when they saw it like this, thinking it had become a fool. It could have been woven in an hour, but it took this little spider three days to finish it. It turned out that the spider dedicated it to the butterfly.
Verses of love are woven into it.”
"The butterflies passing by were all surprised and told the beloved butterfly. This was something that had never happened before. The loved butterfly felt honored. It flew to the spider to see it in person. When it read the spider with its own mouth,
When reading the poem, it was deeply moved, slowed down the speed of flapping its wings, and landed gently on the spider that existed because of it."
"Although it is impossible for me to accept your love, I still thank you for loving me so much. After the butterfly hugged the little spider, it was about to fly back to where it lived. The little spider understood that all this was originally its own unrequited love and delusion.
It was already very satisfying to be hugged by a butterfly. With tears in its eyes, it said goodbye to the butterfly it loved."
"At this time, something that neither party expected happened. The butterfly was stuck to the spider and could not move its wings at all. The little spider rushed forward to help, but its hands only knew how to wind the spider silk, not how to untie it.
The butterfly is entangled tighter and less likely to leave the spider."
"The sun went down soon. When the sun rose again, the dead butterfly was hanging on the love poem woven for it. The insects around looked at this scene in silence, unable to understand how love could happen.
caused such a result."
"I can't understand how love can lead to such a result." Silan muttered the last sentence in silence.
Lan Sichen's deep eyes shone with endless soft light, "Do you think it's the little spider's fault, or the butterfly's fault? Or is it love's fault?"
Is the little spider wrong? It worked so hard to weave a spider to express love, just to let the butterfly know its love for it.
Was Butterfly wrong? She just wanted to thank the spider who loved her so deeply...
Is love wrong?
Love is originally two people hurting each other with love.
Love, how could this happen?
"Come back with me." Lan Sichen held her hand, his eyes flickering, "Many people are worried about you."
Si Lan hesitated for a long time and nodded slowly, "Okay."
It's a good place here, I like it very much, but after all, I don't belong to such peace. Hengzhe still needs her, and every one of those friends is worried about him. Such avoidance is an irresponsible behavior.
Go back and bravely face the unknown future.
Lan Sichen ate the porridge cooked in Silan's casserole, which was very delicious. After eating, he was responsible for washing the dishes and tidying up. Silan changed his clothes and went to say goodbye to his director and those who had taken care of him and his children who loved him.
.I will go back with Lan Sichen tomorrow.
When I arrived at the office, the director was sorting out the information of some patients who needed special care. When he saw Silan, he was not surprised and greeted her casually, as usual.
"Director, I..."
The director raised his hand to stop her from talking and said with a smile: "I understand! In fact, I knew early on that you would not stay here for long and would have to leave sooner or later! Mr. Xu is really good to you."
Si Lan looked at him with puzzled eyes. It seemed that this was not the first time he saw Lan Sichen.
"Actually, I happened to pass by that day and brought you here with me. But Mr. Xu came over the second day after you arrived. He found me secretly and gave me a sum of money to take good care of you. He sponsored
The medical community has improved the medical facilities here a lot. This time he came here and gave me another sum of money to fund the school here. He didn't say it explicitly, but I know that everything he did was for you. He didn't even
Let me tell you..."
It turns out that the people here take care of themselves so much because of Lan Sichen.
He already knew he was here.
The director stood up and patted her shoulder, and said sincerely: "Although I don't know what happened between you, it is inevitable for young people to make mistakes. The most valuable thing is to correct them when they know they are wrong. Some people should cherish their time.
Cherish it well, once you miss it, you will regret it for the rest of your life."
Si Lan didn't say much, but just thanked him for taking care of him in the past two months. He asked him to say goodbye to the children for him, and he would come over to see them often when he had time.
When he returned to his residence, Lan Sichen used a small shovel to loosen the soil in the open space in front of the yard, as if he was going to plant something. His expression was very focused, and he didn't mind at all if his fingers were stained with soil.
Lan Sichen is really a very strange person.
He is the product of incest, he has a low self-esteem but is noble in his heart; he can do everything. He is obviously the young master of the Lan family and seems to know a little bit about these farm work. He has never looked down on the farmers or despised the backcountry.
He loves his mother, so he seals all the pain in his heart; he loves Qin Xin, so he can sacrifice himself to save Qin Xin...
He loved himself, so he gave up his original self to become Xu Ningmo.
He is a very ruthless person, but as long as the person he loves is willing to sacrifice anything, including his own life.
Lan Sichen looked up at her, a smile escaped his thin lips, and waved her over.
"What are you planting?" Silan walked over and asked curiously.
"Sunflower." Lan Sichen's voice was very soft. When he looked at her, his eyes were no longer cold and gray, filled with the warmth of the sun, as if a stream was pouring into people's hearts, gurgling water.
Silan squatted aside, watching his skillful movements, and couldn't help but curiously asked: "Why do you do this?"
"Is it strange that I know these things?" Lan Sichen raised the corner of his mouth, "If my surname was not Lan, and if I was not born in the Lan family, maybe I would be a very ordinary farmer, facing the loess with my back to the sky every day. There is nothing strange about it.
." I saw it as a gift to him.
Si Lan thought about it. Warmth flowed in his clear eyes. He looked up and saw the blue sky and asked him, "Lan Sichen, what does the life in your imagination look like?"
Lan Sichen's movements froze, and he shook his head when he looked at her. After turning eighteen, he never thought about what his future life would be like.
At that time, he had no expectations for his life. Without desire, he would naturally not think about it.
"When I was in the orphanage, I really wanted a home, where I would have parents who loved me, brothers and sisters, so that I would not be alone. Later, my dream for my future life was to build a house in a quiet place, behind the house
It’s a big garden where you can plant many flowers. There’s a green lawn in front of the house, a white fence, and a white mailbox at the door.”
"There are green trees around, and the sunlight shines through the dense leaves. In the morning, you can see the water drops on the grass, and you can hear the chirping of birds on the trees; in summer, you can also hear the chirping of insects, which can be seen in the yard.
Look at the starry sky... I have two children, a boy and a girl, and..."
The voice suddenly stopped, and Si Lan looked at him and did not continue.
There is also a beloved husband by his side telling stories to the children.
"I'm sorry...if you choose me, I can't give you a child." Lan Sichen said in a low voice.
Children will always be the unspeakable pain between them.
Si Lan looked stunned, "You don't have to say sorry to me! Have you forgotten who made it impossible for you to have children?"
"That's what I asked for, it has nothing to do with you..."
"Lan Sichen!" Silan interrupted him fiercely, looked at him, and said in a soft voice: "None of us should be that pig again, let alone let each other turn into little spiders and butterflies, okay?
"
"Let time, time heal our wounds."
Lan Sichen nodded, "Okay."
***
When Si Lan and Lan Sichen went back, the first person they saw when they got out of the car was Helianze.
Helianze hugged her and cried with tears in his eyes: "You damn child! You run around when you are sick. It's so annoying! Next time you run around, I'll break your legs!"
Let’s see if you can still run away!”
Si Lan was held in his arms without struggling, and hugged him, "I'm sorry for making you worry."
"It's good to know! You don't know how worried I am if you call me!" Helianze shouted so hard that her eardrums were about to burst.
Lan Yunsheng stood aside and couldn't stand it anymore, and came over to tease him, "Why are you crying! Isn't it embarrassing?"
"Get out of here, you bastard! If you want to throw me away, I'm the one who's going to throw you away, it's none of your business! I haven't forgiven you yet, so don't do anything to me, or I'll sue you for indecent assault!"
Helianze threw his hand away, furious.
"Let's go in first and let's talk." Lan Sichen said appropriately. But Helianze didn't give him a good look either! The Ann he admired is gone, and this copycat Ann is still the person he hates the most!
A group of people walked in, opened the door and saw Lan Ruixiu sitting on the sofa. Silan was stunned for a moment, wondering why he was here.
Lan Ruixiu's strong and slender legs overlapped each other, her phoenix eyes were slightly narrowed, and the smile at the corner of her mouth was unclear whether it was ridicule or happiness, "Are you willing to come back? Why don't you hide?"
Silan smiled lightly, "I remember when I was sick, someone said in my ear..."
Lan Ruixiu's face darkened, "Aren't you sick, unconscious and unable to hear?"
Si Lan continued to laugh, "I am sick, but not amnesia."
I slept vaguely, and although I couldn't hear the voices clearly in my ears, I heard them all. Then I had to work very hard to defeat Cinderella's sister!
Lan Ruixiu wanted to save face and suffer, and didn't want Lan Sichen to know what she said to Si Lan for him. At this moment, he had a dark face and stared at Si Lan unhappily. If he had known better, he would have let her continue to be a madman!
When you wake up, you will be angry with yourself.
"President, the meal is ready..." Su Weixi walked out of the kitchen and saw that there were suddenly many people in the living room. She was stunned. She blinked and said, "Ms. Si, have you recovered and been discharged from the hospital?"
Si Lan's eyes wandered between Su Weixi and Lan Ruixiu, and he nodded: "Yes! He has recovered and been discharged from the hospital."
"Good dinner, you can go back to the company. Tomorrow's meeting materials must be faxed to me tonight." Lan Ruixiu said coldly, with a completely different attitude from Silan when talking to Su Weixi.
Su Weixi took off her pink piggy apron and said, "Then I'm leaving. Congratulations on being discharged from the hospital, Miss Si! Remember to take a good rest!"
Si Lan glanced at Lan Ruixiu from the corner of his eye to see if he had gone too far. "Now that the meal is ready, stay and eat together."
Su Weixi glanced at the dark-faced boss cautiously and said with a bright smile, "It's better not to, I still have a lot of information to sort out! Goodbye!"
"I'll treat you to dinner another day." Si Lan knew that she didn't want to make Lan Ruixiu angry, so she wouldn't go against Lan Ruixiu's words.
After Su Weixi left, Lan Ruixiu stood up, sat at the dining table, and said, "Let's eat."
Lan Yunsheng went to the kitchen first, then Lan Sichen, then Helianze went to help...
Si Lan walked over and said kindly: "You can have a better attitude towards your secretary, especially if she is a little girl."
Lan Ruixiu frowned, "Why do you have objections to my secretary? For a stupid and foolish woman like her, I was very kind by not firing her."
Silan sighed, considering the tone and attitude of Lan Ruixiu when he spoke to his secretary just now, it would be better to fire him directly.
"What's that expression on your face? Who do you think Tian Lan can join the company if she wants to? If she doesn't have the ability to work, she needs to be capable in other areas. It's her duty to take care of her boss's daily life."
Lan Ruixiu snorted coldly.
"Your venomous tongue has only gotten worse over the years! Then remember to give me a salary as my secretary and nanny." After Silan finished speaking, a trace of doubt suddenly flashed across his eyes, why did Lan Ruixiu's words sound so familiar!
I heard it there once upon a time.
After the meal, Lan Sichen washed the dishes and Lan Yunsheng accompanied him.
Helenze plays games.
Si Lan was sitting in the room, looking at the bedroom that Lan Sichen had carefully decorated for himself, thinking about what had happened recently.
Lan Ruixiu walked in with two cans of beer and gave her one.
Si Lan took over and laughed, "Since when did President Lan start drinking cheap beer?"
Young Master: Good news, the finale is scheduled for the 31st! The extra chapter probably won’t be finished before the end of the year. As for Lan Ruixiu’s extra chapter, I really didn’t plan to write it before. But are you collectively protesting today? Will anyone really read it if I write it?