'Fanwai' The first heaven and the last absurdity 4 We are divided
."Extra" The first paradise, the final absurdity (4) We broke up
The light was cold, and Lin Jiu hid in the darkness, her footsteps hesitant to move forward, her eyes full of hesitation and struggle, not knowing whether she should go in or not.
Xu Bunuan pushed her from behind, "Go in! If not for yourself, please go and deal with that sinister man for the sake of Yeyu City's business!"
Lin Jiu staggered a step, opened the door and walked in. He glanced at the empty house, which looked like a gorgeous and cold castle at the moment. There were figures of himself and Ling Jiuyue in every corner. Unfortunately, the blurry figures gradually gradually
Disperse...
It's so late, he should be at home.
Lin Jiu suddenly paused as she walked towards the bedroom. As if something was guiding her, she changed direction and walked towards the kitchen.
When his eyes fell on the person on the ground for the first time, his face turned pale, and he almost rushed towards him and picked him up, "Jiuyue... Jiuyue..."
Ling Jiuyue fell to the ground unconscious. She didn't know how long she had been unconscious. Her face was pale and haggard, and she had no consciousness at all. Her body was so cold that there was no warmth at all. Lin Jiu's heart was fiercely pulled up, and she hugged her tightly with both hands.
Asking him to speak: "Jiuyue...Jiuyue, wake up. Jiuyue..."
The person held in her arms had no consciousness at all. Thick eyelashes covered his eyes, quiet and thin, and his breathing seemed to be absent. It seemed as if something was holding on to his heart and was about to be crushed.
.
His usually cold face was panicked and helpless at the moment, not knowing what to do. His watery eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, "Bu Nuan... Xu Bu Nuan... help me... please help me!!!"
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*******I am the pure young master dividing line*******
Su Weixi and Lan Ruixiu reconciled after their quarrel, and their relationship seemed to have taken a step forward. At least, Lan Ruixiu would not scold her bloody and worthless in front of Silan and the others.
Except for their daily work, the three men of the Lan family chose to stay at home as much as possible and not go out.
Si Lan has always been worried since she found out that they were being watched. She couldn't tell them, lest they become too nervous and worried. She had to drag Lan Sichen to the room and lowered her voice: "It's not an option for us to continue to be watched like this.
Is there nothing we can do?"
Lan Sichen frowned slightly, "Just because they don't touch us now, doesn't mean they won't do it later. Now that we are under surveillance, our phone calls and other things will definitely be tapped."
Si Lan's face darkened.
"What's wrong?" Lan Sichen asked with concern.
"I called Jiuyue and told him that Xiaojiu might be at Xu Bunuan's place." If the phone was tapped, they would definitely go there to find Xiaojiu.
Xu Bunuan, Lan Sichen frowned even more when he heard these three words, "You stay away from her, she is a neurotic woman, full of danger."
Si Lan knew that he was worried that he was abducted by Xu Bunuan, so he didn't refute anything. Shan Ming Shui Jing's eyes were full of worry, "I really don't know how long this kind of life will last. I miss Ah Que and the others so much..."
Lan Sichen held her in his arms, stroking the soft hair with his fingers, his dark eyes calm, calm and calm. He didn't think about those two brats at all. It would be better if they left, as no one would compete with him!
"It's time for supper." Su Weixi's voice came from the living room. Lan Sichen held Silan's hand and said, "Eat something and have a good rest. Don't worry too much."
The first one to run out was Helianze, squatting on a chair like a monkey. When he saw the fruit salad, his peach blossom eyes flashed with disgust, "What kind of late night snack is this!!"
Lan Ruixiu had just come out. When he heard this, his sharp eyes flashed with chills. Lan Yunsheng's spine went cold. He glanced at his second-rate wife silently, shook his head helplessly, and couldn't bear to look away from him.
..
Su Weixi brought out the soup pot with pickled fish that she bought specially, and pouted, "How about eating this at night and you won't gain weight?" She was exhausted.
Helianze took the chopsticks to eat the pickled fish disapprovingly, picking and choosing, "The pickled cabbage tastes terrible... why are the fish fillets so prickly! Oops, your cooking skills are really bad, not as good as my baby."
"Cough." Silan just drank the water in his mouth and choked on his last sentence. Helianze, you idiot, just forget about your own death and don't implicate innocent people.
Lan Sichen patted her back tenderly, displeasure flashed across Helianze's eyes, and Lan Yunsheng's head turned even more with a calculating look.
Su Weixi's eyes wandered between Si Lan and Lan Ruixiu. Although she didn't say anything, she obviously didn't like being compared with Si Lan by Helianze.
Please, it was embarrassing enough that she lost to Si Lan in Lan Ruixiu. She even lost in cooking. She didn't need Lan Ruixiu to scold her, she felt embarrassed.
Lan Ruixiu's face darkened, and the gleam in his sharp eyes flashed. If it weren't for the inconvenience of sitting in a wheelchair, Helianze would probably have been moved to tears by him. After a moment of silence, he suddenly said with a chuckle.
: "Yun Sheng, I remember that the Lan family seems to have such an unwritten rule. The eldest brother is like the father. Newcomers have to kowtow to the eldest sister-in-law and serve tea."
Lan Yunsheng's face stiffened, knowing that Lan Ruixiu was about to attack, and nodded silently.
Helianze’s brows were raised high: “On what grounds?! Do you think you are living in ancient times!”
"This is the rule of the Lan family." Lan Ruixiu looked at Helianze with a joking look. He actually dared to pick on the cooking skills of his stupid woman. He was really tired of living.
Helianze looked at Lan Sichen and Si Lan, "I'm not the only one who wants to kneel! My baby has to kneel too. My baby is the youngest, and she won't kneel, so why don't I kneel alone."
Si Lan frowned, but before he could speak, Lan Sichen said calmly: "Based on your seniority, you and Su Weixi both have to kowtow and offer tea to As."
Lan Sichen is the youngest among the three, but he has the highest seniority. Strictly speaking, Lan Ruixiu calls Lan Sichen uncle and aunt Silan.
Lan Rui had no time to avoid this relationship, so how could he plot against Lan Sichen? Only Helianze, a brainless man, would want to cheat on Las Lan, and if he failed to steal the chicken, he would lose a handful of rice.
Lan Yunsheng is really powerless. This idiot offended two old foxes at once, and even God can't help him.
He Lianze's mouth twitched, and he kowtowed to the baby and offered him tea. He didn't want to kill him even if he wiped it!
"What a mess, it makes me dizzy. I'm going to sleep!" Helianze stood up and wanted to run.
Lan Ruixiu said calmly: "Mu Ze is still at Wei Xi's house. I wonder how the president and the president's wife treat him? Will they just throw him away if they don't like him..."
Helianze's back stiffened, and his face was full of guilt... This was too bullying.
Su Weixi looked at it for a long time and realized that Lan Ruixiu was trying to vent her anger. But it was quite pitiful to see Helianze like that, and why did she ask him to kowtow before she died? When she pursed her lips and was about to speak, Lan Rui was interrupted by Lan Ruixi.
Xiu E glared fiercely and swallowed the words silently when they reached his lips.
"Baby..." Helianze's soft voice had a long ending, which made Slan's skin crawl.
Lan Sichen glanced at him disdainfully, held Silan's hand and said slowly: "It's late at night, let's go back to the room to rest."
Silan glanced at Helianze helplessly, stood up and went back to the room with Lan Sichen.
When Helianze looked at Lan Yunsheng, he had completely lowered his head and dared not do anything. He raised his head to meet Lan Ruixiu's half-smiling eyes, and finally realized a truth: the Lan family is rich in foxes, and each one is better than the last. The problem is
The one he was looking for was so weak... woo woo.
*******I am the pure young master dividing line*******
The ward was cold, Xu Bunuan stood at the door of the ward and did not go in. The doctor adjusted Ling Jiuyue's infusion and said with relief: "Mr. Ling is fine. He just hasn't rested for a long time, is overtired and malnourished. As long as he has a good rest
, just eat three regular and quantitative meals to condition your body.”
"Thank you, doctor." Lin Jiu spoke in a low voice, looking intently at the unconscious Ling Jiuyue.
At that moment, Lin Jiu truly felt what "a thousand arrows pierce the heart" meant. She was not afraid of how painful it would be to love him, nor was she afraid of leaving him. She was just afraid that he would not be safe and healthy, and that he would be slightly damaged.
Fortunately, he was okay, otherwise she didn't know what she would have done.
Seeing that she was in a bad mood, the doctor didn't say much. He turned around and took the nurses away without disturbing them. Xu Bunuan, who was at the door, leaned his back against the wall, took out a carrot from his pocket and chewed it crisply, making a crunching sound.
The empty corridor echoed.
Sweat beaded on Ling Jiuyue's forehead. Lin Jiu wiped it gently with a tissue. She moved very gently, as if it didn't exist. Just when she was about to take back her hand, someone stopped her wrist suddenly.
The watery eyes were dull for a second, then she met his deep black eyes, her heart skipped a beat, her white lips wriggled, and her cold voice was soft, "Let go."
"Don't let me go!" Ling Jiuyue's hoarse voice was firm and resolute. His eyes stared at her pale and thin face, and her heart almost broke. "I will never let you leave me again."
Lin Jiu's body trembled, as if she had fallen into an ice cave and gradually stiffened. She struggled to pull back her hand, but he tried harder, and the fair skin on her wrist quickly turned red. "Ling Jiuyue."
"How could you?" Ling Jiuyue pursed her thin lips lightly, her deep eyes were complicated, and her voice was full of apology and helplessness, "Why didn't you tell me that I couldn't have the child? How could you not tell me that the child at that time
Still there..."
"Tell you..." Lin Jiu spoke in a low voice, her cold eyes suppressing her sadness, "What can be changed?"
"That's my child, and I have the right to know the truth. You should tell me and let me face it with you." Ling Jiuyue said in a deep voice, and tightened the hand holding her wrist, "If you are willing to tell me
,I won’t do that…”
Lin Jiu lowered her eyes and did not look at him. The blue meridians were faintly visible on her pale face. She hardly had a good rest after the miscarriage, and she didn't care much about this body.
"Perhaps, you think it's my fault, and you have the right to know. But Ling Jiuyue..." Lin Jiu paused, looking at him sharply with blurry eyes, "I really thought about telling you, but
You were very busy at that time. Whenever I wanted to talk to you, it was either you or me who had something to do... The doctor said that as long as you take good care of yourself, you would be fine. It was not a serious matter. I could solve it by myself, so why bother?
Let me tell you, there is one more person to worry about."
Ling Jiuyue was stunned and said nothing. Her voice in her ear continued, "This is how I have walked through these years. Lonely and quiet. I don't expect anyone or rely on anyone. I can't do it because of it.
Just rely on me if I am a friend, and I will not rely on you just because I am married to you... Ling Jiuyue, I have never been that kind of woman."
The hand holding her wrist stiffened, and the strength was withdrawing little by little...
"Because... you love yourself and your self-esteem more than anything else." Ling Jiuyue murmured, only to feel the silence growing in her heart.
Lin Jiu withdrew her hand, and the skin he touched was hot, as if she had been burned. She avoided his sharp gaze and hummed in a low voice, and then the corners of her mouth curved slightly, "Ling Jiu.
Yue, in fact, we are the same kind of people. Because of your proud self-esteem, when you found out that I was taking medicine, you didn’t ask any questions and just changed the medicine. Because you were afraid that my answer would damage your self-esteem...
…”
"That's enough." Ling Jiuyue interrupted her coldly, staring at her with deep eyes, "It doesn't matter whether you have children or not, now... I won't let you leave me. Xiaojiu, let's start over.
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"How to start over?" Lin Jiu smiled softly. She didn't know whether she was laughing at him or herself, "I can't look back."
"I don't mind..."
"I mind!" Before he could finish speaking, Lin Jiu interrupted him coldly, "I mind if you give up being an excellent prosecutor for me. I mind if you disappoint my parents for me and make them the laughing stock of others.
;I mind if my existence brings shame to the Ling family!!"
I mind if I can't give you happiness, I will ruin your promising life.
Ling Jiuyue looked at her with dark eyes, and murmured with her thin lips: "Xiaojiu——"
"Ling Jiuyue, don't trouble An Nuan and the others anymore, and don't abuse yourself like this to lure me out...Such childish methods are not your style, Ling Jiuyue." Lin Jiu knew that he was doing it on purpose, deliberately harassing her.
Ah Nuan and the others deliberately did this to lure them out.
However, Jiuyue is not worth it, it is meaningless...
A layer of mist filled Lin Jiushui's eyes. The hands hanging by his sides were clenched tightly into fists. His nails dug into his palms but he felt no pain. His heart was like a knife and he wanted to die, but at this moment he could only stubbornly force himself.
Suffer it and pretend it doesn't matter.
It’s just that the late night air is so cold, it stings every inch of skin through the clothes. Every cell in the body is hurting, crying, helpless, desperate, and wailing...
"Jiuyue..." Lin Jiu murmured, the slight curve of the corner of his mouth full of sadness, and his voice was as soft as a needle falling to the ground, "Let's break up."
Ling Jiuyue's eyes were startled, and she glanced at her in disbelief. When she stood up and wanted to catch her, her body had no strength at all. She dodged his hand in a flash and stood one step away from the bed. She hung her head.
She wanted to look at him but didn't dare to look at him. There were dark shadows under her eyes, and her expression was indifferent as if nothing had happened...
"I don't agree!" Ling Jiuyue said directly, sat up, lifted the quilt and got out of bed. Because the needle was still inserted in his hand, he didn't pay attention and broke the needle. The needle was still in his skin, and blood was pouring out.
Flow out...
Lin Jiu took several steps back, stubborn tears flashing in her eyes, and she tried her best to suppress her urge to hug him.
Because a sedative was added to the infusion, Ling Jiuyue was spinning for a while, and the scene in front of her was blurred. The blood flowing on her hand was shocking, dripping down...
Xu Bunuan frowned when he received the call, "What? Wait for me, I'll see you later."
The next second, he turned around and pushed open the door of the ward, ignoring the haggard Ling Jiuyue who was about to collapse, and said to Lin Jiu: "They just went to Yeyu City, and there was a fierce battle. Now they are probably chasing them to the hospital, we must leave now!"
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Lin Jiushui's eyes trembled, and when she looked at Ling Jiuyue, she was full of reluctance, her bitter lips pursed, "Jiuyue..."
"Don't go... don't go with her..." Ling Jiuyue said feebly. When she took steps, her legs were weak and she knelt on the ground. Her cold eyes raised up were full of affection and nostalgia. The blood and his pale cheeks formed a clear pattern.
Contrast that with, "Don't go with her."
Lin Jiu's heart tightened and her heart ached. When she stepped forward to help him up, Xu Bunuan was faster, grabbed her wrist and said sternly: "We must leave now."
"But……"
"Unless you want to lure them here..." Xu Bunuan glanced at Ling Jiuyue who was lying on the ground coldly. Lin Jiu hesitated, and when he was still hesitating, he heard her say: "There is a doctor here. He is dead."
No!"
"Xiaojiu..." Ling Jiuyue wanted to get up and catch her, but his mind was getting heavier and heavier, and his eyes were so heavy that he couldn't open them. There was just that beautiful shadow in his eyes, and he couldn't bear to close his eyes and not look at her. He stretched out his hand.
His hand was just about to touch her trousers...
Xu Bunuan dragged her out forcefully, and he could catch her just by missing that one millimeter...
Lin Jiu's steps followed Xu Bu Nuan's staggering steps outside, and he kept turning his head to look at Ling Jiuyue who was unable to get up on the ground. The tears in her clear eyes slowly fell, her black and white eyes, and the crystal clear tears, like a
This frozen painting is deeply engraved in Ling Jiuyue's mind.
In the long years to come, he will never forget it. Even if he forgets everything, he can never forget those tearful eyes.
Ling Jiuyue's eyes finally closed slowly, and she fell to the ground unconscious. The deserted space became even colder, almost suffocating.
Lin Jiu was forcefully forced into the car by Xu Bunuan, and her tears couldn't stop flowing out. Ling Jiuyue's longing eyes flashed in her mind, so that she couldn't think about anything, she could only think...
I will only miss him.
Xu Bunuan was not as indecisive as she was. He moved quickly and immediately made the car disappear at the end of the road carrying the deserted moonlight.
"Life or love, which one do you choose?" Lin Jiu said quietly, the numb mechanical voice echoing in the dark carriage.
Why does she feel like she can't live without Ling Jiuyue...
Xu Bu Nuan held the steering wheel tightly with his hands expressionless: "I don't know."
"I can die for love and for many people, but I will only live for the scumbag of my family, even if living is really difficult."
Young Master: The 5,000-word update is completed today! I want to say that I cried when I wrote it. Don’t ask me where I cried, I don’t know. I just suddenly became pretentious, falling in love but can’t let go of my self-esteem, and can’t let go of my self-esteem.
Let go of life and death, nothing in this world can have both...
pps: Xu Bu Nuan is a story from "Cops | Bandits | Sleeping Together: Wife Does All Evil". Well, I've been doing a lot of H-scan lately, and now I can't even write about kissing. Please forgive me.