072: Countdown to the ending (12) 072: Countdown to the ending (12)
In the dim light, Lan Sichen stopped and turned his back to her, his back obviously stiff. Without looking back, a low voice lingered in the empty room, "Besides me, what else can wake you up from your nightmare?
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Si Lan's hands hanging by his side were clenched weakly, his cicada-shaped eyelashes were trembling slightly, covering his deep and complicated eyes, he tugged his lips, and said in a dry voice for a long time, "Si Chen, I don't want to lie to you.
.The nightmare is indeed related to you, but it is definitely not because of what happened before. Do you believe me?"
Lan Sichen turned around slowly, his eyes falling mechanically on her face one by one. She was thin, pale, and pitiful.
"Perhaps what I don't believe in is fate."
Asi, you are very tolerant. You have the purest heart in the world. You can forgive and let go of past hurts. You forgive Qin Xin, forgive me...
But, As... fate is not forgiving...
It doesn't want us to be together, so what's the point even if I try my best.
The black shadow disappeared into the room, and the tense atmosphere suddenly fell into the ice cave, making people suffocated by the cold. Silan tried his best to suppress the impulse in his heart, bit his lower lip, and looked at the closed door.
Empty, deserted, and the sound of cracks between them shattered Silan's stubborn waiting.
Lan Sichen, to be honest, you don’t want to believe me.
So what if fate is intolerant, so what if the whole world doesn't want us to be together?
What Asi wants is just to be with you, safe and sound forever.
Si Lan didn't know how long he sat there. He fumbled for the cell phone on the bedside table in the dark, pulled out a number from the phone book and dialed it. After ringing for a long time, a low and angry voice came from the other side, "Stupid woman, you better
There is enough reason to call me at such a late hour! Otherwise, I will definitely think you are seducing me!"
"Ruixiu..." Si Lan's voice choked up as he opened his mouth, and he said softly, as if asking for help, "Help me... please help me."
Lan Ruixiu, who was still not clear-headed at first, suddenly stood up when he heard the sobs in her voice, "What happened?"
At dawn, Si Lan made an appointment with Lan Ruixiu and Lan Yunsheng to meet at the restaurant.
Silan received a call from Li Mingzhe while waiting for them.
The man was still arrogant and sycophantic, "I just received the news that he has already taken action. What about you? Are you still planning to sit back and wait for him to abandon you?"
Disappointment flashed through Si Lan's black eyes, and she held the phone tightly with her fingers. She tried her best to keep her voice calm, "Thank you for telling me all this."
Li Mingzhe sneered disdainfully, "You don't need to thank me, I just can't stand how happy you guys are!"
"Really?" If you really can't stand it, you didn't say anything at first and just waited to watch the show. You didn't have to say so many words and do so many things.
Li Mingzhe, are you afraid that I won't be able to accept the fact of being abandoned and will go crazy again?
Li Mingzhe didn't answer her and directly cut off the phone. Si Lan put down the phone and looked up to see the two men sitting in front of him. They both looked at him with inquiring and worried eyes...
In their eyes, Silan saw his pale and haggard look, as if he was going to die soon...
No wonder they are worried.
"Wouldn't Helianze be surprised that you came out so early?"
Lan Yunsheng shrugged nonchalantly, "I'll bring breakfast back later, so I'll tell him and buy him breakfast." He must have been so moved.
Lan Ruixiu's eagle eyes were sharp and he asked coldly: "What happened?" He had never heard her speak to him in such a helpless tone.
"If I had a choice...I wouldn't want you...but I have no choice now. Only you can help me now..."
Si Lan raised his head, his bright and clear eyes lost their past brilliance, and the flowing light flashed with a trace of helplessness and help...
Lan Ruixiu and Lan Ruixiu looked at each other, understanding each other tacitly. Si Lan must have something serious to say, and it was because of Lan Sichen, otherwise she would not not go to Lan Sichen, but to the two of them.
personal.
***
When Silan returned home, he was a little surprised to see Lan Sichen sitting on the sofa. When he went out in the morning, he was not at home yet. It was already noon and he was not at the company...
Are you waiting for me here on purpose?
I glanced at the suitcase at his feet with my peripheral vision, my eyes trembled, I looked at him in disbelief, my jaw tightened...
Lan Sichen stood up, looked at her calmly with his deep eyes, and said calmly: "I'm going on a business trip for about half a month."
On a business trip? Si Lanjuanxiu frowned and really wanted to say, are you sure you are on a business trip and not avoiding me?
Lan Sichen strode to stand in front of her, tapped her frowned brow with his fingertips, and whispered softly: "Don't frown, like an old woman!"
Si Lan bit her lip and stared at him closely. All the words were choked in her throat and she didn't know where to start.
"We only have half a month. I have already made an agreement with the hourly worker. She will come to make breakfast for you in the morning, lunch and evening, and will not disturb you. I am not at home, so you have to take care of yourself." Lan Sichen slapped his hands.
He rubbed the back of her head, running his fingers through her hair, stroking it reluctantly.
"Come back soon." Si Lan said these four words with difficulty, hugging his strong waist tightly with both hands, reluctant to let him go, as if he would never be seen again once he left.
The smile at the corner of Lan Sichen's mouth was a little unnatural, and although his eyes were endlessly doting, they were not as pure as before.
"Be good."
After all, his hands slumped down by his side, he turned away from her embrace, picked up his suitcase, and walked towards the door, not daring to look back, afraid to look at each other, and reluctant to give up.
In the end, I will be reluctant to leave her.
Silan stood there, quietly watching his tall and lonely figure move away from him little by little, and was met by the overwhelming coldness.
The crisp, decisive sound of the door slamming hard hit his heart, and his courage was a little sad. Silan didn't know why he wanted to laugh, but the smile at the corner of his mouth was bitter and tormenting.
After a long time, she just said one thought-provoking sentence, "Lan Sichen, you still broke your promise to me..."
It seems that a home without Lan Sichen cannot be called a "home", but can be called a "house" reluctantly.
The hourly worker's cooking skills were very good, but not as good as hers, and not as good as Lan Sichen's. Silan ate very little at every meal, throwing most of them away or feeding them to stray cats and dogs.
Lan Sichen rarely called Silan after going on a business trip, and when he did, Silan was sleeping. Hearing her soft and unprepared voice, he cut the call after a few words.
Si Lan would often stare at the phone in a daze, tossing and turning in the middle of the night and unable to fall asleep, even if he drank a whole bottle of alcohol, it was of no use.
Lying on the big bed, Si Lan touched the place where he lay. The temperature was freezing, and her mood fell to the bottom. She finally knew what was causing her to be unable to sleep or eat.
——Lovesickness.
Lovesickness is such a beautiful word; but it seems so sour to Si Lan.
The person he misses must miss him, but he would rather the two of them resist the long and deep longing than return to her.
Lan Sichen, is this the answer you gave me?
During the day, Silan went to see those children. Several children had been adopted and taken away by kind-hearted people, and several new children had arrived. They had no families and only had this place. Silan was particularly patient when facing them.
"Sister, aren't you happy?" Seven-year-old Ruoruo was abandoned because of her natural cleft lip. She was originally adopted. However, the couple who adopted her not long ago had their own child. Naturally, they didn't want Ruoruo so they gave her away.
Entered the orphanage.
Silan's face was startled. She often laughed when she was with her children, but she didn't know why Ruoruo would say this.
"Ruoruo, why do you ask like this?"
Ruoruo touched Silan's cheek with her weak and boneless hands, and said slowly in a childish voice: "Because my sister's eyes are not smiling, my sister's eyes are crying."
Silan couldn't help but hug Ruoruo tightly, no longer pretending to smile, "Because sister doesn't know what to do."
"My sister's eyes can cry, and my uncle's eyes can also cry. My sister doesn't know what to do, and my uncle doesn't know what to do either... You are all so strange." Ruoruo pouted her little mouth and said gloomily.
"Uncle?" Is the monsoon steady?
Didn’t Monsoon Wen take Yunsu on a honeymoon abroad?
Ruoruo nodded fiercely, and when she mentioned her uncle, her eyes immediately lit up, "Very beautiful uncle. My uncle likes Ruoruo very much. Both my uncle and Sister Silan really like Ruoruo, and Ruoruo knows it."
Pretty uncle, besides Feng Wen, who else would come here to see the children?
A thought flashed across Slan's mind, a little confused and uncertain, could it be him?
"Sister, what's wrong with you?" Ruoruo looked at Si Lan carefully. Her face was cold and emotionless. The child's heart is fragile and sensitive. "Did I say something wrong?"
"No! Ruoruo didn't say the wrong thing!" Silan rubbed her soft hair and hugged her as if he was holding Xiaozhe. Xiaozhe always looked at him with careful eyes, as if he was afraid that he said the wrong thing.
, just like you won’t be liked if you do something wrong.
"Ruoruo, can you tell sister, what uncle looks like?" Cong Chengguang.
"Uncle..." Ruoruo's sharp eyes saw the figure who was about to turn around and leave in the distance, she pointed at him excitedly and said: "The beautiful uncle is here..."
Silan followed her finger and looked in that direction. When her watery eyes saw that person, surprise flowed through her eyes. Her heart seemed to be hit by something inexplicably. It kept trembling and it hurt completely...
Lan Sichen was holding a lot of things in his hands, standing there, his eyes suddenly met with Si Lan's. For a moment, it was as if the world had stopped and the earth had forgotten to rotate. The two people could only see each other in their eyes, and could no longer see each other.
It’s time for the others…
A glimpse of thousands of years, a sea of changes.
The memory traveled back to the time when he was at the gate of the orphanage. Xu Xiaozhe ran towards him excitedly, calling him daddy, daddy...
Now the scene has reappeared, and once again things have changed and people have changed.
"Pretty uncle...are you here to see Ruoruo?" Ruoruo broke free from Si Lan's hand, ran towards Lan Sichen, and hugged his legs excitedly.
Lan Sichen moved everything to one hand and picked up Ruoruo with one hand, smiling, "Uncle promised Ruoruo that he would come to see you on Ruoruo's birthday. How could uncle break his promise?"
It turns out that today is Ruoruo's birthday.
Si Lan stood up slowly, staring at him quietly with her watery eyes. She hadn't seen him for ten days. He was much thinner, his face was not good, and there was a strong look of fatigue between his eyebrows. He was very busy, was he tired?
Lan Sichen looked at Si Lan again, and said calmly and calmly, "You are here too."
"Didn't you say it would take half a month? Did you come back early?" Silan walked up to him and looked at Ruoruo in his arms, feeling a little envious in his heart. He envied Ruoruo being able to be held by him without any scruples.
That warm embrace is my favorite.
"I promised Ruoruo to spend her birthday with her, so I came back early." Lan Sichen explained.
Silan didn't say anything and looked at Ruoruo. It was because Ruoruo had just come back early, so she didn't want to tell him when she came back. If he hadn't happened to be here, would he not have gone back and treat it as if he had never come back?
"Since we are here together, let's take Ruoruo out for dinner and celebrate." Lan Sichen said to ease the weird atmosphere.
"Go home, I'll cook for you." Although I was angry in my heart, angry that the first person he came to see was Ruoruo instead of me, angry that he didn't tell me when he came back, but when I saw the tiredness in his eyes,
Silan still couldn't help but feel soft-hearted and felt distressed.
Lan Sichen was still hesitating, but Ruoruo clapped her hands excitedly, "Really? Can Ruoruo really go to my sister's house?"
"Of course!" Slan replied with the gentlest smile.
***
Lan Sichen was about to drive, but Silan didn't let him go. He looked very tired and should take a rest. When he got home, Ruoruo was very well-behaved, neither noisy nor fussy, and sat alone on the sofa watching TV.
Lan Sichen took a bath, changed his clothes, and walked to the sofa to accompany Ruoruo. After a while, his tense nerves relaxed and he fell asleep leaning on the sofa.
Ruoruo tiptoed to the kitchen and tugged on Silan's clothes.
"What's wrong, Ruoruo?" Silan stopped and touched her fair face with his fingers.
"Uncle fell asleep on the sofa and will get sick." Ruoruo's childish voice was very serious.
"Ruoruo is really smart, sensible and considerate. Let's take it slow and not quarrel with uncle, okay?"
"Okay." Ruoruo nodded.
Si Lan carried Ruoruo into her bedroom, turned on the computer and showed her a happy look, and took out the blanket from the cabinet. When she was about to go out, she looked back at Ruoruo worriedly, "Ruoruo, just watch TV and don't run around.
Jump and hurt yourself, okay?"
Ruoruo kept her eyes fixed on Xi Yangyang, completely immersed in the TV, as if she didn't hear Si Lan's words.
Silan looked at her with gentle eyes and couldn't help but smile.
He tiptoed to the sofa in the living room, gently covered Lan Sichen with a blanket, and turned off the TV to let him have a good rest.
He has fair skin, thick eyebrows and picturesque eyebrows. His thin lips are tightly pursed under the upright bridge of his nose. Even his brows are tightly furrowed, as if there is some unsolvable knot in his heart. Silan's index finger gently touches the center of his eyebrows, thinking deeply.
Spread his brows.
"Did you dream about something? You kept frowning, like an old man." The low and hoarse voice seemed to be absent.
The eyelashes covering his eyes trembled slightly and soon returned to calm; in fact, he had already woken up when Si Lan covered him with a blanket. He just didn't know how to face her, so he had to close his eyes and pretend to sleep.
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Si Lan pressed the blanket for him and lightly ran her fingers through his thick black hair. It was very soft and smooth, not quite like a man's hair.
"Before, you were the one who told me to sleep well and eat well; now I can finally tell you, Mr. Lan, you have to eat well and sleep well. Otherwise, Asi will be angry."
Si Lan's voice was as light as air. After speaking, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but turn up, feeling that his current behavior was stupid.
However, when love is deep, no one is stupid.
She leaned forward and approached him slowly, without moving for a moment, as if a restraining spell had been cast on her. Looking at him at such a close distance, Ning Mo's face was indeed very good-looking...
only--
Lan Sichen's original face was more beautiful.
Lan Sichen vaguely felt a shadow shrouding herself, and could feel Silan's breath right in front of her, very close, very close; even her breath was noticeable like Rulan.
I just don't know what she wants to do.
She tried her best to suppress her urge to open her eyes, and also tried her best to control her facial muscles so as not to reveal any flaws.
Si Lan seemed to have seen enough, and moved closer, her soft lips already touching Lan Sichen's lips...
For a moment, Lan Sichen's body stiffened, and even his body became stiff. His mind went blank, and he never dared to imagine that Asi would secretly kiss him while he was asleep.
The gloomy and heavy mood was swept away, and I was so excited that I wished I could hold her down and bully her severely at this moment.
Silan kissed his lips, but his own lips couldn't stop trembling. When he left slightly, Lan Sichen felt a sense of disappointment and loneliness, but not long after, he felt a warm touch on the tip of his nose...
AS!!!!
Lan Sichen finally couldn't bear it anymore, he opened his hands and hugged her waist, letting her press directly on him. He opened his eyes, and the eyes that could accommodate the sky seemed like a whirlpool trying to suck her in. She sank and fell again and again.
Silan was startled, it was too late to escape, her slender waist was imprisoned by him, he raised his head slightly and kissed her trembling lips, biting lightly, lingering and delicate, his tongue gently blending with her, entangled with her, soft
, softly, extremely tenderly, just like that, she slowly pulled Silan's whole body into her arms.
The two kissed for a long time, tossing and turning, until she heard the boiling sound of soup in the kitchen, and she wanted to turn off the fire. Unexpectedly, she moved slightly and was snatched back by Lan Sichen.
He held her in his arms and pressed his body tightly against her. A hard object pressed against her. Silan clearly felt his body's reaction and couldn't help but feel his mouth go dry.
One of his hands wandered into her clothes from behind, and with a slight lift, the hidden buttons of her bra were unbuttoned. His hand moved to the front to hold it, and the other hand began to tear her pants slightly fiercely.
Silan wanted to struggle, but she was so emotionally moved that her rationality was weakening little by little, and she could only let him do whatever he wanted.
"...Ruoruo." Silan struggled to spit out two words.
She didn't want Ruoruo to see such a sexy scene, it was too bad.
Lan Sichen kissed the corner of her lips and said nothing. He just hugged her and stood up, striding into the kitchen. He just put down Silan and turned off the fire with one hand, while the other hand had already pulled off Silan's pants...
He quickly withdrew his own and pressed against her. Suddenly, she was slightly too high. Si Lan leaned back and supported the sink with both hands. At this time, he straightened up and entered her body.
Si Lan's whole body trembled slightly. Lan Sichen felt her wetness and warmth, and almost couldn't control it, and the movements in and out began to become intense.
It was so intense and exciting that Si Lan leaned on the sink and could hardly bear it. While looking at the open kitchen door, he nervously whispered: "Close the door, close the door, Lan Sichen."
He rushed into her body one by one, his whole body and mind focused on the connection between the two of them, and he had no time to care about anything else.
Silan finally ran out of strength, so she stretched out her hands and hooked his neck to find a point of support. He seemed to have noticed that she was unable to support him, so he hugged her over, and the two of them were almost standing.
Suddenly there was a noise outside the door, as if Ruoruo had come out. Silan was too nervous to tell him to close the door. He just gritted his teeth, closed his eyes slightly, and gasped, making every sound, and it was very hard to endure it.
The voice and expression are particularly annoying.
Lan Sichen took the opportunity to push up her bra, leaned down and kissed her exposed skin, drawing circles with the tip of his tongue, as if the harder she endured, the more he wanted her to scream, so
Silan couldn't bear the excitement for a long time, and her feet became numb and weak. Fortunately, Lan Sichen held her in his arms, so she didn't slip down.
If Ruoruo just felt that the air was stuffy, she opened the door to the room, then went back to look at Xianyang, completely forgetting about Silanlansichen.
After finishing, Si Lan couldn't make soup anymore, so Lan Sichen tidied her up randomly and carried her to the bathroom in the guest room.
Silan took off his clothes, but saw that Lan Sichen had not closed the door. Just as he was about to close the door, Lan Sichen forced his way in. Silan was shocked, wrapped his body in a towel, and looked at him dangerously, "Come in and do it."
What?"
Lan Sichen's eyes were hot, he looked her up and down, and while he was taking off his clothes with his hands and feet, he said in a low voice: "I'll take a shower too."
For a moment, Si Lan's face turned red to the root of his neck, especially when he thought about what the two of them had done in the kitchen just now, and now he would react like this. Since he had taken off his clothes, it was hard to kick him out.
Silan didn't dare to watch him take off his clothes, so he shrank into the shower and gave him most of the space. He didn't know if he should loosen the towel wrapped around his body.
Although the two have been close for a long time, they have never been naked and bathed together like this.
Slan was really shy after all.
After a while of searching, Lan Sichen had turned on the shower. He should have finished taking off his clothes, but Si Lan was still holding a towel in front of his chest and huddled in a corner of the bathroom, still hesitating.
"It's just a shower. You're standing so far away and there's no water. Come here."
"I...I'll put the towel." Si Lan breathed a sigh of relief, quietly put the towel on the shelf, and moved it over a little, but still kept his head down, not daring to look at his body...
Lan Sichen's phoenix eyes flashed with a smile, and the smile on his lips was endearing, "Asian, what are you afraid of? Will I eat you?"