075: Ending: I love you, it's better to stop here 2
075: Ending: I love you, it’s best to only come here (2) 075: Ending: I love you, it’s best to come here (2)
Helianze took Silan and walked from the first floor to the seventh floor of the mall. He wanted to buy everything he saw. With the unlimited black card given by Lan Ruixiu, he would never vomit blood no matter how ruthless he was when shopping...
Silan looked at the dazzling array of products and couldn't arouse the slightest interest. She didn't understand why other women and Helianze were so keen on shopping and never tired of it. She was tired now, and her feet were worn out from wearing high heels...
Obviously, Helianze was not satisfied yet.
Si Lan wondered whether he was there to accompany her or to use him as an excuse to go shopping, lest Lan Yunsheng scold him.
"Baby, try this skirt, it looks great! It will look great on you!" Helianze put a light blue dress on Si Lan's body and gestured.
Si Lan was not interested and declined, "No. Helianze, you are so beautiful pretending to be a woman, why don't you pretend to be a woman and go shopping, watching movies, and dating with Lan Yunsheng?"
Like a blow, Helianze suddenly woke up and said, "Hey! This young master looks so good in women's clothes. No one can recognize him. Why not wear them!!! As expected, being with an idiot has lowered his IQ."
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Silan's smile was far-fetched, it was obvious that your IQ was gone after you fell in love.
Helianze took the clothes to the fitting room. Silan's eyes were wandering around, unable to find a scenery where her eyes could stop. However, when the figures of two people broke into her sight, her face turned a little pale.
Get stiff.
In the distance, Keqin held Lan Sichen's arm. The two of them lowered their heads and talked about something. Keqin couldn't help but cover her lips and smile sweetly and charmingly.
It seems like a hole has been torn open in my heart, and something is slowly leaking out. I can't catch it or keep it...
"Baby, do you think I look good in these pants?" Helianze came out to talk to Silan and found that she didn't respond.
When he followed her eyes and saw the scenery in the distance, his face suddenly turned ugly, "When did Keqin come? What are she doing with the guy named Lan? Could it be..."
When a thought occurred to him, Helianze suddenly became angry and stepped forward to find a quarrel with Lan Sichen.
Si Lan reacted, grabbed his hand, and shook his head at him.
"baby……"
"I have nothing to do with him anymore." Si Lan said lightly, his eyes reluctantly looking away from the slender figure, "Let's go."
"Okay! Just wait for me and I'll go check out."
Silan nodded, but after all, he walked out of the mall alone, not wanting them to see him. He stood alone on the street, looking at the cloudy sky that seemed to be collapsing, and his heart was about to collapse...
The icy cold rain fell down, the cold wind hit her face, and the biting pain. Si Lan felt nothing, and walked into the rain involuntarily, letting the cold rain wet her hair and eyelashes...
It was hard to tell whether it was rain or tears on his pale face, and there was an indescribable bitterness across the corners of his mouth.
A low voice came from the video store on the street——
You know, loving you is not easy.
It also takes a lot of courage.
It must be God's will. There are so many things I can't say.
I'm just afraid that you can't afford it.
Do you believe that I will meet you in this life?
I owe you in my previous life
It's God's will that makes me fall in love with you.
That’s why I let you leave me again.
Maybe it was already doomed in reincarnation.
I should give it back to you in this life.
When I was young, I thought love could transcend everything. At that time, I didn't understand that there was another power in the world called destiny.
From the moment Lan Sichen announced the breakup, Si Lan had been calm, calmly confessed, calmly heard his absolute decision, calmly moved out of the house, and calmly healed at Helianze's home...
Just because he was too calm, he felt uncontrollable sadness when he saw him and Keqin standing together...
Just because of one glance, the longing and reluctance that I had suppressed suddenly burst through the dam, and I could no longer calm down.
He thought that as long as he could let go of the past, and that as long as he persisted, he would believe in himself and persist like himself.
——Unexpectedly, he had already bowed to his fate...
From the time he was eighteen years old, he no longer cared about life or death, and he never thought about living well and working hard for her...
Lan Sichen, since you are not even afraid of death, why don't you want to stick with me?
Why are you pushing me so far away?
This is what makes Slan the most distressed.
Helianze searched around but couldn't find Silan. He walked out of the mall and saw Silan squatting in the rain. He was shocked and rushed over to hug her, just like Silan hugged him without hesitation that night.
"Baby...baby..."
Si Lan looked up at him, his face was covered with water drops, and his eyes were filled with mist. Si Lan, who never liked to cry, finally cried...
Helianze's heart ached, "Baby, don't be sad...you still have me...you still have me...".
Si Lan grabbed his clothes helplessly with both hands, and the veins of his fingers were looming, and his hoarse voice was broken, "Helianze...let me go!"
"I want to go back to England, leave here far away, and never come back!"
"Okay! Okay! I will arrange for you to return to England immediately! Never come back again, never see that bastard again!" Helianze wiped away the tears on her face, full of anger.
The evil Lan Sichen bullied the baby like this, and he will never let him go.
At this moment, Silan just wants to run away, far away. Don't worry about Lan Sichen or the Lan family... He can pretend to be great and selfless, he loves He Keqin, and who else can he act with?
Go and act, no matter what you do, it has nothing to do with you!
I can no longer act...
I am not as good at acting as he is, and I am not as great and selfless as him. I am so weak and incompetent that I can only use excuses to escape, to a place where he cannot see me.
Once upon a time, I hoped that Mr. Lan and Asi would be safe and stay together forever.
Now, I hope Mr. Lan will be safe all year round.
Even if we don't meet each other for life.
A man and a woman standing at the corner of the shopping mall watched this scene in silence. Each had their own thoughts.
Keqin sighed helplessly, "Who are you looking for? You asked me to help you act out this scene. Helianze must be calling me a vixen and a shameless third party in his heart."
Lan Sichen lowered his eyes and couldn't help coughing in the cold wind, "Without this scene, she wouldn't have left."
This city has given her too many bad memories, how could I add to them.
I would rather she hate me in her heart. Hate is easier to forget than love...
Keqin didn't say anything, and watched the downpour with him, and watched Si Lan, who was crying in the rain until he couldn't stand up, being carried into the car by Helianze...
The rain curtain blocks the view, and at the end of the street where the speeding car disappears, everything cold seems to never stop...
***
Since Silan decided to return to the UK, Helianze immediately booked air tickets for her, applied for a long-term visa, and had many other things to deal with.
Si Lan first went to the company to find Mrs. Song.
"What? You want to withdraw your shares?" Mrs. Song opened her eyes wide and looked at Si Lan, who was not in good spirits, "What happened?"
"I'm going to England. I'll leave in a week. I don't know when I'll come back." Silan replied calmly.
Mrs. Song raised her eyebrows. She knew without asking that there was only one reason for Si Lan to make this decision, Lan Sichen!
Sighing, "I always thought that the ones who didn't make it to the end were the brat and the second son of the Lan family, but I didn't expect that it was you and Xu Ningmo."
It's really a pity.
"Everyone has his own destiny." Silan uttered four words, feeling calm as if he had let go of everything in the past. "All the shares I hold will be donated to those children. Hengzhe will bother you again in the future..."
"Don't worry. I'm a businessman, but I won't treat those children badly!" Mrs. Song nodded to reassure her.
Although there is no business without adultery, with that brat He Lianze by his side, he will not let himself ruin Silan's feelings for those children.
Hearing what she said, Silan felt relieved. The last thing he had to do was to say goodbye to Ruoruo and Lan Ruixiu.
When Silan went to see Ruoruo, he happened to see Lan Ruixiu at the door. He was surprised that he would come to such a place.
Lan Ruixiu frowned and looked at her, his stern eyes flashed with deep meaning, and he couldn't wait to speak: "What do you mean? Leaving at this juncture, have you ever thought about what happens if he... you don't even see each other for the last time?
It’s not here.”
"I know." Si Lanyun looked calm and gentle, as if he had already seen through life and death.
"Then you are still leaving?" Lan Ruixiu's face darkened. Silan's calmness and indifference were a bit dazzling in his eyes at the moment. He felt extremely uncomfortable and hated her indifference at the moment. "Silan, that person is Lansi.
Chen, it’s not a cat or a dog, it’s not something you can leave aside and ignore when you’ve had enough fun.”
"He owes you a lot, but he has given you enough back! You are crazy. When you were sick, he never left you without him. How could you leave him at this time?"
"If you insist on thinking like this, there's nothing I can do about it." Si Lan didn't react at all to his pointing.
"Silan! I doubt whether you have any intention at all!" Lan Ruixiu gritted his teeth and glared at her angrily.
Silan looked at him calmly, "My heart has been dug out by Lan Sichen a long time ago, don't you know! Now my heart has entered the loess, and what is living in my body at this moment is someone else's heart!"
"...You!" Lan Ruixiu was so angry at her words that she couldn't speak! "You will definitely regret it!" Not only Zedao.
He said something angrily, turned around, opened the car door, got in, started the car and drove away!
Silan stood there blankly, thinking about Lan Ruixiu's words, and the sadness kept rising in his heart.
Lan Ruixiu, do you know? It's not that I don't want him, it's that he doesn't want me! He promised me that he would not die in front of me, and even if he was about to die, he would find a way to make me die in front of him...
Now, he would rather break his promise than let me stay with him...
Tell me what should I do!
Si Lan turned his head and looked at the end of the road, with a faint smile on his lips.
Shakespeare said: Women, women, on the stage of men, you will always stand outside the circle of light and applause.
Lan Ruixiu, no matter how much you hate Lan Sichen, you will ultimately side with Lan Sichen.
Silan walked in and saw Ruoruo running towards him. He opened his arms and held her in his arms, feeling heavy in his arms.
Ruoruo held Si Lan's neck with both hands and called her sweetly: "Aunt Si Lan..."
"Ruoruo, do you miss me?"
"I want to..." Ruoruo answered with a particularly loud voice, and kissed Si Lan on the cheek.
Silan put her down and stuffed the address note he had written earlier into her pocket, "Today Auntie is here to say goodbye to you. In a few years Auntie will go to a far away place and may not be able to visit you for a long time.
Ruoruo! If you miss your aunt, just write to her."
"How far is a very far place?" Ruoruo's clear eyes sparkled with curiosity and innocence.
"It's far, far away. You'll know when Ruoruo grows up."
"Then..." Ruoruo tilted her head, biting her fingernails and asked in a low voice, "Will you come back? Will you still remember Ruoruo?"
"Auntie promises you that she will come back to see you as soon as she is free, and she will never forget Ruoruo."
"Hook!"
"Hang yourself on a hook and it won't change for a hundred years."
Silan took Ruoruo's little hand and went to find the person in charge here. Before leaving, he told them that they must take good care of these simple and fragile children. Hengzhe will have lawyers negotiate with them, and money will be paid regularly every month.
Enter the account. I sold my previous car and some items. Except for the money for my own life, the rest was left to my children.
I have contacted the British Medical Research Group and they welcome Silan back; Silan prefers to be in the laboratory than doing business or socializing.
Helianze also helped her contact the house, and when the job was found and all the procedures were completed, it was already time for the plane to leave.
Silan still only had one luggage and very few things; as for her pink piglets and other things, those that couldn't be taken away were all left at Helianze's house. Anyway, they were getting bigger and the other half of the house was almost unoccupied.
She didn't tell Lin Jiu or anyone else, and even refused to let Helianze off to the airport.
I took a taxi to the airport alone and saw Li Mingzhe in the waiting room without any surprise.
"I didn't expect...you decided to leave in the end..." Li Mingzhe sat down in the empty seat next to her, his tone was low, without his usual evil smile.
"This is a decision between me and him, it has nothing to do with you."
Li Mingzhe looked at her seriously and asked seriously: "If I buy a ticket now and go to the UK with you, do you think it will be possible for us?"
Si Lan shook his head, "We met at the wrong time, and the way we met was wrong..." No matter how entangled we are, it will be in vain.
The corner of Li Mingzhe's mouth raised the same evil smile as before, and he leaned back and looked at the scenery outside the window, "It's okay if you leave... I can't get you, at least no man named Lan can get you..."
Silan knew he was referring to Lan Sichen and Lan Ruixiu, so he said nothing.
"Will you fall in love, get married and have children there?"
"Maybe." Si Lan answered him lightly, not sure whether he still had the ability to fall in love with someone else.
Li Mingzhe looked sideways at her, his eyes fell on the ring shining on her ring finger, and he raised his eyebrows, "It's still wearing it. Could it be that you still expect him to be able to do what he did in the movie when the plane took off?"
Running over to chase you?"
Si Lan looked startled, and his thoughts were drawn back to that time when he wanted to accompany Lan Ruixiu to the United States, but he chased after her at the last moment.
Will he still do it this time?
Young Master: The 9,000-word update has been completed today! The end of the month is here, it’s time to pay the monthly allowance, you know!
Note: There is a missing section between 073 and 074. I forgot to copy it. It has been modified. If you can’t see it clearly, you will not be charged twice when you go back and watch it again. Don’t worry.